blackholeson
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A storage container in the backyard of a run-down house, 1 of 3 residential vestiges amid a block of industrial buildings. It was cold--and sketchy, of course--and my buddy who picked me up had apparently been awake for a couple of days. He gave me his load, then immediately passed out. I was just kneeling there in the cold box with one of those extra comfy, Mexican blankets over my shoulders while watching porn on my phone until he woke up for round 2 then took me home lol
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I'm in a really...challenging situation, I'll just say. Not sure that I'll ever be able to afford a trip out there at this point in my life and I'm not far off from 40 already 😅 I understand your message, though; I have already toiled uselessly in that endeavor and the ironic part is that I never felt a need for acceptance on the basis of ethnicity until coming out of the closet and meeting more gays. My friends throughout life have been diverse in that regard. -
Midtowne Spa in Los Angeles, which I heard no longer exists 😔
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I don't know how to respond with "likes" on here, but I sincerely appreciate the response and support. I was raised by the "golden rule," which I've come to learn is either utter bullshit or not as common as life made it seem early on. I probably have some undiagnosed quirks that don't help much, either. I have my moods for certain types of men from time to time (Latino men are my absolute favorite but our races seem to hate one another for NO GODDAMN REASON here on the West Coast) but I've generally never had any hang ups with race. In fact, the only reason I've only hooked up with 2 Asian men out of ??? men is because they're often looking for a white top, and there have been many other that went by because I wasn't a BBC top. But I digress... Evidently I need to find my way out to NYC in this lifetime. Perhaps I'll "accidentally" get stranded over there, too 😅
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From the album: Upload Attempt #2
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So...it turned out that guy was right, after all 😂
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Thanks! And yeah, I thought that was a weird filter too... But I usually don't sell myself very well either 😅
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I was in a rare mood to top so I hit another bottom one day. I've been attempting more versatility lately because 1) there are too many bottoms in my area, 2) topping requires much less preparation and 3) most guys make the assumption anyway. Guy told me he wanted experienced tops only...for a quick "no loads refused" pump & dump. I've had no complaints when I (successfully) top, and usually I just do for them what I enjoy from tops myself. Anyway, his response helped me better understand all of the "no greedy/selfish bottoms" stuff I've been seeing on profiles a lot lately 😅
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Nothing new to me, being a bottom while black. I was once told "what a waste of black dick," among other things. And I might be a little guilty of the misogyny thing, admittedly, but I'm gay because I enjoy the feel and fill of a MAN, and for all the times I've been ignored or fucked with just for being black, I think it's fair for me to politely reject the fem twink with painted nails that assumed I was a top for reasons I can't possibly imagine 🤷🏾♂️ My area has a growing crowd of "straight men," transgendered, and cross dressers who can all be incredibly rude when approached by a gay man on a gay app. Between that, my own habits, and the usual BS, finding some dick to juice me up has been way more of a hassle than it needs to be... Also, hello; I'm new here and tend to lurk but I guess I'm feeling some type of way (other than horny) 😅
