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Good question. I don't know. Sometimes mind is puffy, sometimes it isn't. 

I miss sometimes too, but I try really, really hard not to. I set my phone alarm for the same time every day. That helps. But sometimes it goes off and I don't have a pill on me. I try to remember to take it as soon as I can. But sometimes I lose track of time or I forget....

The inflammation might be caused by the diarrhea. If you engaged in ass to mouth practices, then you might have gotten a parasite from even a little bit of feces on his dick, usually giardia, which can cause watery diarrhea. maybe see a doctor and have him/ her test your stool sample. if it's a parasite, it's a simple solution: just a week on antibiotics. 

NB: Anytime you experience diarrhea for more than 2 days, you should see a doctor. it usually means there is an intestinal issue (usually a bug). 

I mean, do we really expect thoughtful journalism from the Advocate? 

since i am in 24/7 chastity, anal masturbation is my only form of masturbation. 

same thing happened to machomoe dot com. it's happening to a lot of sites. don't know why. tried contacting the site administrator and didn't get a reply. 

i've been locked for 2 years and 4 months and have a few "owners." message me if you want to chat. 

tight tank top or small tshirt, shorts or short-shorts, either jock strap or backless briefs, and either addidas high tops or all white low top pumas. you know i am a bttom and a whore. 

poppers are banned in Canada. so have to buy them through dealers here. it's lame. 

where u located. willing hole in toronto here. 

I sprinkle chia on a lot of food. it's great! flaxseed is also good. 

The best place to take lots of loads and to have a potential gangbang is at a bath house. I suppose you could also try setting up a gangbang through BBRT but sometimes those guys don't show up. Loosen your hole with a dildo or butt plug in advance. Make sure you're cleaned out. 7-8 men is entirely doable. The most i have taken in a 24 hour period is 48. 

It is possible for men to fuck the cum out of you. I assume you mean without you touching your dick. However, it happens to some guys and not others. It never used to happen to me, but after being in chastity for a while (I've been in chastity for 2.5 years now), it's a common occurrence. Except it doesn't shoot out, it just dribbles. 

FIBER!!!!! Trust me. FIBER!!!! And then basically everything everyone else said. But most of all: FIBER!!!

Don't use Metamucil. It's not as good as flaxseed or chia. Sprinkle flaxseed or chia on your meals. It doesn't add flavor, but it adds.... FIBER!!! You can find flaxseed and chia in most grocery stores.

LOVE getting throat fucked. love hanging my head over the bed and drooling all over the place. Or love sitting against a wall and drooling all down my body, so fucking slutty, then my drool pools around my cunt, and we use it for lube. LOVE IT!!!

Does anyone know what the effects of T and G are on triumeq? 

That happened to me once, too. He had to give me a physical. I didn't know in advance he was going to give me a physical. 

My Doc know I am a total slut. It makes things so much easier. Although he was not amused when I showed up for an appointment with my hole loaded and leaking cum.

As rawTOP says, you're on the brink of finding out for yourself how HIV progresses. If my CD4 gets down to 350 I start getting candidiasis in my mouth and throat. When I got down to the low 200s, I neglected to wear gloves etc when feeding a sickly orphaned lamb and ended up with cryptosporidiosis (when the water authorities tell you to boil all drinking water it's almost always because cryptosporidium has got into the water supply), which entailed shitting myself four or five times a night for five weeks.

The longer you leave treatment the worse it gets: my partner was completely unaware of having HIV until he had a needlestick injury at work. We worked out later that he must have got it some years previously when he was the first on the scene when an injecting drug user hit an artery instead of a vein and in the course of getting a tourniquet on the guy to stop the massive blood loss he took a faceful of blood. When he tested after the needlestick injury he had only 80 CD4 cells, and as it turned out MAI, a relative of TB. It took him four miserable years to die, losing half his body weight in the process.

See your doctor. Take the pills.

I was diagnosed two months after seroconversion, and blood work was done a month later. My blood work showed a CD4 count of 312 and a viral load count of 750K. I went on meds immediately. My doctor said he would put anyone on meds with a CD4 count below 500. I asked if my blood work indicated anything unusually bad, like a rapid progression. The doctor said that everyone is different and that it doesn't indicate anything better or worse than anyone else. He said it's impossible to know what my baseline CD4 count was before I was infected. He said he would be especially concerned if my CD4 count was below 100. The hiv pharmacist said she'd seen viral loads in the millions, and reassured me that everyone is different. I have always wondered if they were just concealing bad news from me at the time. Thoughts? 

I am not entirely open with my HIV specialist. But i am open with my psychologist. In Canada, if you're HIV+, you can get a a psychologist who specializes in HIV and who coordinates with your HIV doctor. My HIV doctor only ever tells me to use condoms. But the psychologist is able to speak more feely. I also have a social worker, who is basically a major fag hag and who is totally cool with my life. But the HIV doctor is pretty text book. He doesn't like to go off script. He just tells me he would prefer I use condoms. 

Canada! Especially Toronto or Montreal 

i never wanted to get pozzed. i just wanted to take cock bareback and i love cum. so i never considered myself a chaser. but i eventually did get pozzed. i am ambivalent about it. i like being able to say i am poz because that establishes my whore credability to guys who dont know me. i accepted it pretty easily when i was told i was poz. i figured it would happen one day. i go back and forth about getting a biohazard tattoo. it's hot, but i also don't yet relate to "poz pride." i am not ashamed of being poz. it turns me on when guys know i am poz when they fuck me. i feel sluttier as a poz guy. it makes me happy. but i also don't feel like being poz is always better than not being poz. and it's a hassle, with all the blood work or remembering to take a pill every day, and knowing that your virus could become drug resistant some day. so you see, i am kind of ambivalent. 

I get gangbanged pretty regularly, if you define a gangbang as three or more guys taking turns using me. It usually happens at a bath house. Either I am on the floor in a dark room, I am in my room or someone else's room, or I am on the fuck bench or in the sling. It usually happens serendipitously. Eventually enough guys come buy and start using me. Usually they last for less than 30 minutes, but a few times they last longer. It's pretty obvious that you can join in when someone else is using me. Some of the guys recognize me and know I am a cumdump whore. I am also always in chastity, have a few slutty piercings, etc. It's pretty obvious what I am, so that helps. And if I blow a guy, I always stick out my ass, so other guys know I can take it from both ends. One guy will fuck me from behind, and other guys will watch. Then when one of the guys is done using me, someone else steps up. Next thing you know, you're in a gangbang. 

I have also had a gangbang in a hotel, when guys just happen to show up at the same time, and it turns into a gangbang. Again, serendipitously. 

Occasionally, a Dom Top will get a bunch of guys together to use me. These are basically the only gangbangs I have that aren't serendipitous. It only works because he knows the guys and knows whether they're be somewhat reliable. 

I love gangbangs. I love the attention. I love how sloppy, loose, and gaping my hole gets. Gangbangs are probably my all time favorite thing to do sexually.

Triumeq could cause some side effects in a small percentage of people, but for most people it will be fine. I have been on it for almost a month without a problem. Of course, we don't know the long-term side effects. 

I know what a biohazard tattoo means. And I know that a jack of spade tattoo means the guy likes black cock. what other kinds of tattoo sex symbols are there? 

the highest i have been was 750K. :/ but now undetectable on triumeq. 

Still on Triumeq and no side effects