TownTravellerMan

This was on Wednesday. So. I believe I mentioned this guy a while back. I mentioned after playing with someone I see regularly and spend time with them. That I went to a bookstore and played around and told him about it and he found it hot. While I was there that night I ran into a very sexy older bear. He had a lightly trimmed beard that was full white. He had a beautiful furry chest and was a very passionate and frantic fucker. Like literally. He was fucking me all over the place in that room and he had a nice thick curved cock. He didn't breed me but we exchanged contact information. We've talked a bit every so often and he decided to come visit since he's from out of town. We decided to meet at a bar. I arrived to the bar and waited for him so I ordered a non alcoholic drink. I had some intentions with the bar but found out that it wouldn't become more "fun" until later. Damn. He arrived and I was so happy to see him. We both kissed each other passionately and hugged. He said he had take a piss so I followed him. Part of the bar was closed off for some reason I guess some event. So we went to another bathroom. This was more of an open bathroom with a toilet seat and a urinal. He kissed me when we got in the bathroom. I thought he had to go but he grabbed his hard dick and started kissing me more. Before I knew it I felt his hard cock in his pants pressed against my leg. He grabbed my cock which was hard and also slipped his hand underneath my shorts. He realized I was wearing a jockstrap. I felt his hard on and I looked at him. I kinda looked around nervously but I pulled down his pants and took out his cock. I took his cock into my mouth which was mostly hard and started sucking him. His cock felt so good. I love the curve on his cock and he was getting fully hard. While I was sucking him he pulled me up. He was saying he wanted my ass. God I love how hot and direct he is. I pulled down my shorts and exposed my ass to him in the bar bathroom. I spit on my hole and leaned down. He pressed his hard cock against my hole and started to push in. This would be the first of MANY times this man fucked me that night. He pushed in further and I started to moan. I tried to relax on him but damn his dick was nice and thick. He started fucking me and I was loving it. When I said previously he has kinda frantic fucking. I meant he will fuck for a while but won't really have a fast rhythm just I guess his own rhythm and then he'd stop and change positions. His goal wasn't to fuck and cum his goal was to fuck and keep fucking. He pulled me off his dick and he sat on the toilet seat. His cock was sticking straight up. I walked towards him and squatted down on his cock and felt his cock sink deeper into me. Ugh he felt so damn good. I started riding his dick when I forgot the door wasn't even really closed. The same bartender that I got my drink from came in saying "Good Lord!". I panicked and started to get up. He said "Oh no I don't care what you two do but maybe close the bathroom door next time. I'm not sure what he was doing if he was changing out something but I resumed to sit on the country bear's cock while the guy was still in there. He left a minute or so after he genuinely did not seem like he was trying to sneak a peak was just doing his job I guess. After me riding him for a while he pulled off and we went back to kissing. We decided to go the patio area. We sat on a chair and just layed against each other and talked a little. We were kinda talking about where to go next. I knew there was an event going on and asked if he wanted to go. He said he was up for whatever especially since we both needed a place to play. He got a drink and drank it and then we left and headed to "that" event. We parked and went outside. I felt honored? Should I have for giving him a tour? Ah who knows. But anyways I kinda guided him and showed him the second and third floor. I showed him more of the third floor. I stripped and was wearing nothing but a jock strap and a vest. I thought about some of the things here and basically showed him the fuck bench area. He seemed to like it. He sat on it and I got on my knees sucking his cock. He was groaning and moaning and was rock hard in no time. I bent over the fuck bench and braced myself for his hard thick country bear cock invading my hole. Fuck his dick felt so good fucking me. He pulled out a few times but he kept fucking me altogether. We then changed around and I layed on the fuck bench. I realized it had a little head rest so it might be more intended for getting fucked on the back to replace a sling maybe. He wasted no time fucking me on my back. I was moaning and groaning out. He was fucking thick and there were a few guys watching. I was wondering if I was going to make him cum but it didn't happen. He pulled out and we started making out again. We both looked at the dark room area for a moment and decided not to. We went over the couches. He mentioned previously he wanted to fuck me face down. Well now here was his chance. We both sort of stripped a little more and got on the leather couch. We were making out a little bit and then I got on all fours on the leather couch. He shoved his hard country bear dick back in me. Getting fucked on all fours felt so damn hot. At one point he told me to put one of my legs down on the floor. I did and this gave him more ways to maneuver. I felt him a little deeper in me in this position and was loving it. He pulled out and told me to get on my belly. I did and was fucking me on my belly. Damn it's been a while since i've been fucking like that. I stuck my ass up in the air for him and he loved fucking me. I felt like I was on such another level getting fucked by this sexy country bear in the fun place. I had no idea how much fun I'd have a little bit later at that moment. We took a break and decided to both piss but for real this time. After pissing we passed by the dark room area and still decided not to. We passed by the leather couches again and more action was gone on. He commented that there is like 1 or 2 tops he's seen here this whole time and everyone else is pretty much a bottom. That sounds just about right. Speaking of for the event it was not a huge turn out. Very surprised considering what the event is known for and how packed it was last time. We decided to go on a leather couch in a different area. This time he layed on his back. I got on top of him and straddled him and felt his raw cock sink into me again. It never gets old. I used the sort of rails around the couches or back boards to give myself some balance. I started to ride his cock and he stopped me for a moment and proceeded to fuck me. He felt so good sitting on top of his cock. We heard moans and groans and grunts and saw that guys around us were fucking. He continued to fuck me and I continued to ride him. I swear at least once I think he was going to cum but he somehow stopped himself. We both got up and I decided to get dressed. We both headed down to the second floor. But we decided to check out the first one too. I showed him a dark area with glory holes and he though it was probably fun. I took him to another area where there was a platform with glory holes. I explained essentially a top goes on on the platform and in the glory holes the guys have to stand to suck off the guy sticking the dick through the hole. He thought this was hot. We decided to try this initiated by me. He went on the platform and stuck his dick through the hole. I started sucking him. This was a great angle to suck him and not like I need a reason to suck him but damn it did make it hot and more fun. We decided to leave that area and decided to go the second floor. This was one of our..destinations (lol) since we got there. There were a few rooms with nylon or plastic like beds to lay down on and fuck. But everything was open no doors. We decided to go into one of those rooms. We both stripped and we both got to for the first time lay with each other and cuddle for a moment or two. We both kissed and playing with each other's bodies and enjoyed each other's company. He got hard pretty fast and before I knew it I was on my back and he was on the edge of the bed fucking me. Fuck this felt really comfortable and my hole still felt tight. While he was fucking me another guy came in. To my surprise he kinda encouraged the guy to come over. The other guy was pretty furry and hairy and had a nice trimmed beard. He told the guy to fuck me. The guy was already stroking his cock and was rock hard. I awaited eagerly and felt the stranger push his cock in me. Fuck he was a little thicker then the country bear who was fucking me. He seemed to really want to fuck too. He fucked me for a good while and I was shouting out and moaning. The country bear top decided to get on the bed while the stranger was fucking me and face fucked me. The guy pulled out suddenly and thanked us and left. The country bear went back to fucking me. He said he noticed my hole was wetter. He asked if the guy came in me. I said I wasn't sure I didn't feel it but maybe precum. The country bear said my hole was tight before but now it's wet not loose just wet. Regardless he was able to fuck me more and seemed to enjoy it more with my hole being wet. He continued to fuck me until another man kinda came in. This man that was watching us was huge. He seemed to be an older salt and pepper bear. But he dressed more old fashioned style clothing. It was really hot and he also had a hot cap or beret. He had a long long grey salt and pepper beard. This time I kinda motioned him over. He had a massively fucking thick cock. Like it was almost beer can size and it the way it looked and was shaped was a little different. It's like there was a thicker part to it. Hard to explain. But anyways he smiled at me and he seemed to like me stroking his cock. The country bear fucking me asked if he wanted to fuck me and he said yeah. I will not lie i was a little nervous. The amount of thickness his cock had was insane. I knew this long bearded daddy was going to split me open. I felt his cock head push into my hopefully wet ass and started to get nervous. I tried to relax and to my surprise I felt my hole getting stretched a little bit. I felt his cock starting to partially stretch me open. I groaned and winced as he wasn't all the way inside me but most of his thick cock was inside me. Fuck this man was massive. I cried out as he started fucking me. The insane thing is that he wasn't fully in me but he felt so fucking huge. I just literally braced for impact and tried to relax my hole as the hot long bearded man took his time to fuck me and he seemed to enjoy it. He wanted to fuck me on all fours. Of course I flipped over and got on all fours with no hesitation. I felt his fucking massively thick cock start to stretch me open again. I could partially feel the entirety of his cock starting to invade me more. He continued to fuck me without pushing all of him in me. He kept fucking me for a while and then he suddenly stopped. His cock was a little deflated when he pulled out I wonder if he was came in me. He smiled at me and thanked the country top and walked away. The country bear top went back to fucking me. While he was fucking me he commented although my ass opened up more and seemed to like it. Our fun hairy chested stranger returned. This time the country top and him kinda had some passionate moments and they were playing a little. The stranger didn't fuck me this time but we all kinda played and I sucked his cock and the top played with his nipples. We all had fun and then he said he had to go. Me and the country bear played more an fucked more. He also sucked my dick some. I actually kinda wanted to fuck the country top but he said he wasn't prepped for that. He is a top I think so I mean that's understandable. But he did say he wouldn't be against being fucked by me. Love to fuck tops I dunno why but it's so fun even though they might not really be a top. After more fucking and playing we both decided to get dressed and leave. We decided to go back to the bar we initially met at since no cover charge. We both got drinks non alcoholic he could have had one but I guess he was trying to support me which is nice at least. This time the bar was fully opened up. We danced a little on the dance floor and then I showed him the dark area. We both started making out in the dark room and I got on my knees again to suck his cock. I started to see a few guys around or become more known at least. When he had enough of me sucking him he pulled me up and I bent over. Fucking sexy country bar fucked me in the bar. I was loving it. While we were playing some random bearded top came over. He seemed to be interesting so I sucked him while the country bear was fucking me. He seemed to enjoy getting sucked. He was pretty cute too. The top pulled off me and he interacted with the other top. They both made out a little and played with each other's bodys which was hot. I on the other hand was on my knees servicing this new man. He seemed to be enjoying it. I turned around and he shoved his hard raw dick up my ass. Damn my ass still felt kinda tight but he seemed to be having fun fucking me. Eventually he found someone else and in that area and they went off too play. We left the room after playing for a bit. I said I had to pee so we went to the urinal troff. After I pissed I got on my knees and started suck off the country bear in the urinal troff area. He said he was coming close to cumming. He started cumming and I could taste it in my mouth. Fuck it tasted so good. I bent over and he shoved his hard dick in me again. This time I could feel cum filling me. It felt so fucking hot. He pulled off and I sucked his dick until it deflated. He fucking came in my mouth and ass how fucking hot. After that we both decided that it was getting late and to call it a night. We got a bite to eat at a dinner and enjoyed briefly reminiscing of the incredible night we just had. Going from a normal place after being at the the place we were at and then the bar felt a little jarring initially. After eating we briefly kissed and said goodbye. The sexy country bear said he looks forward to visiting again. I went home and reflected a little on the evening. Just absolutely insane evening. I can't believe that we fucked in the bathroom at the bar and in different positions and going to that event. Even though the event was somewhat dead it was a great play place and I can't believe all the places and how many times he fucked me. And near the end him being open to playing with other guys both having them fuck me, me sucking them, and watching him play with them too. So fucking hot. Just didn't think something like that was ever possible. Maybe, possibly that's why it's good if you meet someone at a place like that and stay in contact. They can't ever really judge you for being whorish or playing around at places like that because they themselves met you there. I look forward to seeing the out of town country bear again. Loads Taken - 1/2 Mouth/Ass Potentially got bred at the other place by two guys but uncertain.

