Sylvester23522

How do I start this..... I have to thank you for the time we spent together, although short it will have a lasting impact on my life that I hope you understand. Meeting among mutual friends you were the first and only person I've ever come out to about my feelings for men and my desire to be with one. I felt comfortable telling you these things as you were completely outwardly gay and didn't hide the fact as I have for so long. Your reassurance that you would keep my secret curiosity between us made me feel comfortable expressing my desire with you and sharing those discreet times together. I don't think I expressed completely that first night we became intimate, and the joy I felt, although being my first time with you, and the patience and attentiveness to my pleasure that you took such pains to bring forth. The gentle touch and guidance when I first took you into my mouth in order to arouse you put me at ease and I could sense you were enjoying what I was doing to. Taking great pains to help me make sure no one saw me go to your house put me at ease to what we were doing and confidence that my secret would remain safe between us. I knew full well what we were planning to do and I was not nervous to be with you. Our conversations had made it clear your need to be aggressive, and your sexual prowess leaning t words a more dominant stature in the bedroom. I hope that my comfort level with you was clear as I made it easy for you to lead me to your bed. Although my attire I wore that night was certainly not to impress, I thought the ease at we disrobed and felt our naked bodies against each other, feeling both our arousal's at it put your mind at ease that i came prepared to be yours that night. I hadn't expected you to lick me in that way, but it was a completely amazing experience that I will not soon forget. My body responded to yours as you got on top of me with little resistance as I opened my legs and welcomed you sliding onto me. kissing me deeply i instinctively raised them to hold them together at your shoulder blades to make it clear I was completely OK with it all, and how much I wanted you to do what we had discussed. You really didn't have to ask me if I was sure at this point but pulling your head closer and returning your kiss I think was enough as I could feel you adjust yourself and prepare to enter me. I reached down between my legs to guide you into me, positioning myself to make it as easy as possible for you, feeling your bare shaft one last time before submitting to what you were about to do. I was completely relaxed as I felt you start to push, your shaft being so slick with fluids from the foreplay and your arousal, I was glad that there was no resistance to you. I was still a bit nervous but I felt myself respond as you forced yourself deeper. I simply felt so full and wanted you so much more. I loved that first moment when I could feel the pressure of your hips up against me, and I could feel your full length inside me as you paused to kiss me before you began to withdraw, only to push into me again. The pace you started with was perfect and your timing to go faster was completely amazing as I got used to your movements. I completely lost track of the time involved until your breathing became faster as I felt your thrusting begin to speed up. Your abrupt stop holding yourself deep inside me I could feel the release of your orgasm and at that moment if you remember I started to cum too. I could feel each throb of your meat as you slowly worked in and out of me, feeling your orgasm pour into me directly. With each pulse I felt the naturalness of it, being yours to penetrate, the pleasure apparent by the sensation. I felt each throb of you pump more semen into me without barriers, something agreed to prior, and I had been told would happen if we did this. From that moment I felt its purpose, and its symbolism, and its intricate part to our intimacy. Any doubt or nervousness I had prior to this moment was gone, and was now a memory, as was my conscious decision to empty my wallet of condoms at home at your request, and I felt grateful the option for you to use one was made purposely unavailable. Although the months past with our regular repeats of some amazing times I understand about you feeling you should move on in your life. I still miss knowing that when we were together, you made sure to plant your seed inside me, even if we only had time for a quicky. I hope I can find another discreet lover that I can give all this to someday, without sharing my secret and my enjoyments of the raw passion I know I can only share with another man who demands his lover to allow him to go bare and cum inside as a rule, but i know it wont ever be quite the same. You made me who I am, and I wish you all the best. Your friend, and lover.....

