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2 hours ago, GoodExercise said:

Come to Chicago.  Steamworks and Mans Country beckon.

I used to come to Chicago every five days with a 15 hr layover and a hotel room right off michigan.  It was awesome.  I was at Steamworks all the time.  I miss bathhouses....ours here in New Orleans (the most kinky, depraved cities in the world!) was turned into shitty condos...hell we had two for a while.  Someone could make a killing here opening a new one.  With the locals you have an already built in, bankable customer base, then with all the tourist...you'd have money coming out of your asshole (or into it depending on how you look at it).  I wish I had the capital...

Grab a po at the Nellie Dellie!!  I know you are from here!  When did you live here.  The nelly deli survived "da stourm of '05".  You wouldn't believe what the bathhouse is now...fucking condos.  That just shut down about a year ago....thanks for the advice, all of yall!!  I just wanna be a slut, is that to much to ask??

     Where was I the day that memo went out?  And how come nobody told me when I got back??  Using the internet as a hook up devise was supposed to make the act thereof a lot more easier.   But it does not.  It was supposed to

     Where was I the day that memo went out?  And how come nobody told me when I got back??  Using the internet as a hook up devise was supposed to make the act thereof a lot more easier.   But it does not.  It was supposed to make it more convenient.  But it does not.  Right now, at this very moment I"m supposed to have more dick coming (...insert that joke here..) my way than I can handle.  I should have a couple of dicks for every orifice, four dicks on deck, plus a line of dicks that trails out of my house and then down the block.  But I do not.   Instead, I have carpel tunnel syndrome,  a boner and not one goddamn STD!  So what gives??

     Given the fact that there are multiple sites dedicated to this very thing was enough to make me believe it was easier.  There are a multiple sites for a multitude of interests.  There are sites for bare backing, sites for polys, sites for long term monogamous (...said quickly under a cough "doesn't exist!!") relationship hook ups...hell there are even still sites dedicated to just hooking up with no flavor at all.  Yeah, I'm taking to you Adam4Adam.  But it seems that the more specialized you get, the harder it becomes, and that within itself is counterintuitive.  You would think that as you get closer and closer to those who share your interests, you eliminate those who aren't and that would be easier.  But it does not.  

     I remember a time when the only real guarantee of a possible hook up was on Friday and Saturday nights at this thing called a bar.  Thats a place where old people used to go drink.   At these given times it would be especially crowded and boys were cruisin' everywhere.  And unless, god forbid, there was a drag show ("..that bitch really thinks she looks like Madonna...") you were getting laid.  Plus it all happened in real time.   I thought with the internet it would be happy hour 24 hours a day.  But its not.  You literally have a hook up life line thrown out against the winds every hour of everyday.  I should have a dick an hour.  But I don't.  Don't even do the math adding a smartphone into the equation.....anytime, anywhere....they got an app for that.  Using GPS technology, we even know exactly where they are when its hook up time (...but his profile says he is a bottom who hates kittens, so its not gonna work... )    

     Why?  Is it because we're able to hide behind these screens and thusly become monsters.   We reduce ourselves to our own lowest common denominator....a screen name (nightdepositbox13) and a profile pic.  I've been lied to.  I've been ghosted, which is nothing at all like what Patrick Swayze did to Demi Moore...not even close.  I've been shamed.  I swear on the life of Bette Midler  this happened.  I had been playing e-mail tag with a boy for a few days and finally the stars aligned and we were able to make a date.  I did the three Ss (shit, shower, shave) and got dressed.  I texted him, per his request, that I was about to leave.  He replied suggesting we trade pics which was cool with me, I have no reason to worry.   I hate it when people act conceited, so let me say it like this...I'm not ugly, far from it...I know this and don't dwell on it and I'm grateful, so thank you universe.  Besides, I'm a gay man..I would know if I was ugly!  The millisecond I hit send he replied 'No offense but don't come, its not you, you're attractive, no chemistry" which obviously reads "Be offended and don't come, its you, you're ugly, no chemistry".   Which by the way, just in case he even comes remotely close to reading this let me say this "Just for the record...Honey, it was I who were swapping down, not you, it was I,  and just so you know, and just so your children know....that was the night the lights went out—",  ok never mind, you get it.  I know that I can not take something like that personally.  I don't know his life.  Maybe his boyfriend showed up unexpectedly and he just needed to shut me down.  Maybe the third in his polyamorous triad just tested positive....with pregnancy and he needed me to just go away.   Or maybe he just didn't like the way my face was shaped.

