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It took me 6 years to get to that point 

Looking back I was afraid of coming out as gay but after I got hiv I have no problem or regrets of being gay now I am happy and proud of being gay now and if I could have come out sooner I would have done it to the first guy I kissed at a bar was so cool 

I would love to be your boyfriend I’m poz

I was married and in a straight relationship and one day this cute guy at work started to flirt with me and we hit it off well and he asked me out for drinks and we held hands at dinner and made out at the bar and this was my first date with a dude my wife had no idea that I started to date a dude showed me about Barebackplay and I got hooked on him doing it from that little flirt at work I to cheat on my wife tobe come a homosexual growing up I don’t want to be a homosexual and this dude would be my first boyfriend he was so cute from Brazil and I was sneaking around on my wife my boyfriend was in a group of guys who played raw with each other and friends so that Christmas at a party we snuck away from the party had sex he had been testing negative all this time my sneaking around would end soon my wife soon found out that I was cheating on her with my boyfriend and I soon seroconverted and she outed me to family and friends that I was a homosexual so I came out to everyone that I was gay now 

Yes after my wife found out I was having sex with this guy at work he started to flirt with me one day and took me out for drinks and he did me after and started me bare backing and I started to date him and he became my boyfriend and he converted me after he seroconverted and my wife divorced me soon after that and I came out as gay and 

On 2/18/2015 at 5:47 PM, ancusp89 said:

AIDS/HIV+ on meds, low viral load and low CD4 count. Because of previous opportunistic illnesses which led to my AIDS diagnosis, my status remains an AIDS diagnosis.

 

 

Last fall I got my diagnosis of AIDS after about 6 years with HIV with no meds.my boyfriend had just seroconverted when he was toxic and we did it and I seroconverted a few weeks later and never started meds after my diagnosis at that point I came out and stopped hiding that I was homosexual which was the best thing I ever did my friends were surprised that I was homosexual and that I was HIV positive they were more surprised that I was a chaser. Ex girlfriends were not surprised that I was gay but 

After I started to have bare back sex it felt so good that I don’t want to stop 

I grew up straight and never was interested in being gay but after my first time bottoming I enjoyed it so much and a secret boyfriend that showed me the new life style of being gay and sex soon after that relationship I came out to family and friends as gay 

On 2/18/2015 at 5:47 PM, ancusp89 said:

AIDS/HIV+ on meds, low viral load and low CD4 count. Because of previous opportunistic illnesses which led to my AIDS diagnosis, my status remains an AIDS diagnosis.

 

 

My diagnosis is AIDS not  on meds been positive since 

I started late in high school for fear of being labeled gay but looking back I should have started then cause I grew up around a lot of cute surfer guys and skateboarders who were hot when I started it was not enough cock I loved sucking them and swallowing now I would have liked to be gay some people thought I was gay the guy at the regular video store took me into the bathroom to suck me off and I came back the next night looking for him he asked if I could top him I was still in wanting to be straight soon after that I tooka girl I was dating to a gay friends house for a party she asked me if I was gay and I said no and she asked if I was sure about that she didn’t really believe me that I was straight she thought I was gay from that time on she took me to a gay bar to hang out I was hit on by a few guys and one cute guy asked me out and I went out with him a few times I dated him for a couple of months and she knew that I was gay one night she experimented with a stripper friend we both started having and hanging out in gay bars and clubs she was a cute little gym bunny girl and she became interested in being a lesbian and went that 

way she was happy with that so that was my first real gay relationship to everyone else I was straight and would remain straight till I hooked up with my secret boyfriend that knocked me up before I got divorced after my wife found out 

On 4/25/2017 at 3:31 PM, cman54 said:

Hi Bob. I`m in about the same situation as you. Been "straight" all of my life but I have always been a bit interested in men and cock. I had a chance when I was very young to suck one and I did not do it. That is something I think about and have regretted ever sense. Now I am single again and I am going to have sex with some men for sure.  I`m going to be very open to it all and just try stuff. 

