TownTravellerMan

Group Play Session So I did not intend any of this to happen at this previous late evening/morning lol. I have been talking to a married bi guy for a while and he said he would be able to play last night. I cleaned up and then waited and no response. Sometimes though if something falls through other opportunities open. I slept and woke up very early in the AM. I got hit up by someone who has reached out to me once so far asking if I wanted to play. I figured I already cleaned up earlier and am well rested why not. They gave me their address and I headed over there. They also mentioned they have friends over there. I went over there and the host is an asian guy seemed to be young looking in their 30s with a little facial hair. There were a few other guys over there but they all looked tired and out of it. And there was a big bear guy there. I stripped and the asian guy started sucking my uncut cock. He was a damn good cocksucker and got me hard. This got the attention of the big bear guy that was laying down. He started becoming more alert. I wasn't sure if the asian guy wanted me to fuck him or what he wanted but I was enjoying him sucking my cock. I sat on the bed so I could be more comfortable while the asian guy sucked me. The big bear guy looked over at me and started playing my nipples. I started stroking his cock and he wanted me to suck him. I leaned over and sucked him while the asian guy was sucking my cock. The asian guy started playing with my ass so I bent over the bed and and started sucking the big bear guy. He had a pretty thick cock. And he seemed to like me sucking him he kept grabbing my hair while I was sucking him. I turned around and the asian guy went back to playing my cock. The big bear wanted me to sit on his cock so I straddled his cock and started sinking onto his bear cock with my ass. I was pretty tight too. The asian guy started jerking off a little while watching me ride his bear friend. It was a little hard riding him with the way we were positioned but I was enjoying it. After riding him for a little bit the bear pulled me off him. I figured I was going to suck the asian guy now who was stroking his cock. The big bear had other plans. He grabbed me and put me on all fours. He shoved his raw bear dick back in me and started fucking me. I was tight but his dick was thick and he felt good fucking me. While he was fucking me I saw the asian guy leave the room for a minute. The bear pulled out of me after fucking me for a bit and put me on my back. Then he really started fucking me. He said "You wanted to get fucked by daddy didn't you boy? He said "I'm going to breed you boy.". This was kind of the first time i heard him speak he was very redneck sounding and very hot. He bred me and shot his load and it was a decent sized load. He pulled off me and the asian guy came back. He went back to sucking me for a bit. Then it seemed like some of his friends were leaving. He checked the time and said that he had to go to work in a little bit. He said he enjoyed sucking me and watching his friend fuck me. He said we'll get together another time and play more. He was pretty cool and chill the entire time it was nice. So were the other guys even though only one of them was active in play being the bear guy. I exchanged numbers with the asian guy and the bear guy also wanted my number so I exchanged numbers with both of them. I left and thanked them. Late Night Bookstore Encounter I was pretty fucking horny at this point especially after not cumming in over a week so decided to head to the bookstore. I saw a top online that I played with recently at the baths. He messaged me and said he wanted to play. I saw him at the bookstore but he seemed pre-occupied. Instead I got lucky and went into a booth and saw a cock sticking out. I sucked the man for a little bit and he got hard pretty fast. I must have really been fucking horny because I was moaning constantly sucking him and enjoying it. When he was nice and hard I pulled down my shorts and bent over. I spit on my ass and took his raw cock. I was still a little tight but he seemed to enjoy pumping his raw cock in and out of me. I switched between sucking him and riding his cock. Then I figured that maybe we'd have more fun in the same room. I asked him if he wanted to play in the booth together and he said sure. I left the booth and went over to his side and knocked and he let me in. Now I got a good look at him. He looked younger but had a little rough beard and goatee and a band t-shirt on. He looked pretty hot and somehow hotter that I think he was a little bit younger. We both stripped and I went back to sucking him. Once he was nice and hard I sat on his cock and rode him. He fucked me against the wall of the booth too. I could tell from his moans and sighs that he wanted to cum. He told me to bend over the bench. I did and he started fucking my ass my ass harder and faster. I heard him shout and he shot another load into my already cummy hole. Fucking hot man. He started to get dressed but I noticed he bent over the bench and had his ass in the air a bit longer. He had a nice furry ass too. He asked if I fucked and I told him I do. He said he has only been fucked once and my dick got harder. I spit on my cock and his hole and tried to fuck him. He was so damn tight and I think he was intentionally pushing me out. I got the head in a little and popped it in. He had me take it out. He took a breather and said we can try again. I tried to ease my way in and I was starting to sink in. I think at one point he liked it but he said it's a little too big for him right now. I respected his decision and stopped and pulled out. We exchanged numbers. He said he likes fucking and getting sucked but wants to do more bottoming too. I told him to message me when he wants me to fuck him or play. There wasn't much there after that and guys were clearing out so I left. Playing with the Big Bear from The Group Play I got a message from the bear at the group play that I met him at when I was leaving. He said he wanted to get fucked and liked my dick. I was surprised he wanted to get fucked because he was very dominant and aggressive when he fucked me and had me suck him I loved it. But I was more then happy to fuck him. I went to his place and had asked if I liked kissing. I said I did and we kissed briefly and I played with his nipples. I was surprised he wanted me to suck him but was more then happy to suck him again. He was also getting pretty hard already. While I was sucking him he said he wanted me to fuck him. Was more then happy to and loved seeing him lay on his belly on the bed. I got on top of him and realized his hole was nice and lubed up. I tried to start gentle but he wanted me to fuck him hard. I started thinking back how both tops i've been with recently fuck me. So I pulled out all the way and slammed it back in him. I did this several times and did it with a slightly pause so it wasn't just rapid fucking. He seemed to love this and said fuck me constantly. I don't think I was doing this with quite the aim, power, and accuracy that those two tops have done to me but I have to learn somewhere and somehow. I was enjoying fucking him like this. Especially knowing it wasn't hurting him and he loving it. I tried a few different positions and angles to do this and at one point was standing up. He then asked me to fucking pound his ass. I got on top of him and started fucking him faster and constantly. I knew I wasn't going to last. It's been over a week since i've cum and I needed to shoot my load. I shot my load in him and breed him. He loved it and wanted me to put a toy in him to keep the load up there. I was happy to oblige and put one of his toys in his ass. I looked at the time and saw it was getting late so had to tell him I had to go and he understood. It was a fun and unexpected night. From a group play session at a hosts house, to fun times at the bookstore and then meeting up with one of the guys from the group play. I had a lot of fun. Until next time. Load Count 2 Bred Me: Big bear guy at group play session and hot guy at the bookstore both bred me. Load 1 Load I Bred: Bred the big bear guy at his place after fucking him.

Yup..this is gonna be another long one. Becoming Submissive to the Daddy Poz Bear I decided to email the poz daddy bear the previous night but no response. Yesterday I got a response and he asked if I wanted to get together and he wanted to breed me. I said of course I want to get together. He said he also wants to breed me regularly. Fucking hot. I could not wait to get things done so I could see him in the afternoon. I went over to his place and was way less nervous this time aside from dealing with traffic. Like last time he had a little conversation and we walked into the bedroom and stripped. I kinda shortened the play session we had last time to trim down these types of posts but I don't think I'll do it this time for a reason. I was mostly stripped except for my socks and I was just kinda looking in awe at him. Sexy older bear daddy with his hot long gray beard. Before I knew it he pushed me on my back and started sucking my cock that was already rock hard. Fuck this man was so good at sucking cock. He didn't really fuck with my foreskin so I felt pretty much all pleasure instead of discomfort and like last time I was still hard when he was sucking me. Similar to last time he straddled me and we were 69ing. He was sucking my cock and his beautiful hard poz daddy cock was in my face. I gladly took it in my hungry horny mouth and started sucking and servicing this hot daddy poz bear. He was moaning a little while I was sucking him. I think I said this last time but I'll say it again. I could suck this man for probably hours. Just something about the length and thickness of his cock I loved tasting it and feeling it go down my throat with my saliva and just wanted to take all of him. This man had other plans though. He pulled off me and had me get on all fours. He started eating my ass. Fucking love it when tops rim me. He rimmed me for a good while and then I felt some lube at my hole and his hard bear daddy poz dick press against my hole. Fuck. This time he was being a lot more gentle then the last time. He was slowly pushing his cock in me and I was feeling him sink into me. I moaned and tried to open my hole. It felt like my hole was opening. I was starting to believe I would be able to take him. This man. There is something about the way he fucks and dominates me. I can't fully explain or comprehend it other then pure lust possibly. While I was getting adjusted to his hard poz daddy bear dick he pulled all the way out of me and shoved back in. Fuck I yelled out. He continued to do this. The man was possibly power fucking me. I tried my best to relax or loosen my ass to his hard and decisive thrusts aimed at wrecking my boy hole. Flashback to Short Session with the (Hotel) Tall Daddy Top I was thinking back to an encounter I had the previous night. The previous night..I got together with the hotel daddy top who I met him and his friend at a hotel and went to his place after. He said in advance he was a little short on time but I went over to his place. This man tops very different then most tops I've been with. He does the powerful fucking style that the poz daddy bear does. It also affects me the same way where it makes me cry out and try my best to take it. But this man stops when he realizes I'm in discomfort. He tells me that he wants me to enjoy it but I told him I'm used to be used forcefully by dominant men. And they will generally take me how they want regardless of how i feel. And also I want to take it. He said he understands that but he wants me to enjoy it too. I don't fully comprehend this but I do. Just my core is used to serving and being subservient. This man did take his time with me and although he power fucked me and slammed his cock into my ass several times it was rapidly. He sort of expertly got my hole opened up more and more through the session and fucked me in different positions. He didn't end up breeding me but we were short on time and he wanted to fuck longer. We ended up after fucking just me falling asleep on his chest for a little bit I wasn't really cuddling and neither was he. But I woke up at one point and he noticed and he kinda pet my head and kinda gave me an silent motion that I can go back and nap on his chest again. Which I did for a little bit. It was more of a silent strong type affection without really being hands on. I'm very familiar with that kind. He was fine that neither of us got off he said he enjoyed it. I did too and I was kinda thankful he didn't forcefully make me take it even though in my mind and cock it would be very hot. I know that he's large and could hurt me if he was really rough. But this is a memory from a previous night. Back to the Daddy Poz Bear Top At the moment I was in currently flashing through this memory this man was taking me how he wanted to. The exact way I told the, I'll refer to him as tall top daddy now because he is tall, that I like being taken by force. And I was. I was moaning out shouting out as his cock was being slammed in my ass. I took several hits of poppers and it helped a few times. This man fucked me on my side, he used pillows to prop me in any position he saw fit, and just kept pulling and pushing and repositioning me to his needs. One of the hottest moment was he fucked me partially on my back. One leg was over his shoulder and I had my socks on. My foot with the sock on was basically touching his beard. I swear he closed his eyes for a minute and acted like he wanted to caress my foot or show something. I searched his eyes for any kind of compassion or care or just anything. But all I saw in his eyes was lust and desire. He pressed my head down on my side and held my head down for a moment as he continued to power fuck my ass. I kept yelling out and he told me to relax. Poppers were the only way I was able to partially take him. At one point he slipped out and I was on my side. He was looking at me for a moment and said what a hot sexy fucking boy I am. He briefly jacked his cock and looked at me and then pressed his hard raw daddy bear poz cock back in me. I felt him push in me and I felt some resistance and then I felt his cock pop into my hole. I yelled out again. Somewhere through the pain and discomfort and my mind really trying to figure out how to relax how to open up, how to loosen up and take him I started reeling off the pain and the pleasure. I took another hit of poppers and felt my ass up a little more. I felt each time he slammed his cock in me and pulled out. I could feel how his cock was rutting in my hole and using it for his pleasure. He said he's going to fuck and breed me when he feels like it and it's his hole now. Without pulling out he put me on my back and and my legs were on him. He started fucking me harder and I was starting to get the hang of his fucks and open my ass. I felt him get harder and I started to shout out a little bit more. He said "Fuck boy I'm sorry I'm going to fucking breed you". He intentionally fucks me in a way that lets him not cum immediately so he can fuck longer. I wonder if this is why he does he power fucks slamming into me instead of just jack hammering my ass. I've done something similar when I fuck but not with the power and precision this man does. This man's age and wisdom and experience shows when he fucks that he's fucked and dominated men over the years and that he also knows what he's doing. He makes me feel like a bottom and not even verse and I can't describe how hot that feels. To feel like a submissive bottom again truly. This is what I was thinking when I felt his cum fill my ass. This man only fucked me two days ago and he already has another huge load. God damn. I lay there for a moment and he disappeared. He came back with a hot rag and I applied it to my hole and sort of patted it to get the cum and lube off and also just to kinda relax my hole. Last time I kept his load in me. I am also thinking partially why it felt like there was so much pain and discomfort when he was fucking me because I haven't cum in almost a week or more. That might make my prostate more sensitive. But regardless of the pain and discomfort I never once told the man to stop or that I couldn't take it. Even if internally I am thrashing in pain or discomfort I never want to tell a top to stop. I guess that's the current type of submissive nature I have for better or for worse. He did his usual small talk afterwards asking more about me and wanting to learn more and then leading me out the door and saying goodbye. He told me initially when we met the first time that he wasn't looking for a relationship. I never stated I was either. But I told him I'm not either. The tall hotel daddy top said the same. Not sure if I give off some energy that I'm looking for one. But I don't state it. Or maybe it's just something personal that they both went through. I don't care what capacity it is with this poz daddy bear I'll take whatever he gives me and how much. Fetish Night at the Bar It's a little ironic because initially the traveller daddy top I see every week or so I saw him more as a guy that fucks and breeds me and then we split. It's become a little bit more hanging out afterwards. But this daddy bear poz top is definitely cum and go but he fucks me for a long time. It's a good balance and I know from years ago how it's good knowing how a top fucks and for how long and also what happens after. But anyways onto the rest of the night. I did pack a certain outfit for the evening. I've been mentally going back and forth of going on that night for the last two weeks but decided to plunge into it this night. I went to a leather store first and looked around. I was kind of wanting a new jockstrap or maybe some new piece of leather. Not the best selection but some hot stuff. I did find a gay magazine article though something that actually I was glad I found about it at this moment for later. I decided that It was time to go the bar. I almost went to another one first but decided to go to the bar I was wanting to go to. I was unfortunately very early. It was pretty dead and not much going on. I had to find a way to pass time and I did. Before I knew it there were lots of guys in the bar. It was getting a little busy and guys in certain outfits and also leather. I should state that I was wearing an old pair of leather shorts that were short and a jockstrap underneath. And a t-shirt and jean vest over that. I also wore a leather cap/hat. I got told a few weeks ago that the way I dressed was hiding my dick. The country bear told me I have a hot dick and a hot body. He said show it off. Whether it's hard or not guys want to see it and you'll get more attention if I show off my dick or if it's visible. Since the leather shorts were so short I took my cock out the jockstrap so It was hanging down my leg. Meaning if I got even a little bit hard it would peak out. And if I was fully hard then it would be snaking down my leg and horny guys or guys looking or cruising would likely notice it instantly and the uncut aspect. I was starting to form a look and style that i felt comfortable with. It was reminded me of years ago when I had a different look. I decided to get another non alcoholic drink and then I had to piss. I decided to go outside on the patio. It wasn't too busy but my instincts were to immediately got to a corner so I could get a could view on everyone on the patio and going in and out so I could people/watch cruise. Before I could really do this I heard a "Hey" shout at me. I looked over and it was the sexy big bear in a leather harness and this time leather shorts. I previously saw him when I went to the bar a few weeks ago with the country bear and I talked to him a bit last time. I wondered at the time because i was wearing a jockstrap if he was attracted to me because of the jockstrap. But regardless he was there in all of his glory with his sexy bear body, furry chest, and cute brown/reddish beard with long hair. My dick was starting to get a little hard as he spoke to me I wonder if he noticed. We started talking about pop culture/media stuff especially with the shirt I was wearing. To my surprise another guy came over and joined in the conversation. And then another and they had stuff to add and a lot of them were cute. I also noticed early a lot of the guys were boys or younger guys. At one point the guys went off and I talked to this large bear some more. At one point he said he had to go talk to someone quick. I saw him talk to a guy and then he was getting flogged by a top who looked like a professional. Damn really hot and also brought back memories of when I was flogged years ago. Part of me wanted to ask the top too but decided against it. I also didn't want to leave the spot I was at. He came back over and I said it looked like fun and he said he enjoyed it and noticed the guy flogs people who ask and did it once before so he wanted to do that again. Really loved the idea of a public flogging demonstration for newbies or people who enjoy it and a nice environment to do it in. Definitely brought back memories. At one point one of the guys came back over stating the guys they sucked in the dark room area. I loved how honest and open he was about it. The guy I was talking to joked "Is it my turn to clock in or tag in". He laughed and said he was joking. The guy I was talking to said once he came here and a popular top was getting lots of guys and he decided to be brave and ask him. He said the top was interested but said he was a little busy. He said the next time they were both at the bar the top fucked him and he was huge. He told me he doesn't come to the bar with expectations. He said sometimes he'll go in the dark room or something he won't and either he has action or not but he just enjoys being around the guys and talking to people and meeting people. What a great mentality. This is the type of mentality I needed when I was younger. At one point he was talking to others so I decided to take a piss. Before I came back I decided to take my t-shirt off and put it in the bag. I thought about taking off my leather shorts but wanted my dick to pop out when it needed or wanted to. So I kept that part on. So i was just wearing the jean vest. When I went back to the patio I saw he was a little busy talking to other guys. I decided to go to a corner and check my phone and see who was around. One of the guys who was over talking with the guy came over and talked to me. He said he liked my treasure trail. I forgot about my treasure trail showing because my shirt was off haha. We talked a little bit and then the large bearded bear came over. We were all talking a little bit more. I wasn't sure what quite happened or how it lead to this. But that guy who was talking with us went off somewhere. Something happened between me and the large bearded bear guy. We both had a look in our eyes looking at each other. He was getting a little closer to me. I was getting a little closer to him. I leaned in a little with my face and looked at him and he did the same. I decided to go for it and kissed him and he kissed back..he kissed back definitely. We were both making out passionately and damn he really liked to make out more then any guy I think i've ever been with. Air was not something he was needing apparently. But it was hot. We played with each other's nipples and i sucked his. He was grabbing my ass a few times too. I felt his cock and it was dripping. I asked if he needed his cock cleaned off. He smiled at me and said I can. I got on my knees and pulled down his leather shorts and jock strap. His cock was fucking wet. He precummed almost as much as I did. I took his thick large bear cock in my mouth. Fuck he was pretty hard. He was moaning while I sucked him. Damn I loved sucking his cock. I kinda had some worries about doing this in public but someone earlier stated two guys were fucking on the patio. So I guess this wasn't bad. We switched and I sat on a chair and he sucked my cock. He felt so fucking good on my cock. I didn't realize while I was doing this the guy who flogged people looked over at me for a moment. He did when I was with that group of guys earlier. I was enjoying him sucking me. We pulled off and went back to making out. I asked him if he wanted to play around more and he said we can go anywhere. I asked if he had a place and he said he did. So we made arrangements to go to his place. Before we did a guy came over. He was a cute guy and had a speedo like underwear on. One of the guys hanging around us said he was hot and asked if he can suck his cock. The guy said he can so he pulled out his cock and sucked it. He had a nice cock. I noticed that when his cock was being sucked his eyes were looking downwards. Was he looking at my cock through my leather shorts because I was hard and leaking watching this?. The guy I was talking to this whole time gleefully said he was next and the guy of course said yeah. I watched him suck the other guys cock it was fucking hot. Again the guy getting his cock sucked keep looking downwards. I am convinced at this point he was looking at my cock. After he sucked the random guy for a while the random guy thanked them both. He said how he likes when guys just ask him for stuff like that and it's hot. He said especially kissing. Pup Play and Kinks at the Hotel? This surprised me but he kissed the guy I was talking to they both kissed pretty passionately and made out for a bit. Damn I was fucking leaking at this point. The other guy was playing with the random guys ass and it was a hot furry ass. But I decided to just watch and enjoyed how hard my dick was and how much it was leaking. They both broke away and the Large Bearded Bear I was talking with the majority of the night said that he's taking me to his hotel for some fun. The random guy said that sounded like fun and said he'll see us around. I probably could have sucked the random guy too or played with him. But for some reason I was little nervous. He might have been hinting at me to but it wasn't direct. We said goodbye to the other guy who was hanging out with us a large part of the night he said he was heading out too. We both left and I went to the Large Bearded Bear's hotel. I was not familiar with the hotel but I followed him inside and went to his room. It was a nice room pretty big. We both started making out again when I walked in the door. We were making out near the bathroom door and he broke away for a moment. He asked what I was into or what I like. I told him I'm verse. He laughed and said he figured that out and he is too. But he was asking if I have any fetishes or kinks. I told him that I am pretty open with sexual kinks/fetishes but I don't have a specific ones that I can think of. I said I like to explore and be open to them. I did remember at the bar he was talking to the other guy about water sports. He also had a little bit of yellow on his leather shorts but it's not that noticeable especially in the dark. I told him I need to pee a little but and I'm not against water sports. He got really happy and smiled and we went into the bathroom. I'm glad that I got some practice at this a while ago with the long bearded bear beast I see often. I remember how he flooded my mouth when he pissed in mine and I was struggling. But for him I tried to control it and do a steady stream. I did exactly that. I focused and let out little bursts of piss at a time. I cannot explain how fucking HOT it was when I heard him gulping swallowing different volumes of piss loads. Like verbally hearing him gulp heavy and knowing he was drinking my piss. Fuck that was so hot. I eventually let out a steady stream and he was swallowing it all. To my surprise he did not pull off my cock. He started sucking me a little after I just pissed in his mouth. My dick was getting hard and it felt great. He looked up at me for a moment. Cute sexy young large bearded bear face with my cock in his mouth. So fucking hot. He I saw a little bit of piss in his beard too. He stood up and we both made out in the shower for quite a bit. I was going to ask but it's like he read my mind and he said let's go to the bed. We both got in the bed and we both romped around rolling around making out. It was fucking hot. I started sucking his nipples and he said I can be a little rougher. He said he doesn't mind biting either and he said he likes it rough. I told him I like it rough as well. I remember at the bar when he told me "I am a little bit kinky I hope you are too". Boy has no idea how much i've done and how much more I will still do. It's so ironic that i've almost received training on biting and controlling my aggressive moments and channeling them into play with not quite dominance but my own form and style of play. I was really biting down on his nipples and sucking them and he was moaning and saying how good it felt. When we were making out I started biting his lip and he loved that and said he loves being bitten. I started to feel the inner creature in me coming out. Whether it's a pup, a creature, or whatever it is it was wanting to come out. I started licking his face and beard and biting him some more. He was loving this. I worked my way down and played with his other nipple. Then I made my way to his cock. His cock was pretty damn thick. I took his cock in my mouth and started sucking him. A little bit slowly but then with a little more suction and force and he was loving it. I felt like if I kept doing this I could probably make him cum but I wasn't ready for that yet and I didn't think he was. I was enjoying sucking his fat bear cock though. He pulled me up and he started grabbing my hair. I started moaning and switched back to my submissive side for a moment. He started playing with my hole and spit on his fingers. Fuck I generally do not like being fingered or really let guys finger me but I was loving him fingering me. I think he had two fingers in me. He was actually fucking me with his fingers which I specifically do not let guys do. I know the long bearded bear beast has fingered me with two fingers but he didn't really fuck me with his fingers just kinda opened my hole a little and played with it. I told him he can fuck me if he want and he said he'd be down for that. We went back to making out some more. I was kinda curious because at the bar he said he was a pup and identified as one. He even told me his pup name. I asked him what kind of pup play he likes or if there is anything he wants to try. He told me he's actually pretty new to it. He said he's only recently started getting gear and going out and talking to other pups and hasn't played with many. I thought this was interesting. I told him I had an interest in it years ago. But I kind of had to box it away and store it possibly temporarily or forever. But said I haven't really sought it out and never really understood it. I told him that I don't really know what consists of pup play. He said he wasn't entirely sure but he said the things that I was doing seemed like it was. He said pup play is also not always defined by masks or gear and different pups might have different forms of play. I was starting to growl a little bit when were playing and holding back some noises. But for some reason when he told me this it's like he awakened or unlocked a part of me that I thought was just gone. Whether this is the creature or a pup or something else I don't know. But I was tired of holding back and wanted to let it out. We made out some more and he told me loved it when I am rough with him. He says he loves that aggressive energy. He really wanted to bring it out in me. I went back to kissing him and my eyes expression shifted and my tone my changed. I went from being passionate and sweet to making out to starting to bit him. I started with his lip and then bite his beard. I started licking his face and beard frantically. I was also scratching his face and arms and body and humping my cock on him. I was starting to yelp and whimper. I also started to growl a little bit. I then bit his ear and started shaking my head while growling and biting down him. He was loving this and whimpering a little bit himself. I have no idea what form of pup play this is even if it is. But all I was thinking about was instinctually and animalisticly letting out my aggression on him and being playful and rough at the same time. I loved scratching and biting him and licking him with the frantic energy. Just as he was helping me find my inner potential or creature I was helping him as well. His whimpers and moans started to turn into growls. He started licking my face frantically. He also flipped me over. He started biting my neck and growling and I whimpered and moaned and yelped. To my surprise he took his big meaty bear hands and started spanking my ass. Since he's a big bear of a man he has ALOT of weight and force power with his hands. He did not have to spank me rough just him lightly doing it I felt the impact and contact of his hand go through-out my body and it made me wimper and moan. I started trying to remember when I used to get spanked years ago. I stuck my ass out or tried to when expecting the impact of his hand. He started getting a little more heavy handed too. I was still taking it but it was starting to hurt. He just kept growing and spanking my ass and then he started fingering me again. Fuck. He started biting down on my ear like I did to him. Fuck he was biting my ear and shaking it just like I did and growling. He was scratching and pawing my ass too and back. Fuck this was so fucking hot. He flipped me over and I started sucking his cock. I frantically sucked his cock moaning and wimpering. He had so much fucking precum and I felt his load start to shoot in my mouth. Just as he was cumming he lost balance on the bed for a moment and pulled out of my mouth. I swallowed as much as I could before he forcibly pulled out. We both kinda laughed it off and then we both took a breather. I cannot describe the mental headspace and switch on and off in my head of going to that creature headspace and focusing all the energy and aggression and then switching back when I was being taken. But I loved every moment of it. We both lay on each other for moment. We both cuddled a little bit too. He told me earlier that he likes cuddling and I said I do when it's with a guy I really like. We made out a bit more while cuddling. It was getting VERY late in the morning. I blacked out a few times or passed out might cuddling or mid making out. He laughed and said it was impressive how I was still making out with him when I passed out for a moment. He had stuff he had to do in the morning and so did I. He said once his place is ready that i'm more then welcome to his place. I staggered a little getting dressed. It was a long but FUN night. Never expected any of this to happen. Reflection It's so interesting how he just moved to the area. And the poz daddy bear top I've gotten together with twice also recently moved into the area. I really had no expectations going to the bar since I already got loaded by the poz daddy bear and fucked and bred thorough. I was just genuinely looking to meet guys and maybe make a friend or have a good conversation and if I was lucky then yeah make out, play around, and fuck. And while fucking didn't happen the headspace that we both experienced kinda meant more then just fucking for this session. He asked me during part of the making out while we were romping around on the bed what I'm looking for. I thought about what I told a guy I liked but we didn't have a kink/fetish connection he was very vanilla. And then I thought about what I told potential fuck buddy friend that I'm just looking for friends a while ago and he said that was cool. That was the southern bear. I am so open with my sexuality and what I do and am open to do. I decided I should also decided to be that way regarding any kind of connection or relationship. I honestly told him I'm pretty open and don't have any expectations. He said that sounds good and just seeing where things go is good he said he kinda felt the same. I wonder what would have happened if I told that to the other guys instead of the answer I gave one guy and then the southern bear "just friends". I haven't even seen the southern bear in a while but i've wanted to. He did invite me to something at some point in the future so he still has interest with staying in touch at least. I exchanged number with the large bearded bear before we parted. I have no idea what this means for my creature/pup side either. I know that this creature side of me has been getting stronger and hungrier with each sexual encounter. And I could definitely feel that a lot of things I repressed over the years and being able to bring out was not only extremely hot but powerful and enlightening. I really have no idea where all this taking me but I'm loving the journey and discovery and the fun. And yup..this was another long post. Ah I thought it was going to be an uneventful night other then the poz daddy bear top dominating and taking my hole for his pleasure and breeding the submissive side of me. I really expected to just go to the bar and nothing happening or just going to the dark room and maybe sucking or fucking and going home. I'm glad everything happened the way it happened. It's probably time to take a break for a bit. Unless I get together with the recent guys i've gotten together with soon. It has been a wild and fun week. I still can't kinda believe some of the stuff that happened this week but i've loved it all..mostly. Until next time.. Loads taken Anal: 1 Load taken by the poz daddy bear who fucked and bred me. Loads Taken Oral: The large bear at the hotel shot some of his load in my mouth that I swallowed.

