I always felt quite reserved and shy until I moved to Berlin where I met someone who filmed when we played quite frequently. I found it quite exhilarating when he posted them on his Twitter. In the early stages it would swing between excitement and shame.
i started by playing alone on cam fully exposed and the response I got was really positive. It felt amazing cumming with a lot of strangers watching.
Of course some of those cam sessions leaked and I can find myself on Google images so after that, it was out of my control.
End of last year I shot a scene which I bottomed bareback for a muscle daddy with a large online following. I was surprised how in the moment and present I felt doing it and would love to try it again.
it seem I missed the glory days of Berlin porn studios as they filmed some hard and kinky stuff here and now they are all shut down.