This happened last weekend. But I've still been thinking about it. I've mentioned this guy before. He's the guy that's very much into public play and has a very much aggressive streak and loves to do all forms of play with me. But I'll elaborate a little more. I haven't seen this guy since our last encounter where we also talked a bit. I got a surprise invite to see him over the weekend out of the blue and of course I jumped at the opportunity. I went over to his place. He's such a striking man. Big long beard that's kinda bushy. Very much a bear as well. He has earrings and a nose piercing he sometimes wears as well. I was so happy to see him at the door and walking into his place. We immediately hugged and kissed. It was so good to see him again. Unfortunately allergies were kinda striking me hard so I wasn't 100% myself. He did a bit of his foreplay like some breath play, and impact play, and lots of kissing and also him exploring my body a lot. I thought I might just be a little weary of being hungry but after playing we got some food. Then when we went back we resumed our play a bit more. It was so hot at one point he was on top of me and sitting on me basically. He leaned down and I already knew what was coming I opened my mouth. He let some of his saliva flow from his mouth into mine. While he was doing this he got a call from a straight friend of his. It was comedic watching him wipe the saliva off his beard while talking to his friend. I was rubbing his chest while he was talking to his friend it was hot. Once he was off the call I licked the saliva off his beard and he licked me back. I love how much he is into licking, scents, and biting. After that we watched a movie and cuddled. It was nice caressing his beard and petting it and even laying on it while watching the movie. At one point we both got shirtless and that was nice and comfortable as well. It was getting late and we both got into bed. I was sucking on his pierced nipples and he was enjoying it. I love how he moans when I suck on his nipples. Neither of us were exactly tired so we chatted a bit more. I learned a lot more about him and some of his past. I was right when I sensed leather in him and everything he does. He has had leather training and been on both sides. I haven't learned as a Dom/Top but I did have experience as a leather boy. He knew some of it but I told him more of it. I found out he's not actually a dominant or a top. He's actually more kinda like me? Or maybe someone I could be. Everything that he does to me the rough play, the aggression, the energy, and different forms of kink are things he likes and also likes done to him. It shouldn't be too surprising but just been a very long time since i've been remotely around guys like that. It helped me understand him better and also how our meetings and outings are progressing. I sort of realized we are both kinda of in the same place. We both drifted to sleep in each other's arms. Then the morning "came". I think we both woke up roughly around the same time. I woke up and first thing I did was start playing with his nipples and sucking on his pierced nipples. The idea of an oral fixated way to wake someone is something I learned years ago. But that was slightly different but I still do think of it with fond and horny memories. He was loving me sucking his nipples and he was very much waking up. I started kissing him and licking his beard and chest. I worked my down to his hard PA cock getting hard. I slowly sucked and licked his balls and chewed on them a little too. I've said this before but he likes pretty much every part of him lightly chewed/bit on including his cock and balls. Initially when I learned this especially sucking his cock it was weird because as a bottom you are trained to never bite a top's dick. But I took his PA cock into my mouth. He has a huge PA ring on his cock. It's a little hard for me to take sometimes but I am also not that used to PAs. I knew what to do I sucked his dick completely and when going up and down his PA bear dick I lightly nibbled and bite at the top of his dick. He groaned and moaned when I did this and got harder. I love how I have gotten the hang of sucking and going down on his dick and when coming up lightly bitting near the top of his dick. It sounds crazy I know but he gets harder and hornier when I do this. Regardless of how weird it felt at first I love to serve and find new ways to serve men. My dick was also getting hard. Actually it was pretty much already rock hard when I was kissing him and playing with his nipples. I pulled off his dick and started kissing him again. I took a little bit of a page from his book. Whatever figurative and maybe literal cloud that was over my head the previous day with the sinuses dragging me down was mostly gone. My dick was full rock hard and my passion, energy, and playfulness was back. I stuck my finger in his mouth and he sucked on it. It was so fucking hot. I reached under his balls and started rubbing his hole. He was getting hornier so I put two fingers in his mouth and he sucked them. I took the wet saliva fingers and started playing with his hole more and pushing my fingers in his hole. I kissed him some more and then I pulled and pushed him to his side. Hehe just like he likes to pull and push me around. Damn I'm getting hard just typing this. When he was on his side his hole was nice and wet. Last time i fucked him I didn't do this and he was pretty tight. I spit on my cock since I never really use lube and pushed my uncut cock in his hot bear ass. He had a deep gutteral moans. The further I pushed in he would moan even more but very deep moans. This was so different compared to the country bear I fucked a few days prior. I started actually fucking him with more speed and he kept moaning. I started pulling out all the way and then pushing my dick back in. I started fucking him a little harder and deeper. His deep moans were turning into gasps and asking me to fuck him. There it was. I started fucking him faster and harder. He said he wanted me to breed him. I was so fucking horny after everything he did to me and everything we both did together I was wanting to breed him. I fucked him faster and harder and felt my dick getting harder until I shouted out and bred him. I just layed next to him for a moment with my cock still in him and my load still emptying. I caressed his chest and nipples lightly with my fingers for a few moments. He turned over and then I just layed on his chest for a few moments. We both decided to get up and have some coffee. I went to the bathroom quick to piss and brush my teeth. We enjoyed coffee together and he even made me some english muffins and I also had a banana. I actually cannot remember the last time a guy made something for breakfast for me after spending the night with them or me doing it for them. Outside of a relationship that is. We both talked a bit more during breakfast and coffee and shared hot experiences. He shared some things he wanted to do and places he wanted to go to. I definitely had my full energy back. After breakfast we started making out in the kitchen and I was getting hard and leaky. I really honestly actually wanted to bend him over the stove and fuck him again. But I decided to hold back on that maybe another time. Instead I started kissing him in the kitchen and he passionately kissed me back. We both were semi clothed just a shirt and underwear. I played with his nipples through his shirt. I also rubbed his sexy fur chest. I licked his beard and face and he responded with a few moans and groans. We went back to kissing and I slowly started to take off his shirt. He lifted his arm up and I started nuzzling my nose in his pits and absorbing his scents and smells. I then gently took my tongue and started licking and washing his arm pits with my tongue. He said he loves my tongue and I kept licking and taking in his arm pit smell it was so hot. He lifted the other one and i worked on the other one as well. I played with his nipples and twisted his nipples like he likes and we went back to kissing. I then broke away and started sucking his nipples. He kept groaning while I was sucking his nipples stating how much he loves me sucking them. My dick was hard in my underwear pressed against his and I grabbed his bulge in his underwear. Both of us were pressing against each other's bulge. I started to sink down slowly and I was licking his chest hair and his body with my knees slowly bending down. He smiled at me and while licking his chest and chest hair I gently pulled down his underwear and he took them off. I sank my knees down even more until I was at his belly and started licking his belly and the piercing around his belly. Then gently biting his belly which he loved. He said he loves when I chew on him. My knees bent all the way down until I was on my knees looking up at the hot incredible sexy man I admire so much. He told me how cute and good I look on my knees. I licked around his sexy bush and crotch and licked his balls as well. I took his balls in my mouth and slightly nibbled on them which he was loving. I felt his hard cock flailing my face while I was doing this. I brushed my beard against his cock and he moaned when I did this. I looked at his hard cock with the PA ring on it and took it into my mouth. He called me a good boy and I looked up at him. He again said how good I look on my knees. I started sucking his PA cock again and taking him deep and then biting near the top of his cock making him harder and more excited. He was starting to fuck my face a little. I was panicking a little because he has a huge PA ring on his cock but I was determined. He was enjoying me sucking him and I barely broke eye contact from him. I just loved the view of looking up at him and I know he loved looking down at me and looking at my eyes. He pulled me up and kissed me again. While we were making out and playing with each other we walked back into the living room. He pushed me on his sofa like area and got on top of me. He pinned my arms down and started kissing me again. He leaned pulled away and I saw what he was doing with his mouth. I opened my mouth and accepted his saliva. He called me a good boy. He started licking my nipples and then sucking on them. It felt so good. I still remember last time when he worked my nipples so much they were sore for a week I loved it. He actually licked my face and my beard and bit it too. So that's what it feels like? I love doing that to him but didn't know it felt that hot. Damn it was incredible. He pulled my arms back and started licking my pits as well. This is also something I've done to him that I love to do and it felt great. He worked down to my naval and licked the hair around my belly until he got to my crotch. He started sucking on my balls and his mouth felt so good on them. Then he got to my hard uncut cock. He took the precum from my uncut cock on his fingers and feed it to me. I gladly accepted it and loved the taste. He kissed me afterwards and we both shared the taste together. Then he went back to my cock and started sucking it again. Oh it felt so good. He does like to be a little playful with it too which makes me wince a little bit but I know that's also intentional. I loved him sucking my cock and a part of me really wanted to fuck him again. He pulled off and came back over me and we started kissing again. I've said this before and I've said it here. But I cannot get enough of our beards touching and me feeling his beard against mine or my tongue and lips against his. I actually broke away from kissing him for a moment and told him how much I loved that and described it in detail. He said he loves it as well and he has definitely noticed it. He did some more breathe play with me. He told me to look at him directly when he was doing it. It was very hard to do it but I tried to not let my eyes gaze leave him even though I was drifting. He stopped and called me a good boy. He shifted his position and then he was sort of sitting on me and he started jacking off his pierced dick. Fuck it was so hot to watch him jack off I played with his nipples twisting them how he liked them. He kept jacking off his dick and I kept playing with nipples. He stopped jacking off his cock and pulled me up. We both went back to making out. He went back to playing with nipples and twisting them. Pretty much the remainder of the morning was just back and forth making out and playing with each other and him doing some kind of play on me. And then we had yet another talk. Pretty much re-iterating what he said last time about wanting to have some partial play ownership of me for a duration of a session. And how he wants to use me in different ways. The most interesting part of the conversation is what he described my urges. He mentioned headspace as well. This is a term I have not heard in several years. But I know very well what it means. He definitely knows there is a side of me that i'm suppressing my sexual desires and he is not wrong at all. I think he wants to help me unleash that but just under his control. I cannot wait to see this man again especially considering that we spent almost a full day together for his session. Probably the longest time we've spent together but I loved every minute of it. Load Count 1 = Fucked and Bred him

What the hell? Where the hell do you run into these mean girl bottoms lol. If i recall in the past I never ran into pushy bottoms. I did see bottoms camped out bent over or in slings at like fuck events. But they didn't stay there the whole time. They just seemed more like professional or dedicated to wanting to take loads which is respectful. I'm curious of the age of the bottoms you interacted with. Bottoms throwing schoolyard lunchtime insults is absolutely wild. That kinda does make me nervous with more group play. I had a bottom take an opportunity I passed and didn't take with a guy i was playing with and got hard but that was on me. They weren't rude or mean either. I guess I was really lucky in the past at group parties or orgies or fuck events bottoms were respectful. I still am iffy on an encounter of a hot top signaling me to follow him into a room and a bottom kinda rushed passed me and went into the room with the top but locked the door. Even though the situation still ended in my favor because I got together with him and got fucked by him. I didn't need any more reasons to be nervous of group play but reading all this gives me more caution lol.

The side status on profiles is good if they have it on the app or website you are using and let's them only select side. The issue is some websites app let them select top/bottom/oral with side selected as well. Or a side might message you and sort of be coy, misleading or vague about what they are into and if they will fuck or get fucked. And you might think just ignore them or don't deal with them. But if they are cute, sexy or you are attracted to them or anything about their profile it makes a little harder to just dismiss. I guess just being more direct in asking and if they don't answer or are vague then I guess it's a no. I don't like the answer of "depends" or "maybe" for fucking anymore. Saying that I don't like to laundry list every single sexual act or kink I'm into. But I list the more common ones and that it also depends on who I'm with. But I always list my role. And if I'm hooking up with someone it's 100% my intention to either fuck or get fucked or both. Only reason I wouldn't is if the chemistry isn't right and that's yet to happen so far.

So I did kinda dabble with a side the other week. Someone mentioned sides being like side orders or sides comparing them to meals or food is very much right. He was a nice guy and I had fun hanging out with him. He had a nice cock in the bedroom too. At least he did suck me and I sucked him. But he played with my hole a little bit and that was turning me on. But he stopped then and didn't even want me sucking his load. He just wanted to cum on his belly. So at least he wasn't opposed to oral but it did feel kinda disappointing. I've had other sides kinda message me wanting to get together too but after this I think probably nah. I have one too that just wants to jack off but said they might be open to more. I just don't see a common standard with side profile guy's I've talked to. Some say no oral, some say no fucking, some say oral only but fucking and I've seen some that say top but side or bottom but side. What? It's just pretty confusing. I guess it's just best to assume with a side if they are being coy or won't tell you directly that they are either 100% oral/Jack off only or a combination of both. I would almost also group the married/bi/curious guys as sides even if they don't list they are a side. I've had some of those message me and also coy about stating if they do anal, bottom, or top. That I can sort of give a little more leeway too if they are discreet, just coming out, closeted etc. I'm sure one of these days I'll end up hooking up with a top or verse guy that actually fucks and says side. And then i'll ask them what they meant by their profile. I would honestly not be surprised if guys who don't know what side means select it for their profile thinking "Oh side that means I like to lay on my side during sex or during fucking"

Well damn. It's been a busy weekend with a certain event that was going on. I talked to the guy on an app and we met up in person at an event. He was dressed up and wore shades so couldn't get the best look at him. He had a nice sexy southern accent and was a large bear even if his costume was hiding a lot of who he was. We got along great so we decided to actually meet up in person next at his place. It was supposed to be over the weekend but it got postponed so we got together yesterday. He greeted me at the door shirtless and I got a great look at him. He had a sexy bear belly with chest fur and some nice piercings on his nipples. He had a nice beard as well with a little salt and pepper but it was nicely trimmed. He gave me a nice bear hug and kissed me on the cheek. He told me to make myself comfortable so I took my shirt off and pants and was just in my underwear. We just sat on the couch casually chatting. He then ordered in some food and we ate for a little bit. He said once we are done eating he is going to suck my dick and I am going to suck his. He said I'm really cute and sexy. When I went by the kitchen once he flicked my nipple subtly. After eating he said it's time to go to the bedroom. We stood up and we kissed and then embraced each other. He was a pretty good kisser. He instantly got me hard when we were kissing. He looked at me and smiled and saw my hard on. He grabbed my hard dick and led me to the bedroom. I told him it was a handle and laughed. We both lay on the bed and started making out. He was a really great passionate kisser. He put my hand on his cock which I was surprised was uncut. And he was nice and thick too fucking hot. He started grabbing my ass a lot and was playing with my hole. My dick was rock hard. I started sucking his nipples and he seemed to love it. After sucking his nipples some more he asked what position I am. I told him I'm pretty much versatile. He said he is too. He grabbed some lube and lubed up his hole and was playing with mine. He asked what I wanted and I said I wanted to fuck him. And I did really want to fuck. It's been a while since I fucked. I love sexy daddies and bears and I much prefer to fuck a man I have some kind of connection or chemistry with. He was excited and he layed on his side. I lubed up my cock and realized he was tight. I played with his hole a little bit and slowly pushed my cock in. He was telling me how good it felt and how big I am. I pushed it in deeper and he started telling me to fuck him. He was really horny and wanting to be fucked bad. I was happy to deliver. I started fucking him faster. He said he wanted me to cum in him. Normally I would have fucked him longer and pulled out all the way and pushed in more. That also makes my cock harder. But it's been a long weekend and so many hot guys everywhere. I was more than happy to breed. I fucked him harder and faster. He was loving it and he was moaning and begging for me to fuck him harder and breed him. It didn't take too long for me until I was shouting and felt my load drain and empty into his hot bear ass. I stayed in him for a little bit while my load was draining. I played with his chest hair and nipples a little bit. Once my dick got soft and plopped out of his wet crummy hole he thanked me. He said next time he wants to fuck and breed me. He layed on his back and started jacking his cock. Damn it got so nice and thick I was excited to know that on a future meeting he'll breed me. I actually did get fucked the other day a few times by a hot daddy who I had an amazing time with. He jacked me off too while he was fucking me and I haven't cum in like over a week since he jacked me off. He also kept fucking me while I was jacking off and even after I came. He didn't actually breed me that's why I won't go into more detail about it. He is a top so I didn't fuck or breed him either. But I was shouting and almost screaming when I came because of how powerful and huge my load was. Surprised I shot such a huge load breeding the southern bear since I already blew my load the night before. Back to the present. I was making out with this hot southern bear and playing with his nipples. It did not take him long and he shot a huge load that landed on his belly. It was so hot seeing his cum spots on his sexy bear belly. We both kissed afterwards and then cleaned up. We hung out for a little bit longer just chilling and watching some TV. He had some dessert too I ate which was pretty good. I loved hearing his sexy southern accent and voice every time he talked too. We will get together again just like I'll get together with that sexy daddy I played with the other night again. Cannot stress how much I actually wanted to breed. My ass was still a little sore from the daddy the night before so I am actually kinda glad this sexy southern bear didn't fuck me. It's ironic I told the southern bear that I'm versatile. Generally in profiles I put verse/bottom. I think I actually am becoming more versatile though. Even though I still always prep myself when I go to meet a guy regardless of the expectations or outcome. 1 Load Shot Into a Sexy Southern Bear Until next time ;)

