30-something straight-ish lurker here. Been lurking rawTop and breedingzone for quite sometime. I say straight-ish because I imagine I am a top, always been straight, but fantasized with girlfriends about fucking ass and sucking cock together. However, I don't want to offend anyone by posting on this board, but my predicament is, and ya'll have mentioned this many times over... being straight kinda sucks. I'm a dirty dirty guy, love fucking ass, getting and giving deep rimjobs, ass play, choking, snowballing, rough rough fucking, spit, and I've always fantasized about gangbangs and plowing my cock in someone's hole and having them suck my cock clean and drink my piss and cum after. Thing is most straight girls won't do these things. But you guys talk about this stuff like it is no big deal, and that gets me hard. I jerk off to stories on this site as much as I do straight porn sites.
Basically I'm confused. Maybe I'm bi, but I've never taken the proverbial STAB at it.
So I ask, am I a shithead breeder who wants to dabble in the gay-world of sweaty pit-licking sex without actually being gay, or am I a horny bi-guy who wants to fuck ass, suck cock, taste ass, fuck throats, and spit in mouths of other dirty pigs?
If the latter is true, and my bi-curiousness is something more than just jerking off to this amazing site and all of your stories and comments, then where do I start?
Thanks
I think the biggest thrilll/turn-on for me is the idea of anon-seeding. In the straight world it is quite hard to find women that are willing to just take any dick and don't care about the emotional impact of said dick taking. So the question is, how does one go about finding anon-holes, cumdumps, if you will? I want to walk in, jerk my cock, fuck an ass, and go. Maybe take part in a gangfuck session. It all, coming from the perspective of NEVER meeting a woman willing to go face down ass up bred, amazes me that random guys just want random loads. -Dirtysouth