Hello.
I'm Ethan, and I am horrible at introducing myself and tend to be a lurker, but figured I should give it a go.
I'm 26, pansexual verse switch, though a dom and top primarily. I have gotten up to a fair bit of trouble in my short life (all consensual of course) and I suspect that is probably not going to stop any time soon. It's getting to the point where I'd like to have a social space to talk about certain things instead of keeping it inside or feeling the need to tell friends lol (no matter now non-judgemental they are, there are just some things i dont want them to know). I am a sadist first and foremost, and hypersexual, but have put a lot of effort into fictionalizing certain desires. I'm here in large part because having someone cum in my ass (no condom obv) is one of my biggest turn ons, ESPECIALLY if it's a rando and there is a risk of... something, despite typically only being able to cum if I am the top or imagining myself as such. I also am fixated on the idea of 'gift-giving' for a long time, (receiving and giving) but only recently learned that that is a thing others are into. I've been trying to figure out what exactly makes the difference between when I need to fuck someone else, or be fucked myself. Apparently there's some sort of difference. lol
I write a lot of fiction and like to talk about responsibly engaging with kink. I am open to story requests.
I think I have found and read all the forum rules but will take another look just in case.