     But its not just him.  Its the way its all structured that does my head in.  Someone will be online not looking and not able to host, but the next time they will offline looking and able to host (?), or they've changed from a top to a bottom not looking to host a host thats looking to not look. Its to much!!  Then there is always the mother fucker who messages you, you message back, they message you, you message back, then they cease to exist in the known universe.   Thats always fun and cool.  I suppose the long list of shitty ways to treat other could go on and on…

     If I’m dissecting this frog correctly, I must dissect the whole frog….so maybe its me.   After all, I am the least common denominator in all this.  I’m the constant.  I’m the one and only person who is present during all transactions.  Is it the way I carry my "digital self" (thats not a sex toy, btw, but I wish that it were..)?  Am I offensive, am I to aloof, am I to eager?  I don't fucking know.  Maybe I just have shitty luck?  Maybe its just the way things are right now.  Maybe its about to change?  Maybe, maybe, maybe....I've had it up to here (points at sky) with the maybes.  I know one thing for certain.  If people would  be nice and genuine as they would be if other people were in the same room, I wouldn't be sitting here having to bitch about it...I'd be somewhere with a nice 10 inch dick up my ass and a smile on my face.  I also know people who hook up online all the time, so its not impossible.   I know its happening.

     My partner and I opened our 8 year relationship up five months ago.  We had talked about it since day one as we both don’t believe in monogamy and well…it was just time.   Unbeknownst to me, our relationship had already been opened,  but only on one end, on several occasions.  And while yes, I do wish I could have been included in the memo and been allowed the same liberties he had, I couldn’t hold it against him for something I understood.  I was not losing my best friend,  best lover,  and only but still the best fiancé I’ve ever had over this.  So I made the decision for us that this time we were opening it up.  It was a natural step designed to follow a natural progression while at the same time helping to keep us more honest and open.  And its been beautiful.  We’ve grown closer.  Our personal sex life has grown exponentially and we’ve shared a few hot times.  He has no problem hooking up at all.  At  our local cruise bar he will have caught three dicks by the time I’ve made three loops through the bar.  He is amazing.  And he scores online too, but even he admits that its not as easy as it should be.  (But he still scores!)

      So since our local bathhouse is now closed and hanging out in bars is not appealing at all, that leaves me right back where I started.  The fucking internet.  Not using it means removing even the chance of hooking up, and thats a sucky option.  If its truly the way I interact with  people then I need to figure out what it is.  I have an idea.  Lets say that no matter what I’m asked my answer will always be “Can I cum in your mouth?”.  You can’t mistake that for anything other than it is.  Even if I’m asked “Are you available tonight?”  I’ll reply “Can I come in your mouth?”.   “What do you get into?”, “Can I come in your mouth?”.   “Wanna have a threesome?”, “Can I come in your mouth“.  I think this might work.   Besides,  it makes about as much sense as anything else!

make it more convenient.  But it does not.  Right now, at this very moment I"m supposed to have more dick coming (...insert that joke here..) my way than I can handle.  I should have a couple of dicks for every orifice, four dicks on deck, plus a line of dicks that trails out of my house and then down the block.  But I do not.   Instead, I have carpel tunnel syndrome,  a boner and not one goddamn STD!  So what gives??

     Given the fact that there are multiple sites dedicated to this very thing was enough to make me believe it was easier.  There are a multiple sites for a multitude of interests.  There are sites for bare backing, sites for polys, sites for long term monogamous (...said quickly under a cough "doesn't exist!!") relationship hook ups...hell there are even still sites dedicated to just hooking up with no flavor at all.  Yeah, I'm taking to you Adam4Adam.  But it seems that the more specialized you get, the harder it becomes, and that within itself is counterintuitive.  You would think that as you get closer and closer to those who share your interests, you eliminate those who aren't and that would be easier.  But it does not.  

