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PaganzofLA

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  1. ...just going to say this. Besides the fact I DON'T need to watch this BS to know its BS –– how many of ya'll have a truth social account? While I'm NOT active there, god, ahum, NO, I found on the fringes I could elicit rather meaningful conversations I could not have raised elsewhere. If the goal is to raise the bar... I'm just saying sometimes we're our own worse enemy. 

  2. Well, 3am for me is when it's about to get going. As a TOP I love giving it marathon style. That takes some warming up, so as a SUB bottom I can appreciate the no vacancy and  the move out orders as is the same class of  assumption that does anyone in for any reason. I'd say next time for the sake of variety plan for two side by side cum holes. If that was the plan... why NOT go with it. Again, as far as my TOP nature, I fantasize about being instructed whom to fuck (not of my own choosing). If I had a genre it would be the revenge fuck.  also I TOP best after I've been put to the test as bondage pain pig sub hoe. But its been a while...

  3. all very thoughtful posistions.  As there are many kinds of sluts (kitchen sluts, ignorant sluts, cheating sluts, lying sluts) I do tend to see sluttiness or slutdom as a fully recognizable spectrium of sexualy charged self-awairness, and proceeds in stages, starting with that first ("what a slut am I" ) onto denial, ("Oh, No I didn"t" )to guilt ("But I did and didnt care if anybody saw") onwards towards finally acceptance. ("Don"t Slut Shame on Me.") The cycle often will stall and repeat, sporaticlly without warning, throughout ones lifetime. Some may go to great lengths to conceal their past, though erybody knows they're even bigger sluts. 

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  4. On 6/26/2023 at 1:34 PM, slaveboi said:

    I was owned and trained during the pandemic.  It was an interesting experience.  I lost my job and apartment so an older fb offered to let me be his 24/7 slave for awhile.  It was a major adjustment! He knew a lot of things I didn't like and enjoyed making me do them. He worked from home so I was available for him whenever he wanted.  He knew I didn't like rimming so he made me do it daily. When I agreed to do it I expected it to all just be sex and bdsm but it wasn't. I cleaned, cooked, and did anything I was told. I never wore clothes unless we went out in public. One weekend a month he would drive an hour away to visit his parents.  He would put me up in a grungy hotel and give me tasks to complete while he was away. Those weekends I could let whoever I want fuck me as long as I sent him txt about it all weekend. After a few months I found I loved having no control. Never knowing what was going to happen day to day was exciting. He was really into humiliation and loved making me do things that were embarrassing.  His punishments were brutal at times but kinda hot after the fact. Once I forgot to start the wash so he made me sit in the corner while he was on a work call and sound my piss hole with bigger and bigger sounds. He told me if I didn't get to the biggest one by the time he was done he was going to force it in. In our contract it said no bad injuries or harm but the he could modify some things like training my holes. Over the course of 2 years he got his arm elbow deep, trained my throat and stretched my piss hole significantly.  I didn't realize how much I missed not being in control until he moved away and I was back on my own. Its not as exciting know I can say no to a guy that wants to do something to me. 

    Great recounting, and you’re a good writer. 2 years. Spectacular. Was there much of an age difference? bondage? what were some of your other punishments? Love to hear more…and inspired to share my own slave training  adventures…

  5. Well, what can I say fellas it's a slippery slope... Personally, I for one would like to use this breathe to express my discontent that are our dicks, cunts, lips & love handles be legislated in the first place–––and sure maybe ALL of us here might well agree that goes without saying (???) but ALL those things that "go without saying"  amass overtime, of course the pendulum is going to swing, but you can't get back what you never knew you had after its been legislated away. It's the false morality that is most detrimental to the real concerns over human rights abuses.

  6. truthfully, i'd rather meet a boastful muthur-fucker and be vastly disappointed than I would one quietly reposed and understated who breaks out a hack saw while I'm chained to his bed––and on that note these 'safety laws' have a way of making monsters of us all in the end, however i do believe the way out is also the way in and have long ago planned for this shit in my own ui development, not because i see away around it or that it holds any merit IMO ––I'm just looking at a different picture of how to go about doing the same things we do but with more immediacy and potential for meaningful experiences. And yes, I'll continue this thought on a different thread... I am a very good TOP when all the stars align, btw. 

  7. I think this is one of those topics less palatable for some and perhaps the gold standard for others–––and it will always remain that way. Mother/son, Mother/daughter, Father/daughter, brother/sister, brother/brother, uncle, cousin, etc. etc. one and on it goes––great franchise material. Although I was never 'penetrated' my dad and i had a thing for four years from 12 - 16. I may have fed on his cock as an infant I cannot say for certain but I had a lust for it... I once had a friend who revealed he was groomed and violated by alexander calder, the artist, until the age of ten––and he's a fucking mess. I, on the other hand feel my development might have actually been for the better had dad just let happen what we both wanted... but this I cannot say. As much as we (and I'm speaking collectively here as gay men in general) fetishize real father/real son sex is as much as it fucks some kid-up is as much as it makes for a stellar family bond. Ultimately, there are as many perspectives on the topic as there are father and sons. While I personally never had a inkling for men my junior, that is until just before I turned 50 (now boy oh boy give me some twink loving) i had a sweet little circle of 20 sum'thin fuck buds for a while (they ALL wanted it nasty rape me rape me rape me style so that's the only way I know how to fuck)–––during which time I had an unexpected epiphany while confronting my own thoughts of fatherhood and having sex with a future son that I will likely never have outside of roleplay. And honestly (because we should expect of ourselves nothingless) those feelings were really confusing and even more weird was the thought "what if one went into fatherhood never even considering father/son sex and then gets one like me?" So I came to this conclusion: If I were to raise a son, of course the most important thing in my life would be him, and his development ––which would mean he was nurtured in the most intellectually stimulating, creatively inspired, open, least restrictive and sex positive environment possible. And if my son were to express sexual interest in me as I did my dad, I do believe as a father it is my role to empower my son to have everything he needs. That being said, it would also me my role to make sure he knew exactly what that meant––and made dam well for shit sure that's what he wanted. And the philosophy of how opposed to what. Now I am more likely to have crazy mind bending sex with a future me that I magically make appear with ⌘D before I ever have a biological son. And to me that's oddly much more appealing in a devious sort of way as to what I could get up to with a clone of myself–––someone start the thread lol. 

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    I think a big problem with the current. hookup apps is a lack of accountability. If people behave badly then there's no red flags to warn others. But why not turn that around and give green flags for being a good citizen? 

    Much like Uber has a rating system when you ride - for both the passenger and the driver, I'd think there's a place for such a system on hook up apps.

    AirMax––thanks for pointing that out, and, yes, you are absolutely right, behavioral science demonstrates again and again that positive reinforcement is essential in the forward facing development of learned behavior. Something akin to the badges that users earn on message boards like this one, but represent something other than a token of some easily dismissed threshold. Instead your flags might represent a new privilege, responsibility or special position the user takes on––promoting both status and position according  to levels of proficiencies in specific content areas of expertise. I can very much see this happening.

    Also, you may find it more than helpful  to deconstruct the systems that has allowed non-accountability to dominate the experiences on the www as we know it today. I've spend quite a bit of brain energy doing just that, and would love to compare notes. Thanks!  

     

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