Poz2play

It takes me back to high school when I would hangout or be seen with a friends of mine who were gay. I was straight and because I hung out with them. I would get called fag, homo and gay . From that time I didn’t want to be gay. I had girlfriends during this time. Most of them used the same words about gay people. I got to suck my first cock after one of my gay friends wanted to show me. So when someone used those words it was used to hurt . I still hung out with my gay friends while I was living a straight lifestyle. I came out six years ago. I wish I had come out earlier as a homosexual. 

31 minutes ago, top35ws said:

I love to swallow cum that comes out of an ass 

 

I just started doing the same thing. 

Welcome to the site and to the poz brotherhood. Love your picture above in the jock strap. 
I’ve been poz for 6 years now. 

One of my friends, I later found out was that kid. One day he asked to suck my cock. Then he ask me if I wanted to suck his. At first I said no. But he asked again and I said yes. And he blew his load into my mouth. WOW, every time I saw him at school we ducked into anywhere to suck each other’s cocks. 

I sucked my first cock when I was 17-18. I was straight and a friend wanted me to try it. I liked it and sucked his cock when he came over. I was straight but wanted to suck cock more. I didn’t want my friends to know that I was gay. 

Six years being POZ ! 
 

My wife didn’t know I liked to play around with my friends we fucked and sucked. She didn’t know that I was homosexual living in a straight relationship. She was a ok at giving head. One of my friends was great giving head and I let it slip . She soon found out that I was having bareback sex . I tested positive a few months after that. I had been barebacking for a few years before she married me. She divorced me. 

On 9/12/2020 at 3:17 PM, Sissyslutalliej said:

Only regret is not fully embracing my true self earlier. Otherwise, hell no no regrets at all. I was born a sissy faggot, born to serve and take real men’s cocks

I wish I had started earlier being gay. 

Growing up in a straight lifestyle. Just after high school had a few gay experiences. During that time period I wore a condom when I fucked, for fear of aids. I was still in the closet and in a straight lifestyle. Fast forward still straight life. Got married and started playing around with a few friends. My friends wanted me to try barebacking. It was SO INCREDIBLE barebacking my friends. My wife found out and she later divorced me. I was still barebacking my friends. I haven’t used a condom in the last 10 years. I went through my seroconversion in January of 2016. 

On 2/18/2019 at 9:23 AM, Pozguyinchi said:

I think it is common to not be as excited as you thought you would be. To me it feels a little like coming out. Once you do it takes awhile to settle in. 

When I tested positive for HIV. I was very excited about getting it. I had family issues. Since I was married and she did not know I was playing around with my gay friends. I had not come out as being gay. So now I had two things to deal with being a poz gay male . I’m glad after all the dust settled down. I came out as a homosexual and got divorced , lost a few homophobic friends. And am very happy with my new homosexual life 

2 minutes ago, bluecollarotter said:

you do anything special? or just another day?

Just another day. 
I wish I came out earlier and started barebacking more. 

2 minutes ago, bluecollarotter said:

belated happy birthday wishes...

👍🏽🍑☣️🍌🥂🧔🏽

Thanks 

Just now, bluecollarotter said:

Hey man thanks.

It is 13 Feb, so works out that my gifter will be in town for the weekend!

Mine is January 16. 

10 minutes ago, bluecollarotter said:

I am cuming up on my 6th POZ birthday in Feb.  Get hard thinking about the day I first had fuck flu, will celebrate it with my gifter.

Happy POZ birthday! 🎉🥂🎉

Very cool! 

On 1/15/2020 at 9:19 AM, PozchubUK said:

I agree I'm poz seroconverted Nov last year 2019. Made the choice I'm not going on meds and enjoying the fully experience, want to ride this as far as I can even to full blown aids. It's beautiful like you say, its horny accepting the HIV into you and a massive turn on knowing what is happening inside you. I'm infected and proud and loving every minute of it.  

I’m poz too I seroconverted January of 2016. 
Like you said I made the choice to bareback and got the HIV virus after a few years.  I’m I sad that I’m not negative anymore no. I get horny accepting being a poz gay man.

On 1/5/2021 at 11:01 AM, Darcicrisis said:

I had the reverse.

I always thought I was straight never thought about guys, until a friend who I did not know was gay offered to suck my cock. I let him and was hooked. 

