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Couple messaged on Grindr. Both in late 30's, one black one hispanic. BF is out of town so need some attention. They came over, took turns fucking me, then tried dp but i wasn't stretched out enough so went back to getting spit roasted. First guy came in me then black guy switched places and he also came up me. They got dressed and left me in my bed still dripping. 

As others have said, definitely get tested and on prep. Beyond that, I know I would not be able to go so long without sex. 

Glad your experience has been as good as mine. It takes away a lot of worry. I have been doing things I wanted to before but was afraid to. 

Usually like older. And hairy. Like feeling taken care of/dominated a bit.

Though sometimes young is a nice change of pace. 

Oh and I forgot to answer what someone asked before. BF is not open to open relationships or even threesomes He doesn't even like porn with more than two guys. He thinks it's dirty...and he doesn't like dirty. So opening up relationship isn't an option. Well I mean admittedly opening it up.

So...I didn't even make it a full day

Neighbor came over and I told him I was going to stop and get sat down and was watching TV with me...and just started rubbing my back and then kissed me neck and the next thing I know I'm bent over the ottoman and he's pounding me from behind. 

Still not sure what I want to do

Have any of you who have cheated stopped cheating? Were you able to for a long time? And did you tell your partner you had cheated?

I've been cheating a lot and think it may have been a mistake...but I'm wondering if stopping is really even a real option long term and if I should tell him what I've been doing or if I should just stop and not speak of it. 

I'm conflicted on this. Part of me wants to say it was partially due to depression and also feeling I'm not good enough for him (which this serves as evidence for). But then part says I'm looking for reasons beyond it was hot and I'm slutty. So I'm not sure what I will do.

I've tried Celexa (what I'm on now and has had the least side affects for me), Zoloft, Prozac, and Paxil (lots of side effects for me) as well as Cymbalta which is a SNRI. I have appointment with psychiatrist next week so hopefully she can get meds adjusted. 

Wow that's a great resource! Thanks!

And looks like it's not that so something else is wrong or needs adjusting then.

Does anyone know if PrEP effects the absorbtion/effectiveness of antidepressants or anti anxiety meds?

I've been on PrEP now for about four months, and on an antidepressant (Celexa) for about a year and also an anti anxiety med (Buspar) for about ten months. Lately I feel like they are not working as well. As in some days I don't feel like getting out of bed and I've had a few panic attacks also.

I have a doctor appointment next week but am somewhat concerned that I'm going to have to try different combinations/dosages to find something that works for me again (was quite a process to find this combination) so am curious if PrEP is know to throw these kinds of meds off?

Love it! any chance you'll top too or strict bottom?

And second session with same guy! Another $200 and this time he had laptop open and broadcast it to his bf back where they live. Was hot getting paid, hot being watch, and hot that it was possibly recorded. Plus of course taking the load lol

If you're like me it won't be long before you don't even check status and it only turns you on when you find out the load shooting in you is poz.

You should definitely try to get him on Prep too...and do the split roasting! I've been the split roastee (is that the right term? lol) several times and loved it! 

Also then you to DP some lucky bottom! I'd only done a few times with condoms and was always more that it turned on the tops than for me since it hurt. Since going bare it's much easier and feels fuckign fantastic for me. Nothing like having two cocks shooting up you at the same time!

So what are your plans/what lines are you planning not to cross? 

I had planned to stay with only getting fucked by neg guys and use condoms, and maybe undetectable poz guys (I know the real risks but it was more of a psychological thing). Lasted less than a week (once I actually went through with cheating on my bf) before I was at pool party being fucked bare by guys who I didn't know and had no idea their status. 

Just got home from my first time getting paid for a fuck.  Posted in a previous entry about escorting...but basic story is older hairy guy paid to fuck me. Came in my jock, pulled pants up, and now back home.

Just a tip for other guys....just because someone isn't your type doesn't mean that can't throw you a good fuck!

No one? Really? 

This was me too...."just in case"  lol

So glad I'm on Prep and ditched the condoms

If you go to the right doctor he'll help you get started by fucking you and introducing you to his friends...

So BF fucked me this morning before he went to work. I hadn't cleaned out so he slid in so easily. If he noticed he didn't say anything and I don't think he did. I did act like he was stretching me open and rode him first to control entry.  First time he's fucked me with another guy's (actually two guys and three loads) up me. 

And I have someone coming over who loves to eat me out before fucking me....he's going to get a surprise that he's been wanting for a while!

And got another load from neighbor. Used my key to let myself in. Sucked him awake and got him wet, then climbed on rode him until he came. Added his load to the two already up me. Was a very smooth fuck since I was already open and prelubed with the best lube there is. 

Now heading to bed. Keeping the loads in me as a lay down next to bf for the first time tonight...and that totally turns me on.

yeah he was working and then has been home for an hour or so. Already asleep in bed. 

Just got home from a night out late with my friend. BF thinks my friend is female, but this "friend" is an older (mid 40s) married (to a woman) daddy with a thick uncut dick. He looks like the respectable father, and is except when he's fucking. Then he has the filthiest mouth, and if very rough. Wife was at home, so he had a business dinner and fucked me in his office. All glass corner office with the lights on and me spread on his desk. Fucked and loaded me once and then kept fucking until he came a second time. He wiped my cum up with my shirt and then had me put it on. The security guard definitely noticed...but he said it was ok because next time he'll join in. Big black guy. Can't wait!

Yes however long your doctor recommends. I don't remember since I was only taking in case and was still going to use condoms and waited two months...the condoms lasted less than a week lol

You have to give it time to build up in your system (I think two weeks but I've heard one)

Then lube up and find a dick to sit on. Have shoot inside. Repeat

Be the whore you've always wanted to be. Hookup with who you want without worry of status. Go the the baths. Go to a bareback party. Enjoy!