Hi all,
Had to make an account.
Since splitting with my female partner I have sucked a lot of cocks.
One guy in particular - twice my age - total "service top" drives me wild. He will tie me up, suck and finger and rim me until I explode.
He gave me poppers and tried to fuck me a few times having told me that he was totally "clean" managing a few thrusts but each time he would pull out and cum on my cock or face - I just couldn't take the pain as I am extremely tight.
This sounds weird but I had a dream a few weeks ago that he was poz and so I made a different account and he admitted to that account that he was poz.
I have gone no-contact and been tested (negative).
It's a relief but I have since discovered this site.
I want him again but it feels so weird. Like I dodged a bullet but want to go stand in front of it again.
Can anyone identify with this? Or could anyone talk me through something similar that you have been through?