submood

ready when you are just hit me up and ;et me know when

I havent done it yet still looking for the guy or guys that are going to do it. Thats why i am on here

I had been fighting the desire for two years, knowing was not the right thing to do, but I couldn't get the idea out of my mind. I kept going back over the idea of barebacking, telling myself 'If you like it raw, you're going to get it anyway, sometime, someplace and from someone and not know or have any say in it. This way its a done deal and you can get off on it with any guys who are into it. It's time to do it. Now." I talked to a few guys who were into barebacking, and a few of them, who had not started meds yet, were willing to play with me. I knew thought it out, and decided I would need to specifically seek-out poz, unmedicated guys, because that was the most efficient way of getting the job done. I also knew I would be nervous as hell until I was, in fact, pozzed, so I kept up the search until I found a breeder who siad he had a 100% success rate with chasers, and he assured me that it would be a done deal once he blew his load into me, and afterwards I would no longer have to deal with the back and forth emotions - and I would like it. I asked him if he would restrain me until he was satisfied he had a successful session and was sure there was a positive outcome. He readily agreed, seeming more than happy to arrange it that way. He seemed to understand my emotions would be confused and uncertain, but I also wanted to make sure once I submitted, the job would be done. So we set a date two weeks away. He reiterated he would QUICKLY restrain me as I walked through the door, and that once the restraints were on, he would be poz me, no matter what I said or did. We set a date in two weeks to get our schedules together. I was to arrive Friday night at 6:00 sharp and stay for the weekend, so he had plenty of time to do the deed and guarantee the service. The next two weeks were a roller coaster as I figured they would be with all sorts of mixed emotions. By Friday I was determined to at least show up and submit to the restraints, as then I wouldn't have to worry about it. I called him on the way to his place so he could be ready, his cock out and boned up, and ready with the restraints when I walked to his place, ready both for his pleasure to see the fear in my eyes - and to horn me up, all the while feeding into my fears. We were still on the phone when I drove down his driveway, and I knew I was at the right place, as he was watching as I pulled in. As instructed, I walked to the side door, which was was open. I walked through the door, shut it, turned to face the now-closed door, and knelt, my hands behind my back. It took perhaps fifteen seconds and I felt a hand cuff snap around my wrist, then the other. He told me to stand-up and he quickly ushered me into a small room, telling me to kneel on the breeding bench he had borrowed from a friend, just for this session. He quickly strapped one strap on each leg and shoved my chest down and added another strap to my torso. Once I was secured, he removed the cuffs, quickly securing each arm with a similar strap, so I was completely immobile and fully accessible for his purposes. While all of this took no more than three minutes, as he had everything in place and ready, and he was obviously practiced, but it seemed like an hour to me, as the entire time I couldn't take my eyes off his cock which, as I expected, was exposed and boned. He was about nine inches in length, and thick, and I knew once all the preparations were completed, this was a done deal. MY emotions were as intense as I had ever experienced: anxious, nervous, horned up and a not a little bit scared. He, of course, knew all this, and worked quickly to get to the point of no return, and as he added a ball gag, he told me the gag was "To make sure I get you, my friend." These were the only words he had spoken to this point, and once the gag was in place, his cock went straight for my exposed ass. I felt the head at my hole and the tears welled up. 'Damn, I'm not so sure about this,' I thought, but I also knew the time for indecision was past. He shoved his cock in full depth and of course it hurt like hell, but I was helpless to escape his assault. He relentlessly breed me, and within three minutes I heard him breathing harder and harder. Then he spoke again, saying "This is what you wanted, bitch, and what we both agreed to. Take my poz sperm in your ass!" as he blew his load. Even after his orgasm subsided, he kept shoving his poz cock and poz seed as deep in my ass as he could reach. The whole initial rape/conversion took less than ten minutes total, and he was determined to make sure I converted. He kept me there for the next six hours, coming back to breed me four more times. WE mated many times over the next two days so he could make sure that when I left, I was fully charged with his seed, just as he had guaranteed.