This is going to be a long one and it's more then just the Poz Daddy Bear in the tile. For those who don't like reading a lot I tried to break it down into sections. I didn't think I was going to write as much and tried not to but it was a pretty busy and eventful evening. It was way more then just one encounter. The usual reflections is at the end and listed as well. The load count is at the very end if that's what you want too. I'll keep trying to write less though. Those who do enjoy these lengthy posts though I do appreciate it. The Poz Daddy Bear It just occurred to me recently. I don't know of all the guys I've played with recently both fucked and bottomed for have been poz or not. I believe most of the guys who I've gotten together with regularly or met are generally neg but on meds. This man messaged me last week and the first thing he said was he was poz. I was a bit busy over the weekend so I messed him this evening. I was supposed to meet up with someone for dinner but they cancelled on me so I decided to send him a message. I was surprised and happy that he was readily available and wanting me to come over. I headed to his place and the first thing he said when I pulled into the driveway is if he checks out. I said yeah of course. I parked and he was up at his unit and waved to me. I walked the steps to his unit. He was a very hot man. He had a medium to long beard that extended down but it was a little trimmed. It was a hot gray beard. He had some hair on his head too gray hair. We had a quick kiss for the moment when I walked in. I'm not sure why I was so nervous was it that I was horny because it's been almost a week since I played or got off? Or maybe because we were both the same status and he was open about it and I wasn't. He wasn't intimidating but for some reason I was a little nervous about him. We went to the bedroom and stripped and went to playing. He sort of pushed me on my back on the bed and maneuvered me around and starting sucking my uncut cock. I've mentioned this before but I don't always get hard when I get sucked. But damn this hot poz bearded bear daddy was making me hard. I felt like I was precumming too. He changed positions and we were basically 69ing. He had a hot cock too it was semi curved and had a nice thickness to it. He pulled and pushed me around some more and started eating my ass. He said I was sexy and hot and asked if he could fuck me. I remember when we chatted last week he told me he was an oral top. Apparently he wasn't. He put me on all fours and I felt his cock start to slide into me. He handed me some poppers too which I needed because I hadn't been fucked in a while. I was not anticipating the way he fucked though. I think I figured he'd just pump in me a few times and and cum and then I'd go. I was very wrong about this too. While initially sliding in me he was a little gentle this hot poz daddy bear pushed in deep. Fuck my hole was tight and it was a while since I got fucked too. I was not ready for this man but I was taking him regardless. He basically punched his dick in and out of me a few times fuck it was hard and hurt a little. I never said stop though or no. It felt good even though it was some discomfort with him jamming in me hard and fast. He also switched positions with me several times. I was on my back, on my side, on my stomach, this man just pulled and grabbed me and put me wherever he saw fit and I obeyed. He said he was a good boy and I thanked him and said I love getting fucked by the hot daddy bear. He seemed like being called Daddy. He told me that ass is his now and he's going to fuck and breed me regularly when he wants. I was on on my side at this point on several pillows. He said fuck I'm not ready to cum yet I don't want to cum yet. But he fucked me harder and faster and after poppers and getting fucked by him several times my hole was becoming a little less tight. He shouted and said he's going to breed me and shot his hot daddy bear poz load into me. Fuck he shot a huge load in me too. I moaned when he was breeding me and he just stayed in me for a little bit. I apologized for being so tight and also out of practice. I told him I don't get fucked a lot and I generally end up topping mostly. He said he's not surprised with my cock size and thickness. But he said my ass was hot and he had fun. We chatted a bit after it was nice talking to someone who was openly poz. He said he always discloses his status he said he's been turned down by guys before. I told him I really don't ever disclose my status. I said I used to be only if they ask. Fortunately his free time schedule is very similar to mine. There are a few other similarities we have too. He walked me to the door and we chatted some more and gave me a kiss and told me to have a great night. He gave me his number after and texted me. Another session with the Traveller Daddy Top Well I was more then happy to get his number because I definitely want to see him again. I checked online and saw a familar daddy top who sent me a message. I was just intending to go home. But he asked what I was up to. I told him just around and I asked him if he's eaten yet. He disclosed last time he puts up an listing and generally eats while waiting. He was upfront about wanting to fuck this evening. I told him I'm ready so I headed over to his place. I also mentioned before that I wasn't sure if he'd be cool with a load in me in advance but I was going to find out. I went to his place and as soon as I got in the door we were making out. I played with his nipples and his very furry chest. I slowly lowered my knees and sucked on his nipples gently. I then sank my knees lower until I was on my knees on his floor in his hallway. I licked and sniffed his underwear he was in and sucking around his cock while he was in his underwear. He was hard and it didn't take him long for him to take his underwear off. In no time at all I was sucking on his fat daddy cock. I forgot how thick and hard his cock is it felt good in my throat. He was moaning while I was sucking him nursing his cock. He pulled me off after a little bit and he told me to get undressed. I stripped my clothes and walked over to him laying on the bed a very familiar sight. I crawled over him and we both started making out. He has initially been a more reserved kisser but I've noticed each encounter he's gotten a little more passionate with his kissing. I really enjoying kissing and making out with him. I played with his nipples and then went back to sucking his cock and his balls. After sucking him for a bit he pulled me up and we went back to kissing. I was starting to grind my ass against cock or wiggle it a little and tease him. He apparently had enough foreplay and he turned me over where I was on all fours with my head near the back of the bed. We actually haven't fucked like this before. I should have mentioned this earlier but I kept the load from the hot poz daddy bear. I don't know what came over me but I didn't want to lose or dump the load from that man. I wondered if this travelling top would be able to tell. He handed me the poppers and I took a hit and felt his fat daddy dick push in my hole. Fuck he was big. But my hole was taking it. I felt him sink in all the way. The poppers were probably helping too. I started backing up on him a little bit. He did not used to like this but I think he's changed his opinion. I seemed to really love me backing up on his dick and matching his thrusts. Fuck his cock was so big in me. He took a hit of poppers myself and resumed fucking me. I could feel not only my ass loosening up. But the cum from the hot daddy poz bear sloshing around inside me. I could tell that my ass was full of cum and sloppy. I could feel the traveller top fuck and push the load around. At one point I stuck my ass up and this man was just enjoying fucking and pounding me and hearing the cum sloshing around it feeling it was so hot. It felt like it was coming out of my ass too and dripping out. I then felt him fuck me faster and harder and felt all the cum in me even more and he shouted and he was fucking breeding me. Fuck i've mentioned before he has his loads but with his huge load mixed with the large load from the hot poz daddy bear my ass was filled and probably overfilled. I felt so full feeling all the cum flood my hole. He told me in advance that he hasn't fucked any guys since we last got together so roughly a week load. After he was done breeding me he pulled out of me. We lay next to each other for a moment and kinda talked and caught up a bit. I keep learning more about him every time after he fucks and breeds me. The Stocky Daddy at the Baths Usually I go to the bathroom before I leave and push his load out but I wasn't tonight for some reason. I had to get some gas and was going to look around when I was I got a message on an app. A hot stocky daddy was wanting to play and fuck. There were a few things with this I should have realized before but I didn't. He couldn't host so he suggested we go the bath house. I went and waited for him and then he wanted me to pick him up but he wasn't far. It was a long wait to wait for him but eventually we got the the bath house. I did tell him I have things to do in the morning so can't stay out late and he understood. We both got lockers. He was a pretty hot man very stocky and hairy and a trimmed beard. We went into an open-ish area I've never explored before. He said he wanted me to suck him while he watched some porn on his phone or read it. I thought fucking hot so I started sucking his cock and it didn't take long until his fat stocky daddy cock was hard. He told me to straddle him so I turned around and sank my cummy hole on his hard cock. Fuck he was big and thick. I was kinda yelping and crying out as I was riding him. He put his hand over my mouth to stifle my moans and I muffled into his hand. He said I have a hot ass. I was at first riding him but then he was pumping his cock in and out of my hole. He said he's going to cum so he asked me to stop for a moment. I stopped and got off him. We went around the bath house a little bit. We went downstairs and in the open area he lay naked on a chair. I sucked him like before and a slim daddy with a trimmed white beard came over. He told me to suck him so I did. I rode the stocky daddy's cock while I was sucking the random daddy in front of him. The stocky daddy then told me to suck him while he's laying down on the chair. They changed positions and I was on my hands and knees on the chair sucking him. The stocky daddy said my ass looks hot sticking out waiting to be fucked. He got behind me and started fucking me. I was moaning and muffling while sucking the guy in the chair. The slim daddy in the chair said how hot my mouth was. He said I'm a good boy and he was enjoying me sucking him. He said he was going to cum so he asked me to pull off so do I did. The stocky daddy pulled off me and we went to the other play area. We got on a leather bench that was flat and had plenty of space. I sucked him and another random guy came over. Before I knew it the stocky daddy was sucking the other guy. The slim daddy followed us and I was on my knees sucking him. He pulled me up and he kissed me. We made out a little bit and I played with his nipples. He had a nice sexy furry body. He said I'm a hot boy and he wanted to cum and wanted me to swallow his load. I got back on my knees and worked his cock with my mouth. I took it slow and steady and deep. He was moaning and sighing as I was sucking him. He was playing with my nipples a little bit and I played with his. It wasn't long before he said he was going to cum and shot his load in my mouth. I always love swallowing a load I have a moment of excitement with my eyes and just feeling the cum fill my mouth and tasting it is so hot. We kissed a little afterwards and he thanked me. We both stood up and he said we were both hot and fun and he wandered off. The random daddy that the stocky daddy I came with were still going at it. I heard some groaning and moaning and the stocky daddy was swallowing the random guy's load. The stocky daddy suggested we go to the sling area. I got in the sling and and put the loops around my legs. It's been a VERY long time since i've been in a public sling. I felt him push his thick stocky daddy cock in me. Fuck his cock felt so good pushing the loads deeper in me. While he was fucking me a very sexy stocky daddy bear came by with glasses. The stocky daddy motioned him over. He was in a towel and he came around to my side. He was stroking his cock and he the stocky daddy told me to suck him. I leaned over and took his cock in my mouth. He also had a nice thick cock. The stocky daddy bear was fucking me in the sling while I was sucking the stocky bear wearing glasses was feeding me his cock. He was hard and enjoying it but he pulled out for a moment. He said he'll be back later and left. Once again the stocky daddy was fucking me harder and more aggressive. He said once again he was going to cum but didn't want to. I didn't try to make him cum but I could have. He pulled out of me and we went back to the outdoor open area. I was having fun sucking him and he told me suck a random guy an another chair. They weren't interested. We went back inside to the play area and he told me to go over to the group of guys in the towel and take turns sucking them. I went over them and they did not notice me or look my way at all. I went back to him and told him they weren't interested. We went back to the outdoor chair area and I was riding his cock. A staff member said we can't play outside. Whoops our bad I didn't know that I only played outside cause he said it was fine lol. I don't think the stocky daddy I was playing with realized that it was very dead at the baths and not a lot of guys. But I let him know that I need to get going soon. He understood and I showered and on the way back upstairs I passed the stocky bear with glasses again. He looked at me and I looked at him and I walked upstairs. I went to my locker and when I was getting changed and saw him by the lockers again. He looked at me but then he looked away and walked off. I left with the stocky daddy and he wanted me to drop him off at a gas station so I did. He said he might go back later in the evening and we both thanked each other and parted. The Daddy Bear with Glasses at the Baths I was heading to get some food since I have not eaten all day before heading home. To no surprise I got a message on an app. He was a cute daddy bear that happened to have glasses. He unlocked his pictures and I unlocked mine. He asked where I went. He told me his room number. I realized quickly it was the same guy I was sucking in the sling and the guy who kept giving me glances. I told him I left already. He told me to come back and he wants me to suck and service him. I literally had no hesitation. I told him Okay. I headed back and got my key back and stripped and made my way towards his room. He was in his room laying down. He was a big bear of a man he had a sexy furry chest, nice nipples and a trimmed beard and glasses. God bears and daddies who wear glasses turns me on like nothing else haha. He didn't seem big on kissing so I played with his nipples which he seemed to love and then I made my way to his cock. It was semi hard but I got him hard pretty quickly. He kept saying how great my mouth and throat felt and how much he was needed a good cocksucker. I forgot that the stocky dad who was fucking me earlier and who I was servicing also called me a cock sucker and faggot it was hot. This daddy bear with glasses said how much he loved me sucking him and said he wants to fuck me and have others fuck me. He said he wants other guys to load me and to fuck my sloppy hole. I told him about the encounters I had tonight and previous loads in me. He said how hot that was and he loves a hot slutty sexy boy. I asked if he wanted to fuck me and he told me to ride his cock. I sat down on his cock and started riding him. He had a hot thick cock. I should have said earlier but I unfortunately pushed most of the two loads in me out before I left the baths the first time because I actually did intend to go home before I took my shower. My hole was still wet and still had some cum in there. The daddy bear with glasses was enjoying me riding his cock and said what a hot ass I have. He told me to show him how much of a slut and whore I am. I rode his cock I moved my ass back and forth on his cock. I straddled him more and lowered my hole and pushed my ass on his cock and pulled up more. I did all kinds of different positions to show this sexy bear daddy with glasses how much of a whore and slut I am and craving his daddy dick. He was loving this and said what a hot slut I am. He told me he was close to cumming and he was sweating a bit. He said he was getting a little too hot and asked me to open the door. He was not wrong I have not played in the rooms that much there but I was surprised how hot the room did get. I opened the door and then I got on my knees and hands and he went back to laying down. I sucked him with my ass sticking in the air. He said how hot I was with my ass in the air and said that if a guy comes in I need to suck them or take their cock and load in my ass. A guy did come in. I think this might have been the same guy earlier that the stocky daddy sucked but could be wrong. He had a very long and kind of flat cock. But fuck his dick was long and I loved sucking him. He enjoyed me sucking him too. I pulled my mouth off and asked if he wanted to fuck and he said no. The daddy bear with glasses told me to try to convince him. I got on the bed again and with my ass in the air tried to wiggle it for him but he said he doesn't fuck. He left the room. The daddy bear with glasses encouraged me saying not everyone likes to fuck but that my ass is hot and if a man wants it they will come in and take my ass. While we were playing a very sexy looked to be younger orange haired stocky cub came by. He had a lightly trimmed beard and goatee but the orange hair was pretty hot. He asked the daddy bear with glasses if we did substances and he said no. He said damn he was looking for that but said he might be back later. I had fun playing with the daddy bear with glasses and I tried sucking him to get him off. I almost did a few times. But I think there were reasons why he wasn't cumming. But regardless I thanked him and told him I had fun but I can't stay all night and had to head out. He understood and said he had fun and hopes to see me again. I went to take a shower similar to last time but I took one upstairs. When I got out of the shower and was drying off that hot ginger cub came out of nowhere. He looked me up a down and was staring at me. He said I'm hot and look like fun. He asked if I had a room and I said no. He asked if I do substances and I also told him no. He looked a little disappointed. I didn't try to encourage him that he can do it but I don't. It was a little bit of a shame because he was pretty damn hot but oh well another time. I went to my locker to check my phone. I was very surprised that I got a text with the guy who cancelled on dinner with me earlier in the evening asking if I was up. I sort of got a flashback to when he would ask me that kind of question years ago. I just kind gave a non chalant answer I figured he'd probably be going to sleep soon it was late. Also during me going back to the baths the second time and getting the locker and going to the locker to basically check out I got a text from someone. I was talking to them just a little as I arrived and when I left. It was the hotel daddy from the previous night/post. He was very casually asking me what I was up to and doing. I told him I'm around just hanging out after I was leaving the baths. If I did more back and forth with him when I first arrived I might have been able to get together with him. I left the baths and got some food and then headed home. Not really anyone trying to get together when I left but I was a little tempted but figured I've had enough and it's late I went home. Reflection on the Night I learned throughout the night that talking to both the stocky daddy and the bear daddy with glasses that they both knew each other and both did substances. That explains neither of them able to or willing to cum likely. But regardless it was as hot night. Different experience from when the Country Daddy Bear led me around would have been probably been more fun if the baths weren't dead. But I'm glad I had fun. It was a great night having new and familiar encounters both. I did not intend for a lot of this to happen I figured it was just that one new poz daddy bear and then that led to seeing the travelling top again and led to so much more. It is fun how encounters can happen and form almost a chain of events. The most glaring detail I did not notice until halfway through the night is that I was FULL Bottom Submissive boy this evening with all these encounters. I have been fucking and breeding so much or flip flopping. Yes I've been fucked occasionally but a full night of just bottoming is very rare and has not happened in years. I knew that the stocky daddy did get fucked too and I was going to bred him if he gave me a load ;P. But it was kinda nice and fun being a bottom only. The poz daddy bear made me realize how out of practice I am with getting my hole ravaged and slammed and fucked. But it was fun and I liked he wasn't patient and just wanted to fuck me how he wanted. He probably brought out a lot of the submissive bottom in me earlier in the evening. There is still a side of me that was wanting to fuck after all this heading home and kinda even now. But I'm sure I'll have a chance to fuck later on and likely more chances to bottom again. Just love exploring my sexuality and and sort of expanding my limits or loosening them up. Like keeping the loads in me without thinking about it. That's something I would have done years ago. Load counts in me bred - 2 Loads bred into me by a hot poz daddy bear and the traveller daddy. Both huge loads and fucked and bred me thorough Load counts swallowed - 1 load from the hot slim daddy who I sucked off and swallowed his warm salty load. I know this was as lot but it was a very eventful evening. Until next time...

I used to do this a lot in my younger days. I think some tops or guys actually wanted bareback but didn't want to admit it. I remember a guy once I went to his place and he had a condom on his night stand and we never used it. I remember some guys would be like "I really want to fuck you bare" and I'd be like ok sure. A lot of tactics I used to do was kind rub my ass against their raw dick and tease their raw cock with my hole. This would work most of the time and they'd realize they want their raw dick in my hole over a dumb condom. Did not always work. Sometimes some guys or tops were commited to the condom. I would generally intentionally be extra tight or give resistance. If they asked why I'd just say I'm not used to condoms or the latex kinda bothers me. And either they would keep trying a few times but then just give up and be like "Fuck it" and just fuck me raw. At places like sex clubs or similar places guys were usually pretty quick to drop the condom if either I let them know I wanted it raw. Sometimes I would take the condom off the guy before he fucked me. He would know I was doing this of course but I wonder if it kinda turned them on knowing that I was dismissing the condom and giving them full control to decide to fuck me raw and bareback me. I did have a guy or two who did not like that though and would either call it off completely or just take out a new condom but that was pretty rare. This was all YEARS ago before Prep PEP or any of like that was really on the market. I want to say "most" guys now probably are more likely to fuck bare. But I have seen on apps and websites guys list condoms or or say side which makes me think they might be more serious about condoms. Fortunately I haven't really ran into this aside from side guys. I did have a guy recently though who was hesitant to fuck without a condom until I told him i'm undetectable then he really had no issues after that. And since then he has only fucked me bareback and raw. It's kinda comical to think that I had to barter with him almost on not wearing a condom when we first got together. I don't think I would intentionally or try to get together with a guy on an app or website that says they use condoms unless there was a serious attraction or connection between us both. Then I'd probably have to think if I could convince them or not.