I had just out of high school, going through the whole "breakup" thing with my high school girlfriend, typical cliche of the off to college and moving on sort of thing but was at least in need of preferably something ongoing and I am open to a lot of scenarios. I was always curious, and due to the fact that I was a bit jaded from the whole leaving experience, I decidedly just needed a break (possibly and most likely permanently) from the "straight" life. This led to my first experience which was when i had a mixed race gay roommate in college. The seduction, the fear of being caught being intimate with a man, myself losing control in the moment and my eventual submissive need to accommodate to his sexual desires that led to a long term sexual based arrangement as his bottom. He had made it quite clear from the beginning, and had explained the dynamics of gay sex, mutual oral, and his sexual preference to being a gay top. What surprised me was his adamant aversion to condoms, and his feelings of only fucking raw. I was stunned on his words as he told me the whole point of gay sex is for the top to have the desire to cum inside of, and the bottom desire to be cummed in without question, otherwise there is no point to fucking. These words have stuck with me ever since, and I have lived by them when considering potential sexual partners. As time has gone on I've come to completely agree with his feelings on the subjects we discussed, and have completely embraced them. I soaked all this in and yet still found it all intrigued me. Our conversations got more and more graphic as time went on, his sexual exploits, anonymous encounters with bottoms he fucked just to use etc. In hindsight it must have been obvious to him where this was going to go but, I had held back talking of my curiosity on the subject. My questions about the subject was of clear willingness even though I regularly made it clear that I respected his life, decisions and sexual preferences, but I was str8..... uhuh.... He was regularly Nude in the room with me, as I was with him, and regularly caught myself looking at him, and constantly had to catch myself, although later I found he knew what I was doing and was purposely hoping to entice me. He had a better than average length uncut cock, a sizable amount of foreskin completely covering the head, with a girth of a beer bottle when soft. Time went on we could hear each other masturbating across the room, curiosity of what his tool looked like when aroused running through my head, until one night I had gotten enough courage up to share my feelings in the dark. He was extremely supportive and reassured me that he wouldn't tell anyone and his interest in helping me explore these feelings that I had. He made it clear we only had to do what I was comfortable with, but he was very sexually attracted to me and was excited about my curiosity and my willingness to share this with him. I was extremely apprehensive at first, when he suggested I join him in his bed. I normally sleep nude, but considered what I was doing and lost what modesty I had. I saw no point in it any longer as I moved to his bed, being naked with him was clearly the point of this. After this point our touching, being nude with each other was expected common practice. We spent the next three and a half years nude in our dorm room together more or less at all times that were possible. We had fooled around like this for several months, with heavy petting occasional to nightly oral, the first time he came in my mouth and i savored his load. this and all of what you would think that would happen as we explored and learned each others bodies as two young men in the privacy of our cramped dorm room. I had mixed emotions on this, although being very new to being intimate with a man, and coming to enjoy the frequent play. I was coming to terms with the fact I enjoyed it, I realized how much of a non issue it was. He made his preferences known that he needed me to start swallowing his cum every time sucked him, and other more dominating demands became to surface as I complied happily and willingly to the experiences and found myself enjoying them equally. Very soon it became clear to me the finality of where this was heading, and where my place was becoming sexually with him. I found that there being no question in my mind what eventually would happen. Standing over the waste paper basket as i looked in at the condoms which were out of date, that I had brought hoping to get some college tail. My conscious decision not to get more, because if we went there I wanted to make sure there they were none available. My growing desire for this to progress, made the moment when he took my anal virginity a desired, and welcomed relief. The questions of whether I would enjoy gay sex were answered, and to my great pleasure I craved him all the more. I still remember the first time he penetrated me, which with all the extended foreplay that had been going on I had found myself offering my hole quite predominantly hoping to hint to him he should take it. It all came down when to when he was on top of me, kissing me and I instinctively raised my legs to give his rock hard cock the best possible access to my hole. But it wasn't until the pre-cum soaked head of his cock entered me that the knowledge and excitement that he really wasn't wearing a condom hit home. He reminded me at this point that if we did this what would happen, and this was my last chance to back out, you know how this is gonna go. I looked him and simply raised my head up to kiss him deeply, after which lifted my ass up a bit which forced his cock in me just a bit deeper. No further words needed to be said as he then gently shifted his weight and slide into me completely, the craving to feel sweet stretching discomfort of my hole to accommodate his raw girth, was being quenched. The knowledge and full expectation as he slowly fucked me that he would and SHOULD cum directly inside me. It was what I wanted my first time, and is what is we had discussed, I had clearly agreed to by offering up myself for him to fuck, what I would experience. I never had any question of whether or not this would happen if we fucked, and I instinctively wrapped my shaking legs around him as he slid his rod in and out of me relishing the full length of his member. He made sure he went slow, and that i was comfortable with all that was happening. His words of encouragement and verbalization of how good it felt to finally be inside me were intoxicating. His admission to me that he until that point didn't know if he was ever going to actually get to fuck me with my knowledge of his intention to breed. Finally that moment came when i felt him swell inside me. the point when he groaned as i felt his cock throb and began to fill me the first time with his seed, driving it balls deep, as i pulled my legs up to take him all in, I knew I was completely his. I with every throb of his meat I could feel the thick streams of semen that he had filled my mouth with many times before were becoming a part of me and I welcomed and desired to share whatever exposure to the dangers of having raw sex he gave to me. I felt euphoria at the knowledge his cum was flowing directly inside of me, coating my insides, and the biology of what my body would do with his fluids absorbing them as they were meant to do. I guided his cock back into me for a second round as I simply wanted more from him, then bending over with my face in a pillow for a third round at which he fucked me with a frenzy that i just kept slamming back into to be sure to take every drop he could give me. When he was completely spent after fucking me gently at first to ramming me like a crazed animal and breeding me three more times that evening, I admit i was a bit sore. It was a sweet feeling that I embraced as part of the experience of being his. I reached down and began to play with that bit of remnants of his orgasm leaking out as proof to the world what he had done to me. I felt so exposed, embarrassed to be so used, and so feminized by the experience of being fucked and bred, yet completely loved it all at the same time. I was completely into him and even as i drifted off to sleep, with him back inside me, I thought about the next time he wanted me and I knew i would be completely willing to give it to him again without question. And I did, usually several times daily. All of this became a more and more frequent occurrence which i spent my days looking forward to, and it was like an awesome secret affair that every conversation with people i had in his presence i would think "if you only knew how i spent my time with him". Most days I spent with a wet feeling in my crack as the proof of what we were doing leaked out of me. It really didnt matter where we were although somehow we never got caught in public, but over time that possibility just added to the intensity of his being inside me. I started enticing him at the most inopportune moments with comments or hidden gestures at my desire to be bred by him at random moments. the knowledge and acceptance in what he taught me as his bottom is an intricate part of what made the sex then and now so good. Its the only part of me that is remotely feminine in that because of my experience with him, I have no interest in being the top when with a man. I also to this day won't sleep with a man unless I'm completely willing to be bred by him regardless of the consequences. If only i could find something like that again.