     I remember a time when the only real guarantee of a possible hook up was on Friday and Saturday nights at this thing called a bar.  Thats a place where old people used to go drink.   At these given times it would be especially crowded and boys were cruisin' everywhere.  And unless, god forbid, there was a drag show ("..that bitch really thinks she looks like Madonna...") you were getting laid.  Plus it all happened in real time.   I thought with the internet it would be happy hour 24 hours a day.  But its not.  You literally have a hook up life line thrown out against the winds every hour of everyday.  I should have a dick an hour.  But I don't.  Don't even do the math adding a smartphone into the equation.....anytime, anywhere....they got an app for that.  Using GPS technology, we even know exactly where they are when its hook up time (...but his profile says he is a bottom who hates kittens, so its not gonna work... )    

     Why?  Is it because we're able to hide behind these screens and thusly become monsters.   We reduce ourselves to our own lowest common denominator....a screen name (nightdepositbox13) and a profile pic.  I've been lied to.  I've been ghosted, which is nothing at all like what Patrick Swayze did to Demi Moore...not even close.  I've been shamed.  I swear on the life of Bette Midler  this happened.  I had been playing e-mail tag with a boy for a few days and finally the stars aligned and we were able to make a date.  I did the three Ss (shit, shower, shave) and got dressed.  I texted him, per his request, that I was about to leave.  He replied suggesting we trade pics which was cool with me, I have no reason to worry.   I hate it when people act conceited, so let me say it like this...I'm not ugly, far from it...I know this and don't dwell on it and I'm grateful, so thank you universe.  Besides, I'm a gay man..I would know if I was ugly!  The millisecond I hit send he replied 'No offense but don't come, its not you, you're attractive, no chemistry" which obviously reads "Be offended and don't come, its you, you're ugly, no chemistry".   Which by the way, just in case he even comes remotely close to reading this let me say this "Just for the record...Honey, it was I who were swapping down, not you, it was I,  and just so you know, and just so your children know....that was the night the lights went out—",  ok never mind, you get it.  I know that I can not take something like that personally.  I don't know his life.  Maybe his boyfriend showed up unexpectedly and he just needed to shut me down.  Maybe the third in his polyamorous triad just tested positive....with pregnancy and he needed me to just go away.   Or maybe he just didn't like the way my face was shaped.

     But its not just him.  Its the way its all structured that does my head in.  Someone will be online not looking and not able to host, but the next time they will offline looking and able to host (?), or they've changed from a top to a bottom not looking to host a host thats looking to not look. Its to much!!  Then there is always the mother fucker who messages you, you message back, they message you, you message back, then they cease to exist in the known universe.   Thats always fun and cool.  I suppose the long list of shitty ways to treat other could go on and on…

     If I’m dissecting this frog correctly, I must dissect the whole frog….so maybe its me.   After all, I am the least common denominator in all this.  I’m the constant.  I’m the one and only person who is present during all transactions.  Is it the way I carry my "digital self" (thats not a sex toy, btw, but I wish that it were..)?  Am I offensive, am I to aloof, am I to eager?  I don't fucking know.  Maybe I just have shitty luck?  Maybe its just the way things are right now.  Maybe its about to change?  Maybe, maybe, maybe....I've had it up to here (points at sky) with the maybes.  I know one thing for certain.  If people would  be nice and genuine as they would be if other people were in the same room, I wouldn't be sitting here having to bitch about it...I'd be somewhere with a nice 10 inch dick up my ass and a smile on my face.  I also know people who hook up online all the time, so its not impossible.   I know its happening.

     My partner and I opened our 8 year relationship up five months ago.  We had talked about it since day one as we both don’t believe in monogamy and well…it was just time.   Unbeknownst to me, our relationship had already been opened,  but only on one end, on several occasions.  And while yes, I do wish I could have been included in the memo and been allowed the same liberties he had, I couldn’t hold it against him for something I understood.  I was not losing my best friend,  best lover,  and only but still the best fiancé I’ve ever had over this.  So I made the decision for us that this time we were opening it up.  It was a natural step designed to follow a natural progression while at the same time helping to keep us more honest and open.  And its been beautiful.  We’ve grown closer.  Our personal sex life has grown exponentially and we’ve shared a few hot times.  He has no problem hooking up at all.  At  our local cruise bar he will have caught three dicks by the time I’ve made three loops through the bar.  He is amazing.  And he scores online too, but even he admits that its not as easy as it should be.  (But he still scores!)

