I've only realized almost three years ago, that I was gay. Before that, I lived the life of a str8 man, being married thee times. I wasn't even sure, I could allow anyone to fuck my ass. Once I felt a man fucking me, I was hooked. The first guy to fuck me did so bareback. I loved it. My first b/f told me, he was poz, but undetectable, he reassured me, that even if he came in my ass it would probably be alright. So I went with that. The next poz man who was undetectable went further to explain to me, why it would not be a problem to fuck me bareback. Once I understood what he explained to me, I was o.k. with it. I think I can count on one hand the number of guys who've fucked me bareback. I enjoyed it, each and every time they do so. I never asked most of them, what their status was. I figured if it was important, they'd tell me. I smoke and have found it difficult to quit... My mother died of a massive heart attack. So I'm doomed that way. Or I might get lung cancer. So the odds are stacked against me, health wise. I'm 61, and have had a good and bad life to look back on, with plenty of mistakes, and plenty of missed opportunities. I don't expect to live beyond my 70's anyway. Even though my mother lived to be 85, even though she smoked at the tender age of 14. So genetically... I probably won't live too long. So... it doesn't matter to me at this point, if the man/men who fuck me are positive or not. Since I know what my other probable choices of dying might be. My preference is of course to be fucked by a man who is undetectable. And I'm decidedly hooked on being fucked sans condom. So in that regard, I DO appreciate the undetectable poz man. And will gladly take any cum he wants to pump into my body, as many times as he wants to own my ass. So for me... I won't ask anymore if they're poz or neg, just pump your cum into me, and wait for the next load.