still looking....

well... guess that didnt work out. still looking.

Bareback bottom seeking Hung top for ongoing fuckbud. Poz friendly but not a chaser, just need a top willing to play raw. No pullouts, no regrets, ongoing only.

I agree with you MRA, but when you decide your a Bareback only guy, when that decision is made all those considerations have to be made before making that decision. Once you have gotten past that, its about the sex. I found myself enjoying it more once i got past the fear, and started enjoying the moment for what it was, pleasure. Each and every one of my partners knows that I'm poz friendly, and i dont discriminate, if i chose to sleep with someone its about the person, the "no exceptions" rule i have about playing bareback only, and the fact that if they should ever pull out before they unload balls deep with me, they will never get a second chance.

I tend to go for long term encounters over random hokups, i'm neg but have played with poz fully consenting and with knowledge.... the only reason i care to know status is for whe it ends, as it always does i can be tested and give the next guy the choice. I dont discriminate, but there are plenty that do. if i like you, whether your poz or neg ill want to feel you in me, of course bare.

Don, ill keep that in mind, i actually have a few other stories about my adventures.... when i have time....

Well how to start this... For some time I had been playing (off and on) with a poz couple from my local area, although before this incident we had always played safe. We had discussed our respective status, although it such really wasn't an issue for me. Condom use had really never been discussed, although it was mentioned in idle conversation (more like hints) that it was certainly not preferred. other conversations and over time they realized that even though the condom was on, if they came while inside me I usually did also. prior to me neg guys seemed to want them to pull out in case the condom broke or any other mishap occurred. the throb of the orgasm was usually enough to send me over the edge and since that time had always done so. I was much younger (23 years) than them at the time and I assume that fact was part of the eroticism for them. we had been playing both as a threesome and one on one and it was almost to the point of polygamy with them as I had no issue with playing this way, they had known me for quite some time, and it was always very open between them on what went on. I had felt the need and being as it was more or less guaranteed they would be available for me at these moments in my life when i wanted someone to play with me i called and set up a play date for the following morning. unfortunately only one was gong to be there due to work obligations, but it was decided id stop by a couple of times during the week to keep him company and have a bit of fun. of the two I preferred how he handled me and the passion was usually more intense anyway so I was pretty happy that everything was cool. He also had one of the most beautiful uncut cocks ive ever had the pleasure of having and also for whatever reason, could shoot the hugest loads i have ever seen to date.He was well thicker than average and a huge amount of foreskin that still just about covered the head when he was l fully erect. I happen to have a major cum fetish and up untill this point, had been the only guy including his partner that would gladly swallow every bit. for laughs one time he filled a coffee mug with it, for the point that up untill that time i really didnt comprehend the volume of it, just that it sure wasnt easy to keep up with his orgasm during oral. I showed up, as always, in my usual garb of a pair of sweats and T, as things usually moved to the bedroom quickly and I going there for a spacific reason had no reason to play hard to get. My friend opened the door as i walked up the stairs to their apartment also, more or less, as usual in a robe, and invited me in. Upon entering it seemed he had just finished breakfast and there was a plate what i could only assume be the leftovers on the table. i grabbed a piece of bacon, and still chewing on it my friend walked up behind me and immediately started kissing my neck, so i knew that at least this time he was in the mood and I immediately was also quite aroused. It had been a bit over three days since his partner had gone on the business trip and I was figuring he was feeling a bit needy anyway so I expected at this point there wasnt going to be much small talk. upon reaching back there was no doubt he was ready, his robe was slightly open, and the end of his cock as already pretty soaked with precum. we immediately walked to the bedroom, myself leading him by his cock, trying to jerk him lightly as we walked. my had almost immediately got slippery on him. this was the first time I had been with him after so long being without, and again being quite partial to cum, I was figureing i was in for a pretty good time. We made it to the bedroom, with my back still turned to him he helped me with my shirt, after which point i turned to face him. he was immediate in