My name is Ron and I am a 27 year old petite fem bottom twink boy from the southtowns of Buffalo NY. I have seen a lot of poz/charging parties around my area, been a closeted member of the gay community for about 10 years, have reviewed this website many times and carefully came to some damning conclusions.
I have accepted that I should have been born a woman. I have accepted that I am a total bottom. I have accepted that my role in life is not to get married and have children, but to submit and provide my body to as many MEN (key word) as possible and take their loads. I have accepted that HIV is an elemental part of the gay community and with my designated role in such community, it is only a matter of time before I submit to a charged load.
I have had enough of the charade. I do not like playing games. And as such, I would like to donate myself to the site as a neg body. I feel that this is a good opportunity for the site to document a "pozzing" from concept to realization. I feel it could be a great opportunity and a powerful resource to raise awareness and acceptance for the community. Think: True Life series from MTV... "True Life: I'm Getting Pozzed". If the site, or even someone in the Buffalo NY area wants to document my transformation from NEG to POZ, respond here or by private message. Ar minimum, attending a POZ party or a 1 on 1 charged loadsession would further the cause. It's time for this NEG ass to accept reality. As another user on this site said:
"I think you already know that you're going to be taking it raw eventually, or you wouldn't be on this site. Time to get some poz loads up your ass so yo'u can free yourself to become the cumpig you were meant to be. The sooner you do it, the sooner you can start being true to your nature!"