Didn't think this one qualified as a post i think it's more appropriate here. Got together with someone the other day I've been trying to get together with. I went to their place. They were very dominant and direct about what they wanted from the get go which is nice. I serviced their nipples, cock and balls and we kissed during our session too. They were more a reserved kisser and not as passionate which is not my favorite. But damn they had a hot long curved cock. I did as instructed and played with his nipples lightly and sucked his cock while on my knees in a jock strap. He said he would edge so he didn't cum immediately and he did. Several times of lightly playing with his nipples and balls and kissing. I loved sucking his long curved cock. He wasn't so much into deep throating in general so I sucked and licked the top of his cock head and swirled my tongue around his cock head. He really loved it moaned and groaned several times. I loved servicing him and his cock length was reminding me of the guy I serviced a while ago. I'm getting more confidence in my cock sucking skills. I was glad he wanted me to service him the way he wanted to be serviced. He played with my cock several times because it was rock hard and he took the precum several times from it and shared it with me. Eventually after switching between licking his nipples and sucking his cock and balls. When I was sucking his cock and started to deep throat it more he gave no warning. He just groaned and moaned like previously and I felt his hot salty load fill my throat. Fuck it was so hot I loved swallowing and sucking his cock while he was cumming. He thanked me afterwards he said I could come for him but it was more about his pleasure and I enjoyed the servitude. I'm saving my load for another day and another man that's not about servitude. He isn't against fucking either but this time he stated he just really wanted to get sucked and enjoy it and have me swallow his load. Cannot tell you how hot and honest he was with his direction from explaining it to putting it and me into action. Glad he's close I'll service him again soon. He was a pretty hot man too nice salt and pepper bearded daddy 😋 Until next time. One load swallowed.

The way this is phrased is wild. It's essentially asking if you will rape someone. I think some guys fantasize rape and confuse it with forced play or being taken. I mean I wouldn't put it past some guys to actually really want to get forced and not able to say no but I don't think they distinguish the difference that if it's in any kind of controlled or agreed to situation then it might not necessarily be completely out of their control. Because they are active and willing even if they want to surrender to their freedom and their will to say no or stop. That's fine if that's agreed on. I do like being taken by tops and men but I would not willingly put myself in a situation where I couldn't say no or get away if I needed to. In the past though I've been in very very questionable situations where some scenarios I got in were very borderline or me being able to say no or stop even when I wanted to. I've also had danger sense like situations where when I was younger and in a night club a guy kept harassing me and wouldn't leave me alone. I was 18 so I was super fresh. When the morning came because it was an after hours club he tried to follow me to my car and offered to drive me to my car. I said nope and kept walking and go to my car. I learned a few years later from another top who he is and that he was going to do everything I thought in a not fun way. His friend told me that he does to a large extend capture and tie up boys and use them pretty much against their will and whore them out. He said he didn't associate with him much and the bottoms did not really like him or feel that safe with him. I mean he was giving me creepy vibes at the club and stalking me to my car. And then once at a sex club I was servicing a guy but he was being really cruel aggressive with fucking me and having me suck him in a not fun way. He said he wanted to take me out of the club and to his basement and to tie me up. I was like nope. He tried to aggressively grab me and take me and I told him no and to back off. I also once agreed to let a guy restrain me when I was like maybe 20 who I didn't even know. I had a huge danger sense when he started to tie me up and said no I changed my mind. I did get tied up by someone later in my early 20's but it was after meeting them, talking to them and learning about them and it wasn't initially fully restrained. Later meetings I was. Those were fun and sexy time and situations though that we both agreed on. It's good to listen to your own instincts and feelings when you have them because generally they might be right. I also was in another state at one point and a very sexy guy was talking to me. He said he wanted to take me to his place and have some fun with me. Someone else stepped in and warned me that he takes boys to a place and ties them up with a mattress and drugs them up and uses them and whores them out. He did not deny this when someone told on him in front of me. He told me come on it will be fun and I was like nope. Now these situations I just described may be someone's fantasy but again these types of guys I'm describing the man does not care about the bottom or the guy they are with. They will not care how the bottom feels or thinks and what gets them off. They will take the guy and use them how they see fit and no is not in their vocabulary. Now for the less potentially dangerous situations and more fun and hot situations that have kinda borderlined on that line. Yes I have been taken at bars before and fucked by guys that I said no or stop because I was either done or not feeling it. And I was passed around when I was younger in those situations. Sometimes it was hot sometimes it wasn't. But I also knew I was putting myself in those situations. Also once in another state when meeting a guy I was unfortunately in a sketchy town. He picked me up and took me to his place and said I need to be careful because it's not a safe area. He took me to his place and he fucked me. After I said thank you and I had to get going but he said I'm not going anywhere and he's going to fuck me and use me all night. I told him no and I appreciate the time and have fun but I have to get going. He said that he was being nice to me but if I keep fighting him he will not be nice and I won't like it. He essentially restrained me and fucked and used me all night. I was not really enjoying it because I was kind of fearful. I let natural submission take over and just tried to please him and make him happy but he would not let me leave or say no to him. I just was his captive basically until morning. He said what a good boy I was and he wanted to see me again but the second he took me back and dropped me off I did not contact him again. There have been times I've gone to clubs or bath houses too if a guy tries to forcefully grab me and take me into a room or forcefully tries to fuck me and I am not wanting it or into him I do say no or tell them no thanks but if they are really aggressive I tell them to back the fuck off. It's one thing if I make eye contact and they do and there is a mutual spark and they man handle and take me. That's kinda the difference. And as for the sleeping and getting fucked that's also dicey. I've known a guy that got pozzed that way the guy he was with got him drunk and fucked and bred him at night. He was upset obviously because that's essentially date rape and also that he got pozzed that way. The point is you can put yourself in a situation that you want to be in. You can put yourself in a situation that you might be a little nervous about but might want to expand your options or test your limits. As long as it's agreed on mutual that's fine. And forced consensual fucking can be hot. But anytime a guy is taking you captive and won't let you leave and you want to leave or is fucking you and you either can't take it or don't want to and you seriously mean no or stop and they aren't. Then that is essentially rape. I am well aware that there are guys out there who will say "No stop don't it hurts take out I can't". And they are more wanting to play or pretend that they are getting forced or taken against their will. And that's fine I guess if both parties are into that. I think it's a little dicey though. You never know if a situation that you are in if you force something on someone and they say no can be taken serious and you probably don't want to find out. I like guys who are comfortable with how they want to have sex and how they want to be fucked or get fucked. If I am fucking a guy and they say stop it hurts and take it out then I will stop. I always try to let a guy i'm fucking relax on my cock and take it at their own pace initially because I want them to enjoy it. But it's hotter to me if they say "Fuck me, fuck me harder, fuck my ass, breed me." To me that's hotter then some guy pretending to not want to take it or saying it's too big and to stop and or take it out completely. I would prefer not to play with someone that either isn't enjoying it and it's too much for them or they are pretending not to enjoy it because they want it forced without actually saying they do. Just like when I got fucked recently by a big bear guy who forces his thick cock into my second, third hole? I don't tell him "Stop take it out it's too big it hurts." It does hurt sometimes but I'm not going to pretend that I don't want it. I like the pleasure with the pain sometimes. And I like pushing my own limits. And I know he can tell that it does hurt but that I am wanting to take it deeper and wanting to get fucked the way he wants to fuck me as well. This was a little ranty but I hope my examples and stories and experiences help to distinguish the actual differences between being able to say no and not being able to.

Being hugged by a big guy is definitely nice. I think that's pretty common with bears as well i think. A hug can be like a greeting but it can be also be warm and comforting. I thought about it some more a hug can be very sexual. But whether a hug is sexual or not can determine on the two people involved. Example when I get hugged by a man i think is hot my dick gets hard and leaky. And generally so does the man I'm hugging. I've discovered recently that some guys will grind their dick against you when they are hard and that's very sexual as well. And this is with clothes on. At the same time though I've hugged females and friends and no hard on or wetspot. But I think that's also a lot to do with the chemistry between people whether that's sexual or not. So I kinda did know that. However on an app let's call it grindr for the sake of the example 😭 They let you classify as man or cis man. This is apparently outside of pronouns which i believe is a completely separate thing. There is not really a gay/straight indicator on there. Which is kinda weird even for grindr but I'm new to it so maybe I missed it? But looking for it now. There are tags though and bi is one of them. But there isn't a straight tag?? So from what I've seen from several profiles it's almost like straight/bi guys are using cis man to indicate straight i generally see gay guys just put man. Just my experience and in my area doesn't mean the same for everyone. Shows how kinda fucking weird grindr is lol Also reading what someone else posted after cuddling parties is actually insane at the bath house. I can see that being a not bad concept in general but not at a bath house damn.