I had the same thing happen . Went to the movies and during the movie I had to go to the restroom and he followed me in. He asked me in to one of the stalls. And he sucked my cock there. He said he’s been wanting to do it for a long time. He knew I was straight and I didn’t know he was gay. After the movie I went over to his apartment. He blew me again on the sofa. And we talked and he showed me how to top his ass. He was a friend from school. That was my first gay experience. Wow we started playing around for a while. I had a girlfriend at the time and was still seeing her. A few years later I was in this regular video store and the really cute Clerk came over we started talking and said it looks like I sat on something. And had a stain on my jeans. He took me over to the store’s restroom. He locked the store’s door. He sat down and opened his jeans and he opened my jeans and blew me there and jacked off. This happened again two more times. And a gay friend of mine who was trying to date me was still trying to date me . 
He knew that I was straight and dating a girlfriend. These two times after graduation from high school got me thinking about being homosexual. Boy I should have gone towards being homosexual, I went straight for the next 20 years. And I got married and that ended in divorce. When she found out I was not heterosexual male , but a homosexual male. 

On 3/30/2020 at 9:44 AM, PoM269 said:

Hi! 40 y/o bi guy here, going through a divorce. 

I went through a divorce after she found out I was gay and playing around. 

I was a total top in midtown. Lately I’ve been in bottom mode. I love taking loads more now. 

On 1/8/2020 at 1:04 AM, calopez0789 said:

Any bottoms in Guadalajara or on holidays here? Hmu if you are.

I wish I was on holiday, to bring back souvenirs ! 

On 4/21/2020 at 10:40 PM, ltncumdump88 said:

Started September of 2019 gonorrhea and chlamydia, tested on January 2020 tested again this month. Now I have chlamydia and syphilis. I'm also happily HIV positive. 

SO HOT! 
I’d love to get so of your strains! I’m also happily HIV positive too. Not on meds. 

On 11/30/2018 at 2:07 PM, leatherpunk16 said:

I've got a friend who was pretty tame in his sex life when I met him. Then his boyfriend pozzed him by accident - neither of them knew he had it. Now this friend is a major whore, and I observed him get pounded by at least 12 guys in one night.

I would have loved to have my boyfriend poz me by accident. But I got pozzed while I was chasing on the west coast. Then got transferred to the East coast and had to change my lifestyle. I got married and had to hide that I was gay and was poz. 

48 minutes ago, Breedthisslut said:

I too started out as a married straight guy marrying at age 20. I always thought that I had different thoughts than most about sex. Sex was decent with my wife even though she had religious hangups about it. As time went on, thoughts on sex evolved from traditional man-woman to thoughts about what it would feel like with a dick in my mouth. Of course, once I found that I loved sucking and swallowing, I had to try getting fucked. I absolutely loved the feeling and I finally admitted to myself that I’m gay and love being a slut for cum. It’s only recently that I have admitted to myself that I’m a chaser as I am actively seeking poz   
 

Hot post. I went through all that. 

During my teen years I was straight. But during my 20’s It all changed a few new friends introduced me to gay sex. I sucked my first cock and soon after that took my first bottom load. It was so incredible. So I became a gay male. I loved  having gay sex. 
Select friends knew my homosexual secret . I wish I had started in high school. Later being in a straight marriage was tough.

On 12/3/2018 at 7:12 AM, boybottom4use said:

it's so hot being poz and has turned me into a total slut cumdump.  My goal is to become totally toxic and filled with all STD's!

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That’s what I felt when I tested poz . It was so hot becoming poz . I was a gay male in a straight marriage who now just tested poz from a few of my fuck buddy friends. My wife or family never knew I was gay. 

On 4/21/2020 at 10:10 AM, flexbtm said:

Yeah, i’m a married “straight “ guy who takes loads and then goes home to my wife 

I was one of those straight guys that did that too. I grew up straight but friends introduced me into the gay lifestyle. And I became gay and moved East and got married  and lived a straight life. But I played around and still took loads . 

On 4/27/2020 at 2:39 PM, coastalbender said:

I'm another cheater. I'm married to a woman and I love her pussy, but cock is unique, I have to have it.

I was married once to a woman. But later came out as gay . 

On 4/26/2020 at 5:34 AM, Bottomsup33 said:

I love taking a load and then going home to my wife, dripping while I sleep next her her

Did that many times. I liked it to much. 

I’ve transitioned from straight to gay to straight and finally back to gay. 
 

And looking back I never wanted to be gay or admit that I was a homosexual. Some friends were shocked when I came out.