his responce in giving me one of the most passionate kisses i had recieved in quite some time and as he reached down into may pants grabbed my ass with one cheek in each hand and squeezed. My friend was somewhat taller and a bit heavier, but always had the ability to make me feel safe in his arms. I reached down to grab his cock which was at its full potential and my cock had of course responded to the static in the air. my pants fell to my ankles, and at this point i awkwardly attempted to get them the rest of the way off, but with shoes i was more or less locked in. my head was spinning at this point in lust and I really don't know what happened to the robe at this point but i did fel myself not exactly pushed but fall back onto the bed in a way that the inertia sent my legs up into the air, shoes still on with pants at my ankles as he immediately went to work licking my hole. I was immediately like putty for him, through my head back and stopped struggling with my sweats as I was losing myself in the moment. my legs went loose and opened with this onslaught of pleasure being afforded me and I lost interest in the struggle of freeing my legs. after some time, i dont know how long, time seemed to be flying by as i could feel myself completely submitting to his every move he started to work his way from my hole and ran his tongue up the back of my sack and up the length of my raging hard cock and spent a couple of seconds licking the precum off the tip before continuing to move up. Now it being summer time, it was quite warm and the sweat from our bodies made it quite easy for him to squeeze up betwen my legs while doing this and making it straight up to kiss me, my legs still wrapped around him. throughout all this he was giving me a bit of small talk on how happy he was i was here, that he really hadnt had the time to even cum, and so needed this. I hadnt been able to play for a few weeks either due to family and home obligations so it was advantageous for both of us to be available for this encounter when we were. now being in this position, although leaving me in somewhat a disadvantage was at the time the hottest event that had ever happened to me. i could feel his cock in my crack which with the way we were kissing and rubbing each other had more or less been bobbing the whole time in anticipation, smearing his precum, which again was flowing out in ways that i cant explain, and at this point was flowing onto me, on my ass, around and in my crack. I could feel his hard cock being just about there right near the entrance to my hole. he stopped kissing me for a second and looked into my eyes. i felt his cock bob just slightly and he punged straight into me balls deep with absolutly no resistance what so ever. the pre cum had soaked me to the point where lubrication would have been more than overkill. he asked me if i was ok with this and i nodded stilll looking into his eyes. he started to pump me slowly, and told me he wanted me to be completely ok with this or he would stop and put a condom on, but at this point i really didnt care, i was enjoying myself too much. all i could manage to say is I want this, and i want all of this, and he immediately started kissing me. now id like to say this was a long first time, and the like but i was actually happy with the way it went. he lasted inside me for about a minute before i started to feel him really swell. we had been in a lip lock through the whole thing and i could feel the intensity of his release growing with his kiss. my legs were still wrapped around him and i started to squeeze uncontrollably, he stopped wide eyed and again looked down at me we both knowing what was about to happen, i reached my hand up behind his head and brough his lips back to mine and in that moment i felt the rumble of his chest as he started to unload deep inside me. now from my experience with oral i could imagine every thick creamy squirt completely coating my insides. I had seem him shoot huge amounts with the first couple of squirts hitting between him and the headboard leaving lines of sperm from beginning to end. as i felt him cum inside me my hole started to feel slicker than any lube had ever made it feel and with every thrust he made into me a louder noise of moisture came from below. we stayed like that, interlocked kissing for quite some time before i felt him start to stiffen and he began to fuck me again, i went back several times during the week after the first of which i went straight to the drawer by the bed and threw the condoms that were in there in the trash next to it as he watched, but after that happened, neither him or his partner ever used them with me then or the several months we saw each other after. unfortunately they moved away for work not long after that, but i personally haven't used a condom, nor will i sleep with a guy who uses them since or again. and that's my story...

guess i should have posted that at least eh'? pic coming soon. 38yo 5'8" 180 brown blue 33w 7c total oral and anal bareback bottom. And yes, activly POZ friendly....

Finding it hard to find someone for a real ongoing hookup. any takers?