LKMike

Had no symptoms, just tested positive for it a a 3 month check. No idea who gave me it.

So was just wondering if i get topped by a poz guy with Truvada resistant strain my PrEP does nothing for me? A top will know he is Truvada resistant i presume if he is on medication, and still a low risk breeder if undetectable. How common is Truvada resistant HIV in USA and Europe?

perfect candidate for PrEP!

It has taken me several months to get this far. Get yourself some toys or plugs in increasing size and a tub of Crisco. i was trying to get that big one in going back and forth between smaller ones and trying that one for a couple of hours before it popped in. 9" circumference will let you get a fist in. When i first started the 5"c  plug was way to big, and i thought it was physically impossible to get the next size, 7 1/2"c in me, but kept trying and the feeling when it popped in was incredible. Once i got used to keeping that one in me, i kept it on over night several times, i looked for something bigger. When i got the round one i really thought my pelvis was too small to let it  in. But a bored afternoon got me working my hole with butt plugs and in it went! i could only keep it in for a seconds before my body forced it out, but now i am upto 18 minutes. Cant wait for my first  fist 

i am totally addicted to the feeling of it popping in and popping out. The round one feels totally different to the pointy ones. It being round produces a much more severe opening and closing of my sphincter, very intense. 

my fist is just under 9", so i am guessing i am getting close to it happening

at 9 1/2" it hits my sigmoid bend and hurts, so anything under that length is fine to pound away, but its not the length i find pleasurable, but the width. You cant really feel anything after the first couple of inches, but the width activates all the nerve endings and the length just keeps those nerve endings alive as it slides in and out. i just managed to take a 9" circumference butt plug, and the feelings were so intense! 

This sounds really stupid and i am sure its just a coincidence, but i have been trying to get fisted by this one poz(undetectable) top. He has been fisting bottoms for years, so yes lots of Crisco, take lots of time, but he has never been able to get his fist in, very close, but just not able. He says i have a very small frame, but if i practised with butt plugs he will fist me. An order was placed for a set of Doc Johnson tapered plugs. Got to the point i can easily take the largest 7 1/2" circumference one. Still not able to get his fist in, so got a Doc Johnson round plug with a 9" circumference. Been trying to get it in for nearly 2 months, but just too big. Got home from a trip which i took Delta. They handed out little bottles of water, 8 1/4" circumference. got home and before i knew it it was in my ass! Left it in to open me up while i lubed up the round plug. Could easily squat onto the bottle and fuck myself with it and while gaping tried to get the 9" in me. Just wouldnt pop past the wide part. the back to the water bottle and as i squatted on it, it hit my prostate and milked it. i big blob of fluid came out and i caught it on the round one. i squeezed a big squirt out with a muscle contraction and the fluid mixed with the Crisco on the 9"cher. i pushed the bottle out and squatted back into the round plug. So this is the stupid part i am sure, but it just felt different on my hole this time. As i wriggled around on it i just felt myself opening up and it just popped in! Very painful, but it was in.  So does the seminal fluid on my cunt make a difference? Does my cunt recognise sperm and relax more? Stupid i am sure 

From the other side, i fucked several of my kids friends over the years. As we lived in a small town it always worried me that it would become common knowledge, but as far as I know it never did. Ours was always a regular meeting place, kids often camping and swimming at out house. The first time it happened, one of my daughters friends came into our bedroom, and said sorry he was lost. We had a large house with 6 stories. My wife was away and i was laying on the bed watching TV. I said no problem, told him where the bathroom was he was looking for and expected him to leave. He had always been quiet and was rumored to be gay, but a nice polite kid. He just kept chatting, and then got talking about what i was watching on TV, and ended up sitting on the bed watching. i didnt think anything about it and kept chatting when he suddenly leant over and kissed me. I was shocked, and he looked like he was going to die! i grabbed the front of his shirt and pulled him back. we kissed for a while , then i got up locked the door and stripped and he followed then we 69 till we both blew loads. I took his cherry a few weeks latter.It seemed as though as long as we had enough traffic in our house, I would always find a new one, even one who dated my daughter.

Yea, i dont think it would matter to me if tops were poz or not. i have been to a couple of parties and a camp site where i was just a sex toy for the tops there. Most didnt want conversation, i would get fucked or suck a cock and then just wait for the next guy who wanted to use me. At one party my socks were soaked by the end of the afternoon with the cum that had run down my legs. i didnt have time to clean up between fucks and was just flooded with cum that seemed to make tops want to add their seed. These experiences would be no more fulfilling if the tops were there to poz me, it was so submissive an experience. The only thing that has been close was a visit to an ER were i was stripped and cathetered and put on a morphine drip. i was just a thing, strangers taking control of my body totally, i didnt even get to choose when to urinate, they even let a student put  the catheter in me with a nurse instructing him how to do it. My last sexual health visit gave me a similar experience when the nurse asked if he could use me to teach a new nurse how to take an anal swab. So while i am bent over the nurse was talking to the new guy about how to spread my cheeks and where to start the swab and do it. Its just the submissive nature of it all, i dont need to be infected with a deadly disease to make it better. Although i do fantasize about being circumcised or castrated!

