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shinelover

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  1. For as long as can remember, I've been drawn to men. I never looked at women and wondered about their parts, but I would always stare at men's bulges and butts. Still do.

    And for as long as I can remember, I've had urges/cravings to get used by men, I wanted to shove my face in their asses and crotches, and have my ass stuffed. I didn't even know what fucking was but I felt a need I didn't even understand.

  2. I think that most of the stuff that I've done has been a result of watching porn. When I was at an age that I started experimenting, it was nice to see that other guys were actually doing the things I had urges to do -but thought I was the only one! Porn definitely showed me that I'm not a deviant.

    We all have different tendencies, so not every guy is going to understand. But it sure is nice to know that you're not alone in your fetishes.

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  3. I had a roommate once who was diagnosed with SAD, and when he explained it to me I realized that I got like that, too. 

    Something I've learned as I got older is that I can control the mental component. I could feel depressed and tired and experience a lack of libido. Now I just make more of an effort -I tell myself that I'm doing something sexual tonight and I do it. Keeping that up regularly has had a really strong effect on how I deal with my moods and energy now.

    It's easy to get into a rut when you're feeling like this, so I started switching up my schedule just to force myself to do something different rather than the same old, same old. Now I find that I don't enjoy my old routine -I like the change better! And I feel better.

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  4. I know exactly how you feel. I moved to a small town several years ago, knowing the scene would be severely limited. And it is. I have to travel quite a distance to find piggy guys who will really go for it.

    I've had to get creative a lot of the time to get myself off in a way that really does it for me. But I still keep looking because you never know when you'll click with someone. But it can get frustrating.

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