      So since our local bathhouse is now closed and hanging out in bars is not appealing at all, that leaves me right back where I started.  The fucking internet.  Not using it means removing even the chance of hooking up, and thats a sucky option.  If its truly the way I interact with  people then I need to figure out what it is.  I have an idea.  Lets say that no matter what I’m asked my answer will always be “Can I cum in your mouth?”.  You can’t mistake that for anything other than it is.  Even if I’m asked “Are you available tonight?”  I’ll reply “Can I come in your mouth?”.   “What do you get into?”, “Can I come in your mouth?”.   “Wanna have a threesome?”, “Can I come in your mouth“.  I think this might work.   Besides,  it makes about as much sense as anything else!

Never mind....I'm retarded!!

Hello, when I try to post a pic I followed the above instructions and no matter what I do it wont let me.  It keeps saying "You are only allowed to up load 10.24kb.  I'm doing the same thing as I did before when I've posted pics.  I realize its got something to do with the size of the pic..or something of hat nature.  Any ideas are greatly appreciated.  Thank you.

Before waking up yesterday morning,  I'm pretty sure my partner was teasing my hole with his finger as he whispered 'enjoy your day, I love you'.   I had slept in a jock strap that night and he knows that I love 'sleep sex' of any kind.  It drives me crazy.   Either way, when I got out of bed I was feeling a little frisky and sexy, and since I had nothing to do the whole day except a 2 o'clock class I decided to make it a cragslist hookup day.  I had four and a half hours to make my hole available and I wasn't going to miss a second.  So I jumped online and placed my ad "Cum Dumpster- next four hours"  with my profile pic from here and sat back and waited.  And I waited.  I began to study I waited so long.  I checked to make sure the ad was there.  It was.  Nothing.  I got a reply from a 300 lb tranny.  No offense, thats just what happened, and its just not my thing.  I ended up giving one blow job to one married older man who said his wife never sucks his dick.  I took his dick out of my mouth and to tell him how 'everybody deserves to get their dick sucked!' to which he replied 'oh I like you...and you're prettier than a girl', whatever the fuck that means...regardless, I made his day and that made mine.  Four and half hours had gone by and I ended up in class with no loads as my time had run out.  On the way home from school I'm thinking about my big test scheduled for today and how I needed to study.  Boring!  Then I thought how to make it not boring.  I'll place another ad while studying, what could it hurt?  I even added a "quick hook up" listing on BBRT.  I felt like there was no way that getting no dick could happen twice.  But thats exactly what happened, not so much as a nibble.  I got one pic from a guy who obviously had something wrong with his dick and I'll just leave it at at that.   I just hope he gets the help he needs. This time 5 hours goes by of 'craigslist time' and I'm fully prepared for my biology exam!  I got all my studies done without any dick!!  By now, I'm over it and frustrated and I actually feel kinda dumb.  I said 'fuck it' and as I pulled the ads down, I got a text from my partner who said "I saw your ads, I can't wait to get home and eat that sloppy hole filled with cum" because thats what he does.  He loves it and he does it quite well.  I hated to break the news to him that I in fact did not have anything waiting in my hole for him to eat.  'Oh well, random Tuesday for you' he replied.  I grabbed a shower and when he got home, I was wearing my new swimming trucks that he had never seen and he shoved me against the kitchen wall and whispered "Sorry you didn't get any dick, I hope you know I'm still eating that ass...every dick in this town needs to knows what it missed out on today" to which he licked his finger and ran his hand down my ass crack and started to fiddle with my hole.  That just made me weak in the knees, especially after being frustrated from the days non-events.  He lead me by my hole to the bedroom and put a blind fold on me.  He starts doing something to my rock hard dick and hole.  Then I remembered.  He just bought me a new toy.  Its a triple cock ring with a butt plug.  I had used it alone but we hadn't played with it....yet.  He injected me with the diamond shaped plug and my hair stood on end.  He pulled it out gently then tongue fucked me.  He put it back in, wiggled it around, pulled it back out, and tongue fucked me again and now I'm in fucking heaven!  He did this many, many times until the last time ..he didn't pull the plug out, instead he added his hard cock with a PA to the mix and my ass.  He could feel the object in my hole with his dick and thought it felt amazing.  With each of his thrust in me, I pushed back onto his dick to maximize his deepness.  It was indescribable.   I arched my back just the way he likes it as I'm taking it from behind.  Right before we both started to cum, he pulled my ear close to his mouth and said "You're going to go on breedingzone and tell everyone where your last load came from"...then he gave it to me.  And I took it.

