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  1. versgeek
    This happens to me. I'm versatile, so it's alright, but sometimes I just want to get fucked. It can be frustrating.
  2. versgeek
    Have you been to CumUnion? You can't video tape it and I don't think they'd let you pass out, but everything else you can easily do. I'm sure you'd end up with more than 10 loads in you. There's one tonight in SF.
  3. versgeek
    I've done it only as a top and didn't really enjoy it. The curve in my dick makes it not work very well for this.
  4. versgeek
    Random update: I setup an appointment to talk to a doctor about PrEP for next week. Now to just convince myself not to take my 3-day load to CumUnion tonight...
  5. versgeek
    For me it's not forced sex, it's convinced sex. I think that the top just doing what they want isn't that hot. What is hot is for them to win me over to their point of view. Convince me that it's my idea and get me to beg for it. On a side note, every bottom who asks the top not to cum in them really does want the top to cum in them. They're just trying to manage their risks. It really shouldn't take much to convince them to betray their own safety for what they really want.
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    Heh, I never said that I try to use condoms. I gave up on that years ago. But your point is valid and PrEP is not something I've written off. I've been complacent about all of this for a number of reasons. I'm usually more of a serial monogamist when it comes to my barebacking (at least as a bottom) and it's much easier to ignore the problem when I'm dating someone. I ended things with the last guy 2 months ago and stopped having sex in the interim. Then I found myself at a bar backing up on an 8 in. uncut older Russian guy's dick with mine buried deep inside another guy. It felt too damned good.
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    I've never had a guy cum in me if I've asked him to pull out. In truth, though, it would have taken no effort for any of them to plant a load in me, because I really wanted them to take control and just do it. Literally, every time. But so far, no takers.
  8. versgeek
    Thanks for your response, NiceHard1. That sums it up really well. That balance is what I'd like to find but I have no idea how.
  9. versgeek
    I see what you're saying. I do know that I'll do it more if I feel like it's safer, though. Who wouldn't?
  10. versgeek
    I've been thinking about PrEP, and know that some of my positive friends advocate for it. My concern is that I'm currently at a certain risk level, and I'm not sure if my current risk level is higher than what I'd do if I started taking PrEP or lower. Fear keeps me from taking anonymous loads. PrEP would likely drop that fear and have me spending a lot of time at steamworks in the sling, heh. Dunno how safe that is.
  11. versgeek
    I was wondering if there are any other guys out there who do this? I feel extremely conflicted by my barebacking. So much so that I don't discuss it with my friends even though we discuss sexual things of all sorts. I feel like there are two halves to me. The one half is the guy who wants to build a family, raise children, and be healthy. The other half wants to give up on all of that and just let go of control, or better yet, give that control to someone else. That half makes mental note of whenever the CumUnion parties are even though I've only been to one of them well over a year ago. The stress of all of this leads me to not bareback and be celibate or very undersexed for months and then suddenly let loose. It happened this weekend where I hadn't been fucked for almost two months and I ended up lucky pierred between two guys in the smoking area of a bar. The top admitted to being poz, and I'm sure the bottom was, too. I just didn't care in the moment. Usually I come to my senses really quickly, so nobody came in me, but I feel like each time I get riskier and riskier. But I always feel guilty after until I get hard again. So, yeah, anyone else have this conflict on here?

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