When I first started bottoming I would insist on a condom and not fuck without one. But over time as I discovered what a horny slut I really was a guy would tell me he didn’t have any but he’d pull out before he can and I would say yes. Some actually did shoot at least some of their cum on me. So I told myself I was OK.
Then a guy with a really thick cock told me he had a condom but wanted to make sure I could take him Before he wasted it. So he said he would make sure he could get the head in and then put the condom on. Spoiler alert: he could get it in and he didn’t stop till he said he was going to cum. I asked him to pull out and he did after he started to cum and shot the rest of his load in my face. I finally realized that once a guy goes in raw, he’s giving me something so now I don’t care anymore.