So last night I had tentative plans with someone to meet in public. I messaged them during the day to see if they were still on. They said that "Something" came up and I understand things happen. It was funny when I was looking at certain *event* yesterday and who was going though. I did kind of think of going to that event as well. Last time as I wrote about I went with the Country Daddy Bear and he fucked me in pretty much every position and every location there. But I wasn't sure if I could go there myself. But fortunately near the end of the day a friend/fuck buddy? sent me a message asking if I wanted to get together yesterday. I thought "Hell yes" and told him I'm free. We briefly chatted and planned to meet in the evening. I drove over to his place really excited to see him again. I arrived and this time knew where I was going unlike last time. I went to his apartment and walked up and saw him laying down on his bed in just some light gym shorts. I did not recognize him at first. I believe the last time I saw him he had a thicker bushier beard but this time it was trimmed. He still looked sexy to me and I got a better look at him when he got off the bed and greeted me. His beard may have been trimmed a bit but he still had sexy salt and pepper in his beard and his hair which was cut short. He immediately grabbed me and gave me a big bear hug and kissed me. We both embraced each other and made out for a little bit. A little refresher last time I got together with him he fucked me and I was trying to fuck him but we ran out of time and his repair person came over and interrupted us. I felt so bad about that last time especially since he prepped himself. I was ready to make it right this time. We got on the bed and he kinda pulled me around close to him. We made out some more and I licked and sucked his nipples. He moaned a lot I know I saw guys moan often but he was REALLY moaning. Same as when I played with and licked his balls. I went to his uncut cock and sucked him as well. I was really enjoying sucking him and feeling his cock get hard in my mouth. He was not only groaning and moaning but also kind of growling. I forgot that he sort of did that last time too it's very hot. After I sucked him for a little bit he pulled me up to him again. We made out some more and I said to him softly "I want to fuck you.". He smiled and said "Yeah?". We made out a little bit more and I rolled him over on his belly. I think he put some lube on his hole but I spit on his hole and my hard uncut cock. I gently pushed into him. He was groaning and moaning and growling again when my raw cock was pushing into him. He was pretty tight too. Hot fucking tight bear ass. I pumped in and out slowly until eventually the head of my cock popped into his hole completely and I was in. I still pumped in and out gently and loved hearing him moan and groan and growl a little bit. I started to pull my cock out more all the way and then push it in. Fuck my cock was rock hard. I loved watching my uncut raw cock go in and out of his hot ass too. I didn't really want to cum immediately I wanted to fuck him for a bit. And I did just that. I switched off on fucking him and hard and fast and switched between pulling my cock almost all the way out and back in. I also have not done this in a while but I sort of raised my body and pushed my cock in and out of him while standing/crouching kind of. Not sure what position or fuck position it's called but I'm sure if you've seen it then you'd know. But it was hot fucking him like this and he was loving it. I also at one point put him on his side and I held him as I fucked him. That was fucking hot. I thought back to that hot hotel daddy top who was holding me when he was fucking me and I wanted to do that myself. I kissed his neck, bit his ear, and also his neck when I was fucking him on his side. I almost came this way. I decided to put him back on his belly. I decided that it was about time for me to cum. I shoved my dick in and out of his hole all the way and pushed deep in him. He was really groaning, moaning, and growling now. I started fucking him faster and told him I'm going to cum. It didn't take long and I shot a load into his hot ass. Felt so hot feeling my cum leave and fill his hole. I layed on him for a moment and then rolled off. He kinda pulled me after and manuvered me to where he wanted to me to be. We were both on our sides making out with each other. After making out for a little bit he climbed on top of me but I was on my side. I don't know what it is about bears wanting to push and pull me so much and maneuver and paw me constantly but I fucking love it. Before I knew it my ass was partially in the air and I felt his raw uncut bear dick push in my hole. Fuck his dick was wet too he must have been precumming a lot. He pulled my body closer to him and I raised my ass in the air. Fuck he was growling and moaning and groaning while he was fucking me. His dick felt so damn good. I kept raising my ass in the air while he was fucking me. At one point I got on my knees while he was fucking me and felt him go in deeper into me. I was loving his pace of him fucking me and then he pushed me down and I was on my stomach. I still raised my ass in the air and I felt his breathing get heavier and his moans get deeper and heard him growl more. He shouted out and fuck he FILLED my ass up. I felt his load flood me even when he was done pumping his cock in me I still felt his hot bear load fill my ass. Fuck. After Sex After he bred me he kind layed on top of me. He asked if I he was squishing me but I responded that he knows I like that anyways. He laughed and rolled off me. We both lay on our side and we cuddled a little bit. I don't ever remember this man being that big on affection. Even though we played a bit in the past years ago and got to together several times. I just don't know why I can't remember. Unlike last time this time we had a bit of time to talk and kinda hang out. But it was kinda nice that we were doing this while both next to each other and holding each other. We kinda reminisced on the past like how we first met in a public bathroom and he fucked me and I fucked him in there and we almost got caught. I told him about some of my encounters and how I've done a bit of public play semi recently. He said he hasn't like he used to. He also said he hasn't really gone out to the clubs or baths recently. We both went down memory lane of places that used to exist and don't anymore. I didn't even remember that we played at some of those places. I told him too I thought he was around my age or slightly older. He corrected me saying he was much older. I don't know why I thought he was younger all this time. But I do know he's grown in frame and size a lot over the years. He's become a very sexy bear but he's always been sexy and fun. It was just fun catching up. I even told him tonight that a certain event was going on. He said he hasn't been to that since it was at a previous location. I told him it's okay but last time I really only had fun because the country daddy bear led me around. He told me that sounds like it was really fun and hot. I told him for some reason I can't quite let go or unleash myself on my own. But I said it's better then I was younger at least worrying about perception of others. He knew exactly what I used to be like in my younger days. I knew he was wild but found out more about him as well. He said he's never really cared what others have thought of him. I told him I used to way too much but don't anymore at least. He said most guys in the area are sluts or whores anyways and they just own it. We talked about some other stuff which was nice too. I learned a little bit more about his relationship too that I didn't fully know but it was interesting to hear. I always like hearing about dynamics of others relationship. The situation seems to work for them. We had fun catching up and cuddling and hanging out and making out some more. He did have to go though and so did I. I used the bathroom before I left and damn there was so much cum that came out. The level of cum and the load volume reminds me of the Traveller Daddy Top I get together with often. I left and did kinda do other stuff during the night. Nothing sexual but did sort of try for another encounter or two. I did not feel the need to go that event at least. It was a great night. Got to see my fuckbuddy bear friend that I haven't seen in maybe over a month or so. Had fun flip flopping with him and also making out and the body contact aspect and just hanging out. Couldn't have really asked for more. Things will be kinda busy over the next few days so probably a break from fooling around for a bit. I am perfectly fine with this though it's been fun these last few days. I think my hole is still kinda sore from that hotel daddy top with his thick cock stretching me and how much he fucked me too. But that was fun. At the very least I'll probably have a nice load saved up by the time I play again. And I've been enjoying saving it for guys I play with instead of a random guy wanting to suck me or just hooking up with a bottom. The verse play life has been a lot of fun. Load Count 1 Load I Bred into the Hot Bear Fuck Buddy 1 Load that Bred me by the Hot Bear Fuck Buddy Until next time...

Thank you. I am thinking back what he said about flip fucking with a guy in a single session. He is absolutely right that is really rare especially the energy we both had of him fucking me and me fucking him basically immediately after. I can probably count one hand how much that's happened in the past 2-3 months. But yeah he was extremely hot and I hope to see him again.

What I night this was thinking back on this and typing this from last night. Damn. Well I had some tentative plans tonight to see a certain familiar guy. I ended up seeing one though. I reached out to him letting him know I was free and he mentioned he has dinner with friends in the evening and might be available after. A certain top who I've gotten together with few times was online as well. I messaged him and he was looking but he said he was kinda horny but wasn't entirely sure anymore. We talked a little back and forth and I ended up getting him horny. Around the same time someone messaged me asking if I wanted to play with him and his friend. He said I can fuck his friend and then he'll fuck me. Profile was showing daddy type and top. An interesting offer and it made my dick hard. I said sure and I was heading out anyways. While I was out he sent me the details of the hotel. I was a little nervous doing this especially since he didn't have a face picture which generally i don't do. But I figured at least at a hotel if the vibe isn't right I can just walk away. Of course when I parked the top who was talking back and forth with me asked if I wanted a load and wanted to be bred. Of course I did but he also asked if I need some time. So I told him I need some time and headed into the hotel to meet two complete strangers. The door was cracked open like they said it would be which was also kinda exciting. The Hotel Scene I walked into the door and to my surprise did not see anyone. I saw what looked like a reflecting of two guys together in a mirror. But it wasn't a mirror it was the other part of the room. The daddy top who messaged me called me over into the other room. I saw him sitting down with another guy bent over sucking his dick. He looked pretty hot a taller man with a hot beard that was trimmed and also looked like a shaved head. He spoke to me in a very deep southern sexy voice. It was also more like a command. He said "Get undressed and make yourself comfortable". I don't know why if it was his tone or his accent or voice or just looking at him. But I stripped my clothes and was rock hard. I looked at him getting sucked off by his friend and his friend's ass in the air. I didn't even know what his friend looked like but I saw a hot ass in front of me that this daddy top asked me to fuck in his prior messages. I spit on my cock but he also told me there was some lube. His hole felt a little a tight but I spit on my cock and put some lube in this bottom's ass. I gently pushed my dick in and was surprised his hole was a lot more open on the inside. I'm not sure if loose is the correct term but it might be. I don't fuck a lot of loose or open bottoms. But my dick felt great being able to go all the way in and out. I started fucking him with harder thrusts since I knew he could take it. The bottom kept saying how big and great my dick felt. The top said that I have a big dick too and complimented me and said that I know how to fuck. All of this was making my dick harder. I started pulling my dick out more and teasing the bottoms hole. This was making my dick harder too. It felt hot being able to really fuck this bottom the way I wanted to fuck and he was loving every minute of it and not pulling away. I was having fun fucking and being watched and admired by the hot daddy top. But I knew I needed to cum soon and the bottom also wanted my load. I fucked the bottom faster and harder with deeper thrusts and shouted out as I shot my load in his open hole. Fuck it was hot. I stayed in him for a few moments and then pulled out. The bottom got up and then got on one of the beds. He said that was a big dick and he loved getting fucked by me. He was doing something else and the top spoke to me. He said that was fucking watching me fuck his friend. He asked if I wanted to get fucked next. I got a look at his body he had a nice sexy furry chest. His cock was pretty big and fat too. He told me to get on the bed and I got on the bed. I got on all fours and presented my ass to this hot top man. I felt him put some lube on my hole and then felt his dick press in. I made sure to prep in advance of course but FUCK his dick was really big and stretching me. I still don't fully know how he was able to do this but from playing with him later I have a slight idea. His dick felt hot fucking me and he started fucking me slowly. But he was fucking me deep. I was pulling back and giving a little resistance. I learned later that he actually really liked this even though it wasn't intentional. He said I have a hot ass and he was enjoying fucking me. He pulled out of me and went back to fucking his friend on the other bed. It was hot watching them fuck I was kind in awe. Maybe I looked a little awkward watching them. The top called me over and I kissed him a little bit and played with his nipples. He was really enjoying this and he said to get beside the bottom he was fucking. He said it's always been a fantasy of his to fuck two bottoms at the same time. Well I love to serve so I was going to make this man's fantasy a reality. I got on all fours next to the bottom and it was hot hearing the bottom get fucked. After a little bit I felt his cock at my hole again and he started fucking me. Fuck this man was so big and thick I kept trying to do everything I could to relax and take him but it was more difficult for me. He said I'm pretty tight and I told him I don't get fucked a lot. That's very truthful I do more fucking then I get fucked. He pulled out of me for a while after fucking me. I told him I had to pee for a moment. I left them alone to play and have fun and sat on the toilet and peed. To my surprise the top came in and turned on the shower and took a shower. We talked a little bit he asked if I was local and nearby and told him I was. He said he is also heading out of here in a few moments and will walk me out. Him saying this made me realize the bottom got the room and the top visited. I just kinda washed my ass a bit with a washcloth I was definitely clean but I kinda wanted to get any lube or precum out. I checked my phone for a moment and the top who wanted to see me again I was talking to online asked if I would be ready soon. I sent him a message telling him that I am on my way. I finished getting dressed and put my phone up and the daddy top who fucked me in the hotel room walked with me to the parking lot. he was basically inviting me over to his place. Damn I had a little bit of a dilemma. Do I abandon the top who was chatting back and forth with me and being indecisive about getting together and then deciding he wanted to fuck and breed for this daddy top I just met. I was being a little coy with the daddy top from the hotel. He said that if I can't host I'm more then welcome to come over. He said I had a hot ass and he wants to play with me more. He said if I don't want to that's fine as well but he told me he'll give me my number and I can think about it and that the offer is open. Ah I liked how he phrased that. I said goodbye to him and got in my car. When I got the familiar top's place that I've seen multiple times I parked my car. I messaged the hotel top daddy I just met and told him I'm the boy that he just met. He asked if I decided I want to come over. I did so I just told him that I can in a little bit. I decided to leave it at that. I know this familiar daddy top I play with fucks me for a bit, breeds me, and sends me on my way. So I figured that will be fine. Getting Together With the Regular Traveller Daddy Top Again I went to the door and saw the familiar daddy top in the door way. He had the tv on playing porn like he normally does. We kissed a little bit and he stripped his clothes and I stripped mine. I took a good look at him it's been close to a week since i've seen him. Such a sexy daddy with the white trimmed beard and furry chest and belly. His cock was sticking out rock hard and bobbing up and down a little bit. I got on my knees and starting slowly sucking his cock. When we were chatting online earlier he said how I'm a very good boy with taking direction. He said that he likes that I am good at following orders and I told him I love being subservient and improving. I was thinking of this partially when I was sucking him. He made his way to the bed and layed on the bed. I crawled on him and kissed him for a few moments. I sucked his nipples and and went down to his cock. I sucked and licked his balls and then took his cock all the way down my throat again. Man I love sucking this man's cock. He has a great nice fat cock and fits down my throat and in my mouth perfectly. I could probably suck him for a long time. He pulled me off and I knew he wanted to fuck. I got on all fours and he tossed me the familiar bottle of poppers. I took a hit and felt the lube on my ass and his cock push in me. I was hoping the hotel daddy top who fucked me earlier might have loosened me up a little. While he did I also came right before he fucked me which tightened up my hole. I've always known this that cumming makes my hole tight and I've been with tops/guys who love to fuck me after I cum. But he pushed in me all the way and I tried to open my hole. I know how he likes to fuck. He likes me to relax and open my hole and let him take control. It did not entirely go that way this time. He fucked me slowly at first but picked up speed. His style of fucking was also different then previously. I backed up on him several times and matched his stroke. I wasn't trying to but he also wasn't complaining. In the past if I tried this he would say to loosen or relax my ass and stay still. His dick felt so good fucking me and he started fucking me harder. I was not fully bottoming out I was trying to focus on relaxing and taking his cock and remembering his previous direction and applying it. Regardless of what I was doing this man was really enjoying fucking me. And he was not rushing like he normally does. He fucked me for a good while on all fours. He took a hit of poppers himself. He then pushed my legs so I was flat on my belly. He started fucking me on my belly which was really hot. I think my hole was relaxing more without me realizing it. But I was at this man's mercy as he kept fucking me hard and using my ass. While not bottoming out my ass was starting to tingle and feel a little numb. Maybe a mix of the poppers too. At one point I think I had my hands on the other end of the bed pushing for support. I felt at times my ass really start to relax and felt his cock in me deeper fucking and thrusting and taking control of my ass. I think I was giving up more control without me realizing it. Several times I could tell he was going to cum but whether he held back intentionally or not i'm not sure. He continued to fuck me for a long time until I could tell that my ass was more opened up and he was really taking control. I could really feel his cock hardened and forcefully fucking me and I heard his breathing get more intense. I didn't even ask for him to breed me because I knew he was going to. I felt his load shoot in me fuck his dick was hard and my hole was getting filled. I loved every feeling of this and he stayed on me for a few moments and then rolled off me. My ass felt kinda numb and my head was spinning a little maybe from poppers. I don't know how to describe the way my ass felt but it felt incredible both getting fucked near the end and after being bred and recovering. It felt used and fucked proper is probably the best way to explain it. To my surprise he layed on the bed and I layed next to him for a moment. He did not seem against this sometimes he rushes me off. I layed next to him and played with his sexy chest fur. We talked a little bit and he told me more about his travelling job and some other stuff he does. I liked hearing his accent it's very southern but he kinda has that stereotypical gay effeminate aspect too. He mentioned something about how he might be more of a pleasing top because he likes to make the guy he's with happy. I told him that's not a bad thing at all and that's better. It's true it's why I haven't really seeked out dominant tops that much and generally have played with more versatile laid back guys. But of course I never turn down a top if we have good chemistry. I liked hearing his stories and voice and said we'll both sleep good tonight. I knew this was the cue so I went to the bathroom for a moment. I pushed out a huge amount of cum. He told me previously that he hadn't fucked any guys since the previous week he fucked me. Something about this man the way he fucks and breeds it's just almost unique to the experience i've had lately and also somewhat familiar. But I got dressed and kissed him goodbye. We said our goodbyes and said that we'll get together again at some point which I know we will. He did tell me too that when I message him often and he says he's eating that he generally eats while his post is up so because guys don't always respond immediately. I initially thought that he maybe wanted another bottom or another guy since he had me a week ago which I would have been fine with. I didn't tell him that of course but just thought that internally. But like always I enjoyed seeing and servicing this man again and being his bottom for the session. The Hotel Top Daddy With that I left and the hotel top daddy messaged me. He sent me a picture of where he's at and the address. He said I might get confused with where it's at so to let him know if I have issues. He told me that he also just got out of the shower. I messaged him and let him know my ETA. It didn't take too long but fuck traffic lights especially that late at night. It wasn't too difficult to find his place but I managed and parked and walked up the stairs and he greeted me. He was happy to see me and he had a nice place. He got me a water and we made our way to the bedroom. He said he was really happy I decided to come over and he said he enjoyed fucking me and playing with me in the hotel. He asked if I went home afterwards. I told him I was just a little uncertain of my hole being so tight and felt bad and and wanted to make sure that my hole wasn't too tight and to make sure I can relax more. He told me loved how tight my ass is. He said that made him want to fuck me even more. He said he's not the biggest fan of loose sloopy holes. He said his friend had one. He said he fucks his friend often and his friend usually goes to hotels to get guys to fuck him. He said it slightly irritated him his friend was on the phone while he was there and they were fucking but he said he does that sometimes looking for other dick. He told me his friend liked me a lot though. We got into bed and we kissed for a little bit. He was a pretty good kisser. I loved his sexy voice too. I sucked his nipples a bit and also sucked and played with his cock. Once he was fully hard in no time he put me on the end of the bed. I got on all fours but to my surprise he did not want me fully doggy style. He had me pull my legs close together instead of wide apart. This was..new for me I have not really been fucked like this. But I felt his cock enter me and damn I thought that after being fucked and bred that my hole would have opened up and be more loose. Haha I was so very wrong. There is something about his dick whether it's the size, thickness, or maybe the way he fucks. But fuck he was fucking me deep and I could feel that my inner or second hole was not opened fully. He said how good my ass felt. But he made sure I was okay and said he didn't want to hurt me. I said I'm fine but he asked if I would tell him if It's uncomfortable. I said I would but he also said I might not be honest about that. He's not wrong. I'm using to tops using me how they want even if it hurts or there is pain or discomfort that I disregard it and kinda soldier on. But nice he was considerate. He fucked kinda frantic I wonder if he was trying to fuck longer. But damn he felt so good fucking me and how deep his cock was in me. And the position I was in I was loving it. He changed things a little bit and had me on my belly while he fucked me. Damn I don't know what it was about this man but I could not fully relax for him. But I was loving him fucking me he told me before we had to be a little quiet because of thin walls so I tried to muffle my moans and cries a little bit. But I still wanted to show expression and gratitude for this man fucking me. After he fucked me for a bit we both took a break and layed next to each other. We kinda cuddled a little or I cuddled him. He said that he noticed I like to cuddle. I said I do depending on who I'm with and that's true I don't cuddle with just anyone. I was also kinda kissing his chest and his cheeks a little bit. He said that I am a very good boy but he's only looking for play and sex and fun. I told him the same thing and we both shared a bit of our past relationships. I told him though that I am somewhat naturally submissive and he brings it out. I told him I don't know if it's his voice, his stature, his looks, or what it is about him but he's brought it out. So I told him that me cuddling with him a little and kissing his face and body is sort of submissive gratitude and subservience. He understood and recognized that and said it's very hot and the he liked it. He said he actually thought I was straight and he did ask me at the hotel if I was straight at first. He said my demeanor and how I talk and carry myself is very masculine. He said especially how I fuck. I never considered that. But damn what a compliment. He told me that he also showered before I came over and cleaned himself out. I asked if he's verse and said I thought he was a top. He said that he is top but he said watching me fuck his friend and the size of my dick. He said it was really hot. He said he hopes that doesn't change things he said some bottoms or guys don't want to fuck a guy they are with that is a top or that they want dynamics a certain way. I told him "Haha I don't give a fuck about labels or positions or roles. I said I enjoy playing and spending time with a guy that I like. I said if I guy is hot and wants to fuck me then I'll get fucked. And I said if he wants to get fucked then I'll fuck him. I told him I don't think any less of him as a top or just in general. I said I just love hot sex and love giving and receiving pleasure in different ways and just want us both to enjoy it.". He liked this answer. He said some guys don't have that mentality. All this talk of fucking was getting us both hard. I sucked his cock some more and was also licking his balls. He got hard again and he rolled me over. He put his dick on me while I was on my side and started fucking me again. Damn this was so fucking hot also not something that happens to me. It felt so hot being in his arms and getting fucked by him. He seemed to have a better angle for fucking me in this position. I was trying not to cry out so I was biting the pillow a little bit. He said how great my ass felt. Actually he referred to my ass as pussy. He asked earlier if I mind this and I told him I don't. He said he loved fucking my pussy. He was fucking me a bit more aggressive and rough I was loving it. He at one point put his hand over my mouth and I was muffling my moans into his hands. So fucking hot. I was also kissing his arm and hand while he was fucking me showing more of my submissive nature and gratitude for the hot daddy top deciding to fuck me. He seemed like he was getting close to cumming but he wanted to fuck me on my back. I turned over and raised my legs in the air. He said I looked sexy and hot with my legs in the air. He pushed his dick back in me and continued to fuck me more. I think my ass was opened up more then it was before but it still felt like my inner/second hole was not fully opened. But I loved feeling his cock go deeper in me and widen me. He was starting to sweat a little bit fucking me too. I also wondered if he was nervous about fucking because of his thin walls and neighbors. He tried to put me on my side to fuck me but then he pulled out. He said he needed a little bit of a break for a moment and I was fine for that. When I was sucking him earlier and his cock was fully hard. He has an interesting curve to his dick. It's definitely thick and long but I think there's something specific about his dick that allows him to enter and penetrate deeper then guys with just a normal non curved dicks can. I've been fucked by curved dicks before but his is even a little bit unique somehow. We both layed together and cuddled a little bit and talked. He asked me a little bit of myself and he told me a little bit about himself. He said he really liked my build too because I'm a smaller guy/smaller frame. He said it's easier to put me in different positions and fuck me and he loves it. I never thought about it that way but it was a nice compliment. My dick was really hard talking about all this. He mentioned at one point too that he wants to see me again and fuck me some more. He told me hates the apps and yeah I understand that completely to a large extent. I asked him if he wanted to get fucked. He kinda shy fully said yes maybe. He asked my status and I told him everything regarding that. He said he did get cleaned up he said just to go a little gentle at first. I told him I will make sure to ease into him. I rolled him on his side. I spit on my hard dick and spit on his hole. He was a little tight which was making me harder. I pushed my dick in him slowly and felt my cock ease into his hot hole. His ass was so hot with him on his side. He was moving his ass a little and curving it. I could tell that this man has been fucked before despite saying he's a top and it turned me on. He said I was really big and he did want to get fucked by me when he saw me fuck his friend. I eased in him more and said how good his ass felt. He was very masculine when I was fucking him. He moaned out a little but but they were more deep and low moans. Once I he was fully adjusted I started fucking him. God I loved fucking his ass. I'm not quite used to fucking loose/sloppy holes yet I think at the moment I do prefer a little tighter. I pulled out a bit and kept teasing the head of my dick in his hole like he did to me. I was loving this. He seemed me to want to fuck him deeper and harder so I did. I felt my cock go deeper into his hole. I was happy with my dick being buried deep in this hot daddy and started fucking and pumping him harder and faster deeper. He said the magic words I was looking for. "Oh fuck breed me man fill my hole with your DNA". The magic words I always love to hear. It was late for both of us I was also wanting to get off. I kept pumping him faster and harder until I shouted out louder then I intended. I felt my load flood into him and loved the feeling of my cock being drained by his hot daddy ass. I stayed on top of him for a moment and then rolled off. I could tell he was horny and wanting to get off. He started jacking off his dick. I played and licked with his nipples. I also smelled his pits and licked his pits he absolutely loved this. I loved his scent too he smelled great and he didn't wear any cologne or scents. He said he really wanted to fuck me again but he also wanted to cum. I said I wanted to see him jack off and cum. I know very well how it can be for me and other guys when you just want to cum and I knew he wanted to cum. I know we'll have other encounters where he can breed me but for now I wanted to make sure he got off so he can sleep peacefully and be satisfied and have a great night. I kept licking and playing with his nipples and his pits. He did something incredibly hot. He took one of his pillows and bit it and shouted into it. He shot his load and it was a nice load. He shook a little bit after cumming and said how great that felt. He kissed me and I handed him the towel. He said I'm more then welcome to a shower so I took him up on that offer. I had a really nice hot refreshing shower. When I was done he was dressed. I thanked him and when he was walking me out I realized how tall this man was. Damn. Not just his accent, voice, sexy masculine demeanor and looks but he was a tall fucker. No wonder he liked my smaller frame. He told me to have a good night and that he wants to get together with me again. I left and headed out. I got food on the way home because I was starving and hadn't eaten at all during the day really I try to restrict what I eat when I think I might be bottoming. It was an incredible night. I just thought that maybe I would get together with the familar travelling daddy top. I love how that man fucks me and breeds me and the dominance energy he has and making me feel like a bottom. I don't get to feel like a bottom that much anymore so being in that headspace is something I love and crave occasionally. And I love how he always shoots a huge load into me that I still feel the next day. He also fucked me different this time I think he didn't want it to be so much as a quickie like he normally does and I loved it. And the hotel scene was interesting. I've played in groups years years ago but a little unfamiliar with it now definitely out of my depth I'm glad they were both cool and relaxed. Breeding the bottom and fucking him was hot. Playing with the top was hot. But I am really glad the hotel daddy top invited me to his place and he fucked me several times and I fucked and bred him. I still see him more of a top despite what he says he definitely has Top/Dominant energy that I love and do crave to a certain extent and maybe suppress a little. It was a damn fun night I got into way more then I expected. I'm glad I didn't have to fuck around with the socials too much or have to rely on bookstores or baths even though those can be fun. Load Counts: 2 That I bred: Bred the hot bottom at the hotel. I wonder if he was a cumdump. And bred the hot daddy who fucked me multiple times nice hot tight ass. 1 That I Got Bred: The hot travelling Daddy who I get together with regular fucked and bred me deep and good. Love carrying that man with me the next day often. Until next time... 😉