I was living a straight lifestyle up until 6 years ago when I seroconverted and started started having bareback sex with a secret boyfriend who seroconverted and is the father of my aids babies he still stops by tog give me a load or two I’m no longer interested in a straight relationship just I like trans girls with 

On 2/18/2015 at 5:47 PM, ancusp89 said:

AIDS/HIV+ on meds, low viral load and low CD4 count. Because of previous opportunistic illnesses which led to my AIDS diagnosis, my status remains an AIDS diagnosis.

 

 

My status is a aids diagnosis since this last fall I’m still happy that I was Diagnosed HIV 6 years ago which is when I seroconverted and came out as gay 

Now 

My first t-girl was a friend I never knew that she was trans she and I later told me that she was trans 🏳️‍⚧️ and the next day she saw me and asked me to do her and become her boyfriend that night we had sex it was great it soon became a weekly date and started me into gay sex she introduced me to her gay friends and I was opening up to soon wanting to be gay but in those days I was afraid about getting hiv and aids now I’m poz and she helped me with later coming out Coming out of the closet

On 6/25/2010 at 11:03 AM, PhoenixGeoff said:

On the plus side: In general, guys who are poz tend to be a lot more fun than guys who are neg. Of course, that's because what makes them fun is what got them infected. But once you convert, you've got access to pretty much as much slutty guilt-free sex with poz guys as you like. It's also pretty much a complete license to never use condoms again. When I was neg, there was the little voice telling me that letting complete strangers breed my ass all the time probably wasn't too smart (I never listened to it...as a bottom, I craved guys unloading inside me, and as a top, I almost never could maintain a hardon with a condom). Once I converted, there was absolutely nothing at all restraining me from barebacking all the time (with the caveat that I'm open with potentially neg partners prior to sex so they can make an informed decision).

I'm happy and healthy and completely free of the hysteria surrounding sex we've had to deal with since the mid-80s.

The downside: Meds are expensive. I have to make sure I always have health insurance. Occasionally, the side effects get to me. A few people, even in the gay community, still to this day freak out when they learn you have HIV. And bug chasers (as opposed to guys who don't know and don't care about their status), I have learned, can be really fucking annoying, pressuring you to breed them at every turn.

I love being poz and have some people and friends freak out when they learn I have HIV and are afraid they could get it from me 

I like being called a fag it gets me horn being a fag now some of my friends said I’m more of a fag than a guy some of my gay friends questioned my straightness and didn’t know that I was really gay 

A HOT t-girl 

I’d love to have a fuck buddy like you. 

Congrats on joining the brotherhood! 

Congrats on joining the brotherhood! 

When I tested positive for HIV, it all changed. I was a married man who was cheating on my wife with someone from work. I started an affair with this hot guy from work who made my feelings about being homosexual all change . We both started to chase at the same time. And this affair lasted two years when he won . Not to long before the party he was out from work. He seroconverted around the time of the party. At a holiday party we both screwed each other and soon after I seroconverted. We had both tested negative in our last tests . I tested positive in January.  When I was told, I knew it would be that I would be positive. I too had a hardon leaving the doctors office. My wife soon divorced me for the affair. And outed me to family and friends. That was six years ago. I love being POZ! 

Eight years ago my future boyfriend showed me that barebacking was better. During this time I was going from a straight lifestyle to bi to fully gay . I have not used a condom in years. I loved to pump a load into him and how it felt when he pumped a load into to me. 

I’m versatile, but lately I’ve just been bottoming. When my boyfriend was showing me stuff. I loved to top him and others but once he fucked me bareback I wanted to be more of a bottom.  I still top and share my loads . 

Thanks to my ex wife when we divorced, she outed me to family and friends. She wasn’t happy I had a boyfriend and I was a versatile top. Since then I’ve become a total bottom. I’ve had friends ask me about being gay. 

On 4/7/2018 at 10:59 AM, Hot4urload said:

Who's is living the str8 life and security sneaks around behind their wife /girlfriends back and sucks off cocks.  

I was living a straight life and I would sneak off with a friend from work who I started to have an affair with. He showed me how to do it right and was the first time I topped and bottomed for. I soon drifted from straight sex to full gay sex . 

I loved to top my boyfriend all the time. But he would cum in my ass , it was incredible. So I was becoming more of bottom as time would go on. When my boyfriend introduced me to his fuck buddy group. I was the new top in the group and fucking all of them and fucking my boyfriend.