Well. This was probably one of the best days I've ever had. Where to begin. First off it's important to understand the events of the first post I made here about "hesitantly going back to that event" or something along those lines. I was hesitant about that event but I went anyways. I played with a few guys in the dark room and was getting fucked. And complicated stuff came up while I was there and that spun into a nightmare that I won't get into. But despite the brewing nightmare that I could not fully comprehend at the time I still stayed there. I was free after all and then I met him when I was about to leave. He was a beautiful red haired bearded man and I thought there is no way this man would be into me. But I was surprised and I cruised him a little and sat next to him and we sat next together and played. We made out, he did sort of sensory and impact play on me involving twisting my nipples, hitting me, slapping me, hitting my balls, holding my breath, and other forms of play like that. Oh yeah he spanked my ass too that was hot. We played a little in the open area and then went to a somewhat private room. We made out for hours and did forms of play and then I went to his place and spent the night. That began a series of events that have slowly led to my sexual awakening. Among the storm and chaos that was violently forming while we met he gave me the best advice. Be sex positive. Be a slut, be a cumdump, be a whore, be what you want to be but own and it do it because you want to. We have gone out a few times since then. But we have seen each other less and I haven't been the best at communicating things. It was hinted a few times that we got together that he didn't care if I fool around with others. And I have spent the night with him since then where we fooled around and did more sensual play/impact play and I had my nipples worked good. I also learned more about him and his style. I've felt since I met him that he has a lot of potential of wanting to explore things with me and he brings out a lot in me. And I bring out a lot in him. Well today we got together and had a meal and then went to a place of learning and fascination and wonder where people go to admire and observe art. I'm being coy about the place but it's an obvious public place where people like to go. Regardless of me being coy this is where the story starts I just wanted readers to understand the back story. The Public Restroom After lunch we went to the exhibit area. Before going in we sat on a bench. Up to this point we have fooled around in little in the car, in parks on a bench and that's been pretty much it. He's hinted he wants to do a lot more public play and I have sucked him in the park. He complimented me last time saying I look so good on my knees. Such a sweet man. When we sat on a public bench we made out some. He played with my cock that got hard fast and was taking the precum and licking it and having me lick it. Sharing. I sucked his finger too. Making out with him on the bench was hot and so was swapping precum. I licked him and bite him a few times because he enjoys that. He asked if I would do anything he says. I slightly paused and said yes. He said he noticed me paused which is good. And he said he wouldn't do anything I wouldn't like but I told him if it wasn't so busy I would get on my knees and suck him. He knew I would. We got up and went to the entrance of the exhibit building and made out in the front. Then we suggested we go to the bathroom. I followed him like a loyal little pup to the end stall that was larger. We both went into the same stall and locked the door latch. He kissed me and pretty much immediately ordered me on my knees. Being the good boy I am and testing my own mettle and potential without realizing it I was on my knees instantly. I licked his belly and bite it and he moaned. I rubbed my nose and mouth against his bulge. I undid his zipper and pulled down his pants. I lightly put my mouth over the cock in his underwear and licked and acted as if I was sucking him through his underwear. He groaned calling me a good boy. I pulled down his underwear and his cock was half hard with his beautiful PA on the end of it. It's a ring too but this one looked different then his previous one. I took it in my mouth and started sucking him. I remembered the second night we got together and I stayed at his place. I learned how much he really liked me to bite and chew on him. He brought out something different in me I've always liked biting but usually limited it to ears and sometimes neck and shoulders. I bite his cock slightly while sucking him. This is what he likes and he loved me biting and sucking him at the same time while sucking his cock with his PA. This PA felt different then the last one he had and it wasn't interfering as much and I could feel the metal hitting the inside of my throat. It was so fucking hot he was loving it. He said I look so damn cute and hot on my knees. He said I belong on my knees. He called me a cocksucker and said what a faggot I am. He said I'm a good faggot. I was loving sucking him and could tell that I could make him cum. Then the door opened. Motherfucker. I froze and got nervous. He expertly stood in a different area around the toilet. He motioned me to get dressed through hand gestures without saying a word. I stood and he motioned me to exit the stall and wash my hands. I kinda waited til the person left and left the stall and he left shortly behind me. I felt like I was holding my breath and trying not to breathe until we went to the giftshop area. I felt like I could let out a huge sigh and we made out a little bit before going to the gift shop and saying how fucking hot it was. We enjoyed the giftshop and then went to the exhibits. It was an amazing experience between seeing different parts of the exhibit I was manhandled. My hand was pulled, I felt him behind me several times holding me, guiding me, grabbing my shoulder, and I was just putty in his hands to shape, move, act how he wanted. I loved it and we did make out a few times in between. The exhibits were great too. When we were done we went back to the public restroom. The Public Restroom Part Two This is when I really got tested. We went back to the stall and I was excited to suck him again. He did something I would have never expected. He asked if I drank piss and said he wanted me to drink his piss. I did not hesitate. I got my knees and he took out his cock and took it in his mouth. True to his word he did piss in my mouth. To say it's been years since I've drank piss is an understatement. When I was younger..in my 20s I first tried it with someone and it was horrible I hated it. Then I tried it at a bar and it was hot I was surprised I drank it all with just a little struggle the Sir Top was surprised too. He said I was a natural piss drinker. It was also a campground area and that night I went to the showers and various men pissed on me and pissed in me. Then a few years later I went to a bar in a very popular and well known gay town. And it was also a leather bar. I don't know why I did it but at the urinal I saw a man and he looked at me and I got on my knees. I remember saying "Do you need a urinal Sir?". He called me a faggot and a good boy and said he hasn't tried it but he wanted to use a fag. He pissed in my mouth and I drank it all he was drinking beer. After I took all his piss he gave me some of his beer and poured it down my throat and said I'm a good fag boy and thanked me. That wasn't the last time I drank piss I think it was also a time at a campground but those details are hazier. Sorry to get lost in memories haha. Back to the present with the incredible man who's re-awakening me. Those memories flashed through my mind as I was drinking his piss. I was swallowing it. Now like I said it's been years so I was no fucking expert. I got a good amount of piss my my mouth cheeks like a chipmunk or slightly before that exaggerated look and feeling. I swallowed about 3 times a large amount of piss. He did not piss in a steady stream so I was not able to just keep drinking it which threw me off. There was a point where my mouth was OVERFILLED and I couldn't swallow. I unfortunately had to lean over to the toilet and spit the piss out. He pissed all over the seat. I tried to guide his beautiful PA cock to aim it into the bowl the rest of his piss but he was not trying to aim. I caught my breath afterwards and swallowed. Instinctively I grabbed the toilet paper and cleaned the seat covered in piss. I even used the toilet paper to clean the floor. I then used the toilet paper to clean his shoes a little he got some piss on his jeans. I realized later he didn't mind. But I think he liked me frantically trying to clean up the piss. He lifted me up after I cleaned everything up and he kissed me. He still made out with me even though my mouth probably smelled like piss. His piss did not taste bad though it was just excessive in volume. He got on his knees and he sucked my cock. I was fucking rock hard. He loved playing with my foreskin and making me wince. But he also alternated between sucking me. He looked so fucking hot sucking my cock with his beautiful red long beard. I pictured his beard and face covered with cum and got harder. I actually wanted to fuck him and I have fucked him before. Not publicly though. I was loving fucking his face and I pulled on his beard and he loved it. I licked and bit his face and he groaned and moaned. God he's just as good at taking as he is at giving. Before I could do more or cum I heard a door open. Motherfucker times two. This time I strategically pulled my shorts down and sat on the toilet. He stood on the side of the toilet hiding his shoe presence. I really did have to piss too so I pissed naturally while sitting which I was hoping would make me appear to be using the stall normally. To my surprise he started fingering my hole while I was on the toilet. My dick was getting so hard I prepped and cleaned myself before I went out of course but having my hole played with and fingered while sitting on a toilet pissing is very very new for me. And there aren't a lot of new things for me. After they left I got up but someone else came in. Agh god dammit again. I still had to pee though so it was kind of fine and he continued to play with my hole and I felt like so horny and was precumming while trying to pee. After they left we decided it's too risky and to bail. I spit and washed my mouth with water and washed my face with soap and water. After we got out of the bathroom and left the building I asked if that offended him and he said it did not. He said he didn't mind kissing my pissy mouth though and said it's hot that my belly is full of piss. God this man is incredible. As we walked to our cars I went into his. We made out some and I played with his pierced nipples. I loved twisting them and pulling his beard and he loved his nipples pulled hard and beard played with. I sucked his nipples too but I was a little too rough I forgot how much pressure to use with my teeth. But I recovered and remembered it has been a little since we've seen each other I remembered most everything else. This man has trained me so well from just a few encounters. We made out some more and stopped a few times when people were walking by since it was in public technically still. Talking about Our Potential This next part is more about talk but there are hot elements. There is more FUN to come after though. I openly asked and tried to clarify some things about us learning about each other and where things are going. I also stated some things that I wanted and he listened and understood and stated we will try to see each other more. We have only been seeing each other once or every two weeks. I was really happy and relieved he was open to seeing me more. And while the future is still uncertain it seems like it's something we want to explore together. He mentioned some ownership-like aspects the last time I was at his place and I hesitated then. I did not now. He suggested the idea of us meeting up a public place and playing in a future outing or even at a play area like a bath house or book store similar to how we met. And him having guys use me. I said fuck yes. I also owned up to the fact that I have been playing with others in between our meetings. He pretended to shame me but laughed and said that's bad but fucking hot. He said he has played a little in between too at a place I like to go to sometimes. I initially told him just a small number of play area places I've gone to some of the ones I've posted here. But as we talked more I told him some guys I've hooked up with as well in between and some places I've gone to find guys to hook up with. His responses were just hot, sexy, and fun and said I'm a good faggot. He said a few other fun verbal things too. He has some ideas for me in the future for areas and playing with others. He re-assured me I can tell him as much as I want and it's up to me but he says it's hot to hear about. I told him that I can see in his eyes that he has plans for me. He said yeah but it will be fun. And I said it definitely will. In between times of fun we will also find more times to get together as well. It's so ironic and I even told him how last Friday. The story I wrote about me going to the bar and being led around by the Sir sucking guys and sucking off the leather sir in the public open hallway and fucking and being bred by the hot young bear cub at the book store. That I stupidly kinda felt like he maybe wasn't wanting to have sex with me but I said how stupid that was considering everything we did today. And that the self doubt I've had is completely gone. I think the man knows that I want to be his boy. And I think he wants me to. We made out some more after this talk and me sharing some fun stories and experiences from the past and him sharing some of his. I can tell that at the moment I do have freedom but I can tell a point might come down the line where he has more control over who I play with or there might be times where he doesn't want me to for a form of his own pleasure for a short amount of time. That's perfectly fine as long as we discuss and agree with things I believe the dynamic will work. I'm just in shock and awe at all of this how understanding and positive (lol) he is about all this. But it's like the sex positivity he told me when we met. He really means it. And he called me more fun verbal names while we made out some more. Damn we did a lot of making out in that car. We unfortunately had to say goodbye. But to my surprise he asked if I was going to the bookstore. My eyes widened and he said if I want to go then go and have fun. He said he'd like to hear about it if I do go. I told him I wasn't entirely sure but I'd let him know if I do. He had to go home and do some work. We had a few more embraces and kisses and then he drove away. Siri take me to the adult bookstore 😭 Literally what I said to my car as soon as I got in. Like no fucking hesitation. I was so fucking horned up and not full of sexual frustration. But full of encouragement, piss, desire, and lust. I arrived there and saw it was relatively packed. I kinda got on a hook up app but then decided fuck it. I got my stuff and walked in and paid. And to the corridors I go. There were a few hot guys around. I cruised a few guys but signals were not clear. I saw a cute otter cub but could not tell if he was into me. I went into a booth and saw him sitting with his cock hard and up. I got on my knees and like the eager boy I am I licked my lips and looked at him. He looked at me and I saw his cock twitch. He had a nice size cock. He stuck his cock through the glory hole and I sucked him. He tasted pretty good. I was enjoying sucking him and in no time at all I could taste a salty tangy taste as his cock was deep down my throat. Fuck the hot otter cub was cumming in my mouth. I sucked him to completion and I thanked him. Next I walked around some more and went into my favorite row of glory holes in the middle. I saw a guy come in with a trimmed beard. He looked at me on my knees and pulled out his cock. He was uncut and damn his cock was kinda pointy and long. I was enjoying sucking him but started to choke a few times. I decided to do what I wanted. That Friday night I went to the bar and the Sir Daddy lead me around sucking his friend's cock and playing with me. I could have easily sucked that man's cock. I could have rode his cock. The guy I played with in the dark room there he would have fucked me with that hot curved cock. That hot leather daddy I sucked off in the hallway would have fucked me too. I decided to take control and brave it and I pulled off the guy's cock. I took my shorts down and put my ass against the glory hole. He pressed his cock head against my tight ass. Fuck he was long. I felt him go in me and I groaned as he started fucking me bareback. I took my ass and backed up on him more. I also twitched and clenched my hole. He fucked me for a few minutes but he changed and had mostly the tip of his dick fucking my hole. It's like he was jacking off in my hole. I felt a huge load and he fucked the load into me. Fuck his load was damn huge fucker flooded my ass. Once he emptied in me he pulled off me. I thanked him and he went on his way. I went to the bathroom and pissed but kept the load in me. I saw a few more hot guys. I sucked two other guys in the glory holes. Two more bearded daddies one older and one younger. They were both moaning and enjoying it but then they pulled off. I didn't suck them both at once but they both acted the same. Once they pulled out of my mouth the wiped their dick and left the booth. I wonder if they were trying to save their loads or were together. I didn't try to ride them but maybe I should have. I saw a cute older man go into the dark room. I sucked him and got him hard. I bent over and he pushed me against the wall and fucked me. Another bottom was getting fucked and I was sucking his dick while I was getting fucked. The guy pulled out of me and was playing with someone else. I pulled up my shorts and left the dark room. I tried to cruise a few other guys but more mixed signals. I did have my eye on a hot white haired and white bearded daddy bear. I thought he was maybe looking at me but wasn't sure. I went to the front of the area and looked at an open booth. I didn't realize he was behind me and I walked in the room and he followed me in. He said I'm a fucking hot and sexy boy. I said he's a hot daddy. He was wearing a sexy blue shirt too I loved and admired his style. But he literally pulled me to him and we made out a little. I pinched his nipple and he groaned. He grabbed my ass. I sucked his nipple and he loved it and put me on his other nipple. He did not seem to want too much foreplay he grinded against my hard cock with what felt like a huge hard cock in his pants. And he kept pawing my ass. Nothing fucking hotter then a hot daddy bear that wants ass. Cannot describe how hot the feeling is to be a horny boy in the eyes of a hungry bear. He put me on my knees and the hot white bearded daddy bear was not wearing underwear. He had a huge curved cock. I put my mouth on his cock and started sucking that beautiful curved bear daddy dick while on my knees. He loved me sucking him he was in such sensory overload. He pulled me off and made out with me some more. He said "it's time boy I want to fuck". I took my clothes off completely. He complemented my hard leaky dick. I told him my dick is always hard and leaky around hot daddy bears. Not fucking lying it is. It's sweet honey nectar for the bears I suppose 🤣. Especially after what happened earlier in the afternoon hahaha. He got nervous when I told him I was poz but I told him I was undetectable. He said he generally fucks with condoms. I told him that's fine. But he didn't have any. It wasn't fine but I wanted that daddy bear dick however I could get it. I never carry condoms so that wasn't a lie. He decided fuck it he pressed his hard curved daddy bear dick at my sloppy cummy boyhole that was still tight. Fuck he felt so big when he was pushing in me and he to no surprise decided to fuck me bareback. I yelped out. He said I'm fucking tight and that daddy bear was going to wreck my hole. He said that I will get fucked and not a quick one. He was not kidding. He fucked me bent over for a good while and pulled out several times and we made out and then he fucked me some more. I could tell he was trying hard not to cum. At one point I was naked on the sort of cushion area and laying on it like a good whore slut faggot taking daddy bear's dick and my head being pushed against the wall. The thump of my head hitting the wall hurt a little but daddy bear was having fun using my boy ass for his pleasure. He said he really did not want to cum but I kept clenching my ass trying to get him to cum. A eureka of a memory unlocked. Years ago I played with a leather Sir who was HEAVY into bdsm with me. I was played with in various ways. I remember once in a sling like contraption partially constrained when he was fucking me with his big Sir Daddy leather dick. He told me did not want to cum yet. I rode his dick anyways and clenched my ass. He said I better not make him cum. He said boy you are making me cum I'm not ready yet. But he shouted at me calling me a fucking whore of a boy as he bred me. He did spank and flog me after disobeying him but it was worth it. Heheh I was a cheeky fucker and the main did not own a claim on me. But we had fun sessions and fuck sessions. He also had a husband so I wasn't really his boy just a boy he played with occasionally. But maybe I'm out of practice yeah I probably am but could not get the bear to cum. He even told me "Nice try boy but I'm going to keep fucking you". Haha at least I tried. I asked him if I can ride daddy bear's cock while he sits down. He said go for it boy. He sat down and I took a breathe and felt his huge daddy bear dick opening my hole even more and I tried to ride him. He was loving me riding him but the daddy bear stood up and I had to press my hands against the video both video screen while he was fucking me. Unfortunately a friend of his kept knocking on the door several times while we were fucking. He kept opening the door and no one was there but said his friend might be ready to leave. He wanted to keep fucking me. But eventually he gave up and said that he wants to fuck me more but his friend was waiting and he had to go. He did take my number though. What is up with daddy bears with holding their cum from breeding me 😄 He was very up front with me after and we went to the bathroom together to wash up a little. He asked if I have a partner, husband, boyfriend, am I seeing someone? He said you are seeing someone aren't you. Of course I'm not going to deny or hide the amazing budding potential that's building between me and that man. I told him honestly that I am getting to know someone. That we've seen each other several times and are progressing. But I told him that he's fine with my playing with others and thinks it's hot and fun. I told him I even texted him and told him I was at the bookstore and that I sucked a guy off and got bred by a guy a little while ago. And I actually did text him that. He texted me how hot it was and encouraged me and also wished he was there to see it. The daddy bear told me that's great and he understands my situation and said he does want to see me again. There wasn't too much else that happened after the hot white bearded daddy bear. A guy did brush up against me when I left the bathroom and smiled at me. I thought he wanted to play with me but I made passes at him and he turned me down. There were some hot guys but none of them seemed to be into me which is fine. I had an amazing day with a sexy special man. And I got to have fun getting fucked and sucking cock there a few times. I was more then satisfied and full (Literally full of cum and piss.) So I left. I texted him letting him know that I left the bookstore and heading home. I let him know I got home safely and showered and needed it so bad. He said what a fun and sexy slutty boy I am and how he had an amazing day with me. I actually did hear back from that fun grey bearded daddy bear while typing this haha so I'll probably get together with him soon. I cannot state how amazing today was. And after the talk I had with him I know there are going to be more exciting, exploring, and awakening days ahead in the future. I cannot wait. I will probably take a break from fucking and sucking for a few days as well 😛 Oh right load count time. 1 Load Swallowed 1 Load Taken from Being Bred Til next time.