I would say just be honest about how you feel. I wouldn't phrase it as bored with one dick though maybe just say how you crave more and want to open the relationship. Maybe it's something he wants to. You can also maybe see if he wants to try to play with others with you together as well. It's both of your relationship though so you can both define and talk about how you want it to be. I can understand completely being nervous of the dating scene if you become single afterwards. I don't know if all the bath house sluts have full territory over everything though lol. I know exactly how you feel though. I've been in a monogamous relationship in the past where after getting fucked too sometimes I wished I could have just gone out after and gotten more. The intimacy aspect of relationships are nice though. If worst comes to worst and you do end up being single it has advantages and disadvantages too. I will say that trying to surpress the urges or just stay monogamous because the other wants you to or you feel that they want you to might not lead to the best results later on. But I would start with open communication and talking and explain what you want and ask what he wants. And go from there. You never know he might surprise you. Best of luck though. I hope that he is also open and wanting to explore other things with you as well.

Well it's been a weekend. I've had a lot of fun outside of sexual fun. But someone I always want to see wanted to get together with me. We couldn't do yesterday because I had stuff going on. So we agreed to meet and planned for this morning. I have referred to this man as the long bearded man or bear. But I think going forward I'll refer to him as beast not exactly what I refer to him as but just for the sake of keeping track of things here I'll do that. We were going to meet and get breakfast but things went a little different. I drove to his place so excited to see him. I went up to his place and greeted him at the door. Immediately got a look at him seeing him dressed in a black shirt and black pants all black is how he generally dresses. I loved it. He just looked at me smiling. We kissed as soon as he opened the door and let me in. I embraced him and we both had our familiar hug and reunion and passionate kisses. Again I loved having our beards touch while we both made out. I pulled on his long beard as well and he started smiling he loves when I do that. We both continued to make out with him and myself both fully dressed. We broke away for a moment and walked into the kitchen. I loved the taste of coffee on his breath because I know he just had some. I wasn't sure what we were going to do but we embraced again and made out some more. It wasn't long before he pushed me back on his bean bag chair and I was on my back. He got on top of me in no time. We were both fully clothed and we continued to make out. He leaned over my face and I could already tell what was coming. I opened my mouth and accepted his saliva. I swallowed it with pleasure and a smile and thanked him for it. We continued to make out some more. He undid his shirt a little more so I had access to his sexy pierced nipples. I played with his pierced nipples twisting them. I was already pretty hard myself. I undid my shorts and pulled them down. My cock was rock hard and he started sucking my dick. His mouth felt so good. I thought about guys who often message me sometimes wanting to suck my dick only or jack off. And then I thought about this sexy bearded beast sucking my dad and started thrusting my cock slowly in and out of his mouth. Then his phone rang. This is becoming a comedic routine at this point. Is this scripted every time haha. A friend of his called. While he was talking to his friend on speaker phone I twisted his nipples and grinned at him. He tried not to moan. His friend was telling him some stuff and I was jacking my cock and stroking it. In between him and his friend talking he would go down on my cock and suck me. He made some slurping noises but tried to not make it too obvious. I also controlled myself and tried not to moan so much. It didn't sound like his friend caught on. It was amusing and hot at the same time watching him go down and my dick and come off it talking to his friend. Eventually the conversation ended and they disconnected the call. I was so hard afterwards and we resumed making out. He sucked my dick some more and then came up and kissed me. He said we better go get something to eat. I told him him yeah but I had other plans. When we both stood up we kissed some more. I maneuvered him and grabbed him and lightly turned him around and pushed him on the bean bag chair where he his belly was on it. I pulled down his pants and pulled off his boots. I rimmed his hole and loved licking his hairy ass. His hole is always so tight too I love that. I enjoyed my tongue in his hot hairy ass and licking it. I then started fingering his hole. He knew what was coming. I spit on my dick and started pushing it inside him. He started to moan and I tried to get on the bean bag to fuck him. I was fucking him partially but the shifting of it threw off my balance. We decided to go into the bedroom. He got on his belly and I shoved my cock in him and started fucking him. He did that sexy deep moan that he did similar to last time I fucked him. He was loving it. I was initially just pumping away deeper in his hot ass but I pulled out more and started just pulling out and pushing in part way. He was really loving this and saying how good it felt and I kept fucking him this way. He then said he wanted my seed and my DNA. I was trying to hold out but fuck him of all men telling me he wanted to be bred of course I wanted to breed him too. I started fucking him faster and harder and felt my dick getting harder. I couldn't hold back anymore. I told him I'm going to cum and I'm going to breed him. I shot my load and shouted out and felt my load fill his ass. I layed on top of him for a moment and then I shifted and pulled him up so we were both on our side and my dick was still in him depositing the my load. We both layed next to each other for a moment spooning each other. Once my dick went flaccid and came out of his hole we turned and faced each other and kissed. We decided now is a good time to eat. We originally said breakfast but it was well into lunch time. So we got dressed and left to get lunch and then came back. He had plans today but he said we have some time before he has to go. He did not have to tell me twice. We were back to making out and when we kissed he did a little bit of breath play with me. I don't always fully know how to respond to this but I tried my best and held out as long as I could. He called me a good boy afterwards and we resumed kissing. We were near the bean bag chair so I took a page out of his book and pushed him backwards so he fell directly onto the bean bag chair on his back like he did to me earlier. He was smiling when he was on his back and I straddled him and made out out with him some more. I grabbed and pulled his sexy long heard and bite his face and his ears. He loves when I bite and nibble on him. I also licked his face which he loves. My dick was hard too so I took off my shorts and fed him my dick. I felt so hot and good straddling him and having him suck my dick. After I pulled my dick out I undid his shirt and played with his nipples. Then I sucked his nipples and heard him moan the more I sucked on them and the harder I bit down on them. After sucking his nipples for a while I made my way down to his belly button and bite and licked his stomach. I got to his crotch and I undid his pants and pulled them off as well as his boots. I sniffed and licked his crotch and sucked his balls. I loved the taste and I went to his beautiful cock with his PA on it. I took his cock into my mouth and started biting his cock. I feel like I have to say this every time but he loves when I bite him everywhere including his cock. He told me while I was sucking him to bite down and really chew on his cock. The more I bite and chewed on his cock the harder he got. I was loving sucking him but it still does feel like mentally it's a block to bite down on a man's cock but I do it for him anyways. I was loving this sucking his cock and feeling it get harder in my mouth while also working around the PA. Unfortunately his alarm went off and he said we have to wrap it up because he has plans and places he needs to be soon. But before we both left he said he wanted to show me something. I went into another room of his and he pulled out a bag with a pig on it. Oh I was well aware of what the pig logo was from haha. He pulled out some leather stuff showing me some leather stuff he had and also..a few collars. He asked me if he could put it on me and of course I bowed my head and gave him approval. He tried a few different ones on me for sizing and just to see how it felt on me and and to be able to pull on it. He also put a mask on me and took me to the mirror with the mask on. I looked so different in it and it reminded me of when I played with someone else in the past. But I loved how I looked in it. It was a little tight we both agreed but also it has a way to loosen it in the back. He put the collars up and the leather stuff up. He clarified last time that the collar isn't for ownership of me just ownership during play which is fine. He gave me something and said he wants me to work on it everyday. I told him he'll see the progress when he gets back from his trip. I shared some stories and experiences of things i've done. Of things I've posted here and he said they sound like fun and like they were hot. He told me about more experiences of his as well. He also once again hinted at future things he wants to do to me which I loved. It was great to see him again. The passion, the energy exchange, and the sex was hot. There were moments of tenderness too after leaving his place and coming back. Just everything about this man is incredible. I also told him how I fully recognize the we'll refer to it as "creature" that's in me. And how I recognize it's growing and what it is and how he saw this in me all along. He said he did and it's good that I recognize it more and want it to grow. What a busy and fun weekend. Glad I got end/start it with the sexy beast I've been wanting to see all week. 1 Load fucked and bred into the sexy beast of a bear. Until next time..

The way this is asked is kinda difficult to answer. The obvious one is kissing. It's hard for me to really get into it with a guy if there isn't kissing because once I kiss a guy the spark, passion, lust, drive and everything is all just there and gets unleashed for both me and the guy I'm with. But I dunno if I really consider that a kink. I do love to play with a guy's nipples too and lick and suck them and explore their body. I would say it's the energy exchange. Even if there isn't kissing if I go to meet a guy and he either verbally commands me to get on my knees and service him or if he grabs me and puts me on my knees. Then that passionate or aggressive energy can kinda bypass kissing. It's not just about dominance or aggression. But even if not making out with a guy if he grabs me, pulls me, or verbally or non verbally does things to me to show control it brings out a lot of my submissive nature. To me that is very much a fetish/kink. It hasn't happened all the frequently and it does kinda depend on the chemistry with a guy but I do like returning the same energy or initiating it and being in the more taking role. Obviously sucking cock and fucking and breeding can make all this hotter. But to me nothing is hotter then that energy and passion. And even if it's kissing if that passion/energy/give and take isn't there then it's something I do miss. Maybe more so then fucking and breeding.

I can't believe no one mentioned Cruising with Al Pacino. A very controversial film at the time and a crime/thriller. Definitely some graphic scenes in there but the leather/sex aspect was pretty incredible. And of course cruising. The amount of content they showed in the gay leather bar was kinda insane. I think there was some original controversy of some of the footage being lost too. It got re-released on 4K recently but great gay film to own especially with the leather aspect. I am uncertain if all the cut content is on the new release but watching it recently they showed quite a bit. The normal heart is kinda interesting too focuses on HIV crisis and has some well known actors like Mark Rufallo and Jim Parsons. Also similar but came out way before was And The Band Played on based on the book by Randy Shilts. It's more of a documentary type kinda more of perspective on the doctors and companies but I still really liked it. I saw it years ago but Bear City 1 was pretty enjoyable might not have been the best movie but it was fun. Another Gay Movie was also pretty fun. The sequel was kinda just okay though. Can't think of any more of the top of my head unless it involves some subtleness with gay which is kinda more common in movies even newer-ish ones. Did love Queer as Folk as well both the UK Version and the American Version. Did not fully get into Looking but I should watch that I heard it was pretty enjoyable. Oh shit almost forgot Dallas Buyers Club with Matthew McConaughey. I enjoyed that one as well also another great movie relating to HIV.

I've been told different things over the year of guys wanting me either shaved, trimmed, or unshaven. The one thing I will say especially in the summer time is when I didn't shave my crotch it used to get sweaty and annoyed me. Sometimes my ass hair too. So I have shaved/trimmer both those before. At least lately and with the weather getting cooler I don't really shave/trim at all anymore and I love it that way. I prefer guys with their bush too and their hairy asses. I'm okay if guys decide to trim but I love every part of the fur.

