I want to be a cumdump! I want to get to the point where any and all loads are taken. Especially have a huge thing for getting toxic loads. Turn this negative ass into a poz cumdump! Any gift givers into it?
HIV Status
Not Sure, Probably Neg
Role
Bottom
Looking For
Tops. Breeders. Poz/toxic fuckers. One fantasy I have to a total poz top gangbang, all taking turns on my ass for a night and filling me with their viral loads. I want to take so much cum it's just running down my legs when I stand up.
I've been a lube whore since I was young, so as long as there is something to make it a smooth ride I'm good. I can't remember ever taking a dry fuck, so I can't say if I'd like it or not that way. But I always like the slick feelings you get with good sex -from sweat, cum, spit, or lube. Piss, too.
My first instinct is to say I prefer a verbal top, because I fucking love hearing my top saying all kinds of nasty things while he's pounding me -especially if he's calling me names!
That being said, there is something super intense about having a quiet, focused fuck. Especially if you're doing nothing but stare into each other's eyes the whole time. It's a different kind of intimacy.
Then again, sometimes a quiet fuck is just a boring fuck, so it all depends on the guy.
I've only had a couple of men ask me to not clean out. I have to say it was pretty hot. I love to feel like a total pig and this just put it over the top.
Plus, it was kind of nice not worrying the whole fuck if I'd done a good enough job cleaning out.
From what I remember, I've always just had the urge. I remember being very young and wanting someone to stick something up my butt, and I experimented like most guys here have done. But I hadn't even read anything to suggest it. Hadn't heard anyone talking about it. No internet back then -god, how horrible to admit that!- so it's not like I saw a video.
I just knew.