The younger thing you mentioned before makes sense. And yeah anal can take prep work and time but I don't mind the prep because the payoff is worth it. That's actually kinda wild. Do they message you and be like "let's hug". I have not come across that. You are right that's not sexual. I don't really have preference for tall or short but maybe some guys like tall guys. Do their profiles say if they are straight or gay or etc. Some have the option for cis now which is kinda crazy. I assume that means straight? Lol

I love the background and explanation you gave for this. I never thought about guys who are new to guys and being gay or bi. But that actually makes a lot of sense and as you said starting off as a side. I agree with being a side is probably fine for whatever reason someone chooses to be. What I've come across though are profiles where the guy states they are gay. I just kinda assumed they have been gay for years and for whatever reason don't bottom or top and that's what initially confused me and got me wondering about them. But I never considered that they could be new to men altogether. I am kinda glad it's not all one "sided" answers here as well 🤣 In all seriousness it's surprising in a good way. I thought that for a forum that caters around breeding it would be one sided. It's more interesting that it's not.

Maybe it hasn't caught on enough then. Power Cuddler doesn't sound like a bad shirt I wouldn't assume that would mean someone is 99% committed side. But I guess if they are the bath house to cuddle maybe that indicates a side? I haven't been to the bath house that frequently so I don't know cuddling there is the norm or not. Man glow in the dark bracelets. That takes me back. I do think that a bath house did that several several years ago. Rip to those who are even remotely color blind with that color scheme. I believe in the past when that was done in my area at least it was only two colors top or bottom lol. Blackout nights at the sex club/bath house were also more common back then so the color light indicator helped with that. Having the colors faded sounds like a horrible way to mix things up. I mean they are there for sex and so are you even if you deviate from what their color states by accident it shouldn't be that big of a deal I'd think. Going to a cumunion and not hearing the sounds of people fucking is absolutely insane. That's the entire purpose. Not one area at all? Maybe they are all in some corner or part of the area. At that point what is even the point of cumunion if no one is fucking. I've been to some in the past in my city and they have been an absolute blast. They have also had them at parliament house and those have been really fun too. As well as other events there. I would almost want my money back if I went to a cumunion and not a single guy was fucking at all lol. I mean travelling for sex in general can be a lot of fun. Did it a lot when I was younger still have some cities in mind that I'd love to visit again and some for the first time. In time I'm sure. I'm glad that where I am for the most part has a good scene though.

I honestly had no idea that it was such a new term. I didn't know that there was uncertainty about the actual term and the meaning itself as well. Pretty some sites like BBRT let you just select anal=no and oral=no if you don't like either of them. Functionally lesbian is kinda insane. I had no idea this was discussed before. I literally did a search for side and different things came up. Sideways, side eye, side? I didn't see anything specific to the side status. But maybe I'm just poor at searching here but I am new though. At least it was a good while ago that it was brought up. I agree about the shaming or being too hard part though. Especially mental illness since that's what they used to say about gays years ago. There have actually been Jack off groups and spanking groups in my area. The spanking groups years ago were actually pretty fun and they did lead to more. I think I went to one Jack off party once and it was kinda eh just guys jacking off not really my vibe. I did realize there are suck groups now but they are being held more like as contests and at bars no less. That's an interesting bar 🤣. But you are probably right that at the end of the day it's really just an oral group especially since they do it regularly. I can't speak much about cumUnion parties since the one I went to last guys were fucking and sucking and in the dark in the open. I didn't really see any sub group of people just doing oral or something outside of what the group is likely intended for. I have kinda realized that after I wrote this that I kinda did get together with a guy that did tell me he never tops for some reason. I didn't ask why because I wanted to see if there was a chance. And I did end up fucking him and I rode him for a little bit too. He seemed to enjoy the being rode part. So I am kinda curious about the mindset of guys who either say "Absolutely no anal or oral". Does their mind change if it they get together with a guy who they like? Or do they stick to their guns. I kinda feel for the most part there's a large majority of guys who once they are in the bedroom and in the heat of the moment might be wanting to do things that they normally don't do or haven't tried. But I understand that for the majority and depending on what kind of city area you live in. If you live in a place with not many guys or options around if all you saw is sides and no main entrees then yeah that would be pretty annoying. Sorry this side terminology is just throwing me off I'm trying to internalize my puns but it's failing. At least some of the profiles that I've seen they seem to like kissing, body contact, cuddling, sensual, and sometimes some nipple play and that's like foreplay basically. And that's actually great for foreplay. I am kinda curious of what constitutes as "release" for them or gets them off for the ones that don't like oral/anal at all. I know they have gay apparel and stuff for tops/bottoms, boy/Daddy/Sir and stuff like that. I wonder if there is side printed apparel now. I mean the whole pup thing wasn't really a thing years ago and now it so probably likely. I think ultimately I'll try not to write someone off from being side if there is chemistry, attraction, and other things there. But if it was looking like a relationship type deal then that itself would likely be a deal breaker. Curious to actually play with a side now and see what it's like. I mean I was before writing this but even more so now.

So I recently found out what this means. Or at least I think I did. I haven't been on apps for a number of years. I don't really ever remember this being a term or a thing several years ago. When someone messaged me asking about getting together and they mentioned they are side position. I asked what they meant by that. They said for them it meant they do everything but penetration. They said they sometimes do anal but not much. I got messaged by someone else to and their profile mentioned side and they said they don't do anal at all. I'm kinda curious when this started becoming a thing. I do know some websites/apps just let you not list anal or put that you aren't into that for a preference. Also kinda curious how people here feel about profiles that say side for position if they come across it. Even if the guy is cute or you like them would you still want to get together with them or hook up with them. Or is it more of an automatic pass. I think I'll still potentially get with someone who wanted to get together at a later date just to see how the chemistry goes. It's just weird seeing this now when I never saw it several years ago.

So this happened this morning. And yes it's the same man from the sodomized by a bear daddy post I wrote about. I have been trying to get back together with this man for almost a week now. Back and forth messages online has been painful and made me so regretful I didn't get his number last time. But we agreed yesterday to get together this morning and we did. I had some coffee and got prepped and headed to his place. I was so happy to see this large stocky bear man when I knocked and he opened the door. I still can't describe the build on this man how stocky and large he is not just bear large but stocky build in general. We immediately kissed and he grabbed me and embraced me. I instantly got hard and felt my cock in my pants rubbing against his hard cock in his shorts. After some making out we went upstairs. I stripped my clothes off and this daddy bear was all over me. We started making out again and he felt my ass as we were making out. God I love the way he likes to play with my ass while we make out. I lightly sucked his nipple and he groaned while I was doing this. He started playing with my hole and fingering it a little too. He then pushed me on the bed so I was on my back. He my hard cock in his mouth and slowly began sucking it. His mouth felt so good. He then pulled off and had me lay on the bed on all fours with my ass in the air. I knew I prepped pretty well and thought maybe my hole is loosened up more after being fucked twice yesterday. I thought maybe I could take him better then I did last time. I felt his thick cock head push in and it did feel really good. I started moaning groaning and crying out a little. I told him how good it felt and he started fucking me. He said he wanted me to suck his dick but he was so horny and wanted my ass that he couldn't wait. He started fucking me faster and said he liked that I'm enjoying it. I thought that I finally relaxed my ass enough to take him but I was wrong. I'm not sure if he was leading me into a false sense of security either. He pushed in further and I started crying out. He told me to open up my second hole. Second, fuck it felt like he was going into my third hole. I still don't know how he manages it but he started pushing in even deeper and I was crying out and moaning like a bitch in heat. Just like last time I was. I was a bitch being fucking by a hot daddy bear. He pulled out more and then kept shoving it in me deeper. He stopped doing fast strokes and did deeper thrusts. I don't know how he kept figuring out how to open my hole more. But despite the pain and discomfort I was still loving it. He pulled out for a minute and said he didn't want to cum to soon and he wanted me on my back. He put me on back and pushed his thick daddy bear dick in me again. Fuck he pushed in so fast he said that it popped right in. I literally did feel it pop in too. I could feel my hole opening up more but he still pushed in farther and still making me squeal and moan while he fucked me. He started fucking me faster and I felt my body start to tingle. He adjusted the position so I was on my side and he continued to fuck me. Each position he changed seemed like he found a way to get in deeper and deeper. After fucking me on my side he put me on my belly. He got on top of me completely and I was at his mercy as he pounded away at my hole pushing it in deeper and deeper. My body was still sort of feeling numb and my hands were starting to go numb. Fuck. I heard him grunt and his breathing pick up and knew he was going to cum. I heard him shout and felt him fill up my hole. He layed on top of me for a few moments while he was catching his breath. After he pulled out we lay next to each other like the previous time. We both talked for a bit and caught up with each other. He has has had some fun sexual encounters with others and I told him about mine. After we were in the middle of telling fun stories to each other he said he wanted me to cum. I was a little nervous about cumming on the spot and I tried but it was not fully happening. Then something changed. He mentioned something about my hole being loose. But it was the tone and how he said it. I asked if he liked fucking me deep and he said he loved it. He said he loved wrecking my hole with his big thick dick. I told him when he fucked me I was moaning yelping like a bitch getting fucked. He said I was and he loved it and said it was hot. He said he loved breeding me and fucking my ass. The more he talked dirty to me the harder I got. He kept talking dirty to me telling me how hot it was to fuck me and how good my hole felt. I was not only rock hard but I was starting to cum. I came on both of us around our stomach. Fuck it felt so good since I hadn't cum in a while too. I was glad that we both got off. I forgot that I did used to love it when guys talked dirty to me I guess that doesn't change. But also the way he did it. I showered afterwards and this time we exchanged numbers. I'll definitely see him again. He is an incredible man especially when it comes to fucking. And I love how he's honest about his encounters and seems to like when I tell him about mine. At least I got his load unlike last time but that still didn't really bother me. But damn it's been a few past two days. Will probably take a break from all this fun for a while and recharge. Until the next encounter.