Damn this happened on Sunday and I'm just finishing it up now. Coming up with a title for these is difficult sometimes. Ah I'll just go with this I guess had some other ideas in my head too. Overall my weekend was pretty relaxed and wasn't actively seeking any fun. But yesterday night definitely was different. I decided after dinner that I was going to go out and fuck around essentially. It took me a little more time then normal to prep myself since I wasn't strict on my routine over the weekend since wasn't playing. This is relevant to the story only reason I mentioned it. I was looking online while doing this to see who was around, potential opportunities, and also what was going on. I saw that it showed a park nearby was getting pretty busy and popular. Unfortunately it took too long so by the time I left to go there it was pretty much dead and desserted. I briefly mentioned that I went to one in a previous story. So I decided that it was a bust and left. I did see someone online who I talked with recently and asked what they were up to. They pretty much said going to bed and horny. We decided to get together. I drove to their place which wasn't too far. I walked in the door and was really surprised to see them. They had a partial face picture in their profile which gave me an idea. But seeing him in person. Damn sexy older daddy with a nice gray beard that was partially trimmed. The man immedietely grabbed me and passionately started kissing me. I kissed him back. Love guys who grab and pull me around. Will never get tired of it. After we finished kissing I went up the steps. We walked into his bedroom and I was surprised to see a red light over the bed. Very hot effect and he mentioned a certain bar I haven't been to yet also has that. We resumed the passionate kissing. While we were kissing he gently lifted my shirt and pulled it off. I dove for his hot daddy nipples and started sucking on his nipple gently. He really loved it and was moaning and groaning. I switched to the other one and discovered he had a nipple piercing a single one. Very hot. I serviced that one as well. He grabbed my dick through my jock strap because I was also wearing a jock strap. He grabbed my dick through my shorts and jockstrap and pulled them down. I grabbed his dick too which was hard. He invited me to his bed and we both layed on the bed for a moment holding each other and embracing each other. Light cuddling and we continued to make out. He did something I was very surprised about. He licked his finger and gently pushed his finger in my hole. But he did not stop. I generally do not like getting fingered or anything in my hole except a raw hard cock or hot tongue. But he was persistent and was gently opening me up. To my surprise he added a second finger and was fingering my hole gently but pushing deep. The way he did it felt really good and I kept moaning. After a while he pulled his fingers out. He layed on his back and I went to his cock and started sucking him. He had a nice thick fat daddy dick. He enjoyed me sucking him but I noticed his ass was twitching and moving a little. I knew what he wanted. I started fingering his hole lightly and wet my fingers to play with his hole. He moaned and groaned out. I asked him if he wanted to get fucked and he said yes he did. He flipped to his stomach and I spit on my dick. I pressed my dick against his hot daddy hole. Fuck his hole was actually kinda wet and warm. I've been fucking tight guys lately but his hole felt so fucking hot. I could tell I did not need to really be gentle. I started fucking him a little faster and harder from the get go. He said how big my dick is and how good it felt. I do like hearing that actually. I continued to fuck him and I knew I wasn't going to last. I built up more stamina and fucking and staying power lately but his ass was so wet and felt so good. No idea if he had other guys that fucked him that night but I didn't care. He asked me to breed him and I was more then happy to deliver. I shot my load in his ass and shouted out yelled out too. I was edging myself the night before and came so close to cumming was so glad I got to bred this hot passionate sexy daddy. I collapsed on him and we layed next to each other for a minute after I pulled out. We both made out some more and he said what a hot sexy boy I am. He told me he saw me at the park on the thing and told me that there have been reports of cops there so to be careful. He said there are others that are fun but safer. He told me he fucked a guy on a bench at one park. So fucking hot. We chatted briefly while I was getting dressed. We walked down the stairs and had one more passionate kiss goodbye until we both said goodnight and I left. I was kinda talking to a really hot bear guy but he kinda flaked out on me. It's fine it happens. But I think if he didn't flake out on me I think I would have stayed with that hot daddy a little longer. It was fine though but I was still kinda horny after the encounter. I knew "where" I was close to. So I drove by that place the bookstore I enjoy. But it was too packed so I drove past it and checked out another one. It was even more packed and I saw women outside there. Not my thing so I drove by a bar. I saw cars there and thought about going in but the crowd looked different then normal so i thought maybe not a normal night or a good night. I drove back to the bookstore and again no spots to park completely packed. I thought fuck maybe this is a sign. But I saw the security guard and he motioned me over somewhere. He guided me where to park and said I was good. He was a hot man too kinda stocky with a trimmed beard. Reminds me of when I sucked off a "straight" security guard at another place similar in another state. Would have been happy to suck him off or do more with them as my appreciation. But I would have done it anyways. Walking inside and going to the counter after I made my way inside. It was pretty packed. I saw a few hot guys just from walking in. As soon as I got near the front of the booths I saw a sexy tall daddy with a white goatee/beard trimmed. He looked at me and I looked at him. He stood up and I brushed my hand against him. He immedietely pulled me in a booth that had a glory hole in it. I have not actually played in booth like that with another guy generally just a closed one. But he spoke to me when I was in the room with him and he closed the door. He said "Boy i've been here for too long. I need to get off and you are going to suck every last drop of my load you understand boy". I got on my knees and looked up at him and said "yes Sir.". He called me a good boy and pulled out his cock. It was flaccid and not hard at the moment but I knew I'd get him hard and get him off. Before I could start he told me to take off my shirt. He then paused again and looked at me said "Boy do you service a man clothed?". I mean technically I have but the way he was asking me I loved it. I told him "No Sir, I'll strip completely for you". He once again told me I'm a good boy. I stripped into everything except the jockstrap I was wearing and boots. He pulled his shirt up and said I can do whatever I want to please him. I sucked on his nipples gently and he loved it and he was starting to moan. I could see his dick getting hard. I played with his other nipple as well. He then told me it was time to suck him off. I happily took his cock in my mouth and started sucking him. He was getting harder and he was starting to deep throat me. He pulled me off and told me to play with his balls and lick them. I took my tongue and bathed the hot Daddy Sir's balls. I was loving every command he was giving me. I then sucked on his balls too. Another guy was at the glory hole looking at us and he saw him stroking. He told me "Boy are you not going to take care of that man next to us?". I looked up at the Sir and looked at the glory hole and saw a huge cock in it. I started sucking him but he was really long. I was starting to choke a little. The hot daddy Sir pulled me off the guy. He told the guy to come in the booth with us. The guy immedietely left the booth and came into ours. He was a younger guy but he had a really long cock. The daddy Sir told me I am going to suck the guy's cock and I did. The hot daddy Sir was stroking and getting harder watching me service the random guy who he chose for me to. He told the guy I have a nice ass don't I. The guy said it is nice. He told the guy that he wants me to get fucked by him. He told me "Boy you are going to take his cock aren't you?". I responded "yes Sir I will do everything you want me to do". He again complimented me calling me a good boy. Unfortunately the kid used condoms. Not a fan of that. But he did fuck me for a little and he was fucking long. He did feel kinda good. But he slipped out a few times because my ass is resistant to condoms haha. He told me not to be a bitch but I told him I generally don't get fucked except raw. He pulled out and I went back to sucking his cock. The Daddy Sir was jacking his cock and he was rock hard. He commanded me "Boy suck my cock faggot cocksucker". The best way anyone can ask me to suck them. I immediately went back to sucking the daddy Sir. He started fucking my face and deep throating me. He yelled out and I tasted his salty cum. He came a lot. He kept pumping his load down my boy throat and I drank every last drop. He pulled out and thanked me. He said he needed a good boy to service him and he's happy I arrived. He left me with the guy in the room. The guy tried to fuck again with a condom but it just didn't work out. It felt good though. I left the booth after and thanked him. I decided to go to the bathroom to piss after getting fucked. I used the urinal and when I went to wash my hands I could not believe my eyes. It was..actually him. The long bearded man I mentioned from a story last weekend. I have another name for him and he has one for me but I should find maybe something else to call him here. I had a look of shock and maybe fear on my face. He just smiled looking at me and said "Hi". I said "Damn..you caught me hahaha". He responded back "Actually you caught me. I'm here too after all". We are in no way exclusive, dating, or monogamous or anything like that. I have occasionally told him about my encounters he has very rarely told me about his. We don't see each other all that much too. But he told me that he has been here for a while. He said he sucked a guy and had the guys cock all the way down his throat and it was hot. I told him what I just experienced. He said it sounds like fun and sounds hot. He grabbed me and we kissed not quite the level of the passionate kiss/energy exchanging we do but it was good to see him and kiss him. He said he is heading home because he has to work tomorrow. He told me to have fun but be careful. I wasn't sure if I should have followed him out or not but I didn't. I had to piss again anyways. But he left and I was still standing there kind of shocked. It wasn't a bad shock at all. But I shook it off and decided to go out of the bathroom. I walked around some and went to the dark room area. A little bit too dark to see anything like more then just literally and didn't seem like too much going on. Saw some guys I was interesting in earlier but maybe they disappeared. I went into one of the glory holes at the front and saw someone on the other side. They stuck out a fat cock through the glory hole. Couldn't get a good tell what they looked like maybe latino or hispanic. I did see a hispanic guy or two earlier that looked cute. I decided I didn't care and just started sucking his cock. He had a nice fat thick cock. It felt good in my throat and he was already pretty hard but he was rock hard in no time. I kept sucking him and deep throating him occasionally. He kinda just left his cock out and hard through the glory hole not try to face fuck more or anything. But he was rock hard. I wondered if he wanted to fuck. I was determined to find out. I pulled down my pants until I was just in my jock strap. I spit on my hole and pushed my ass against his dick. My ass was tight so I had to use more spit. Initially he wasn't doing anything even pushing in. I had to back up on him all the way. His cock felt nice and filling inside me. But then decided to start pumping. I felt his hot cock starting to pump in and out of my tight ass. Fuck I guess he did want to fuck. He started fucking me with me more intention and movement. I was starting to moan oat and groan and sigh about how good he felt fucking me bareback. He started to pull out farther and then back in. Before I knew it he was fucking me in faster strokes. I couldn't stop grunting and moaning at how good his cock felt. It wasn't too much longer and he never shouted or yelled. I just felt his load flood my ass and he continued to pump in and out of my hole. Until his cock deflated then he pulled out. I had a good look at him when he pulled out and was pulling his pants up. He was an older hispanic daddy and he looked cute. He was wearing a cowboy hat too. I thanked him and left. While I was there I talked to someone on a website. They didn't have much info in their profile but they did state they were verse. Their picture looked hot and cute even though I couldn't see them fully. We texted and they sent me more pictures so we agreed to meet. I left the bookstore and drove to his place. I got a little lost with parking and finding his unit. This is a common theme sometimes when I go to guys places. But he came out and greeted me. I was kinda stunned. I forgot after he sent me his picture but I didn't see it because I was driving. But he was very cute. Very sexy beard and mustache that was trimmed and nice black hair. He almost looked maybe hints of hispanic or something like that in him wasn't sure. A sexy man. I loved how he smiled at me when we walked up to me and we both embraced and kissed each other. It was a nice passionate kiss and I was surprised especially being in the parking lot. But it was 2 am-ish so it probably didn't matter. He took my hand and we both walked inside and to his unit. Walking into his unit I took around for a moment and thought it was a nice place. He led me into the bedroom and I told him I need to use the bathroom for a moment. I sat down and pushed all the cum out my ass from the hot hispanic daddy who bred me shortly before. I had no idea if he would be into another guy's load or not so I just decided to as a precaution. After that I walked back into the bedroom and he was lying in bed naked except for a nice jock strap. I though to to myself that the jockstrap was nice and a different material other then cloth. I almost sort of uhm lost my jockstrap and the place I was last at so it was in my back pocket. I took it out and put it on. I crawled into bed with him and we both passionately started kissing. He was initially not as open with kissing but he got more into the more we kissed and more we played which was great. I could tell overall he was a very passionate man which is a huge turn on for me. But I was going to find out how much he was. When we were making out I pulled away and moved to his nipples. I started slowly sucking on his nipples and he was moaning and sighing. He said how good it felt. I continued to suck on his nipples and then went to the other one. I worked my way down his chest licking his chest hair and his stomach. He seemed to really love this. When I got to his jockstrap with his crotch I discovered something very quickly. I groped his crotch and realized something was attached to his cock. I knew it was a PA. I pulled down his jockstrap and I was right. He had a nice fat hard cock with a PA attached. Fuck. I was so hard and horny and excited when I made this discovery. I immediately took his cock into my mouth and started sucking him. He seemed to be really enjoying me servicing him. He was moaning and I could feel his cock getting harder. He pulled me off for a moment and we went back to kissing. He was playing with my ass while were kissing and started fingering it. He broke away for a moment and said if the PA is an issue he can take it out. I said no it's not an issue at all. He smiled and we went back to making out. He then flipped me over on my stomach and started eating my ass. Fucking his tongue and saliva felt so good when he was rimming me. My hole felt so wet and it felt like he rimmed me for a good while. Then he stopped rimming me for a moment and left my ass unattended. I felt a cold liquid at my hole and he was fingering me. He took his fingers out and started to press the head of his PA cock raw in my cummy hole. I wanted it to so bad. He was nice and gentle at least and let me back up on it. I backed my ass up on his fat thick PA cock. I felt the head push in with the PA it felt so fucking great. I was moaning out and wimpering. He took this as a sign to push in deeper and he did. Fuck my ass was actually relaxing on his fat thick PA dick. It could be a mix of the cum already in me and the lube but my hole was more relaxed then it normally would have been. He started pulling his thick raw PA cock out of my hole and pushing back in. Fuck he felt so damn good. He had a great fuck motion. He seemed to really like to pull the out all the way with the tip of his PA cock and push back in. I was in estacy getting fucked by this hot man with his hot PA cock raw in my hole. I was moaning and groaning and crying out while I was getting fucked bareback with a PA. It's been so many years since I had this. I can barely remember the last time I had a raw PA cock in me. He had a mix of letting me back my ass on his PA cock and also at the same fucking me with powerful fast fuck motions. At one point I felt his PA cock sliding out of me completely all the way and him shoving it back in fast. It was so fucking hot and their was so much passion and sexual energy in each fuck he threw at me. I can't believe my hole was open enough to take his PA cock. He fucked me for a good while and he didn't even really say he was cumming but I could tell. I heard him start to shout and I told him to breed me. He shot his load with PA raw cock in me. He stayed in me for a few more moments and then he pulled out. Just incredible. We both layed with each other for a moment making out. He said he loved fucking me. I played with his hard wet PA cock and started rubbing his hole. I asked him if he gets fucked and he said yeah but he doesn't get fucked often. That was an invitation. I flipped him over on his belly. My cock was already hard so I took some lube and started playing with his hole. He was really tight. It made my dick harder though. I lubed my cock and pushed in his hole. He was really tight and resistant but I was determined. But he was also very gentle with me with a huge fucking PA. He could ripped my ass open if he wanted to but he didn't. I pressed the head in slowly and just started slowly pulling my cock in and out with just the head. He was moaning and saying how good it felt. I kept fucking him like this for a while until he started to get more relaxed. I slowly started putting more of my cock in him a few inches at a time. He was moaning even more saying how big I am and how good it felt. I decided it was time and I pushed my cock all the way in him. His tight as felt so fucking good. He kept moaning out so I started pulling my cock out all the way and pushing it in him. Fuck he felt so good and I felt like I could cum soon. To my surprise he asked me to breed him. He said he wanted me to breed his ass. Fuck I was going to try and hold off a little longer but his tight ass felt really fucking good. Also it's been a long night. So I happily started fucking him harder and faster and shoving my cock deep in his tight relaxed hole. It didn't take long until I was shouting out and shot my load in him. I collapsed on him and held him for a few moments and then rolled off. We both lay next to each other for a moment and went back to making out. I told him I probably need to get going soon because it was probably close to 3 am at this point. He said he understood. We played with each other a little more and his dick was hard again. Holy fuck. He started playing with my ass again and my hole was twitching. He told me "You probably have to leave in a little bit don't you?". He started grinding his PA cock against my hole. I told him "I can stay longer". Before I knew it I was back on all fours and his PA cock was pressing in me. Fuck. This time he was a little less gentle and shoved his cock in me. Fuck I felt him sink in me but I felt so fucking good. I was moaning out and yelling again and he put he arm around me. He continued to fuck me and I could just feel his PA cock sliding in out of my hole. He was fucking me faster and harder and I was starting to go into a zone or headspace. My hole felt like it was trying to get a little tighter too. He popped out for a second and when he pushed back in I could feel my hole give slight resistance. When he was fucking me more aggressive and his arm was in front of me I bite semi hard on his arm. He started grunting and growling. He said that's so fucking hot and sexy. I bit down harder on his arm and this time he did tell me that he was going to cum and he was going to breed me. I felt his load fill me up again and I kept biting his arm. Once he was done breeding me I gently sucked on his arm and he lay on top of me for a few moments. He rolled off me and we went back to kissing again. He said that was fucking hot. He also told me I can bite down on him he said he likes it and it's hot. Damn this man was so fucking passionate I love it. He invited me to stay the night but he said it's up to me. I told him well I'm probably not going to get a lot of sleep anyways and he's also close to where I am. He kissed me and thanked me and we both got ready for bed. But to probably no one's surprise reading this we did not fully go to sleep. We cuddled in bed for a little bit and he played with my nipples. He was holding me spooning me. I felt his hard PA cock at my ass. Oh my god he wanted to fuck me again with his raw PA cock. I twitched my ass against his cock and moaned a little bit. That told him all he needed to know. I felt his PA cock against my hole again. Fuck this man is incredible with his passion and stamina. My ass give slight resistance but his raw PA cock was in my cummy hole. He started slowly fucking me while spooning me. Fuck this was so incredibly fucking hot. He fucked me while laying next to me and I kept backing my ass on his raw PA cock and riding his cock matching his motions. He seemed to enjoy this. I don't know how long we fucked for but just knowing the night I had how I got breed at the bookstore and then fucked and bred by this man multiple times. God damn what a night. At some point I heard him shout and felt his load inside me. We slowly drifted off to sleep I don't remember if he was in me or not when we fell asleep but I did fall asleep with him next to me and holding me which was really nice. Then the morning came. I think I woke up before him. Well technically several alarms went off before that. He might have been partially awake but not fully awake. We kissed a little bit but he seemed to doze back off. I decided to be a little playful and went under the sheets. I started licking his balls and crotch area and then took his semi hard PA cock in my mouth. I started sucking him slowly. I felt his cock getting harder and I heard him moan and groan. He put my his hand on my head and guided me up and down on his hard PA cock. He kept saying how good it felt and how much he loved it. He pulled me up and me we started kissing. Now that I knew he liked rough bites I decided to go for his nipples. I sucked his nipples and also started biting down on them. He said it felt so fucking good and that I can even bite down harder. God damn I love it when a man likes when I bite them. I bit his nipples harder and sucked on them switching off between both of them. He was stroking his hard PA cock while I was doing this. He told me wanted to fuck me again. He rolled me over on all fours again. I felt his hard raw PA cock enter my now familiar him to him again. I was definitely a little tighter this morning but I still had his cum and spit in my hole and his cock covered in my saliva. I felt his cock pop into my hole and I shouted out. Fuck he was in me again. He continued to fuck me at his own pace it was more of a steady pace with passion. God I was starting to get addicted to his raw PA cock fucking and pumping my hole. Every time he fucked me I felt my head drift off as I was starting to naturally relax my hole to take his thick PA cock. This time he kept fucking me and did start to fuck me faster and harder. When he was fucking me faster and harder and pounding my ass I heard a slightly groan and moan. He didn't say anything this time when he bred me he just shot in me and continued to pump slowly. He held me too after breeding me and kissed my neck. He layed on top of me for a few minutes and then he we both rolled on our sides. We went back to kissing some more. He said that I'm so fucking hot and I said he's fucking hot sexy and incredible. I can't believe he fucked me multiple times at night and in the morning. It is extremely uncommon that I've been with a guy that does anything like that. But to be bred multiple times and by a PA cock is just a completely different feeling. Especially since it's been years since i've been fucked by a PA. Unfortunately I did have to go. He asked if I wanted to take a shower so I did. More fun reflecting when I was in the shower. What a fucking night. From going to the park and no action and getting together with a hot daddy i've been wanting to get with for a while. Then going to the bookstore and getting used by a Dom and even him getting another guy to fuck me (even if he did fuck me with a condom) was still fucking hot. And seeing the guy who i've seen multiple times was shocking but also kinda hot and getting bred by the latino hispanic daddy there. And then going to to meet a complete stranger who was passionate and finding out that they had a PA right before I got fucked bareback. The night spent with him and getting fucked multiple times and bred and fucking and breeding him. And then spending the night. None of this is what I was expecting. I expected after the park the night was going to be a wash and I was just going to go to the bookstore and take anonymous cock and possibly breed and fuck. I haven't been "as" horny since that night. I still have but not to the uncontrollable state. Starting to get there though but I dunno if my future encounters will top this night it was pretty fun. But I look forward to what comes next. Loads taken Oral: 1 Sucked Off a hot bearded daddy at the bookstore who used me. Loads Taken Anal: 5. Hot hispanic latino daddy at the bookstore bred me. And the incredible man with the PA bred me 4 times within several hours. Loads Bred 2: Fucked a hot guy that I hooked up with chatting online. Hot sexy daddy with a nice wet hole. And fucked the hot man with the PA cock and bred him. Damn I wasn't trying to take or collect multiple loads but already doing that without necessarily trying Until next time...

Continuing from the previous night. I mentioned that when I got home after a night of debauchery or lack of depending on the view point. That I got a message from a hot guy wanting to fuck. We decided to fuck possibly the next (well same day since it was late AM) since he was off that day. I was looking forward to it I came close to cumming the night before and wanted to fuck and get fucked and cum but only part of that happened. The day was pretty busy and afternoon and night I was kinda looking for him online but he never showed up. Was starting to thing he forgot. I talked to a few other guys but nothing seemed real concrete. Maybe potential plans for a later date though. I was on the fence about preparing but decided to anyways. Part of me wanted to kinda go out again maybe go to some places but I had real no aim or destination. So I decided to do something a little bit different. While bidding my time waiting to see if something would happen. I decided to take a shower/bath and play with myself. I know that sounds so mind blowing. But I actually don't jerk off or cum from jerking off really at all anymore. Years years ago I used to jerk off and cum all the time. I think that's partially why I used to not be able to fuck I was more of a one and done kind of guy but I got better over the years. But anyways talking to some guys got me kinda horned up especially knowing no chance of meeting anytime soon. And even watched some porn which I also haven't done in a while. I decided to take it a step further. I decided to take more pictures of myself. Figured it wouldn't hurt getting different angles, shots of me might better my chances for future encounters. I also decided to try recording myself jacking my cock. Ironically and kinda comical a guy who I saw last weekend and have seen frequently texted me wishing me a good night while I was doing this. Haha I decided to send him the video of me jacking my cock. He was a little surprised but said he enjoyed it. All of this is pretty out of character for me. But I was having so much fun doing this. Oh right I forgot to mention partially why I decided to prep and play with myself in the shower was because that guy did message me saying he forgot earlier in the day and was going to dinner and asked if I'd be around later. I decided to have fun waiting I suppose. But talking to guys while naked I dunno it was just fun. When he actually did say that he was done with dinner and asked if I was still wanting to get together I did say yes. But part of me kinda wanted to say fuck it and just cum and go to bed. I'm glad I have more control though. I continued to play with my dick a bit longer and had fun switching between jacking off to porn, talking to guys, and also just watching myself jack off. I realized the other day when I went to the baths that I don't understand my dick well enough to know what gets me hard and horny. Walking around in the towel for some reason gave me less confidence and I did not get nearly as hard and horny. I remember when I was with the country bear from out of town that night at the bar and club walking around in mostly my jockstrap for most of the evening. I felt freeing, happy, sexy, and confident but maybe also because I was with him. I need to remember that more. Eventually I did decide to stop playing with myself (literally) and he sent the address and I told him I'm finishing a shower and heading over. I swear i've seen this guy online on other places unless I'm mixing him up. He does look a bit striking and unique in a good way though. I also thought that he listed all bottom on another profile service. But on the one I was talking with him on he said verse and he sent me a picture of his hard dick the other night too. That was also why I was a little initially hesitant. But I decided fuck it and got dressed and headed over. I got a little lost heading over but heading over there was definitely worth it once he answered the door. He was a huge stocky bear of a man. He had a nice white and grey beard that covered most of his face but slightly trimmed with a cute trimmed mustache as well. He was shirtless so I saw he had a nice fur on his chest and hot nipple piercings. Also very tatted. I was really sort of taken back by his appearance and surprised and happy in a great way. I wasn't sure what to do initially so he just smiled and I followed him to his bedroom. I looked around his home he had lots of cool pop culture stuff and several things that I understood completely. A hot fucking geeky bear damn. He lay on the bed and took off his shorts and told me to make myself comfortable. I wasted no time in stripping from my shorts and shirt and I remained only in a blue jockstrap. I told him I decided to wear it as an apology for making him wait. He laughed but I also said I wanted to wear it too. I wasted no time and got on top of him and leaned in to kiss him. He kissed back and he was a very good kisser. He also had a bit of passion. He was pawing my ass and grabbing it with his hands while we were making out. Fucking hot I love when guys do that. He said I have a nice cute ass. We broke away from kissing for a moment and I started sucking on his nipples. Really nice piercings on them he was moaning while I was sucking them. I switched to the other nipple and piercing. He was saying how good it felt and and then I moved down to his cock. He had a pretty long cock. I happily took it in my mouth and started sucking him. He was already hard but I got him harder pretty quickly. I was just loving sucking him and hearing him moan and groan and loved his signs of approval. I pulled off his cock for a moment and started licking and sucking his balls. He continued to moan in approval and to my surprise when I was sucking his balls one of them actually popped in my mouth truly so i was actually really sucking his ball. He really seemed to enjoy this. I went back to sucking his cock for a while and then he lifted me up towards him. He went back to making out and he continued pawing around my ass with his hands and started to finger my hole. I was moaning out while he was doing this. I got a little more sensual and nuzzled his beard and his face and I could tell he was also loving this. He sort of positioned me or shifted me around a few times. Fucking love when a guy does that to me. He had me turn around and we were almost in a 69 position. He started licking and rimming my hole. Fuck it was so hot and his tongue and mouth felt so fucking good. I was sucking him and even though he was enjoying it he told me to lean up more. He really really wanted to eat my ass and rim me. Fucking hot bear of a man was feasting on my ass and hole. He pulled me off and turned me around back to him and we made out passionately some more. He asked if he can fuck me and I said fuck yeah of course. He had me get on all fours. I was expecting some lube or something but he started to push his hot horny hard bear dick in my hole. Fuck this fucker was going to fuck me with just spit. One of my favorite ways to get fucked. He really did lube up my hole with his spit. His cock was starting to sink into me. Fuck I was moaning out and whimpering a little as he pushed deeper into me. He felt so fucking hard and good in me. And my ass was actually relaxing and taking him. He started to fuck me a little harder and I was enjoying it. He started to fuck me faster and my moans and groans and whimpering were his signs of approval and I could feel him get harder and fuck me faster with each fuck motion. He pulled out and wanted to change positions. He pulled me and put me on my back. I fucking loved this take charge kind of man. When I was on my back I was looking at this hot fucking sexy bear fucking me and he was looking at me. He pushed his cock back into my hole and it went in easier since my hole was fucking wet from his saliva. He went back to fucking me. I told him how fucking good and hot it felt. I slipped for a moment and said "Fuck yeah daddy/sir/man". My brain was trying to scramble on how to address him and I had a momentary confusion of not really sure how so I just defaulted to man or yeah. I didn't care what role or how he likes being addressed I just loved him fucking me and taking charge. He started jacking my dick while fucking me and my dick was rock hard. He continued to fuck me and said he wanted to cum. He asked if I wanted him to breed me. I said "Fuck yeah fucking breed me". He started fucking me harder and faster and then shouted as he breed me. Damn he has a nice deep sexy voice at times I didn't notice either. He stayed in me for a few moments while breeding me. Then he pulled out and said he'll get a towel. He put a towel on the bed and said he should have done that before. He sort of leaned over the bed for a moment. Now it's my turn >:) I asked if he wanted to get fucked. He said that my dick is pretty big and he isn't sure if he can take it. Ironic since the previous night we talked he said he wanted to get fucked. But I know what he means. My dick is pretty big I never brag or even talk about it but I definitely acknowledge it mentally. I told him I'll be gentle at first and I said I want him on all fours. He got on all fours and I got a look at his sexy ass. Damn nice and furry hot hole. He was fucking TIGHT. I spit on my cock and spit on his hole. I sort of gently pressed my hard dick around his hole. He was starting to moan without it even being in. I found his hole and sort of gradually pushed in but not too much. He was really tight. I fingered his hole a little bit opening it up more. He said that he thinks he might be too tight. I told him "Don't worry I'm harder". And I was. I spit a little more on his hole and my dick. I wasn't intentionally trying to push into his hole before just kinda teasing and playing around it to get him more excited and horny. But now I was ready to start penetrating. I pushed my hard dick into his hole with intent. Now he was starting to moan more. I pulled out slowly and just started pushing the head of my dick in and out of his hole in slow motions. He said how fucking big my dick is and he was kinda backing away, squirming. He even sort of was almost standing at one point. I have not really fucked a guy standing that frequently but I know the feeling of being a bottom and being hesitant, squirming, and sort of tightening up. I know all the tricks. I decided to actually push in more. His hole was relaxing and he was taking it. He was squirming a little less and his moans were turning into more pleasure then the initial pain before. I was pulling my cock out and in still more like kinda halfway then just the head. I pushed him back down and decided it was time to take this fucking hot sexy bear like he took me. I started pushing my dick all the way in and he was moaning and whimpering more. But I could tell it was pleasure and he was enjoying it. Now I could start fucking. I was fucking him with deeper strokes and more intent strokes. My dick was so fucking hard and I was precuming in his hot bear hole I could tell. I was still pulling in and out all the way shoving it back in. It makes my dick harder when I do this. He said how fucking hard and big I am. I said "You made it big and hard". He fucking did. I started fucking him harder and he was starting to squirm and whimper some more. He was standing up again kinda but that did not stop me fucking him. Instead I just wrapped my arms around him and held him as I was fucking him. He asked me to breed him. Fuck yeah that's kinda what I was waiting for. Thinking of how horny I've been all week the lack of fucking and barely getting fucked. And me playing with myself in the shower a few hours ago. I always try to save my load now for whatever reason. If I found a guy to play with at the book store the other day or in the evening who was cute fun and sexy I would have happily given them my load. But I'm glad I didn't. This hot fucker of a bear pawed me, grabbed me, lifted me, pulled me around and fucked me and had a lot of hot passion. I was wanting to return to favor. I started fucking him faster and harder. I told him I'm fucking coming and I'm going to fucking breed him. I shouted and I mean I fucking shouted as I bred him. God my dick was so fucking hard even when I was breeding him and depositing my load in his hot bear hole. Fuck it was hot. I wanted to stay in him a little bit longer but he kinda pulled off me. That's fine. Because honestly I probably would have fucked him again ;). I could tell though that he might not have been up for that. I used the bathroom afterwards and surprised no cum came out of my hole. The fucking hot bear must have bred in me deep I know that can happen. I do always like to confirm that I'm clean though even though I knew it. I know some bottoms like to keep their load in them for hours or as long as they can. I used to be like that but not don't do that anymore. After that we talked briefly. He said he used to be more bottom but over the last few years he's been topping more. He said he does enjoy topping a lot. He said he didn't used to because he came too quickly. I told him I used to be the same way I was a one and done fuck and a quick one. But I said over the years I've topped more and enjoy it a lot more and have the stamina to last longer. He said he hasn't been with anyone in a long time where they both fuck and get fucked in one session. I said it is not that common even though some guys say they are verse. I said I love to bottom and have done it alot in the past but that I'm equally enjoying topping and fucking now. We chatted a little more then we got dressed. He said he will sleep good tonight and that I probably will too. Unlike the man who said that last night he was actually right about that. I do kinda remember years years ago when I was younger I played with a hot bear in some rural or country area. No idea what the fuck I was doing out there but horny I guess. He was more of a bottom/submissive. I did fuck him and even do some BDSM acts on him (man forgot all about that) and he loved it. But near the end he was getting really horny and anxious. I completely forgot that he didn't cum and couldn't tell why he was so frantic. It's like he wanted permission from me to cum but I did tell him he could. After he got the release he seemed happy and less frantic. Maybe he topped me but I remember him more being submissive which says a lot at the time because I was very much a submissive/bottom back then. Only saw him once though never again. The point of that side thought is maybe If I came that night with the daddy top who fucked me I wouldn't have been as horny and insatiable and wanting to go back to the book store to try and get fucked or fuck. But I already know that if I'm in the lines of thinking about my own cock I'm probably less of a submissive/bottom then I realize. At least in that specific headspace. At the same time I know I can easily go back into that headspace on a moment's notice. Recent history and encounters have showed that. But anyways enough of that. When walking to the door we had one last passionate kiss. He thanked me and said it was a lot of fun and said he wants to get together again. He told me his schedule of when he's generally free and it kinda lines up with mine. I told him I look forward to seeing him again. I left and grabbed some food on the way home. I was sort of talking with someone interesting as well when I left and when I got home. I'm not sure if anything will come from it but it at least has me intrigued. Whether that becomes something or a story for another time remains to be seen though. Anyways fucking hot night. Had so much fun before playing with myself and my dick and playing with the fucking hot sexy bear and being man handled by him and fucked and bred. And of course fucking and breeding him. I don't really know what satisfies me or fulfills me anymore but for the time being and at least last night that did. Load Count 1 Load taken in the ass being bred by hot bear. 1 Load of me breeding and depositing my load in the hot bear. Until next time...