He stopped! i have never had a top say ok and stop if it was painful for me, also from the age of 9. My hole is black and purple right now from not even bothering to say stop because i just expect it wont.

i hate conversation. Just got bred twice in my hotel in Louisville from cruising A4A. 3 guys said hi to my profile, hotel room door unlocked ass up, come in and dump your load. i gave them my room number. 2 turned up.. First one fucked and bred me, poz undetectable, then spent a few minutes trying to fist me. Then he just stopped and i heard him getting dressed and he left. i stayed ass up and checked A4A and the second guy said he had just arrived. He came in and gave my sloppy hole a really fast and rough fuck and left. Didnt get his status and when i looked at his profile after he had gone it had been deleted. Does that mean he was probably poz? Does that happen often? Only had it once before, and that guy told me as he bred me he was toxic. When i went to contact him latter his profile was deleted. 

How do you join the Sambia?

Just rolled the dice with a poz ud black guy. 1 in 70 hey

About an hour ago. BBRT hook up, this poz undetectable guy has bred me a bunch befor, short 61yo black guy with a monster dick. Anyway i let him know i am on my way and he says mind if a friend of his watches. Being a total bottom i tell him he can do what he likes. He says he is just curious doesnt want to join in just never seen 2 guys before, i expect another old guy, but when i get there he is a teen. I strip and start sucking my top hard, and the teen is fully dressed and just watches. My top has me on the bed on all fours fucking me and i hear him ask the teen if he wants me to suck his cock. He says no. Then he tells him i see your hard on get on the bed. the lad stands straddled over me and then its obvious my top is sucking him off. i look back between my legs and can see in a mirror this lads face as he gets his first bj. He just has his pants open  and the look is priceless as he quickly blows his load. He jumps off the bed and my top pulls out of me opens my ass with his fingers and spits the lads load into my gaping hole. The lad says fucking hot, but he has to go. i stay there while the top shows him to the door, then he comes back and fucks this lads load into my ass the hardest he has ever fucked me before blowing his poz load deep in my guts.

As a pilot i travel all over the country and have found the easiest place to get nsa breedings is downtown Buffalo, and the easiest place to get safe only married guys to breed me with a " i haven't done it bb but i feel like i can trust you" is Salt Lake City.

Any more news from the guy on PrEP in Toronto(?) who did get knocked up by a Truvada resistant strain? Was he the only one, or did several guys convert?

i just bottomed for a new married guy. He said his wife was busy at a new job so he wasnt getting any. He said he didnt want to cheat with another woman because he felt women were more likely to cause problems, but didnt think i would. He said he couldnt believe how different and better an ass felt to fuck than a cunt, and i sucked him as soon as he planted his seed in me, which he could not believe! He loved the fact the sex was for his benefit and enjoyment only, He has 2 sons, and is very happily married, but loved the sex i gave him.

This topic made me go do a google search. i can not believe how different i feel after being topped with a condom to being bred. i hate loosing the sperm afterwards and always try to let it absorb into me. i came across this answer, dont know how much scientific truth there is to it.

Although GABA deposits have been found in male semen, these are not so much anti-depressant drugs, rather anti anxiety drugs. Produced in the human liver they do exist in semen ejacultions. Naturally, following anal intercourse (BB) then this semen will quickly be absorbed into the receiver's bloodstream via blood vessels in the rectum.

I knew a guy who had "Your Name"  tattooed on his ass so he could bet people at bars that he had "Your Name" tattooed on his ass for drinks. He also had Elma Fudd pointing a shot gun at his hole .

i can remember having wet dreams as a kid. It was the coolest thing to wake up in my dorm at school and someone had had a wet dream. We would inspect their pyjamas to make sure they hadnt just wet the bed. It became a thing not to wank to try and induce a WD. We kept a table of who had and hadnt wanked and who was likely to wake up wet. I have no idea if this was a way to really predict WD or not, we were 13 or 14 and seemed like good science to us! i have been caged for long periods of time and know that although i cant cum i constantly leak pre cum after a couple of days, and after a week i can be milked very easily. So my question is, if i abstain from masterbation and am not caged am i likely to have a wet dream, or is this just something that happens to pubescent boys as their bodies start to put their reproductive parts into use? 

sometimes I like a quickie. such a humiliating sex and I realize that I was used as an analogue masturbator.

i love humiliating sex like. Just get used as a cum dump.

Had an A4A guy block me yesterday. He sent me a smile and i replied. We chatted then he asked if i wanted to hook up. i said yes, he said he was poz undetectable and i said i saw that on his profile, and was cool with it. He then said he wanted to fuck me and that he used condoms so it was safe. i said he didnt have to and research shows undetectable poz guys are the safest guys to get bred by and i just tested hiv- and std free last week so safe for him to breed, He just said he didnt do bb and when i went to reply and say it was upto him he had blocked me!

I've never been bred in someone's bed of marriage but did get topped in a child's room by the father. But honestly, that was a wee bit strange. Though it felt really good to be bred in the moment.

i had a top that always bred me in his kids rooms. He would take it in turns between being in his sons and daughters room.

i have had cum leak out my ass and down my balls while fucking my wife. Some of it obviously got in her. The top who was breeding me at the time loved the idea of his gay cum in my wife and always wanted me to go home and fuck her after he bred me.