Alternative title: Ass flooded with cum by big horny bear. Because that's how I felt after. But I'm getting ahead of myself. When I was younger I used to fool around with a guy who was semi around my age I think. God I can still remember what he kinda looked like he was like a kid we both were. We fooled around in public spaces that was actually our first meeting in a bathroom where we both fucked and sucked each other it was great. Then we met a few other times in other semi public spaces and once in a hotel I believe. He still remembered me all this years and reached out to me but he's now in an open relationship. We've been texting back and forth and decided to get together. Yesterday was finally the day. I had a hell of a time finding his place that he had to come out of his condo. I was shocked to see a large bear of a mean with beautiful fur on his chest and sexy salt and pepper beard come out to greet me. I said hello to him and we walked inside. As soon as we walked into his unit he immediately grabbed me and started making out with me. I had no idea he was that much into kissing I didn't remember if we did that much in the past. When we kissed my dick was getting hard in my jockstrap and I could feel his. I embraced him and grabbed his back holding him tighter. He grabbed my ass. It felt like he was trying to lift me with how much he was grabbing my ass. We broke the embrace for a moment and he welcomed me. I stripped and put my clothes to the side. He was waiting on the bed. Just looking at this sexy bear of a man damn I can't believe I remember him from 10 years ago and how much different he looked. He really has grown in the best way possible. I crawled onto the bed and we went back to making out. I explored his body and licked his ears and bite them I also licked and sucked on his nipples. I noticed his hairy pits as well and started licking them and rubbing my nose throughout his pits. Damn he had such a hot smell and I know he just got out of the shower. Finally I started to go lower and admired his treasure trail and licked his treasure trail. Pretty much every move or involvement I did with my tongue caused him to moan. And then finally I got to his cock and damn he was also mostly hard. I took his cock in my mouth and started sucking him. He was groaning and moaning while I was sucking him. I was enjoying feeling his cock harden in my mouth. I pulled off his cock for a moment and licked his balls and took his balls in my mouth. God I loved just exploring every scent and aspect of him. I really wasn't sure what to expect but was not expecting any of this. He grabbed me and pulled me back up and we made out some more. He rolled me on my side until I was on my back and he started to explore my body. He licked and sucked my nipples and bit them which I love. I was moaning out and he made his way down to my cock. Damn I remembered how good at sucking cock he was. I was getting hard and leaky to the more he sucked my cock. He played with my balls too and even bit them a little or put pressure on them. Fuck that felt so good. Reminded me of when my balls were being roughly hit at the bar the other night. I forgot I kinda enjoy that sensation. He stopped playing with my balls and leaned back over and kissed me some more. Damn I could taste my own fucking precum as we made out. Fucking hot. He started to make motions like he was going to fuck me on my back. But then he decided he wanted me on all fours. I got on all fours and felt his cock push in my hole. Fuck I forgot how great his cock felt. It's longer then most cocks I've had in a while and damn he felt so good sinking into me. He started fucking me and I kept hearing him moan and groan while fucking me. I backed up on his cock more and just let him fuck me. He did not last long and I felt him flood my ass. Holy damn. I could tell he was on sensory overload but he must have not jacked off in a while. He stayed in me for a little while when he continued to empty his load into me. Fuck I was not expecting any of this. He pulled off and we both layed besides each other going back to making out again. I think I've mentioned this before but damn it's so hot to make out with a hot bearded bear when my beard touches his. It's like a magnetic attraction with the hair. But damn I loved making out with him so much. I broke away from making out for a moment and asked if he thinks I've changed at all over the years. He said I look exactly the same except for the hair and beard. We both laughed at this and continued to make out. As much fun as we were having romping around in bed and exchanging lips and saliva. And hell yeah it was fun. It was time for me to fuck. I put him on his belly and lubed up my cock and started to fuck him. Ugh he was so fucking tight I was loving fucking him. Literally straight out of a porn or something or a comedy sketch there was a knock on the door. I froze and he said he forgot he had maintenance coming over that day. We had apparently been fucking, making out, fooling around for a few hours without realizing what time it was. Fuck. He said he did have to tend to them and reminded me of something he had to do later as well which is why we scheduled early afternoon. Fuck. I got off him and I was softening anyways from the shock and we both got dressed. We both kissed and said goodbye and said we'd see each other again. He needed a little more time to clean up before I got there and I ran into some traffic getting there and a little time spent finding his unit. So it was a little bit of a misfire on both our ends. I was not disappointed at all though. He was such a hot fucking man. And later when I got home I realized he fucking flooded my ass. So much cum came out of my ass. When I showered and thought it was all gone nope more cum came out. I used something to check and make sure I was clean and more cum. Damn what a fucking stud. Onto the next part. Reunion with the Silver Sir Top I mentioned previously that I got together with a top and then afterwards headed to the bookstore. I think I mentioned a long the lines of in a past relationship it was one fuck and done time to go to bed and sleep. And now being "free" I don't have to do it anymore. I probably do not get a lot of detail in that top so this time I will go over that more. After the fun fuck with my bear friend I fell asleep for a few hours after a light dinner. I woke up and saw that top online. I haven't seen him in a while but also haven't been on those sites in a while. I messaged him. I don't think he fully remembered me because I had to go through several steps and chats for him to agree to meet but it's been a while I guess. It was worth it though. I put on a different jockstrap and headed out. I knew where he was at least and when I went to his unit and greeted him we both kissed. While we were slowly kissing he gently guided my head to his nipple. He called me a good boy as I sucked and serviced his nipple. I forgot that his chest is extremely furry. Hot salt and pepper daddy fur damn. I could taste his chest hair as I was sucking his nipples. When we kissed he a had light trimmed beard as well. He told me to make myself comfortable. I stripped into my jockstrap and we both made our way to the bedroom. He later on the bed and I got on top of him and kissed him some more. He is more of a light kisser but it's still hot and passionate. He again directed my focus to his nipples afterwards. He had nice perky nipples and I loved sucking and chewing on them. Hearing his moans just got me more excited. He seemed like he had enough foreplay and guided my head towards his hard cock. Fuck I forgot how big and thick his cock was. But I remembered servicing that leather Sir in the hallway several nights ago I knew I could do it. I took his cock all the way down my throat. I enjoyed sucking and deep throating him. He was groaning and moaning and looking at me with approval and also calling me a good boy. He pulled me up closer to him and we kissed some more. He asked me if I wanted to get fucked and I told him I did. We maneuvered around and he put me on all fours. He threw the poppers my way and I took a hit. I could feel his thick cock pushing against my hole. Even with my hole still relatively cummy and lubed to a sense he was still big and thick. Fuck I felt it when he pushed in and I groaned. He started to push in more and told me to relax my hole. I tried to control my breathing and took deep breathes and relaxed more. He started fucking me more in rhythm. He asked a few times if it felt good and I told him it felt great. He told me that my ass felt nice and tight. And it was true even though I got fucked prior my hole still felt tight. I remembered that he preferred to do the work so instead of backing up on his dick frequently I backed up and tried to relax my hole so he could have fun pounding away at my ass and he did. He wanted to switch positions and he put me on my back. I looked at him as he pushed his thick dick in my hole and groaned and moaned. He started fucking me more. I reached up and started playing with his nipples and that really turned him on. I loved feeling his furry chest hair as I played with his nipples. I heard him shout that he was going to cum. I felt his cock harden and felt his load flood into me. It was another huge load and he was filling me up. He stayed in me for a little bit until he emptied his load completely. Then he pulled his cock out and he layed back on the bed. We both laid on the bed together and we made out a little bit more. I caressed his chest and nipples and he seemed to enjoy caressing my hair. We both talked a little and kinda caught up since we haven't played in a while. After that he had to get going and so did I. I went to the bathroom and pushed his load out. Probably still the load from before but damn it was so much cum that came out. I loved it. I got dressed and kissed him goodbye and said that we'll get together again soon. He was a little bit hesitant to fuck me at first because he knew I didn't get fucked much. I think he might prefer looser holes over tighter holes but he still enjoyed it. He said we might work on loosening my hole some next time as well. I know I am out of practice when it comes to being fucked probably but take any practice I can get and appreciate it. I had a little bit of congestion today too so I wasn't in top or peak performance for either session but I enjoyed both. I actually almost went to the baths after me and my friend got interrupted by maintenance. I decided that it was better to go home eat and sleep and it was the right call I was very well rested to service the Silver Sir Top I was with later in the evening. These were both fun and great experiences and I enjoyed having a cummy hole for the good half of the end of the day. Glad I have a place to share these.

Pretty much only every been in relationships with older men starting when I was in my 18/19. The idea of a top being more mature and wiser is mostly true. Not always. A Daddy/boy, Dom/sub, Sir/boy can be a great dynamic. And when you are younger you do tend to look up to the daddy top more for wisdom and knowledge. I've had more of a bdsm servitude relationships where I was a boy and he was a Sir and one where I was a boy for a Daddy and recently more of a traditional monogamous relationship that ended recently. I can't say why I have always been attracted to older. Yes the older features have always been hot to me sometimes I wonder if it's the experience or wisdom. It can be hot and I guess maybe others percieve it as looking hot seeing a Daddy/boy couple no idea. There can definitely be some challenges sometimes a huge age gap like that interests, hobbies and mindsets might be a different. A young man is still growing, learning, developing an exploring. An older man has experience, patience, understanding but is sometimes set in their ways and ideals. It's a weird feeling I'm no longer young i don't think. I'm in my early 30s. Ironically when I was 18-20 most older guys and daddies thought I was too young. It was a little easier in early 20s. I see a mix of online and profiles of some daddies only wanting younger guys and some only wanting older guys. I am literally in the divide. At this point I don't think I am actively trying to date or form a relationship with an older guy again. But the thing about that is really is I've gotten older so depending on the age the gap in age isn't as big as it was 10 years ago. Some things I've pondered over the last few weeks is what if I was just friends/fuck buddies with a previous relationship would things have gone better? Perhaps. In general I think guys around my age group of might be able to relate to a little easier. I'll still have sex and fun with whatever guy i want. I'm not trying to be close minded either but just past experiences have made me cautious. But to the original question yeah Daddy/boy relationships are hot so is being called boy and calling the man Sir or daddy. That will never probably not be hot to me no matter how old i get. I already know there guys in their 50s who consider themselves a boy and I think that's probably how it will go for me years later too.

God it was so many years ago. I was a condom Nazi from when I first came out pro condoms everything. I got in a relationship with a Sir in my early 20s, Due to the nature of the relationship and my age and drive he was fine with me playing outside relationship but had to be with condoms. Although technically I think a few trips to sex clubs one or two visits I swear I had cum in my ass when the top had a condom or said they used a condom. I probably got stealthed at least once but I don't count that. I remember it mostly clearly I think it was just me and Sir in the home in the afternoon. I think a few months into the relationship. Maybe we were laying in bed maybe I finished my duties. But he told me wanted to fuck me. He sort of got me trained at that point to suck his cock and swallow his load since early on I was not good at swallowing. And he trained me to get fucked by him as well since early on I was not the best at getting fucked. Everyone has to start somewhere. I was excited because he did not fuck me much. I'm damn..getting hard just thinking about this and typing this. It was truly a hallmark moment. I think in bed when I was excited about him fucking me I was waiting for him to grab a condom from the drawer with the lube but he didn't grab it. I asked what he was doing and he said he was going to make me his boy permanently. He said I've been such a good boy with my training and he loves me and he was going to bareback me and fuck me raw. He said I'll never forget this moment and he was right. I don't remember if I hesitated I think I did feel emotional but I told him since it's him and we're in a relationship and he's my Sir I trust and love him. I remember him mounting his raw cock in my hole. I cannot remember the sensation but I remember my reaction. The man that I loved and admired taking me completely as his own raw with no rubber or barriers. I think I begged him to fuck me. I believe he fucked me on all fours and on my belly. I think he also fucked me on my back because he wanted to look at me as I was getting fucked raw bareback for the first time. I don't remember if I asked for his load or if he asked if I wanted it. If he asked me I probably said that I did. I do vaguely remember him fucking me harder and faster and telling me that I am his boy, his bitch, his lover, his submissive, and that I will always be his. And then he shot his load deep in me. I don't remember the man ever being that passionate but I think we did kiss during him breeding me and after. And then I believe after we just layed together. We might have slept together..I mean we did but literally. That man when we first met and over the years barely showed me passion and affection sexually. But when he did he left his mark. I remember once being so horny sleeping with him in bed that I rubbed my ass against his cock and got him hard. I remember spitting on my hand and hole and when his dick was hard in his sleep I backed up against him. I remember rocking my ass back and forth on his cock until he bred me in his sleep. I remember him waking up confused and me pretending to be asleep. I think he said what the fuck or something and went to the bathroom and then turned over and went back to sleep. I remember when his leather buddies were over once he told them about that. He said it something like "That damn horny boy backed up on my cock while I was sleeping and rode it bare and raw and I bred him in my sleep. I can't believe he did that." I can't remember now if he was being coy but most of the men thought it was hot. I think there was only one who said it was disrespectful. But I remember blushing at the time and also not being in the room but close by because I had a crush on one of them. And he was one of the ones who said it was hot and he would be happy if a boy did that for him. But I learned later on after semi having a play session with him years later that he was kind of worse in using a boy and not giving sexual gratification then my actual Sir was. That was a few months after he bred me and marked me as his for the time. And by marked I don't mean poz because he was neg but marked me as his boy/sub since that was our relationship dynamic. I learned slightly later over the years why he showed me less affection and some of it was manipulation and there was another factor as well. But even when we lived together by ourselves for a year outside of that place as *roomates* he still did not without the other factor being there. He was a very complicated man with his thoughts, emotions and feelings. But I do believe he did love me and cared for me in his own way. He left such an impression on me at a young age I haven't thought about him in a long time. He also disappeared off the face of the earth after he moved out where we were living but that was in his nature and something he's done before to others as well. But he trained me well early on and helped me harness and nurture my submissive nature. I'll always be grateful to him for that and a few other things. Oof I didn't mean for this to be an emotional and detailed post. Whoops.

The slut shaming is the big thing. Sometimes I wonder if it's people actually judging you or projecting their own insecurities on you. But at bars or clubs or bath houses people talk. They can even fuck you and breed you or not and tell their buddy "Man that guy is such a cum dump they are such a whore". Whether they mean this in a compliment or insult is up to how they say it or the person they are saying it too. Or it could even potentially be someone wanting to take you down a notch. I don't really know how it works. But I've always had a working theory that a popular run of guys runs a social group of who's accepted as an acceptable slut and who's not. Or cum dump. And if you aren't in then you can't sit with us. Mean girls reference i think. But yes it can work against you reputation wise if someone you like might judge you afterwards or if they only want to fuck you in a certain scenario because of how they view you. But if you are a cum dump do you care how they actually percive you. In theory a cum dump should be able to get as many dicks or loads as they want so who judges or accepts them shouldn't matter as long as they are getting cock. I kinda wonder in general how guys in hook up apps or websites are affected by using their face picture like if someone near them recognizes them or someone at work or they know personally. But adding being a cum slut to that is an extra layer. I know most people probably don't think about all this but I'm glad you recognize it. There's an old saying I'll get wrong about not pissing in a kettle where you are. But essentially meaning say if you live in a big city and you are a cum dump not only bar wise and guys will you potentially gain a reputation but even outside gay bars and gay life people might know. Some will go fuck around at a city or area outside of their own but not everyone has that option. I just feel in general cum dumps have more to lose or worry about reputation wise compared to a guy that's a slut or whore with some guys not all. But I don't know if true cum dumps actually care or think about any of this. I wonder if the true ideal relationship for a cum dump would be to have an owner or handler that encourages and fulfills their need and has other guys use them to fulfill both involved needs. Or just an open relationship in general.

I love that there is positivity and acceptance in the responses even though it can be viewed as negative. I am curious what the top version of a cum dump is. A stud?