Well even though I had an amazing night with a country bear the previous night. I was still feeling a little insatiable. I had to head into town in the afternoon anyways. So I decided to prep and get ready. I was pretty horny and wasn't finding any action on line so decided to go to the baths. Not the best decision it was kinda dead and not really anyone around. I didn't stay long and decided to go to the bookstore. It seemed like there were a decent amount of guys there. I sucked a hot bearded guy maybe latino in a booth. He had a nice fat hard dick. He seemed to enjoy me sucking me him but I could tell he wasn't ready to get off. After sucking him for a while he pulled off and thanked me and said he'll be around. I saw several doors closed so I figured a bit of action may be going on behind closed doors. After walking around for a little bit I walked into a booth and looked through the glory hole. I saw an older daddy on the other side. I patiently waited on my knees and he looked at me. He stuck a pretty semi hard cock through the hole. I enjoyed sucking him and was moaning and could feel him getting harder. He seemed to really enjoy me sucking him and he started to fuck my face a little bit. He pulled out for a moment so I took this as a sign. I dropped my shorts and bent over where my ass was at the glory hole and spit on my hole. It did not take long at all until I felt his hard daddy dick pressing against my hole. Fuck I was really tight. He started fucking my hole and although he wasn't all the way in he seemed to still be enjoying himself. After fucking me for a while he pulled out. He got dressed and said thanks. Figured he wasn't ready to cum yet I know not all guys are. I walked around some more and went back to the booths. I looked in a glory hole and saw a hot thinly trimmed bearded latino man on his knees. I looked at him through the glory hole and pulled out my cock. It was semi hard but he was an amazing cocksucker. He got me pretty hard in no time at all. I pulled out for a moment and looked at his face and stroked my cock. My cock was just about rock hard at this point so I pushed my hard cock back in his mouth. He was doing a pretty good job at taking it. I did hear him maybe gag once but he seemed to enjoy sucking my hard cock. I started fucking his face a little bit and he had a slight resistance. So I eased up on him a little. He was really enjoying him servicing my cock but I pulled away from him. I thanked him and said he was great. But I told him I wasn't ready to cum yet. He understood and I left the booth and wiped my dick off. I wasn't ready to cum yet. I walked around some more and didn't seem like too much was going on. I went to the dark room area. I saw the same guy I was sucking earlier the bearded latino guy getting fucked. The trimmly bearded latino guy who was sucking me earlier was in there too. He said he wanted to suck me again so I sit down and let him suck me. Watching and hearing the guy next to me getting fucked got me hard pretty fast. There was a top or someone who was kinda trying to play with my nipples or something too while this was going on. I was loving the whole ambience of the fucking and having my dick sucked it was fun. The guy pulled out of the guy he was fucking. Wasn't sure if he bred him or not it didn't sound like. He turned his interest to me. He rubbed my chest and he also tried to lift me up from the guy sucking me. He was successful and he took no time at all and had me bent over. He started trying to fuck me but I was a little tight. He was able to get in partially but he gave up after a certain point. I was fine with that I was enjoying getting sucked more previously. I left the dark room area and washed my dick off. I was kinda chatting with someone in between walking around. I was talking to a specific top that I've seen on multiple occasions. He didn't have most of his barriers of text up tonight it was very less back and forth then normal. He basically told me that if I'm ready he's ready. Fuck yeah once he asked if I was wanting to fuck I left the bookstore immediately. When I got in my car he told me to come over after I told him I'm already prepped. Kinda glad that guy didn't get to fuck me now. I don't know him well enough to know if he likes cummy holes but my hole was not fucked that much that night. I went to his place and greeted him at the door. It was so great to see him again. He was only in some light shorts and he proceeded to go the bed and stripped. He told me to make myself comfortable. I did not need another invitation. I stripped and looked at the sexy daddy on the bed with his hard cock up waiting for me. I think i've described him before but he's an older daddy with a lightly trimmed grey beard. I straddled him and I kissed him. He kissed back and we exchanged a few kisses back and forth. I moved down slightly and started sucking his nipples. He has a very furry chest it's pretty thick fur. I forgot how much I loved it. I enjoyed sucking on his nipple lightly and tasting his furry chest hair at the same time. He was groaning and saying how good it felt. I sucked his other nipple and while he was enjoying this he sort of gently guided me towards his hard cock. I licked his bush area and then gently licked and sucked his balls. He was moaning again saying how good it felt and what a good boy I am. I then licked his cock and took his hard cock in my mouth. I forgot he had a longer dick but also a nice thickness to it. I was enjoying sucking it and going up and down on him. He was saying it felt good and I enjoyed being able to serve his cock. He pulled me up and we kissed again. He lifted his arm pit. I would have been more then happy to service his arm pits but he had heavy deodorant or cologne. So I instead I just nuzzled my nose and face into his pits and he was moaning and and encouraging me. I nuzzled both his arm pits. He then pulled me to him and we kissed some more. Then the hot daddy was worked up enough and he got up. I knew what he wanted. I got up myself and got on all fours. I arched my back towards him and he tossed me a bottle of poppers. I spit on my fingers a little and rubbed some of it on my hole. He did also put lube in my ass and lubed his hard daddy dick. I took a hit of poppers but not a heavy hit and felt his hard dick start to push in me. Fuck it felt so good. I was trying to relax more but I could tell I had some resistance. I was trying to back up on him more or twitch my hole. He took a hit of poppers himself and started to fuck me slowly. He told me "relax boy". I forgot for a moment how he likes to fuck. And he's said it before to relax. I did my best to try to block out everything and relax my hole and my mind. I tried to open myself more and be still. I could feel him getting deeper inside me and was moaning more. He told me that's better and he was starting to fuck me. He likes me to be mostly still and relaxed that way he can fuck the way he wants. Honestly I don't get with a lot of tops that fuck like this but I love it. He threw me the bottles and this time I took a bigger hit. Oh fuck my head was spinning and my hole felt more relaxed and opened up. I took a deep breath and felt my hole loosen up more and he got in deeper. He started fucking me faster. I stopped trying to match his fuck rhythm or back up on. I just tried to arch my back and raise my ass a little more and he took control and proceeded to fuck me more. He started fucking me harder. I was moaning out more and saying how fucking good it felt. He told me that this is what I wanted and needed and I told him it was. I told him how fucking hot he felt fucking me and told him I was loving it. I could feel his cock getting harder and his motions got faster. He said he was going to cum and breed me. I told him to fucking breed my hole. I just loved my hole being fucked and being more relaxed and felt his load flood my hole. And when I say flood he filled my hole he must not have cum in a good while. He stayed in me for a little bit longer while he drained his load. We both sort of collapsed for a moment him on the top of the bed and me on the end. We both took a moment to come down from the poppers. Last time I layed on his chest and it was nice feeling his chest fur. The vibe this time though I think both of us were kinda done. I used the bathroom quick after and was surprised how much cum came out. Fuck the man really did flood me. As hot and fun as the country bear that fucked me in pretty much every position and different places yesterday. He didn't really have much of a load or I didn't really get bred like I thought I did. I have a feeling that one of the guys at the club though did precum in me a lot or might have partially shot his load in me. But that's a good summary of partial shots. This man fucking bred and filled my hole. It was so fucking hot. We chatted a little when I was getting dressed and we kissed each other goodbye and I left. He said that we'll both sleep great tonight after that fuck. "Are you sure about that?" I was starting to really think about what the long bearded man told me the night and morning I was with him over the weekend. About the "urge" in me and how I do need to let it out. It frustrates me how much he knows more about me then I do. But yeah I still wanted to get fucked. I still wanted to be bred. But at the same time the feeling of all the cum leaving my hole was so fucking hot. God the urge to go get fucked more of fuck overcame me. I decided after I left to go back to that bookstore. It was a little more crowded but I still had the same ticket which was nice also why I decided to go back. I saw a few other guys and saw some of the same guys from before and newer guys. Now I see why someone i've hooked up with a while back said they will leave after a little if no action. I felt good returning at least. I went into the dark room and saw a guy getting fucked. I did not have a lot of luck in the dark room this night playing with guys on one one. I have in the past. But regardless me standing there a guy was kinda playing with my dick. I couldn't tell if it was the same guy from before but I was enjoying it. There was also a top near me fucking a bottom. It was turning me on so my dick was getting harder. Some guy was playing with my chest and my cock but no idea who but before I knew it someone was sucking my dick. Damn it felt good. After a little bit the top that was fucking the bottom pulled out of him. He turned to me and grabbed me. He bent me over. Ah the man didn't have to do much I was so fucking horny. He bent me over and I felt his fat cock go in my cummy hole. He started moaning and I was wimpering at how good he felt. He was fucking me pretty fast. Couldn't tell if he was fucking to cum or just to fuck. After fucking me for a while he pulled out and thanked me. The latino bearded guy who I played with earlier was apparently in there. His dick was hard and he had me get on my knees and suck him. I enjoyed sucking him again and he also fucked my face for a little bit. He pulled me off and said he needed a break for a moment and left the dark room area. I stayed for just a little bit but decided to leave. I saw a bunch of new guys come in. I decided to go into the middle glory hole my favorite one. A hot bearded daddy came in and looked at me on my knees through the glory hole. He seemed to like what he saw so he took off his pants. His cock was small but it looked uncut. I don't really judge on that though I happily took his cock in my mouth. He was moaning while I was sucking him. His cock also was getting hard gradually. He at one point was pulling his cock out completely and then shoving it back in. I was enjoying sucking him and he got fully hard. He had a nice sized uncut cock. I was having fun sucking him. He started fucking my fast faster and then he shouted. Oh fuck. I was moaning and wimpering when I started to taste his salty load. Fuck I love it when guys fucking cum when I'm sucking them especially if it's randomly out of the blue. He continued to cum and sucked his load completely until he pulled out. He wiped his cock off and got dressed and said thanks. Damn that was hot. I decided to leave the booth. I ran into the hot bearded latino guy who I played with a few times that night in a booth. I went in and he got on the couch and sat down. I started sucking him. I was sucking him for a good while and he was enjoying it. I think. I'm not sure what it is about some guys and I don't come across this much. But he did not really pay me too much attention or really show any emotion or reaction when I was sucking him. He was just watching the porn. Kinda hot I guess. I continued to suck him and deep throat him a little. He fucked my face occasionally. But that was really it. I wasn't sure how long I sucked him for. I probably should have asked if he wanted to fuck but I was a bit thrown off by the vibe. I made an excuse and told him I needed a break for a moment and he was fine with that. I decided to walk around some more. I ran into the latino daddy guy with the thin beard who was sucking me several times during the night. He was in a room and I was surprised his dick was out. He wanted to get sucked so I sucked him. He had a nice hot long dick. He was sort of similar to the other guy. But he did enjoy sucking me too. I loved his mouth and getting sucked by him but i really wanted to fuck. I asked if he liked to fuck or get fucked and he said not really. He said he just likes oral. I went back to sucking him for a little bit but it was the same vibe as the other guy couldn't tell if he was wanting to cum or not. I decided to leave the room and thanked him. It's not that I don't like servicing guys or won't service them for a long period of time sucking their cock. I mean I did share a story recently of me with a hot older daddy and how I went to his place and did nothing really but suck him. I played with his nipples and balls too. But there was more of a dominant nature he had and he brought out the more subservient side in me. There was a dynamic basically so I would have been more then happy to suck and service him however long he wanted but I also knew there was an end to it and he wanted to eventually cum. These two guys I had no idea. But they were hot and fun though. There was just no connection other then finding each other hot and both guys and myself being horny. There wasn't really too much else that went on after that. I wanted to go back to the middle booth but there was a weird guy guarding it. He was kind of off putting so no one wanted to go in the glory hole area. I decided I wasn't feeling this anymore and decided to leave. I did sort of look for any other encounters before I left but no one seemed to be around. Man at this point I was ready to go play in public. I did sort of have an experience with that recently but no actual action so can't say much about that..but it was fun. I went home and of right on cue when I got home and after I took a shower and got cleaned up. I got a message from someone. Someone I've actually seen online before and been curious about. He said he was horny all night and asked if I wanted to fuck. I liked his intro nice and to the point. He was a hot man from his picture and the pictures he sent me of his body and cock. I told him i'm in for the night and have to get up in the morning. He said that he has been looking all night and no luck. I can't believe that with how hot he is and his pictures were great. I can't believe I said it but i told him that I haven't really had luck either. I got fucking bred and fucked and I did have a little fun at the bookstore. Was I still not really satisfied? Ugh the more I try to deny and surprise my urges the more I think it fights back and shows. But I did really feel sort of off after everything when I got home. I was almost wondering if I should have reached out to someone else who isn't really that much of a top with fucking but more sensual. But I decided probably not. Instead I stayed up late even writing about this experience here haha. Looking back it was still a fun and enlightening evening. I realized things that could have made the evening better or different and applied that the next night. Also more to come with the hot man I was talking to this night. Or More to Cum 😉 Loads taken Anal: 1 by being bred by the hot daddy top Loads taken Oral: 1 by a hot bear daddy and swallowing his load. Until next time..

This was on Wednesday. So. I believe I mentioned this guy a while back. I mentioned after playing with someone I see regularly and spend time with them. That I went to a bookstore and played around and told him about it and he found it hot. While I was there that night I ran into a very sexy older bear. He had a lightly trimmed beard that was full white. He had a beautiful furry chest and was a very passionate and frantic fucker. Like literally. He was fucking me all over the place in that room and he had a nice thick curved cock. He didn't breed me but we exchanged contact information. We've talked a bit every so often and he decided to come visit since he's from out of town. We decided to meet at a bar. I arrived to the bar and waited for him so I ordered a non alcoholic drink. I had some intentions with the bar but found out that it wouldn't become more "fun" until later. Damn. He arrived and I was so happy to see him. We both kissed each other passionately and hugged. He said he had take a piss so I followed him. Part of the bar was closed off for some reason I guess some event. So we went to another bathroom. This was more of an open bathroom with a toilet seat and a urinal. He kissed me when we got in the bathroom. I thought he had to go but he grabbed his hard dick and started kissing me more. Before I knew it I felt his hard cock in his pants pressed against my leg. He grabbed my cock which was hard and also slipped his hand underneath my shorts. He realized I was wearing a jockstrap. I felt his hard on and I looked at him. I kinda looked around nervously but I pulled down his pants and took out his cock. I took his cock into my mouth which was mostly hard and started sucking him. His cock felt so good. I love the curve on his cock and he was getting fully hard. While I was sucking him he pulled me up. He was saying he wanted my ass. God I love how hot and direct he is. I pulled down my shorts and exposed my ass to him in the bar bathroom. I spit on my hole and leaned down. He pressed his hard cock against my hole and started to push in. This would be the first of MANY times this man fucked me that night. He pushed in further and I started to moan. I tried to relax on him but damn his dick was nice and thick. He started fucking me and I was loving it. When I said previously he has kinda frantic fucking. I meant he will fuck for a while but won't really have a fast rhythm just I guess his own rhythm and then he'd stop and change positions. His goal wasn't to fuck and cum his goal was to fuck and keep fucking. He pulled me off his dick and he sat on the toilet seat. His cock was sticking straight up. I walked towards him and squatted down on his cock and felt his cock sink deeper into me. Ugh he felt so damn good. I started riding his dick when I forgot the door wasn't even really closed. The same bartender that I got my drink from came in saying "Good Lord!". I panicked and started to get up. He said "Oh no I don't care what you two do but maybe close the bathroom door next time. I'm not sure what he was doing if he was changing out something but I resumed to sit on the country bear's cock while the guy was still in there. He left a minute or so after he genuinely did not seem like he was trying to sneak a peak was just doing his job I guess. After me riding him for a while he pulled off and we went back to kissing. We decided to go the patio area. We sat on a chair and just layed against each other and talked a little. We were kinda talking about where to go next. I knew there was an event going on and asked if he wanted to go. He said he was up for whatever especially since we both needed a place to play. He got a drink and drank it and then we left and headed to "that" event. We parked and went outside. I felt honored? Should I have for giving him a tour? Ah who knows. But anyways I kinda guided him and showed him the second and third floor. I showed him more of the third floor. I stripped and was wearing nothing but a jock strap and a vest. I thought about some of the things here and basically showed him the fuck bench area. He seemed to like it. He sat on it and I got on my knees sucking his cock. He was groaning and moaning and was rock hard in no time. I bent over the fuck bench and braced myself for his hard thick country bear cock invading my hole. Fuck his dick felt so good fucking me. He pulled out a few times but he kept fucking me altogether. We then changed around and I layed on the fuck bench. I realized it had a little head rest so it might be more intended for getting fucked on the back to replace a sling maybe. He wasted no time fucking me on my back. I was moaning and groaning out. He was fucking thick and there were a few guys watching. I was wondering if I was going to make him cum but it didn't happen. He pulled out and we started making out again. We both looked at the dark room area for a moment and decided not to. We went over the couches. He mentioned previously he wanted to fuck me face down. Well now here was his chance. We both sort of stripped a little more and got on the leather couch. We were making out a little bit and then I got on all fours on the leather couch. He shoved his hard country bear dick back in me. Getting fucked on all fours felt so damn hot. At one point he told me to put one of my legs down on the floor. I did and this gave him more ways to maneuver. I felt him a little deeper in me in this position and was loving it. He pulled out and told me to get on my belly. I did and was fucking me on my belly. Damn it's been a while since i've been fucking like that. I stuck my ass up in the air for him and he loved fucking me. I felt like I was on such another level getting fucked by this sexy country bear in the fun place. I had no idea how much fun I'd have a little bit later at that moment. We took a break and decided to both piss but for real this time. After pissing we passed by the dark room area and still decided not to. We passed by the leather couches again and more action was gone on. He commented that there is like 1 or 2 tops he's seen here this whole time and everyone else is pretty much a bottom. That sounds just about right. Speaking of for the event it was not a huge turn out. Very surprised considering what the event is known for and how packed it was last time. We decided to go on a leather couch in a different area. This time he layed on his back. I got on top of him and straddled him and felt his raw cock sink into me again. It never gets old. I used the sort of rails around the couches or back boards to give myself some balance. I started to ride his cock and he stopped me for a moment and proceeded to fuck me. He felt so good sitting on top of his cock. We heard moans and groans and grunts and saw that guys around us were fucking. He continued to fuck me and I continued to ride him. I swear at least once I think he was going to cum but he somehow stopped himself. We both got up and I decided to get dressed. We both headed down to the second floor. But we decided to check out the first one too. I showed him a dark area with glory holes and he though it was probably fun. I took him to another area where there was a platform with glory holes. I explained essentially a top goes on on the platform and in the glory holes the guys have to stand to suck off the guy sticking the dick through the hole. He thought this was hot. We decided to try this initiated by me. He went on the platform and stuck his dick through the hole. I started sucking him. This was a great angle to suck him and not like I need a reason to suck him but damn it did make it hot and more fun. We decided to leave that area and decided to go the second floor. This was one of our..destinations (lol) since we got there. There were a few rooms with nylon or plastic like beds to lay down on and fuck. But everything was open no doors. We decided to go into one of those rooms. We both stripped and we both got to for the first time lay with each other and cuddle for a moment or two. We both kissed and playing with each other's bodies and enjoyed each other's company. He got hard pretty fast and before I knew it I was on my back and he was on the edge of the bed fucking me. Fuck this felt really comfortable and my hole still felt tight. While he was fucking me another guy came in. To my surprise he kinda encouraged the guy to come over. The other guy was pretty furry and hairy and had a nice trimmed beard. He told the guy to fuck me. The guy was already stroking his cock and was rock hard. I awaited eagerly and felt the stranger push his cock in me. Fuck he was a little thicker then the country bear who was fucking me. He seemed to really want to fuck too. He fucked me for a good while and I was shouting out and moaning. The country bear top decided to get on the bed while the stranger was fucking me and face fucked me. The guy pulled out suddenly and thanked us and left. The country bear went back to fucking me. He said he noticed my hole was wetter. He asked if the guy came in me. I said I wasn't sure I didn't feel it but maybe precum. The country bear said my hole was tight before but now it's wet not loose just wet. Regardless he was able to fuck me more and seemed to enjoy it more with my hole being wet. He continued to fuck me until another man kinda came in. This man that was watching us was huge. He seemed to be an older salt and pepper bear. But he dressed more old fashioned style clothing. It was really hot and he also had a hot cap or beret. He had a long long grey salt and pepper beard. This time I kinda motioned him over. He had a massively fucking thick cock. Like it was almost beer can size and it the way it looked and was shaped was a little different. It's like there was a thicker part to it. Hard to explain. But anyways he smiled at me and he seemed to like me stroking his cock. The country bear fucking me asked if he wanted to fuck me and he said yeah. I will not lie i was a little nervous. The amount of thickness his cock had was insane. I knew this long bearded daddy was going to split me open. I felt his cock head push into my hopefully wet ass and started to get nervous. I tried to relax and to my surprise I felt my hole getting stretched a little bit. I felt his cock starting to partially stretch me open. I groaned and winced as he wasn't all the way inside me but most of his thick cock was inside me. Fuck this man was massive. I cried out as he started fucking me. The insane thing is that he wasn't fully in me but he felt so fucking huge. I just literally braced for impact and tried to relax my hole as the hot long bearded man took his time to fuck me and he seemed to enjoy it. He wanted to fuck me on all fours. Of course I flipped over and got on all fours with no hesitation. I felt his fucking massively thick cock start to stretch me open again. I could partially feel the entirety of his cock starting to invade me more. He continued to fuck me without pushing all of him in me. He kept fucking me for a while and then he suddenly stopped. His cock was a little deflated when he pulled out I wonder if he was came in me. He smiled at me and thanked the country top and walked away. The country bear top went back to fucking me. While he was fucking me he commented although my ass opened up more and seemed to like it. Our fun hairy chested stranger returned. This time the country top and him kinda had some passionate moments and they were playing a little. The stranger didn't fuck me this time but we all kinda played and I sucked his cock and the top played with his nipples. We all had fun and then he said he had to go. Me and the country bear played more an fucked more. He also sucked my dick some. I actually kinda wanted to fuck the country top but he said he wasn't prepped for that. He is a top I think so I mean that's understandable. But he did say he wouldn't be against being fucked by me. Love to fuck tops I dunno why but it's so fun even though they might not really be a top. After more fucking and playing we both decided to get dressed and leave. We decided to go back to the bar we initially met at since no cover charge. We both got drinks non alcoholic he could have had one but I guess he was trying to support me which is nice at least. This time the bar was fully opened up. We danced a little on the dance floor and then I showed him the dark area. We both started making out in the dark room and I got on my knees again to suck his cock. I started to see a few guys around or become more known at least. When he had enough of me sucking him he pulled me up and I bent over. Fucking sexy country bar fucked me in the bar. I was loving it. While we were playing some random bearded top came over. He seemed to be interesting so I sucked him while the country bear was fucking me. He seemed to enjoy getting sucked. He was pretty cute too. The top pulled off me and he interacted with the other top. They both made out a little and played with each other's bodys which was hot. I on the other hand was on my knees servicing this new man. He seemed to be enjoying it. I turned around and he shoved his hard raw dick up my ass. Damn my ass still felt kinda tight but he seemed to be having fun fucking me. Eventually he found someone else and in that area and they went off too play. We left the room after playing for a bit. I said I had to pee so we went to the urinal troff. After I pissed I got on my knees and started suck off the country bear in the urinal troff area. He said he was coming close to cumming. He started cumming and I could taste it in my mouth. Fuck it tasted so good. I bent over and he shoved his hard dick in me again. This time I could feel cum filling me. It felt so fucking hot. He pulled off and I sucked his dick until it deflated. He fucking came in my mouth and ass how fucking hot. After that we both decided that it was getting late and to call it a night. We got a bite to eat at a dinner and enjoyed briefly reminiscing of the incredible night we just had. Going from a normal place after being at the the place we were at and then the bar felt a little jarring initially. After eating we briefly kissed and said goodbye. The sexy country bear said he looks forward to visiting again. I went home and reflected a little on the evening. Just absolutely insane evening. I can't believe that we fucked in the bathroom at the bar and in different positions and going to that event. Even though the event was somewhat dead it was a great play place and I can't believe all the places and how many times he fucked me. And near the end him being open to playing with other guys both having them fuck me, me sucking them, and watching him play with them too. So fucking hot. Just didn't think something like that was ever possible. Maybe, possibly that's why it's good if you meet someone at a place like that and stay in contact. They can't ever really judge you for being whorish or playing around at places like that because they themselves met you there. I look forward to seeing the out of town country bear again. Loads Taken - 1/2 Mouth/Ass Potentially got bred at the other place by two guys but uncertain.

