cuntboi666

in the months since my last post, i've discovered a bit more every day that lots of men seem to enjoy a totally shaved/trimmed body. the first time i shaved my body hair was a bad experience, because after a few days i got lazy and stopped doing it, and then it felt very uncomfortable for months until it'd properly regrown. but since the day i booked into the hotel i've made sure to shave my body hair every day. usually i don't shave, i trim using a body groomer, but it gets pretty close. i spend just under an hour every day making sure my body is as smooth as possible. then i spend the rest of the day searching for men to use me and getting used. i shave/trim everywhere, including my head, eyebrows, nostrils and eyelashes (though i don't use the body groomer for the last two). to most people it probably looks strange, but it feels right to me, especially since i'm mildly autistic and having hair causes sensations which are difficult for me to deal with. however something which has really surprised me is that the men who use me respond very positively to my smooth body, even though sometimes my skin displays visible symptoms of irritation, for example rashes and pimples. and my body isn't even completely smooth - it's as close to smooth as i'm able to achieve using the body groomer, but i still don't believe it's ideal. nevertheless, the men who use me really like it. perhaps it's because when they see how i've shaved/trimmed everything they develop an idea of me as really perverted, and it's this idea which they like as opposed to a physical quality or sensation. they don't really say much about it apart from giving me general compliments. i'm writing this because it's something which i believe is interesting (and relevant to this forum) and also because i think some of the members of this forum will be able to contribute ideas and experiences which could help myself and others understand why the choice i've made to shave/trim my body hair is appealing to lots of men.

thanks for being understanding everyone. i guess i quit my job completely instead of just for a bit because i knew deep down i'd never return, i intend to do what i'm doing until the end. i felt unsure when i posted this whether people would accept me, i realise what i'm doing is pretty extreme even by the standards of people here, but yeah, thanks for understanding - it feels great to have a place where i can tell people about the stuff i'm experiencing without them attempting to 'rescue' me.

recently i decided i hated feeling bored every day and i hated fantasising about being a little fucked up wrecked slut and never doing it. so i quit my job with about £7000 in the bank and left everything behind, my family, friends, the place where i lived, everything. didn't tell them, just left a note and got a plane to a different city in the uk, stayed in a bathhouse the first night then booked into a hotel. on the internet i was able to find men to use me. i used to find it difficult but it's probably because i was frightened of really getting used, i thought i had stuff to lose and didn't want to mess up my life. well sitting on a bed in this hotel room i'd already messed up my boring shitty life and kept getting hard every time i remembered how 'ruined' my future was gonna be, so in my profiles and listings i said i was up for hard use, no loads refused and except for being made to do illegal stuff i don't have any limits. i posted a few pictures of my totally shaved body (everything is shaved) and exactly where i was. i got loads more responses than i ever did before, sitting in my bedroom frightened of what everybody would think if i got hurt. i spent a few days getting bred, trashed, beaten up and permanently marked, plus used as a (sub)human toilet by a few men who basically abducted me after i'd checked out of the hotel and treated me like a sewer i don't even know where, they made me wear a hood the entire time and i'm pretty sure they were filming it. since then i've booked into another cheap hotel and i'll spend a few days here, but then i'm gonna find a proper place to live, just a room somewhere because i'll not be getting a job except for letting men pay to use me. i've already been paid for it, in the first hotel this man said he wanted to pay me to let him tattoo me, he had a tattoo gun with him and i said yeah and he chained me to the bed and tattooed 999 on my neck. i'm not even good looking, but i'm 26 and i'm 5ft 8inches and 116lbs so maybe he just likes trashing young-ish slim guys. a different man fucked me in his car and then said he's frightened for me because of the stuff men had done to me, so stupid because firstly he fucked me without a condom and admitted he hadn't been tested in forever and secondly he shouldn't be frightened for me, i got my savings working boring jobs and i hated every second, even jobs which i should've enjoyed i didn't, and now i'm having the time of my fucking life. when i left the bathhouse after the first night i knew if i got run over by a bus right there i'd die in bliss without any regrets, i'd just spent a day getting bred and i'd taken more cum in 16 hours than i'd taken in 8 years in my previous situation, and this was before i'd been properly used, beaten up, permanently marked etc. i realise this life isn't for everyone but if you fantasise about it all the time like i used to do, and you think you're daydreaming your life away, just fucking do it, it's the best decision you'll ever fucking make.