This is such a great question and people have great responses. It's something I'm either trying to figure out myself. I did get pretty good advice a little while ago basically someone telling me it's okay to be a whore, slut, or cumdump if you want. Just be sex positive about what you want to be and not let others judge you. I have never really heard the term sex positive before but I love it. I did used to think about getting fucked everyday and I did the prep. Would follow a routine to clean myself out every morning and then be online constantly looking for the next hunt or load or go to bars or clubs and get load counts. Hell I had a system and a good amount of fuck buds and I could sort of plan to start the night getting fucked by a top who liked to fuck quick and was one and done and then go to another top that liked loads in me and liked to add one or two. This is before going to either hook up with someone or several guys or going to a bar or bath house like place and take multiple guys/loads. And yes bending over in a bar or public place was so easy for me to get many guys to fuck and breed me that I lost count of loads sometimes. So strange I rarely caught anything lol prep was just coming out back then and not really available. As fun as it was the issue with being a cumdump for me was letting it take control over everything. Waking up and just focusing on trying to find someone to hook up with or moving onto so many different guys and not really appreciating the ones I had. The hunt has always been fun or interesting whether online or in person. But it can be tiring on all fronts. The reputation thing is also spot on. The reputation of being a cum dump is something you need to own I think. It's probably harder if you don't have a lot of friends or support. Then you have to deal with however guys percive you. But what someone mentioned about a cumdump being someone you don't take home and cuddle just fuck somewhere and leave can definitely be true. But maybe things have kinda changed on views of cum dumps now. Maybe because prep exists, it's really common especially when you see it in public bars or bath houses. Also the guys that are being the biggest cum dumps are usually really attractive so that in itself might keep away some of the stigma. Because in a sense being a whore or slut has been kinda trendy in the past especially those who can pull it off. Eh. I already know why I kinda can't be one right now. Several reasons. But me saying that sort of feels like I'm repressing it which I think I am. I'm not doing it to make myself look better or feel better or superior by not being one especially in public. At the same time this is always something I wondered about it in the back of my mind in the past and even currently. But what if someone potentially that might be a fun hook up, friendship or more saw you out being a cum dump and their opinion of them lowered. Well while I just thought of this using some common rationale what are they doing at a place where guys hook up and whore around whether public or not. And if they do judge you for that then they probably are not someone you really want to get with because their view on sex like that might be negative. I've always been iffy about dark rooms though. They can be fun but It's always amazed me how some guys might not want anything to do with you in a bar or public place or just in the light. But in a dark room even if they see you going in they might follow and play with you. And after might go back on not wanting anything to do with you. I know that's not every guy and every situation but I've noticed it in the past. Or more recently. I've also had the experience at book stores where in a room a guy is really intimate or passionate regardless of what act involved in they state some kind of limit like "Oh I don't fuck guys in places like this or no I don't do that with guys here". But then again they are also at the place. I am probably overthinking all this way too much. I had clear and concise thoughts in my head but thinking of everything is becoming foggy. It could be with my situation where I am kinda "free" that maybe I'm letting it lots of repressed feeling and actions i couldn't do over these past years. Ironically someone I spoke to recently I told him a little of my experiences lately and he told me I'm a cum dump in a good way though. I told him this is light compared to how I used to be and his response was "light". I just might not be able to escape it. I wonder if being subservient natured sexually kinda fates or leads you into it. I can easily tell from past, present and future that if I run into a top that wants to whore me out I will not turn them down. I mean I've already kinda shown that. That makes me kind of wonder if you take any and all loads if a top orders you and you do it be subservient if that also makes you a cum dump. This was probably too much on this but I've thought about all of this way too much. Next my thoughts on couples with open relationships but I think I'll wait until I play with one again I need a refresher.

It's been forever I don't even remember the feeling anymore. I should change that 🙂 It can hurt a little more yes. It also depends on the size of the guys cock. Smaller to average one is a great feeling. I do remember being fucked by a big dick top years ago in a hotel. It's not so much that he was aggressive but he was passionate and forceful and huge. I remember bleeding in the shower the next morning. A little fucked up but I just got hard typing that lol. It wasn't that bleeding part but just how passionately the man fucked me. I was fucked raw and bred by tops with PAs after that just don't recall it as much. I wouldn't refuse a top with a PA. But honestly speaking tops can remove the PAs for the most part. So if you don't feel comfortable doing it they don't have to wear it. Sucking socks that have PAs is fun but if it's the round PA that is literally a fun metallic tasting obstacle challenge. Scratch that I remembered another experience where a large dick boy topped me. He was trying to fuck me gently because he was young and kind. But his Sir or Master was not kind and intentionally got on top of the boy that was on top of me and fucked him so his PA dick would go in me more intensely. I remember screaming how could I forget that. My cock apparently didn't though lol.