This happened last weekend. But I've still been thinking about it. I've mentioned this guy before. He's the guy that's very much into public play and has a very much aggressive streak and loves to do all forms of play with me. But I'll elaborate a little more. I haven't seen this guy since our last encounter where we also talked a bit. I got a surprise invite to see him over the weekend out of the blue and of course I jumped at the opportunity. I went over to his place. He's such a striking man. Big long beard that's kinda bushy. Very much a bear as well. He has earrings and a nose piercing he sometimes wears as well. I was so happy to see him at the door and walking into his place. We immediately hugged and kissed. It was so good to see him again. Unfortunately allergies were kinda striking me hard so I wasn't 100% myself. He did a bit of his foreplay like some breath play, and impact play, and lots of kissing and also him exploring my body a lot. I thought I might just be a little weary of being hungry but after playing we got some food. Then when we went back we resumed our play a bit more. It was so hot at one point he was on top of me and sitting on me basically. He leaned down and I already knew what was coming I opened my mouth. He let some of his saliva flow from his mouth into mine. While he was doing this he got a call from a straight friend of his. It was comedic watching him wipe the saliva off his beard while talking to his friend. I was rubbing his chest while he was talking to his friend it was hot. Once he was off the call I licked the saliva off his beard and he licked me back. I love how much he is into licking, scents, and biting. After that we watched a movie and cuddled. It was nice caressing his beard and petting it and even laying on it while watching the movie. At one point we both got shirtless and that was nice and comfortable as well. It was getting late and we both got into bed. I was sucking on his pierced nipples and he was enjoying it. I love how he moans when I suck on his nipples. Neither of us were exactly tired so we chatted a bit more. I learned a lot more about him and some of his past. I was right when I sensed leather in him and everything he does. He has had leather training and been on both sides. I haven't learned as a Dom/Top but I did have experience as a leather boy. He knew some of it but I told him more of it. I found out he's not actually a dominant or a top. He's actually more kinda like me? Or maybe someone I could be. Everything that he does to me the rough play, the aggression, the energy, and different forms of kink are things he likes and also likes done to him. It shouldn't be too surprising but just been a very long time since i've been remotely around guys like that. It helped me understand him better and also how our meetings and outings are progressing. I sort of realized we are both kinda of in the same place. We both drifted to sleep in each other's arms. Then the morning "came". I think we both woke up roughly around the same time. I woke up and first thing I did was start playing with his nipples and sucking on his pierced nipples. The idea of an oral fixated way to wake someone is something I learned years ago. But that was slightly different but I still do think of it with fond and horny memories. He was loving me sucking his nipples and he was very much waking up. I started kissing him and licking his beard and chest. I worked my down to his hard PA cock getting hard. I slowly sucked and licked his balls and chewed on them a little too. I've said this before but he likes pretty much every part of him lightly chewed/bit on including his cock and balls. Initially when I learned this especially sucking his cock it was weird because as a bottom you are trained to never bite a top's dick. But I took his PA cock into my mouth. He has a huge PA ring on his cock. It's a little hard for me to take sometimes but I am also not that used to PAs. I knew what to do I sucked his dick completely and when going up and down his PA bear dick I lightly nibbled and bite at the top of his dick. He groaned and moaned when I did this and got harder. I love how I have gotten the hang of sucking and going down on his dick and when coming up lightly bitting near the top of his dick. It sounds crazy I know but he gets harder and hornier when I do this. Regardless of how weird it felt at first I love to serve and find new ways to serve men. My dick was also getting hard. Actually it was pretty much already rock hard when I was kissing him and playing with his nipples. I pulled off his dick and started kissing him again. I took a little bit of a page from his book. Whatever figurative and maybe literal cloud that was over my head the previous day with the sinuses dragging me down was mostly gone. My dick was full rock hard and my passion, energy, and playfulness was back. I stuck my finger in his mouth and he sucked on it. It was so fucking hot. I reached under his balls and started rubbing his hole. He was getting hornier so I put two fingers in his mouth and he sucked them. I took the wet saliva fingers and started playing with his hole more and pushing my fingers in his hole. I kissed him some more and then I pulled and pushed him to his side. Hehe just like he likes to pull and push me around. Damn I'm getting hard just typing this. When he was on his side his hole was nice and wet. Last time i fucked him I didn't do this and he was pretty tight. I spit on my cock since I never really use lube and pushed my uncut cock in his hot bear ass. He had a deep gutteral moans. The further I pushed in he would moan even more but very deep moans. This was so different compared to the country bear I fucked a few days prior. I started actually fucking him with more speed and he kept moaning. I started pulling out all the way and then pushing my dick back in. I started fucking him a little harder and deeper. His deep moans were turning into gasps and asking me to fuck him. There it was. I started fucking him faster and harder. He said he wanted me to breed him. I was so fucking horny after everything he did to me and everything we both did together I was wanting to breed him. I fucked him faster and harder and felt my dick getting harder until I shouted out and bred him. I just layed next to him for a moment with my cock still in him and my load still emptying. I caressed his chest and nipples lightly with my fingers for a few moments. He turned over and then I just layed on his chest for a few moments. We both decided to get up and have some coffee. I went to the bathroom quick to piss and brush my teeth. We enjoyed coffee together and he even made me some english muffins and I also had a banana. I actually cannot remember the last time a guy made something for breakfast for me after spending the night with them or me doing it for them. Outside of a relationship that is. We both talked a bit more during breakfast and coffee and shared hot experiences. He shared some things he wanted to do and places he wanted to go to. I definitely had my full energy back. After breakfast we started making out in the kitchen and I was getting hard and leaky. I really honestly actually wanted to bend him over the stove and fuck him again. But I decided to hold back on that maybe another time. Instead I started kissing him in the kitchen and he passionately kissed me back. We both were semi clothed just a shirt and underwear. I played with his nipples through his shirt. I also rubbed his sexy fur chest. I licked his beard and face and he responded with a few moans and groans. We went back to kissing and I slowly started to take off his shirt. He lifted his arm up and I started nuzzling my nose in his pits and absorbing his scents and smells. I then gently took my tongue and started licking and washing his arm pits with my tongue. He said he loves my tongue and I kept licking and taking in his arm pit smell it was so hot. He lifted the other one and i worked on the other one as well. I played with his nipples and twisted his nipples like he likes and we went back to kissing. I then broke away and started sucking his nipples. He kept groaning while I was sucking his nipples stating how much he loves me sucking them. My dick was hard in my underwear pressed against his and I grabbed his bulge in his underwear. Both of us were pressing against each other's bulge. I started to sink down slowly and I was licking his chest hair and his body with my knees slowly bending down. He smiled at me and while licking his chest and chest hair I gently pulled down his underwear and he took them off. I sank my knees down even more until I was at his belly and started licking his belly and the piercing around his belly. Then gently biting his belly which he loved. He said he loves when I chew on him. My knees bent all the way down until I was on my knees looking up at the hot incredible sexy man I admire so much. He told me how cute and good I look on my knees. I licked around his sexy bush and crotch and licked his balls as well. I took his balls in my mouth and slightly nibbled on them which he was loving. I felt his hard cock flailing my face while I was doing this. I brushed my beard against his cock and he moaned when I did this. I looked at his hard cock with the PA ring on it and took it into my mouth. He called me a good boy and I looked up at him. He again said how good I look on my knees. I started sucking his PA cock again and taking him deep and then biting near the top of his cock making him harder and more excited. He was starting to fuck my face a little. I was panicking a little because he has a huge PA ring on his cock but I was determined. He was enjoying me sucking him and I barely broke eye contact from him. I just loved the view of looking up at him and I know he loved looking down at me and looking at my eyes. He pulled me up and kissed me again. While we were making out and playing with each other we walked back into the living room. He pushed me on his sofa like area and got on top of me. He pinned my arms down and started kissing me again. He leaned pulled away and I saw what he was doing with his mouth. I opened my mouth and accepted his saliva. He called me a good boy. He started licking my nipples and then sucking on them. It felt so good. I still remember last time when he worked my nipples so much they were sore for a week I loved it. He actually licked my face and my beard and bit it too. So that's what it feels like? I love doing that to him but didn't know it felt that hot. Damn it was incredible. He pulled my arms back and started licking my pits as well. This is also something I've done to him that I love to do and it felt great. He worked down to my naval and licked the hair around my belly until he got to my crotch. He started sucking on my balls and his mouth felt so good on them. Then he got to my hard uncut cock. He took the precum from my uncut cock on his fingers and feed it to me. I gladly accepted it and loved the taste. He kissed me afterwards and we both shared the taste together. Then he went back to my cock and started sucking it again. Oh it felt so good. He does like to be a little playful with it too which makes me wince a little bit but I know that's also intentional. I loved him sucking my cock and a part of me really wanted to fuck him again. He pulled off and came back over me and we started kissing again. I've said this before and I've said it here. But I cannot get enough of our beards touching and me feeling his beard against mine or my tongue and lips against his. I actually broke away from kissing him for a moment and told him how much I loved that and described it in detail. He said he loves it as well and he has definitely noticed it. He did some more breathe play with me. He told me to look at him directly when he was doing it. It was very hard to do it but I tried to not let my eyes gaze leave him even though I was drifting. He stopped and called me a good boy. He shifted his position and then he was sort of sitting on me and he started jacking off his pierced dick. Fuck it was so hot to watch him jack off I played with his nipples twisting them how he liked them. He kept jacking off his dick and I kept playing with nipples. He stopped jacking off his cock and pulled me up. We both went back to making out. He went back to playing with nipples and twisting them. Pretty much the remainder of the morning was just back and forth making out and playing with each other and him doing some kind of play on me. And then we had yet another talk. Pretty much re-iterating what he said last time about wanting to have some partial play ownership of me for a duration of a session. And how he wants to use me in different ways. The most interesting part of the conversation is what he described my urges. He mentioned headspace as well. This is a term I have not heard in several years. But I know very well what it means. He definitely knows there is a side of me that i'm suppressing my sexual desires and he is not wrong at all. I think he wants to help me unleash that but just under his control. I cannot wait to see this man again especially considering that we spent almost a full day together for his session. Probably the longest time we've spent together but I loved every minute of it. Load Count 1 = Fucked and Bred him

What the hell? Where the hell do you run into these mean girl bottoms lol. If i recall in the past I never ran into pushy bottoms. I did see bottoms camped out bent over or in slings at like fuck events. But they didn't stay there the whole time. They just seemed more like professional or dedicated to wanting to take loads which is respectful. I'm curious of the age of the bottoms you interacted with. Bottoms throwing schoolyard lunchtime insults is absolutely wild. That kinda does make me nervous with more group play. I had a bottom take an opportunity I passed and didn't take with a guy i was playing with and got hard but that was on me. They weren't rude or mean either. I guess I was really lucky in the past at group parties or orgies or fuck events bottoms were respectful. I still am iffy on an encounter of a hot top signaling me to follow him into a room and a bottom kinda rushed passed me and went into the room with the top but locked the door. Even though the situation still ended in my favor because I got together with him and got fucked by him. I didn't need any more reasons to be nervous of group play but reading all this gives me more caution lol.

The side status on profiles is good if they have it on the app or website you are using and let's them only select side. The issue is some websites app let them select top/bottom/oral with side selected as well. Or a side might message you and sort of be coy, misleading or vague about what they are into and if they will fuck or get fucked. And you might think just ignore them or don't deal with them. But if they are cute, sexy or you are attracted to them or anything about their profile it makes a little harder to just dismiss. I guess just being more direct in asking and if they don't answer or are vague then I guess it's a no. I don't like the answer of "depends" or "maybe" for fucking anymore. Saying that I don't like to laundry list every single sexual act or kink I'm into. But I list the more common ones and that it also depends on who I'm with. But I always list my role. And if I'm hooking up with someone it's 100% my intention to either fuck or get fucked or both. Only reason I wouldn't is if the chemistry isn't right and that's yet to happen so far.

So I did kinda dabble with a side the other week. Someone mentioned sides being like side orders or sides comparing them to meals or food is very much right. He was a nice guy and I had fun hanging out with him. He had a nice cock in the bedroom too. At least he did suck me and I sucked him. But he played with my hole a little bit and that was turning me on. But he stopped then and didn't even want me sucking his load. He just wanted to cum on his belly. So at least he wasn't opposed to oral but it did feel kinda disappointing. I've had other sides kinda message me wanting to get together too but after this I think probably nah. I have one too that just wants to jack off but said they might be open to more. I just don't see a common standard with side profile guy's I've talked to. Some say no oral, some say no fucking, some say oral only but fucking and I've seen some that say top but side or bottom but side. What? It's just pretty confusing. I guess it's just best to assume with a side if they are being coy or won't tell you directly that they are either 100% oral/Jack off only or a combination of both. I would almost also group the married/bi/curious guys as sides even if they don't list they are a side. I've had some of those message me and also coy about stating if they do anal, bottom, or top. That I can sort of give a little more leeway too if they are discreet, just coming out, closeted etc. I'm sure one of these days I'll end up hooking up with a top or verse guy that actually fucks and says side. And then i'll ask them what they meant by their profile. I would honestly not be surprised if guys who don't know what side means select it for their profile thinking "Oh side that means I like to lay on my side during sex or during fucking"

Well damn. It's been a busy weekend with a certain event that was going on. I talked to the guy on an app and we met up in person at an event. He was dressed up and wore shades so couldn't get the best look at him. He had a nice sexy southern accent and was a large bear even if his costume was hiding a lot of who he was. We got along great so we decided to actually meet up in person next at his place. It was supposed to be over the weekend but it got postponed so we got together yesterday. He greeted me at the door shirtless and I got a great look at him. He had a sexy bear belly with chest fur and some nice piercings on his nipples. He had a nice beard as well with a little salt and pepper but it was nicely trimmed. He gave me a nice bear hug and kissed me on the cheek. He told me to make myself comfortable so I took my shirt off and pants and was just in my underwear. We just sat on the couch casually chatting. He then ordered in some food and we ate for a little bit. He said once we are done eating he is going to suck my dick and I am going to suck his. He said I'm really cute and sexy. When I went by the kitchen once he flicked my nipple subtly. After eating he said it's time to go to the bedroom. We stood up and we kissed and then embraced each other. He was a pretty good kisser. He instantly got me hard when we were kissing. He looked at me and smiled and saw my hard on. He grabbed my hard dick and led me to the bedroom. I told him it was a handle and laughed. We both lay on the bed and started making out. He was a really great passionate kisser. He put my hand on his cock which I was surprised was uncut. And he was nice and thick too fucking hot. He started grabbing my ass a lot and was playing with my hole. My dick was rock hard. I started sucking his nipples and he seemed to love it. After sucking his nipples some more he asked what position I am. I told him I'm pretty much versatile. He said he is too. He grabbed some lube and lubed up his hole and was playing with mine. He asked what I wanted and I said I wanted to fuck him. And I did really want to fuck. It's been a while since I fucked. I love sexy daddies and bears and I much prefer to fuck a man I have some kind of connection or chemistry with. He was excited and he layed on his side. I lubed up my cock and realized he was tight. I played with his hole a little bit and slowly pushed my cock in. He was telling me how good it felt and how big I am. I pushed it in deeper and he started telling me to fuck him. He was really horny and wanting to be fucked bad. I was happy to deliver. I started fucking him faster. He said he wanted me to cum in him. Normally I would have fucked him longer and pulled out all the way and pushed in more. That also makes my cock harder. But it's been a long weekend and so many hot guys everywhere. I was more than happy to breed. I fucked him harder and faster. He was loving it and he was moaning and begging for me to fuck him harder and breed him. It didn't take too long for me until I was shouting and felt my load drain and empty into his hot bear ass. I stayed in him for a little bit while my load was draining. I played with his chest hair and nipples a little bit. Once my dick got soft and plopped out of his wet crummy hole he thanked me. He said next time he wants to fuck and breed me. He layed on his back and started jacking his cock. Damn it got so nice and thick I was excited to know that on a future meeting he'll breed me. I actually did get fucked the other day a few times by a hot daddy who I had an amazing time with. He jacked me off too while he was fucking me and I haven't cum in like over a week since he jacked me off. He also kept fucking me while I was jacking off and even after I came. He didn't actually breed me that's why I won't go into more detail about it. He is a top so I didn't fuck or breed him either. But I was shouting and almost screaming when I came because of how powerful and huge my load was. Surprised I shot such a huge load breeding the southern bear since I already blew my load the night before. Back to the present. I was making out with this hot southern bear and playing with his nipples. It did not take him long and he shot a huge load that landed on his belly. It was so hot seeing his cum spots on his sexy bear belly. We both kissed afterwards and then cleaned up. We hung out for a little bit longer just chilling and watching some TV. He had some dessert too I ate which was pretty good. I loved hearing his sexy southern accent and voice every time he talked too. We will get together again just like I'll get together with that sexy daddy I played with the other night again. Cannot stress how much I actually wanted to breed. My ass was still a little sore from the daddy the night before so I am actually kinda glad this sexy southern bear didn't fuck me. It's ironic I told the southern bear that I'm versatile. Generally in profiles I put verse/bottom. I think I actually am becoming more versatile though. Even though I still always prep myself when I go to meet a guy regardless of the expectations or outcome. 1 Load Shot Into a Sexy Southern Bear Until next time ;)

Didn't think this one qualified as a post i think it's more appropriate here. Got together with someone the other day I've been trying to get together with. I went to their place. They were very dominant and direct about what they wanted from the get go which is nice. I serviced their nipples, cock and balls and we kissed during our session too. They were more a reserved kisser and not as passionate which is not my favorite. But damn they had a hot long curved cock. I did as instructed and played with his nipples lightly and sucked his cock while on my knees in a jock strap. He said he would edge so he didn't cum immediately and he did. Several times of lightly playing with his nipples and balls and kissing. I loved sucking his long curved cock. He wasn't so much into deep throating in general so I sucked and licked the top of his cock head and swirled my tongue around his cock head. He really loved it moaned and groaned several times. I loved servicing him and his cock length was reminding me of the guy I serviced a while ago. I'm getting more confidence in my cock sucking skills. I was glad he wanted me to service him the way he wanted to be serviced. He played with my cock several times because it was rock hard and he took the precum several times from it and shared it with me. Eventually after switching between licking his nipples and sucking his cock and balls. When I was sucking his cock and started to deep throat it more he gave no warning. He just groaned and moaned like previously and I felt his hot salty load fill my throat. Fuck it was so hot I loved swallowing and sucking his cock while he was cumming. He thanked me afterwards he said I could come for him but it was more about his pleasure and I enjoyed the servitude. I'm saving my load for another day and another man that's not about servitude. He isn't against fucking either but this time he stated he just really wanted to get sucked and enjoy it and have me swallow his load. Cannot tell you how hot and honest he was with his direction from explaining it to putting it and me into action. Glad he's close I'll service him again soon. He was a pretty hot man too nice salt and pepper bearded daddy 😋 Until next time. One load swallowed.

