PaganzofLA

If only that were possible... oy vey 

I turned tricks in my 20's in SF '93 -95' ish... Always a hard core bottom, and still to this day I can't ever get fucked hard or long enough.  From 48 - 52 I indentured as a TOP amd lived on a diet of twinkish young men 19 -27 was my preferred age range. So, I'm not one to be ALL bragadocious but I've never been fucked like I fuck. And while I've much less expereince as a TOP... it's what I choose if it was the end of the world and everybody only gets one. FF>> to today at 57... Sub by default TOP by inspiration (or command W/ Vigara I like to stay non-errect as a sub, it's respectful show of place). So seeing my hinderance as a TOP is motivation, turning tricks and charging for stud services get's me off... however it only works in my mind when I dont need a goddam cent from anyone, and so here's to financial independence...

pain pig thru n thru (mostly unrequited) 

you chose well, it's popular!

I'm much more skeptical of the OP's intentions, if genuine, ok you're a whiny little b and I suppose can be forgiven (lets see ur ass) and while you may very well fain being ALL butthurt nobody here is playing with a marked deck, we are ALL subject to the same liberties as well as the same potential consequences. so, therefore you must deal. I don't buy the sincerity, at all. bullshit seems to be trending.  

IF There's a general rule of thumb it's this. Your dick is knows what it wants. And we're at our best when those ways arn't divergent. I was trained to stay limp as a sub bottom, as a sign of respect, an expression of whose pleasure is first and foremost. Never feels right when I get hard (often do) so there's a bit of transgressive pleasure there.  limp dick rocks. 

HMU

YES.

feeling horny. anyone else getting into AI kink?

my dad and his man’s best friend

thumbtacks and/or hand sanitizer in my cock-pump. i know... 

19 hours ago, Easy3200 said:

One of my favorites on bareback bastards is,    "Alex comes over for Xmas Day"

[think before following links] [think before following links] [think before following links] https://barebackbastards.com/28459/alex-comes-over-for-xmas-day/

So many times I wished it was me.

 

Another definitely wished I was the bottom

Pup Starrk Gets Blindfolded and Spit Roasted by BF Pup Axel Frost and Daddy Criss for his 27th B-Day

[think before following links] [think before following links] https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5f05e7c525629

Enjoy

Oh, yes this is everything good and unnatural in the natural world!

omg. yes. sleeeeziest...

i think that's the thrill of it. at least for me!

it's called "The Olive"

Well, it's like this. We are neither born to NOR NOT born as. One is a cocksucker only as much one identifies as such. Personally I identify with faggot or cocksucking faggot or muthur-fucking-cocksucking faggot. And though I strongly identify with all of those descriptors, very much... I'm cautious of being too reticent to shake them off, because they define what I do, and NOT who I am––and that distinction can NEVER be too CLEAR. So, here's another POV: sucking a cock [aka cock sucking] when juxtaposed against the universal works of nature itself is a purely metaphysical act (Metaphysics being the soft wet-gushy underpinning of ALL matter itself) offers us an axiom perhaps one of the most tried and truest which categorizes space/time into two particular classes. Those being T1 [time you exist with cock in your mouth], and T2 [time you exist without cock in your mouth]. It's a dynamic equation:

T1 + T2 = U

As simple as that.

10 hours ago, badjujuboy said:

Looking back at my experiences as a sub, I was trying to see if there was a moment where I knew, or should have known, that I was a true sub. Not just a bottom but a true sub. When did you know or realize that you wanted to serve a man? For me, it was in high school. I knew I was into guys and had been messing around with some friends by this time. I remember I was at home and I was thinking about how hot all the guys on my team looked in our jockstraps. I was the only one home and in my bedroom so I stripped down and put mine on... it was a little ripe... and started stroking. At this time, we were also studying ancient Egypt and was really into it. I don't remember how or why but I began fantasizing about being a servant to the pharaoh and wanting to prove my devotion to serve him. I imagined myself before him and saying, as a servant, the only thing that I could offer was my cum. I told him that my cum was my offering... I was offering him my essence. I kept this up, imagining he was pleased at my offering. When I finally came, I fell to my knees. In the back of my mind, I knew then that I wanted to serve a man. For a while, I would put on one of my used jockstraps and recreate this in my bedroom. It took me a while, but I finally realized that I was and am a cuntboy... those details I've shared here before.

I'm sure your Pharaoh would pleased at such an offering. My awareness would come later in my mid-20's––with a sudden adduction (figurative) into full on slave training at he hands of an ex-city collage prof ten years my senior. We practiced Dionysian bonding. A latent bondage pain pig in waiting who knew? I can hardly imagine a better introduction to bd/sm then. What's harder to understand is how I became a full throttle TOP in my late 40's–––and I'd say it was just a phase, but the truth is if I had to choose one or the other (and I don't but really almost wish I could as too many times I find myself living the verse is curse); and mind you my ass in the early 80's was taking in everything it could from produce to furniture legs and that hungry hole has since learned to diversify; it's hands down bo question I'd be a TOP–––who submits. A SUB-TOP in other words. Something like that.

MY Biggest challenge is getting a working demo. Ideally a partner would be coder. However i"m nearly three years Into this and I've a fully realized concept. It will go boom. just a matter of seeing that it does.

BRAVO  --I BELIEVE IVE READ ONE OR TWO FROM YOU, AS WELL.  

cool. I will do that. Gonna give it a re-write first. Thanks again, any and all feedback welcome even the unwelcome kind. 

WRISTS CUFFED BEHIND MY BACK

thanks. someone has to play that roll or whats the point? i sent you pm the best response i could.

BOWIE (of course)

...just going to say this. Besides the fact I DON'T need to watch this BS to know its BS –– how many of ya'll have a truth social account? While I'm NOT active there, god, ahum, NO, I found on the fringes I could elicit rather meaningful conversations I could not have raised elsewhere. If the goal is to raise the bar... I'm just saying sometimes we're our own worse enemy. 

Your first name (or a name you'll respond to):  Cumdump, Cocksucker, Bitch

Your cell number (for texts and voice calls): Text 213 41O 8141

A location (be at least as specific as a zip code):  SILVERLAKE LOS ANGELES

Times you're generally not available:  ANYTIME

Age:  56

Height:  6-2

Weight:  180

Ethnicity: White