This is going to be another long one folks. If you are interested more in the loads bred and getting bred skip to the highlighted bookstore section. If not then enjoy reading about the bar experiences. Well Friday night just came and went lol. What a night. I was a little disappointed in the evening by being turned down by someone I wanted to see. I expected it all week but still disappointing. So I decided to prepare to go out. While preparing I chatted with a cute younger bearded guy. We were going to meet up and after I finished prepping and getting ready. I let him know I was about to leave and on my way like he told me too. Then he texted me never mind that he's too tired and to not come over. Well like damn. So ironic I just had a conversation with someone the other night about being stood up in messed up ways and I said it hasn't really happened to me. I know it could have been worse but definitely an experience. Since I was already on my way I figured fuck it I'll head out to the bar. I don't drink but decided maybe I can find someone to have fun with. I got there and saw it was not packed. I was surprised there was no cover and just ordered a soda. I walked around a little bit and went to a secluded corner. I checked my phone a little bit to see if any action was around but did not see any. I decided to go into the dark room area. I was a little intimidated so after navigating a little I decided to leave and that I had to pee. After peeing I went back to my corner and stuff did not see anyone around. Decided to get a little confidence and try again in the dark room area. I went to a corner started drinking my drink while I were watching some guys being fucked, sucking off someone and making out. I didn't notice at first but an older grey haired daddy with a cute goatee was looking at me. I felt like a deer trapped in my headlights. I was nervous and decided to reach my hand out. I was going for his nipples but he had me grab his hard cock. It was wet so I figured someone was sucking him earlier or maybe he fucked someone. He grabbed my nipple and started twisting it. He was twisting it rather hard. He started grabbing me roughly too. Fuck he has hot. He started hitting my balls and cock with his fist too. I just moaned and groaned while he did this. He had an intense look while he was looking at me and called me a good boy. He grabbed my cock too. I could have potentially tried to suck him I think he would have let me. But he had an intense energy and I felt like I was putty in his hands so I did not do anything unless he initiated it. After playing with my nipples some more and giving them some good wear he asked me to go to the urinal and wait there. So I left the dark room area and went to the urinal exactly where he asked me to go. I started pissing because I did have to pee. I was getting nervous but it didn't take long and he was standing beside me in the urinal with his cock out. I got a better look at him now. He had a nice sexy gray beard to match his short cut hair. He wagged his cock in front of me and asked if I like his cock. I told him I did and he played with my nipples and cock again. Someone else came over next to him he also seemed like an older guy and taller. He told me that that he wanted me to suck his friend's cock right there in the urinal area and told me to get on my knees. Without hesitation I got on my knees. His friend looked at me and grinned and put his cock in my mouth. The older sexy gray bearded daddy told me to suck his friend off. He said be a good boy and suck his friend's cock for daddy. His cock was nice it was a little soft I figured maybe he got some action but he was moaning while I was sucking it. It was starting to get harder again too. I kept sucking more and more the sexy gray bearded daddy commanded me. I felt his friend's cock fully hard and he was fucking my face. He told me to suck his friend and take his load. I felt the salty taste of cum and started moan more and his friend shouted out. He shot his load down my throat. His friend pulled his cock out and smiled at me and left. The gray bearded daddy told me to stand up. He told me I'm a good boy and a good cocksucker sucking his friend. He kept looking at me again and playing with my nipples and hitting my hard cock. He said he's going to be around later but wants to get my number. He said he wants me to service him, his partner and his friends. After that experience I decided to go back to my corner and have some more sips of my soda while replaying everything that just happened. Haven't sucked cock at the urinals at a bar since I was way younger. And the energy that man was giving off fuck it was amazing. I checked on my phone to see if anyone was around but still no one. I decided to go back to the dark room area. I went to a different corner this time and had a nice position where I was semi away from others but could see what was going on. I was glad there was some light too it was still dark but some light. A guy I noticed started coming closer to the corner. He eventually made his way over to where I was. He was a cute bear with a short beard. He stood next to me so I reached down for his bulge and he was semi hard. Damn he had a nice fat thick cock. I started playing with his nipples a little and he moaned. We kissed a little a bit and he started grabbing my ass. I decided to ditch my shorts and reveal my jockstrap I have been wearing. We made out a little more and he wanted to suck my cock so I let him suck it. I saw there were some bears near us that were fucking and sucking as well. I was hard as well and we went back to making out and more foreplay. For some reason I did not try to suck him. No idea why he had a great fat curved cock. He also grabbed my ass so the chances of him fucking me were high. But I just didn't for some reason. An older daddy came over and started playing with his cock and grabbing mine. I started playing with the older daddy's nipples and he moaned. I felt the older daddy's cock it was pretty nice as well. But again I did not try to suck him even though it would have been easy too. After all three of us were playing with each other's cocks and exploring each other's body's the older daddy bent down and started sucking my cock. The short haired bearded bear I was playing with earlier got behind the older daddy and started pushing his cock in. Damn it was hot to watch and have the older daddy suck my cock. I was hard watching this and getting excited. The short bearded bear fucked him for a good while and the older daddy was great at sucking my cock. I was just taking everything in. The sound of him getting fucked, guys near us getting fucked and sucked. Taking everything in just made me so damn hard and excited. I started fucking the older daddy's mouth while the short bearded daddy was fucking his ass. I saw the short bearded daddy start to tense up and knew he was going to breed him. I heard him shout as he bred the hot sexy older daddy. I did not cum and wasn't trying to so I pulled my cock out of the older daddy's mouth. They both looked spent and satisfied and left. I just stood there for a moment and put my shorts back on and took a sip of my drink. I looked around and didn't see much else going on so I left the dark room area. I was feeling pretty good but I had to piss so I went back to the urinal area. While I was pissing and replaying everything that happened the gray bearded dominant daddy came over. For some reason I thought he left. My eyes were shocked and he probably took notice. He greeted me and grabbed my nipples again. He really loved twisted them and playing with them hard and I loved it I don't get them worked over much. He said he wanted my number so I could service him and his partner at a future date. I gave him my number right there at the urinal. He told me I'm a good cock sucker sucking his friend off. He said i'm a hungry bottom too. He told me to look at his cock rock hard and I did. He put my hand on his cock and let me stroke it. He grabbed my cock again. He then told me to stand in the corner away from him for a moment. I did and he just kept looking at me. He said I'm a cumdump. I wanted to tell him I didn't take a single load tonight because I didn't.. I wanted to tell him I haven't even sucked any cock. I wanted to say something and tried to but I said nothing. He said I'm a good cocksucker and good hungry bottom and I'm going to service him and his friends when they call on me. He said I'm a good and horny boy. He called me a cum dump again saying I wanted to get fucked. He said he will fuck me and so will his partner and friends. He grabbed my nipples again and then grabbed my hair. He said he'll call me soon and called me a good boy and left. There was just something about his presence that screamed aggressive dominant daddy. The way he ordered me around. grabbed me, led me, the pressure he put on my nipples, hitting my balls, and the way he squeezed my cock and my chest. I loved the intensity. Took me back to memories when I was younger at the leather bars and was nervous and a leather Sir guided me. Fun times back then. But these were starting to be new fun times. I decided to go back to my corner and check my phone again to see who was around and to my surprise I saw a message from a certain daddy bear. He asked how my night was going and if I was getting any. I responded a little and asked how he was doing and what he's up to. I figured if they were available I'd go see them after all this. On my way back to the dark room area I saw a man dressed in mostly light leather. He looked like a mustached daddy with a leather cap. And it looked like a boy was servicing him. I looked his way and he looked back at me. I decided to keep walking and went back to the dark room area. Not much was going on so I decided to take another piss. Some younger guy but kinda cute came up behind me and grabbed my shoulder. They asked me my name and I was kinda dumbfounded. I also played dumb and they said nevermind. In the back of my mind I am still a little cautious if there's anyone there trying to see what I'm doing but I know after all I've done it's kinda dumb to worry about that at this point. After pissing I went back to my corner. Checked and no new messages so decided to go back to the dark room. I walked in and saw that leather daddy by himself. He was just standing there so I reached over and lightly touched his nipple. This seemed to please him and he groaned out. He told me to squeeze his nipples harder so I did. He put my hand on his cock and it was hard and wet. He was probably fucking someone earlier. He asked if I wanted to go outside the dark room area and I said yes. He went outside the dark room area but still in the main hallway. He went up against the wall and stood there. He told me to take off my shirt so I did. He told me to get on my knees so I got on my knees on the bar room floor in the open where anyone could see what was going on. He looked stunning in his black leather cap, black harness, leather arm band and black boots with underwear on. I looked up at him and started sucking his cock. His cock tasted slimy and tasted like lube so he was definitely fucking someone earlier. He commanded me to grab the top of his leather boots so I did. Then I got to focus on nothing but sucking his huge cock. I was loving sucking his cock even with the taste of lube possibly cum I was enjoying servicing this man in the open. He was starting to get bigger and I was getting a little nervous. I still don't think my cock sucking skills are quite up to par but I was enjoying taking his cock down my throat and servicing him at my own pace. I was grateful he was allowing this. My eyes still started to get teary because he was big. I looked up at him several times while I was servicing him and he smiled calling me a good boy. He was starting to fuck my face and I was doing a good job at not choking. I did gag a few times but compared to how much I would have been gagging my throat felt pretty relaxed and maybe it was grabbing his leather boots the whole time but I was loving this. I decided to take this a step further and asked him to hold on for a moment. I took off my shorts and and exposed myself naked except for my jockstrap. Now I was really looking the part and I got back on my knees and resumed sucking his cock. I loved the tears in my eyes as I was taking his cock deeper. I loved sucking his cock from a bottom angle with my throat and then raising my head higher and sort of sucking down on his cock more. I was having fun exploring different ways to service this man's cock. He was rock hard at this point and I was doing a great job at deep throating him. He kept moaning out saying what a good boy I am. He said he was going to cum and give me his load. I kept sucking and he shot his leather daddy load in my throat. Fuck it tasted so good. I know I could have easily turned around and had him fuck me but for some reason I didn't. After sucking his load out we stood up and made out a little bit. He was a good kisser. He explored each other's body's for a little bit and then talked. He mostly talked but it was nice hearing his experiences and learning more about him. He mentioned the bottom boy earlier was a newer boy and was not as good or trained so he did not play with him for long and did not want to go through training him. This made me feel kinda good because I have been that newer bottom boy years ago the bars. It's good to know that one advantage I have is years of experience I was glad to hear this and would store this information in my mind for a later day. He told me fucked someone else because the boy said he did not clean out and he was not going to risk it. I do not blame him at all. He told me he had a nap before going out and prepped and cleaned out before coming to the bars. I told him I did as well and I always make sure i'm clean and prepped when I head out for fun. He said that I know the correct procedure and that I'm a good boy. He said he was tired and after he cums he gets sleepy. He said it was getting late and he was going to head out. He told me he will likely go to a leather bar tomorrow and said that I should go. I told him I'll consider it but I haven't been to that leather bar in years so wasn't entirely sure. He said I was a cute and good boy and he hoped to see me again. We kissed again and he left. I went back to piss and then went back to the corner to check my phone. Damn I got a message from the daddy bear online and he said he was just at home playing with his cock. I messaged him that I'd love to come over and get together if he was still up and wanting to. I was kicking myself for not getting his number last time but that's on me. I also saw that the gray bearded daddy I was playing with texted me. He texted me saying what a hot boy. He said I was a hungry boy and he likes his cock sucked and worshiped. He asked me to send a picture of my cock. So I went back to the urinal and took a picture of my cock and sent it to him. He texted me that I'm a good boy. I decided to get another drink. I already got a few drinks in between this I think this was my fourth soda haha. The bartender was pretty nice at least not much effort on his part I made sure to tip as well though. The soda tasted good mixed with a little salty cum in my mouth. I went back to my corner and saw someone on another platform message me. They said it shows I'm close by and they want to get together. Their profile looked nice but no profile pic. I asked them for one but they said they are at the bar and we both confirmed we were at the same bar. I decided to go piss again. I saw a guy on his knees in the urinal area while I was trying to piss. He asked me if he could drink my piss. I said sure. Something I have not really had someone do for me in a long time. He started to drink my piss and then he spit it out and got up. Weird interaction but I figured oh well. I tried to piss and piss was finally come out while I was at the urinal. He came back a few minutes later apologizing. He said he's trying to learn to drink piss but he's new at it. Heh amateur. I was getting flashbacks of when I drank a man's piss at a gay campground years ago. And then in Ft Lauderdale at a leather bar where I drank a drunk man's piss once and even at a leather bar in town. But I did remember the first few times can be intimidating. I drank nothing but water all day too except soda at the bar so I knew it wasn't the intensity that was the issue. I just smiled and told him that I'm already done pissing but told him maybe next time. I decided to check my phone again but the bar was closing. I told the guy online that the bar is closing and he said we'll meet in the parking lot. After way too much back and forth we did meet. He was cute I think he was Romanian or something but he had a nice short trimmed bear and he was a nice bear of a man. We talked about where to potentially go and decided that we might try the bookstore if it's not packed. I drove off and went to the bookstore I got lucky that there was a parking spot left. I did not see him there so figured he bailed and checked my phone and no messages. No loss I don't think the vibe or chemistry was quite there anyways. When I was pulling to the bookstore I saw a cute short bearded man entering. In case you were wondering this is where the real fun and loads begin. The Bookstore I walked into the bookstore and wasted no time going to the counter to pay to go in. The parking lot was packed so I was surprised that there was only a few guys walking around. But I noticed lots of the single booths were locked on closed so likely lots of action going on. I walked around and went towards the back area. I went to the glory hole area that I generally prefer last time one of the doors had a maintenance sign on it but this time no sign. And one of the glory hole doors was peeked open so I walked inside and closed and locked the door. I saw someone through the glory hole. I crouched down and saw that sexy short bearded guy. I looked up at him and he looked down at me. He said that he was looking to suck cock. I said sure and stood up and pulled my cock out of my jockstrap. I was a little tired before I came in here since it was pretty late. In my mind I had some self doubt and worry that I probably wasn't going to get that hard or he was going to get bored and say no thanks. To my surprise he had a great mouth. He didn't fuck around playing with the foreskin like some guys do. He focused on sucking my cock and he was choking on it too. It was not even fully hard and he was choking on my cock a little. It was kinda hot. I kinda liked hearing the sound of him chocking on it and feeling his saliva. Fuck this was a hot guy. I started fucking his face a little bit and my cock was getting harder. It was not fully hard yet but he pulled off my cock. He asked if I wanted to fuck him. I said hell yeah and asked if he wanted to go to a private room. He said sure. We both exited the glory hole doors and looked around. To our surprise there was no open rooms available. Damn. We walked back over to the original area we were at. I remember the first row of glory holes is a small booth but it doesn't have any holes. I figured fuck it and opened the door and we both walked inside. There was also a small chair in the corner. I got a good look at him he was a sexy bearded man. Nice bushy beard he looked a bit younger but he was a little short and stocky and cute. He did not seem to be into foreplay or anything he went right down to business and got on his knees and sucked my cock. Fuck his mouth felt so damn good. He started choking a little more and gagging on my cock. Damn I guess I don't get my cock sucked enough. His talent with sucking cock seemed to be impressive so I don't think it's an ego remark to think that he was choking because the size of my cock even not fully hard. Heh that turned me on and made me hornier. I was starting to get a little cocky which I don't generally get on the top side since that's the role I was on at the moment. I started fucking his face and hear him gag and choke some more. I did pull back though so he wouldn't completely choke and could breath. He pulled off my cock for a moment and I saw his sexy bearded face and a little precum on his beard. Fuck he looked so hot like that. I pushed my cock back in fucked his face some more. I pulled my cock out of his mouth and leaned down and kissed him. He was such a sexy man and he kissed back. I told him I was going to fuck him. He pulled down his pants revealing a cute jock strap. He straddled himself on the chair. I was expecting for his hole to be full of cum or loose but when I put my finger in his hole I was surprised it was dry. Had he not been fucked tonight I wondered. I spit on my cock his hole because generally that's how I fuck but he pulled out some lube. He put some lube on his hole and I pushed my big uncut cock into his tight ass. And he was tight. I slowly pushed my cock in him. I don't really like to slam it into guys especially if I really like the guy and am turned on. I wanted him to enjoy it. He moaned out and I pushed my cock in slowly and pulled out. He was starting to bottom out..literally. I was enjoying how much his hole was opening up and enjoying fucking him faster. He kept moaning out and I asked him if I liked my fat uncut raw dick. He said he loved it. I started pulling out all the way and pushing it back in. I enjoyed watching my dick go in and out of his hole. I was fucking him longer fuck strokes. I was starting to feel it though I started fucking him faster and started pushing in deeper. I leaned in and kissed him for a moment while I was fucking him. He loved this and it made my dick harder. I decided it was time and pushed my cock all the way in and started rutting his ass with my chest pressed against his back. I was groaning out and shouting as I was breeding him. Fuck his hole was so hot and so was he. He groaned and moaned while he was taking my load. I pumped my dick a few more times and then pulled out. I had the urge to pee really bad after breeding him. He stood up and we both looked at each other. I played with his nipples a little bit and he started moaning out. I took off my shirt and he started playing with my nipples. I thought he'd want to leave after the fuck but he seemed like he wanted to play around some more. He asked if I had another load in me and I said yeah. We looked at each other and started making out. He was an amazing kissed holy fuck. So much passion and his mouth felt so hot against mine. We explored each other's mouth with our tongues and I was moaning while we were making out. We made out from different angles. I asked if he was from here and he said he said. He said it's also his first time here at the bookstore. I was surprised but with his hole dry I believed him. I told him where I was and we kept making out. I asked what he liked and we both liked similar things and also we both enjoyed nipple play. I was glad to hear this so I started sucking his nipples. He was loving me sucking and biting his nipples. For some reason it never dawned on me to even play with his cock because I thought he was a bottom. So I decided to grab his bulge and fuck it was thick and hard. He pulled his underwear down and I felt a beautiful fat curved cock. I love curved cocks. I asked if I can suck him and he said yeah. I started sucking him and damn I could taste so much precum on his cock it tasted so good. He was groaning and moaning out as I was sucking him. I stood up and we kissed some more. I asked if he wanted to fuck me and he said yeah. He said he cums quick and asks if that's a problem. I said it's not a problem at all. I stepped out of my shorts and bent over the little chair. He put some lube on my hole and I felt his cock pushing in. Oh fuck finally. Whether it was right or wrong of me turn down so many chances to get fucked tonight since all 3 guys I played with prior I know they would have fucked me. Or if I should have just put my ass in the air in the dark room earlier in the night like I used to. None of that mattered at this moment. My hole was loosing up and I felt his hot curved cock go in and out of my hole. I was so fucking horny and basically in heat so I could feel my hole open more but I could still feel tightness. Probably because I came earlier as well. I heard him start to groan and moan more as he was fucking me. At one point I was backing my ass on his dick but I also switched to just leaving my ass still and either open my hole more or tightening it. Felt so hot for this hot bearded man to fucking rut my hole with his cock. God I was loving this. I felt him start to tense up and heard him shout and felt his cock thicken. Fuck he was breeding me. I groaned out myself and he stayed in me for a moment before he pulled out. We both got up but to my surprise we did not get dressed. We both started making out again. Damn he was an amazing kisser and we alternated between making out or me sucking his nipples or him sucking mine. I told him I could feel his cum dripping out of my ass and how fucking hot that was. He smiled and we made out some more. While embracing I felt his finger push into my hole. Fuck that was so hot. I could feel his hot finger in my cummy hole. My dick was getting harder and we kept making out while he was fingering. He slapped my ass too. I felt him push another finger in me and I moaned while we were making out. I loved the passion we had making out and the feeling of him fingering my hole feeling the cum slosh around back there felt incredible. We continued to kiss and explore each other's bodies. To my surprise he told me to bend over. He did not have to tell me twice. I bent back over the chair and felt his hard thick curved cock enter my cummy hole. Oh fuck it felt so good. He started fucking me pretty fast and I moaned out. I was backing my ass against his dick and tightening it. He was saying how he loved fucking my ass. He pulled out for a moment and then pushed it back in. I was loving the long fuck strokes he was giving me. He shoved his cock back in and started fucking me faster. I knew he was going to cum again. He started to tense up and yell out and shouted. He bred me a second time. This man was incredible. He pulled out and we faced each other again and kissed each other some more. He was starting to get sweaty. I loved the sweat on his chest and back. My cock was rock hard. I asked him if he wanted to get fucked again and of course he said yes. He bent back down over the chair and I pushed my cock in him. Fuck he was tighter after just cumming and breeding me. I could feel my load in him too. I decided not to pull out all the way with long deep strokes like previously. I just wanted to fuck. I fucked him faster and loved him moaning out and groaning. I did pull out a little more and pushed it back in. I went back to pushing my cock all the way in him and fucking him faster. I decided it was time and fucked him faster and harder until I shot my second load in him. I bred his ass twice. I pulled out and we faced each other again and kissed. We both thanked each other. When we were getting dressed I asked what brought him out to the bookstore tonight. He told me that he went to the leather bar earlier. He said he was horny this evening and decided to get cleaned and prepared and headed out to the bars. He said was originally going out to meet someone tonight and addresses were exchanged but the other guy bailed. He said he went to the leather bar and talked to some guys and potential plans were made but they left and nothing happened. So he decided he wanted to check out the bookstore and see if he can get some action. I laughed and also told him sorry that he went through a rough night. I told him mine was a little bit similar. I decided to do something I normally don't do. There are fun guys I've played with at the book store and some I regretted not getting a chance to play with again. I decided to go for it and asked if he wanted to exchange numbers. He smiled and said definitely. We exchanged numbers and got each other's names. He told me to contact him later. I told him welcome to the bookstore and told him I hope he has fun here. He told me he already has. He kissed one last time having a brief make out session. We both said goodbye and exited the booth. I immediately went to piss because I had to really bad. I could not believe that he got my dick hard after being I was out late and also didn't even nap before going out. I also couldn't believe that I was able to fuck again needing to pee. Releasing my piss felt great. I heard him in the other stall and then heard him leave. I decided to do one last walk around. Technically I did not even do a full walk around when I entered since I went straight for the glory hole booth. There was not a lot of guys around and not any I was interested in. I checked the dark room area for a moment and did not see much going on. I walked near the front and I did see someone at the front lock eyes on me. I did not recognize them but it's almost like they recognized me. Couldn't tell if it was attraction or recognition but they were not familiar to me. I was not necessarily looking for that sexy bear I just played with but I also did not see him. Since I was already near the front I decided to leave. It was an amazing night. From being stood up for weekend plans with someone I was trying to get together with all week to talking to a guy and getting his address and then him changing his mind. I turned what could be a bad night into an amazing night and experience. I got to play with a hot dominant daddy at the bar and even have him lead me around and be of service to him and sucked off his friend. I played with a cute guy in the dark room and got to fool around with him and someone else. I got to play with a hot older leather daddy and be around his leather boots and enjoy servicing his cock and sucking him off to completion and in public. And the best of all playing with that sexy short stocky bearded man and fucking him twice and being bred by him twice with lots of passion and sexual energy. Could not have asked for a better night. I still even this morning am thinking about what that sexy dominant bearded daddy calling me a cum dump. Even though I didn't suck him or get fucked or bred by him or his friends. He seemed to know what I was thinking or know what I am. I still don't know if I am or not anymore. I couldn't refute it when he told me. But I could have easily been fucked by all three guys at the bar or stuck my ass in the air and taking cocks or loads. I don't know if it will eventually happen or not. Until then I'm going to keep enjoying the experiences I have. Swallowed Loads: 2 Loads I dumped: 2 Loads I took: 2 That's some decent math haha. The fact that I am counting loads though might mean that it's just inevitable at some point.

It's a fair view to have. When i was younger I would get upset if I didn't get bred but now I don't really care that much anymore I care more about the experience. I know it can pretty common in public places to not get bred if the guy wants to not cum and fuck others. I've had that happen before too. I guess being grabbed, groped, manhandled, fingered, stretched open and all the passion in between mattered more to me for that experience. He did fuck me again after we took a little break. I was the one who got dressed and had to go as well it's possible that if I stayed longer it would have happened. I wish I had a little more staying power with fucking I cum way too quickly trying to work on that haha.