The way this is phrased is wild. It's essentially asking if you will rape someone. I think some guys fantasize rape and confuse it with forced play or being taken. I mean I wouldn't put it past some guys to actually really want to get forced and not able to say no but I don't think they distinguish the difference that if it's in any kind of controlled or agreed to situation then it might not necessarily be completely out of their control. Because they are active and willing even if they want to surrender to their freedom and their will to say no or stop. That's fine if that's agreed on. I do like being taken by tops and men but I would not willingly put myself in a situation where I couldn't say no or get away if I needed to. In the past though I've been in very very questionable situations where some scenarios I got in were very borderline or me being able to say no or stop even when I wanted to. I've also had danger sense like situations where when I was younger and in a night club a guy kept harassing me and wouldn't leave me alone. I was 18 so I was super fresh. When the morning came because it was an after hours club he tried to follow me to my car and offered to drive me to my car. I said nope and kept walking and go to my car. I learned a few years later from another top who he is and that he was going to do everything I thought in a not fun way. His friend told me that he does to a large extend capture and tie up boys and use them pretty much against their will and whore them out. He said he didn't associate with him much and the bottoms did not really like him or feel that safe with him. I mean he was giving me creepy vibes at the club and stalking me to my car. And then once at a sex club I was servicing a guy but he was being really cruel aggressive with fucking me and having me suck him in a not fun way. He said he wanted to take me out of the club and to his basement and to tie me up. I was like nope. He tried to aggressively grab me and take me and I told him no and to back off. I also once agreed to let a guy restrain me when I was like maybe 20 who I didn't even know. I had a huge danger sense when he started to tie me up and said no I changed my mind. I did get tied up by someone later in my early 20's but it was after meeting them, talking to them and learning about them and it wasn't initially fully restrained. Later meetings I was. Those were fun and sexy time and situations though that we both agreed on. It's good to listen to your own instincts and feelings when you have them because generally they might be right. I also was in another state at one point and a very sexy guy was talking to me. He said he wanted to take me to his place and have some fun with me. Someone else stepped in and warned me that he takes boys to a place and ties them up with a mattress and drugs them up and uses them and whores them out. He did not deny this when someone told on him in front of me. He told me come on it will be fun and I was like nope. Now these situations I just described may be someone's fantasy but again these types of guys I'm describing the man does not care about the bottom or the guy they are with. They will not care how the bottom feels or thinks and what gets them off. They will take the guy and use them how they see fit and no is not in their vocabulary. Now for the less potentially dangerous situations and more fun and hot situations that have kinda borderlined on that line. Yes I have been taken at bars before and fucked by guys that I said no or stop because I was either done or not feeling it. And I was passed around when I was younger in those situations. Sometimes it was hot sometimes it wasn't. But I also knew I was putting myself in those situations. Also once in another state when meeting a guy I was unfortunately in a sketchy town. He picked me up and took me to his place and said I need to be careful because it's not a safe area. He took me to his place and he fucked me. After I said thank you and I had to get going but he said I'm not going anywhere and he's going to fuck me and use me all night. I told him no and I appreciate the time and have fun but I have to get going. He said that he was being nice to me but if I keep fighting him he will not be nice and I won't like it. He essentially restrained me and fucked and used me all night. I was not really enjoying it because I was kind of fearful. I let natural submission take over and just tried to please him and make him happy but he would not let me leave or say no to him. I just was his captive basically until morning. He said what a good boy I was and he wanted to see me again but the second he took me back and dropped me off I did not contact him again. There have been times I've gone to clubs or bath houses too if a guy tries to forcefully grab me and take me into a room or forcefully tries to fuck me and I am not wanting it or into him I do say no or tell them no thanks but if they are really aggressive I tell them to back the fuck off. It's one thing if I make eye contact and they do and there is a mutual spark and they man handle and take me. That's kinda the difference. And as for the sleeping and getting fucked that's also dicey. I've known a guy that got pozzed that way the guy he was with got him drunk and fucked and bred him at night. He was upset obviously because that's essentially date rape and also that he got pozzed that way. The point is you can put yourself in a situation that you want to be in. You can put yourself in a situation that you might be a little nervous about but might want to expand your options or test your limits. As long as it's agreed on mutual that's fine. And forced consensual fucking can be hot. But anytime a guy is taking you captive and won't let you leave and you want to leave or is fucking you and you either can't take it or don't want to and you seriously mean no or stop and they aren't. Then that is essentially rape. I am well aware that there are guys out there who will say "No stop don't it hurts take out I can't". And they are more wanting to play or pretend that they are getting forced or taken against their will. And that's fine I guess if both parties are into that. I think it's a little dicey though. You never know if a situation that you are in if you force something on someone and they say no can be taken serious and you probably don't want to find out. I like guys who are comfortable with how they want to have sex and how they want to be fucked or get fucked. If I am fucking a guy and they say stop it hurts and take it out then I will stop. I always try to let a guy i'm fucking relax on my cock and take it at their own pace initially because I want them to enjoy it. But it's hotter to me if they say "Fuck me, fuck me harder, fuck my ass, breed me." To me that's hotter then some guy pretending to not want to take it or saying it's too big and to stop and or take it out completely. I would prefer not to play with someone that either isn't enjoying it and it's too much for them or they are pretending not to enjoy it because they want it forced without actually saying they do. Just like when I got fucked recently by a big bear guy who forces his thick cock into my second, third hole? I don't tell him "Stop take it out it's too big it hurts." It does hurt sometimes but I'm not going to pretend that I don't want it. I like the pleasure with the pain sometimes. And I like pushing my own limits. And I know he can tell that it does hurt but that I am wanting to take it deeper and wanting to get fucked the way he wants to fuck me as well. This was a little ranty but I hope my examples and stories and experiences help to distinguish the actual differences between being able to say no and not being able to.

Being hugged by a big guy is definitely nice. I think that's pretty common with bears as well i think. A hug can be like a greeting but it can be also be warm and comforting. I thought about it some more a hug can be very sexual. But whether a hug is sexual or not can determine on the two people involved. Example when I get hugged by a man i think is hot my dick gets hard and leaky. And generally so does the man I'm hugging. I've discovered recently that some guys will grind their dick against you when they are hard and that's very sexual as well. And this is with clothes on. At the same time though I've hugged females and friends and no hard on or wetspot. But I think that's also a lot to do with the chemistry between people whether that's sexual or not. So I kinda did know that. However on an app let's call it grindr for the sake of the example 😭 They let you classify as man or cis man. This is apparently outside of pronouns which i believe is a completely separate thing. There is not really a gay/straight indicator on there. Which is kinda weird even for grindr but I'm new to it so maybe I missed it? But looking for it now. There are tags though and bi is one of them. But there isn't a straight tag?? So from what I've seen from several profiles it's almost like straight/bi guys are using cis man to indicate straight i generally see gay guys just put man. Just my experience and in my area doesn't mean the same for everyone. Shows how kinda fucking weird grindr is lol Also reading what someone else posted after cuddling parties is actually insane at the bath house. I can see that being a not bad concept in general but not at a bath house damn.

Well. This was probably one of the best days I've ever had. Where to begin. First off it's important to understand the events of the first post I made here about "hesitantly going back to that event" or something along those lines. I was hesitant about that event but I went anyways. I played with a few guys in the dark room and was getting fucked. And complicated stuff came up while I was there and that spun into a nightmare that I won't get into. But despite the brewing nightmare that I could not fully comprehend at the time I still stayed there. I was free after all and then I met him when I was about to leave. He was a beautiful red haired bearded man and I thought there is no way this man would be into me. But I was surprised and I cruised him a little and sat next to him and we sat next together and played. We made out, he did sort of sensory and impact play on me involving twisting my nipples, hitting me, slapping me, hitting my balls, holding my breath, and other forms of play like that. Oh yeah he spanked my ass too that was hot. We played a little in the open area and then went to a somewhat private room. We made out for hours and did forms of play and then I went to his place and spent the night. That began a series of events that have slowly led to my sexual awakening. Among the storm and chaos that was violently forming while we met he gave me the best advice. Be sex positive. Be a slut, be a cumdump, be a whore, be what you want to be but own and it do it because you want to. We have gone out a few times since then. But we have seen each other less and I haven't been the best at communicating things. It was hinted a few times that we got together that he didn't care if I fool around with others. And I have spent the night with him since then where we fooled around and did more sensual play/impact play and I had my nipples worked good. I also learned more about him and his style. I've felt since I met him that he has a lot of potential of wanting to explore things with me and he brings out a lot in me. And I bring out a lot in him. Well today we got together and had a meal and then went to a place of learning and fascination and wonder where people go to admire and observe art. I'm being coy about the place but it's an obvious public place where people like to go. Regardless of me being coy this is where the story starts I just wanted readers to understand the back story. The Public Restroom After lunch we went to the exhibit area. Before going in we sat on a bench. Up to this point we have fooled around in little in the car, in parks on a bench and that's been pretty much it. He's hinted he wants to do a lot more public play and I have sucked him in the park. He complimented me last time saying I look so good on my knees. Such a sweet man. When we sat on a public bench we made out some. He played with my cock that got hard fast and was taking the precum and licking it and having me lick it. Sharing. I sucked his finger too. Making out with him on the bench was hot and so was swapping precum. I licked him and bite him a few times because he enjoys that. He asked if I would do anything he says. I slightly paused and said yes. He said he noticed me paused which is good. And he said he wouldn't do anything I wouldn't like but I told him if it wasn't so busy I would get on my knees and suck him. He knew I would. We got up and went to the entrance of the exhibit building and made out in the front. Then we suggested we go to the bathroom. I followed him like a loyal little pup to the end stall that was larger. We both went into the same stall and locked the door latch. He kissed me and pretty much immediately ordered me on my knees. Being the good boy I am and testing my own mettle and potential without realizing it I was on my knees instantly. I licked his belly and bite it and he moaned. I rubbed my nose and mouth against his bulge. I undid his zipper and pulled down his pants. I lightly put my mouth over the cock in his underwear and licked and acted as if I was sucking him through his underwear. He groaned calling me a good boy. I pulled down his underwear and his cock was half hard with his beautiful PA on the end of it. It's a ring too but this one looked different then his previous one. I took it in my mouth and started sucking him. I remembered the second night we got together and I stayed at his place. I learned how much he really liked me to bite and chew on him. He brought out something different in me I've always liked biting but usually limited it to ears and sometimes neck and shoulders. I bite his cock slightly while sucking him. This is what he likes and he loved me biting and sucking him at the same time while sucking his cock with his PA. This PA felt different then the last one he had and it wasn't interfering as much and I could feel the metal hitting the inside of my throat. It was so fucking hot he was loving it. He said I look so damn cute and hot on my knees. He said I belong on my knees. He called me a cocksucker and said what a faggot I am. He said I'm a good faggot. I was loving sucking him and could tell that I could make him cum. Then the door opened. Motherfucker. I froze and got nervous. He expertly stood in a different area around the toilet. He motioned me to get dressed through hand gestures without saying a word. I stood and he motioned me to exit the stall and wash my hands. I kinda waited til the person left and left the stall and he left shortly behind me. I felt like I was holding my breath and trying not to breathe until we went to the giftshop area. I felt like I could let out a huge sigh and we made out a little bit before going to the gift shop and saying how fucking hot it was. We enjoyed the giftshop and then went to the exhibits. It was an amazing experience between seeing different parts of the exhibit I was manhandled. My hand was pulled, I felt him behind me several times holding me, guiding me, grabbing my shoulder, and I was just putty in his hands to shape, move, act how he wanted. I loved it and we did make out a few times in between. The exhibits were great too. When we were done we went back to the public restroom. The Public Restroom Part Two This is when I really got tested. We went back to the stall and I was excited to suck him again. He did something I would have never expected. He asked if I drank piss and said he wanted me to drink his piss. I did not hesitate. I got my knees and he took out his cock and took it in his mouth. True to his word he did piss in my mouth. To say it's been years since I've drank piss is an understatement. When I was younger..in my 20s I first tried it with someone and it was horrible I hated it. Then I tried it at a bar and it was hot I was surprised I drank it all with just a little struggle the Sir Top was surprised too. He said I was a natural piss drinker. It was also a campground area and that night I went to the showers and various men pissed on me and pissed in me. Then a few years later I went to a bar in a very popular and well known gay town. And it was also a leather bar. I don't know why I did it but at the urinal I saw a man and he looked at me and I got on my knees. I remember saying "Do you need a urinal Sir?". He called me a faggot and a good boy and said he hasn't tried it but he wanted to use a fag. He pissed in my mouth and I drank it all he was drinking beer. After I took all his piss he gave me some of his beer and poured it down my throat and said I'm a good fag boy and thanked me. That wasn't the last time I drank piss I think it was also a time at a campground but those details are hazier. Sorry to get lost in memories haha. Back to the present with the incredible man who's re-awakening me. Those memories flashed through my mind as I was drinking his piss. I was swallowing it. Now like I said it's been years so I was no fucking expert. I got a good amount of piss my my mouth cheeks like a chipmunk or slightly before that exaggerated look and feeling. I swallowed about 3 times a large amount of piss. He did not piss in a steady stream so I was not able to just keep drinking it which threw me off. There was a point where my mouth was OVERFILLED and I couldn't swallow. I unfortunately had to lean over to the toilet and spit the piss out. He pissed all over the seat. I tried to guide his beautiful PA cock to aim it into the bowl the rest of his piss but he was not trying to aim. I caught my breath afterwards and swallowed. Instinctively I grabbed the toilet paper and cleaned the seat covered in piss. I even used the toilet paper to clean the floor. I then used the toilet paper to clean his shoes a little he got some piss on his jeans. I realized later he didn't mind. But I think he liked me frantically trying to clean up the piss. He lifted me up after I cleaned everything up and he kissed me. He still made out with me even though my mouth probably smelled like piss. His piss did not taste bad though it was just excessive in volume. He got on his knees and he sucked my cock. I was fucking rock hard. He loved playing with my foreskin and making me wince. But he also alternated between sucking me. He looked so fucking hot sucking my cock with his beautiful red long beard. I pictured his beard and face covered with cum and got harder. I actually wanted to fuck him and I have fucked him before. Not publicly though. I was loving fucking his face and I pulled on his beard and he loved it. I licked and bit his face and he groaned and moaned. God he's just as good at taking as he is at giving. Before I could do more or cum I heard a door open. Motherfucker times two. This time I strategically pulled my shorts down and sat on the toilet. He stood on the side of the toilet hiding his shoe presence. I really did have to piss too so I pissed naturally while sitting which I was hoping would make me appear to be using the stall normally. To my surprise he started fingering my hole while I was on the toilet. My dick was getting so hard I prepped and cleaned myself before I went out of course but having my hole played with and fingered while sitting on a toilet pissing is very very new for me. And there aren't a lot of new things for me. After they left I got up but someone else came in. Agh god dammit again. I still had to pee though so it was kind of fine and he continued to play with my hole and I felt like so horny and was precumming while trying to pee. After they left we decided it's too risky and to bail. I spit and washed my mouth with water and washed my face with soap and water. After we got out of the bathroom and left the building I asked if that offended him and he said it did not. He said he didn't mind kissing my pissy mouth though and said it's hot that my belly is full of piss. God this man is incredible. As we walked to our cars I went into his. We made out some and I played with his pierced nipples. I loved twisting them and pulling his beard and he loved his nipples pulled hard and beard played with. I sucked his nipples too but I was a little too rough I forgot how much pressure to use with my teeth. But I recovered and remembered it has been a little since we've seen each other I remembered most everything else. This man has trained me so well from just a few encounters. We made out some more and stopped a few times when people were walking by since it was in public technically still. Talking about Our Potential This next part is more about talk but there are hot elements. There is more FUN to come after though. I openly asked and tried to clarify some things about us learning about each other and where things are going. I also stated some things that I wanted and he listened and understood and stated we will try to see each other more. We have only been seeing each other once or every two weeks. I was really happy and relieved he was open to seeing me more. And while the future is still uncertain it seems like it's something we want to explore together. He mentioned some ownership-like aspects the last time I was at his place and I hesitated then. I did not now. He suggested the idea of us meeting up a public place and playing in a future outing or even at a play area like a bath house or book store similar to how we met. And him having guys use me. I said fuck yes. I also owned up to the fact that I have been playing with others in between our meetings. He pretended to shame me but laughed and said that's bad but fucking hot. He said he has played a little in between too at a place I like to go to sometimes. I initially told him just a small number of play area places I've gone to some of the ones I've posted here. But as we talked more I told him some guys I've hooked up with as well in between and some places I've gone to find guys to hook up with. His responses were just hot, sexy, and fun and said I'm a good faggot. He said a few other fun verbal things too. He has some ideas for me in the future for areas and playing with others. He re-assured me I can tell him as much as I want and it's up to me but he says it's hot to hear about. I told him that I can see in his eyes that he has plans for me. He said yeah but it will be fun. And I said it definitely will. In between times of fun we will also find more times to get together as well. It's so ironic and I even told him how last Friday. The story I wrote about me going to the bar and being led around by the Sir sucking guys and sucking off the leather sir in the public open hallway and fucking and being bred by the hot young bear cub at the book store. That I stupidly kinda felt like he maybe wasn't wanting to have sex with me but I said how stupid that was considering everything we did today. And that the self doubt I've had is completely gone. I think the man knows that I want to be his boy. And I think he wants me to. We made out some more after this talk and me sharing some fun stories and experiences from the past and him sharing some of his. I can tell that at the moment I do have freedom but I can tell a point might come down the line where he has more control over who I play with or there might be times where he doesn't want me to for a form of his own pleasure for a short amount of time. That's perfectly fine as long as we discuss and agree with things I believe the dynamic will work. I'm just in shock and awe at all of this how understanding and positive (lol) he is about all this. But it's like the sex positivity he told me when we met. He really means it. And he called me more fun verbal names while we made out some more. Damn we did a lot of making out in that car. We unfortunately had to say goodbye. But to my surprise he asked if I was going to the bookstore. My eyes widened and he said if I want to go then go and have fun. He said he'd like to hear about it if I do go. I told him I wasn't entirely sure but I'd let him know if I do. He had to go home and do some work. We had a few more embraces and kisses and then he drove away. Siri take me to the adult bookstore 😭 Literally what I said to my car as soon as I got in. Like no fucking hesitation. I was so fucking horned up and not full of sexual frustration. But full of encouragement, piss, desire, and lust. I arrived there and saw it was relatively packed. I kinda got on a hook up app but then decided fuck it. I got my stuff and walked in and paid. And to the corridors I go. There were a few hot guys around. I cruised a few guys but signals were not clear. I saw a cute otter cub but could not tell if he was into me. I went into a booth and saw him sitting with his cock hard and up. I got on my knees and like the eager boy I am I licked my lips and looked at him. He looked at me and I saw his cock twitch. He had a nice size cock. He stuck his cock through the glory hole and I sucked him. He tasted pretty good. I was enjoying sucking him and in no time at all I could taste a salty tangy taste as his cock was deep down my throat. Fuck the hot otter cub was cumming in my mouth. I sucked him to completion and I thanked him. Next I walked around some more and went into my favorite row of glory holes in the middle. I saw a guy come in with a trimmed beard. He looked at me on my knees and pulled out his cock. He was uncut and damn his cock was kinda pointy and long. I was enjoying sucking him but started to choke a few times. I decided to do what I wanted. That Friday night I went to the bar and the Sir Daddy lead me around sucking his friend's cock and playing with me. I could have easily sucked that man's cock. I could have rode his cock. The guy I played with in the dark room there he would have fucked me with that hot curved cock. That hot leather daddy I sucked off in the hallway would have fucked me too. I decided to take control and brave it and I pulled off the guy's cock. I took my shorts down and put my ass against the glory hole. He pressed his cock head against my tight ass. Fuck he was long. I felt him go in me and I groaned as he started fucking me bareback. I took my ass and backed up on him more. I also twitched and clenched my hole. He fucked me for a few minutes but he changed and had mostly the tip of his dick fucking my hole. It's like he was jacking off in my hole. I felt a huge load and he fucked the load into me. Fuck his load was damn huge fucker flooded my ass. Once he emptied in me he pulled off me. I thanked him and he went on his way. I went to the bathroom and pissed but kept the load in me. I saw a few more hot guys. I sucked two other guys in the glory holes. Two more bearded daddies one older and one younger. They were both moaning and enjoying it but then they pulled off. I didn't suck them both at once but they both acted the same. Once they pulled out of my mouth the wiped their dick and left the booth. I wonder if they were trying to save their loads or were together. I didn't try to ride them but maybe I should have. I saw a cute older man go into the dark room. I sucked him and got him hard. I bent over and he pushed me against the wall and fucked me. Another bottom was getting fucked and I was sucking his dick while I was getting fucked. The guy pulled out of me and was playing with someone else. I pulled up my shorts and left the dark room. I tried to cruise a few other guys but more mixed signals. I did have my eye on a hot white haired and white bearded daddy bear. I thought he was maybe looking at me but wasn't sure. I went to the front of the area and looked at an open booth. I didn't realize he was behind me and I walked in the room and he followed me in. He said I'm a fucking hot and sexy boy. I said he's a hot daddy. He was wearing a sexy blue shirt too I loved and admired his style. But he literally pulled me to him and we made out a little. I pinched his nipple and he groaned. He grabbed my ass. I sucked his nipple and he loved it and put me on his other nipple. He did not seem to want too much foreplay he grinded against my hard cock with what felt like a huge hard cock in his pants. And he kept pawing my ass. Nothing fucking hotter then a hot daddy bear that wants ass. Cannot describe how hot the feeling is to be a horny boy in the eyes of a hungry bear. He put me on my knees and the hot white bearded daddy bear was not wearing underwear. He had a huge curved cock. I put my mouth on his cock and started sucking that beautiful curved bear daddy dick while on my knees. He loved me sucking him he was in such sensory overload. He pulled me off and made out with me some more. He said "it's time boy I want to fuck". I took my clothes off completely. He complemented my hard leaky dick. I told him my dick is always hard and leaky around hot daddy bears. Not fucking lying it is. It's sweet honey nectar for the bears I suppose 🤣. Especially after what happened earlier in the afternoon hahaha. He got nervous when I told him I was poz but I told him I was undetectable. He said he generally fucks with condoms. I told him that's fine. But he didn't have any. It wasn't fine but I wanted that daddy bear dick however I could get it. I never carry condoms so that wasn't a lie. He decided fuck it he pressed his hard curved daddy bear dick at my sloppy cummy boyhole that was still tight. Fuck he felt so big when he was pushing in me and he to no surprise decided to fuck me bareback. I yelped out. He said I'm fucking tight and that daddy bear was going to wreck my hole. He said that I will get fucked and not a quick one. He was not kidding. He fucked me bent over for a good while and pulled out several times and we made out and then he fucked me some more. I could tell he was trying hard not to cum. At one point I was naked on the sort of cushion area and laying on it like a good whore slut faggot taking daddy bear's dick and my head being pushed against the wall. The thump of my head hitting the wall hurt a little but daddy bear was having fun using my boy ass for his pleasure. He said he really did not want to cum but I kept clenching my ass trying to get him to cum. A eureka of a memory unlocked. Years ago I played with a leather Sir who was HEAVY into bdsm with me. I was played with in various ways. I remember once in a sling like contraption partially constrained when he was fucking me with his big Sir Daddy leather dick. He told me did not want to cum yet. I rode his dick anyways and clenched my ass. He said I better not make him cum. He said boy you are making me cum I'm not ready yet. But he shouted at me calling me a fucking whore of a boy as he bred me. He did spank and flog me after disobeying him but it was worth it. Heheh I was a cheeky fucker and the main did not own a claim on me. But we had fun sessions and fuck sessions. He also had a husband so I wasn't really his boy just a boy he played with occasionally. But maybe I'm out of practice yeah I probably am but could not get the bear to cum. He even told me "Nice try boy but I'm going to keep fucking you". Haha at least I tried. I asked him if I can ride daddy bear's cock while he sits down. He said go for it boy. He sat down and I took a breathe and felt his huge daddy bear dick opening my hole even more and I tried to ride him. He was loving me riding him but the daddy bear stood up and I had to press my hands against the video both video screen while he was fucking me. Unfortunately a friend of his kept knocking on the door several times while we were fucking. He kept opening the door and no one was there but said his friend might be ready to leave. He wanted to keep fucking me. But eventually he gave up and said that he wants to fuck me more but his friend was waiting and he had to go. He did take my number though. What is up with daddy bears with holding their cum from breeding me 😄 He was very up front with me after and we went to the bathroom together to wash up a little. He asked if I have a partner, husband, boyfriend, am I seeing someone? He said you are seeing someone aren't you. Of course I'm not going to deny or hide the amazing budding potential that's building between me and that man. I told him honestly that I am getting to know someone. That we've seen each other several times and are progressing. But I told him that he's fine with my playing with others and thinks it's hot and fun. I told him I even texted him and told him I was at the bookstore and that I sucked a guy off and got bred by a guy a little while ago. And I actually did text him that. He texted me how hot it was and encouraged me and also wished he was there to see it. The daddy bear told me that's great and he understands my situation and said he does want to see me again. There wasn't too much else that happened after the hot white bearded daddy bear. A guy did brush up against me when I left the bathroom and smiled at me. I thought he wanted to play with me but I made passes at him and he turned me down. There were some hot guys but none of them seemed to be into me which is fine. I had an amazing day with a sexy special man. And I got to have fun getting fucked and sucking cock there a few times. I was more then satisfied and full (Literally full of cum and piss.) So I left. I texted him letting him know that I left the bookstore and heading home. I let him know I got home safely and showered and needed it so bad. He said what a fun and sexy slutty boy I am and how he had an amazing day with me. I actually did hear back from that fun grey bearded daddy bear while typing this haha so I'll probably get together with him soon. I cannot state how amazing today was. And after the talk I had with him I know there are going to be more exciting, exploring, and awakening days ahead in the future. I cannot wait. I will probably take a break from fucking and sucking for a few days as well 😛 Oh right load count time. 1 Load Swallowed 1 Load Taken from Being Bred Til next time.