Faggot

I deliberately lick my fingers, and then grab his cock gingerly with my hands, letting my wet digits slide up and down its length, squeezing gently. When it seems like he cannot stand it anymore, I pause for a moment, my lips just above the tip of his cock. I open my mouth, and lower my head, so that his entire cock is inside my mouth, but without any contact yet. I just breathe. Warm and moist. Breathe onto the tip of his cock, driving him nuts. Without warning, I lock my lips around the shaft and suck in, and ram my head to the very base. I come up, keeping the suction going on, my tongue flicking and swirling quickly and lightly. One hand is on the shaft, closed around it and fully lubed with my spit, the other is playing with his balls. I pay attention to the little ridge on the underside, with my tongue only. I tease and flick, lick in long, slow eating-an-ice-cream laps, up and down. Up and down. Then I take the whole cock into my mouth and suck for all I am worth, growling deep into my throat… …I squeeze his ass cheeks in my hands. I pull his ass cheeks apart. The hand that was fondling his balls makes for his asshole. Still sucking, my finger, wet from my sucking, explores his asshole, around and around, then in. Deeper. I suck his cock urgently, as if my life depended on it, my finger still playing with his butt. I stop when I feel him tensing, right at that point when he is just about ready to cum. I pull his hips forward. I lift his legs, bent comfortably at the knees. Still holding onto his throbbing cock with one hand, I begin to lick and tongue his butthole. I want him to relax just a bit so that he does not cum just yet, but I want him to remain wholly aroused. I lick and tongue his butthole. Licking and tonguing it. Loving it. Then I move to his balls, kissing them, sucking them. It's time now to get his dick back in my mouth. I have missed it. I finish him off, all the while debating whether I want his cum in my mouth or in my ass. I swallow this one. He can fuck me next time… …I gently take his balls into my mouth. I kiss them, suck on them, roll them around in my mouth like a delicacy. I lick each nut and blow on it, lightly. I watch the skin of the sac tense up like an erect nipple, watch the little jewels roll around, spinning in ecstasy, getting ready to burst with cum. I take his balls into my mouth again, suckle them as though my life relied upon them for nourishment. I caress them with my hands, tug on his sac delicately, and go down on him again, smacking lustily. When the end seems near – and at this point, it should be – I do not give him a chance to hold on any longer, I just finish him off with my luscious mouth until he explodes. Before I swallow his cum, I lavish it in my mouth for a short while, swirling it around with my tongue 'til it is tasted by every surface in my mouth. Swallow. Then I gently suck the last of his cum from his softening cock. Now I want to get him hard again; so he will fuck me in the ass…

Cocksucking is so much more than just sex. It is a way of life, a devotion, a religion, a communion, and a communication. Whether it is with my favourite regular fuck buddies or anonymous cocks at the gloryholes, sucking cock is the best way I can demonstrate absolute adoration for another man. I like to spend a long time with a cock, balls, and ass. I want to get to know them intimately, every shape and dimension, every taste, every smell. When I get my reward of a mouthful of cum, I want to know deep down that that gift has been earned. Of course, I am grateful for those who cum quickly, too, but it is so nice to surrender my whole being to the intensive, undistracted, loving worship of a cock. Cocksucking is often a welcome warm-up for fucking, which I never deny; but I was born to suck cock.

I could never be raped, because I would always beg for it. Anywhere, anytime, by anyone. Breed my nasty cum-filled faggot ass. Let me be just another cumslut in a long string of equally insatialbe cumsluts all bred by your reckless, wanton, raw cock. I never want to know where your dick has been.

I always, always, always use pee only, undiluted, mine or that of my men. It is the perfect douche. I have been doing this for decades. I only douche once a day, in the morning. I can't bear to flush out all that cum any more than once a day. I am fucked all day, every day, always bareback. The cum builds up as men cum on top of the cum of those before. I use a large metal buttplug to stop up the flow of cum from my ass between fucks. I am a nasty cockwhore, and everybody knows it. I accept all cocks raw. My open, loose, welcoming, nearly always gaping, cum-filled ass confirms this.

I douche only once a day, in the morning. That is enough to ensure that I am clean. I am fucked many times a day, all day, almost always bareback. I like to keep that cum inside as long as possible. I like guys to cum on top of cum on top of cum. I like to know that all that cum is mixing together, penetrating my body. I usually bring a man home with me from the club every night, and he continues to fuck me before we fall off to sleep together with his dick still inside me; then he fucks me again when we get up in the morning. At the clubs/bathhouses, I suck anonymous cock at the gloryholes while I am being fucked by strange men. A number of regulars come by every morning, too, to be sucked, and to fuck me. I always douche with pee, mine or that of my men. I use a bulb douche with about a six-inch insertion. I douche several times 'til I am clean, and then I shove big ten-inch long, eight-inch circumference lifelike dildos deep into my ass, all the to the balls. I have four of them, all molded from the dicks of real men. I sit on them on my toilet seat; so that I have the full fat ten inches all the way inside me, my balls resting on the balls of the dildo. As I am doing a final clean-up in the bathtub, I vigorously shove my biggest dildos totally in and totally out of my ass at least a hundred times. I like to feel them leave my butthole and then re-enter. I also shove my hand in my ass, again and again and again, all my fingers and thumb, up to the knuckles. With my leftover pee, I douche a couple more times. In half an hour, I am completely, confidently clean. To finish off, I lube my biggest dildo with Boy Butter, and shove it all the way in again and again. With my hand buttered as well, I stick it in, too, again and again. I want to leave my ass prepared for any man to fuck me at any time. I get fucked so often, I am always open, loose, and welcoming, almost gaping, anyway, but I want to guarantee easy, immediate insertion of even the biggest cocks. Once I have fresh cum in my ass, which always comes early in the day, I am good 'til the next morning douche.