Ravenholm
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Thanks, I understand I do come across as a bit of a pussy when faced with these things. I recently underwent a minor mental breakdown due to some relationship issues where I went "Fuck it, I'm just going to do everything I feel like doing and not give a damn.". Now that I'm myself, I've realized while I can probably handle life being poz relatively well, I'd still rather not risk giving it to people who I have sex with regularly. Not going to play the blame game or point fingers, but some of the articles and fiction about stealth pozzing or bug chasing/giving did not help with my inherent paranoia. It's been a very long time since I've let myself go and be in a situation where I'm even remotely not in control of everything. Do appreciate the replies and input from you all. Going to get tested (which is a moot point) and get some info from some of charity/NGO in a few days, will keep you lot posted. -
I recently discovered the joys of bottoming bareback while on chems earlier in December last year. I expect my partners to be open and straight-forward about their HIV status but maybe due to the fact that I've been feeling a bit under the weather lately, I've been increasingly paranoid about whether or not the current symptoms I'm experiencing are the fuck flu or just withdrawal symptoms from all the party chems I've taken now. I've been experiencing a sore throat, chronic fatigue and minor muscle + joint aches and pains for the past few days. Do you think I should be very worried or it's probably just a cold I've caught from being naked most of the week? I'm going to get tested for HIV anti-bodies as fast as I can but my concern is that it won't detect anything since I'm still in the window period. I apologize if my post are not very carefully worded and my thoughts seem to wander as I type but this issue has kept me up for several nights and I'm not in the best mental state right now.