(disregard spelling errors since english is not my native toung)
To summarise my story, I have identified as a straight man for all my life and been with a sizeable amount of women during my 21 years. Around 19 I began to jerk off to more and more gay stuff and fantazised about beeing the receiver but did not act upon it untill recently. So I finally decided to go for it and made a post about tips on this site and you said what I were looking for could be found online.
So I made a posts on multiple sex sites asking for some light blowjob stuff
and found many responses.
I picked this guy who said he was 56 and he told me to meet at this small indoor swiming pool which had a sauna the next day(I had been there before and knew it were virtually no one there untill later)
So I went there the next day early in the moring as we agreed upon and went into the sauna and there was one older man there with a very nice body for his age. Since I was super nervous I wasn't sure it was him at first but after a minute or two I saw he began to jerk it and he asked me if I could help him which I did ofcourse and I started sucking him. Next thing I know he started touching my ass and fingering me. I was at first a little hesitant since we only talked about blow jobs online but it felt really good. Then he bagan licking and teasing my
hole with his dick and I felt it sliding inside and at that point I asked if he was going to fuck me which he said yes to and at that point half of his dick were inside me. I then asked if he had a condom and all I heard was a quick grunting no and I felt at this point I might aswell keep going because it felt amazing and he almost had his hole dick inside. He began to fuck me faster and it felt incredible, nothing could compare. I embraced it and began acting like all the porn sluts I had envy with moans and begging for his dick which he seemd to very much enjoy. I wanted his sperm so badly and told him repeatedly and naturally he deliverd We talked for a while and he gave me his number which led to more encounters later.
Since I was hooked on dick at this point I looked for more and realised how easy it were for a young guy to find old men in my town online. If you are curious most of them are divorced and I assume they are either gay or bi and catching up on lost time which would explain why most of them end up deep inside.