First I'd have to start with my first time. Actually, first time with a man. About 5 years ago I was walking to a bus stop after an argument with my girlfriend. I took a shortcut. This huge guy jumps out in front of me, brandishing a blade. I figured it was a mugging, common around these parts. Bit no. He knocked me to the floor and three of his buddies held me down while he "raped" me. Now, I'd had a few fantasies but nothing concrete. Initially I fought to stop it, but that made him more aggressive. The sensation of being so utterly dominated was really turning me on by this point, and when he came I was in heaven. I thought that would be it, but they took turns. Then they took my wallet and left.
So this evening, 5 years and hundreds of cocks later, I saw him in a bar. I sidled over, he didn't recognize me... A bit of flirting and flirting followed. He went to the restroom and I followed, deepthroating him in a stall. So we came back to my place, a 30 minute session of him throatfucking me but he didn't cum. I got on top for a while, then let him go at me doggystyle. He wanted to pull out and have me swallow another load, but I forced myself back hard and he shot it deep inside me.
I sucked him off again to clean him up, and he's asleep now. I'm still incubating the load, but I'll swallow it later for sure. I want to explain who I am in the morning, I fantasized about this for years, but I'm not done. I want to do him and his friends from that night, they deserve a reward for helping mould me into a perfect little cumwhore.