i wish those bathhouses were still open.  both are closed now.  totally sucks!   Very fucking hot story...

OMG!  I am totally and completely sorry about any thing or any jokes I might have/did make.  If you knew me, you'd know that is not something I would ever do intentionally, I swear on my dog's life.  And I will do just that...I will approach and speak to the next blind guy I meet in a bar.  Thanks for the big ass shift in perspective.  

I hear you fuckroger, I can totally appreciate that..but I just need to know.  I don't think I'm overly picky, I don't even have a favorite "type".  I like a silver fox just as much as I could eat a twinkie until I have to be surgically removed from his ass.....I just know what I don't like.  And it usually a strong opposition.  But your right, even if you are kinda picky--Blackouts are not for you...or me!

Oh, I have the best partner in the world, I can't deny that at all.  He knew I wasn't comfortable before I said anything.  I guess I wasn't my usual self.  He says that he can see rather well at those light levels which proves my theory that he is regressing in age and therefore a superhuman.  (No shit, his eyeshight has actually improved over the course of three-four ophthalmologist visits.  The dr. said he never seen that and can offer no explanation as to how or why!)  And dickmagnet, I never thought about it in the context of liking/needing visual stimulation.  Thats a huge part of the fantasy really.  I mean if you can't see anything, you might as well just stay home and beat off with your eyes closed.   And fuck a hood (in that situation, anyway!)  My partner gets off on seeing me get fucked and we've talked about throwing a party where he oversees me getting fucked in a blindfold....but thats different, in that its just that, him watching me getting fucked while blindfolded in a "controlled" situation.  Its not like Ray Charles spun around in a multi-level bathhouse with a pool!  Scary and unnerving!    

Thank you very much!  I don't know why I used the term total sensory depravation...I know what that is.   Trust me, I wished I  had been deprived of that smell!  I've always been kinda funny about kissing random people, some anyway.  You can stick your dick in me, but not your tongue!  Sounds silly I know, but fuck it, its the truth.  Later that night, someone else went in to kiss me and I hit my head against the wall backing away so hard I almost knocked something off the wall!  Its funny now but at the time I was bugging out.  Hell, just two weeks ago I was in the same bar in a jizz soaked t-shirt from sucking dicks and taking a load over a toilet while my partner egged the guy on.. so no, a prude I'm not.  I just need to know what the fuck I'm dealing with...and even if I'm wrong!  My hand to god this is true,  a few weeks ago we were at another bar and I thought I was making out with what I thought was a blond hair, blue eyed frat boy that ended up being a Japanese business man in a suit.  WTF?  Probably had more to do with being fucked up but either way I was cool with it.  Walking back to the car last night I told my partner that from here on out Blackout night was officially his and I'll gladly stay home with the dogs..brushing my teeth with the lights on!!

Thank you alexej2!  All I needed was one person to agree!  I'm by a prude to say the least...but complete darkness freaks me out esp since that first guy who, I'm so sorry, but I find repulsive.  I can't help that I just do.  Then it became the same thing everytime..."who is this, who is that"- it kinda fucked with my head a little.  but anyways thank you, thank you, thank you.  I feel better!!  kisses

I'm just wondering if anyone else out there has had the same experience.  My partner and I went out last night looking for hot fun.  One of the local 'dark back room' bars had a total lights out black out party and that sounded hot to us both.  We've been to this bar many times and had a great time.  I've watched him get loaded and vice versa...its always a good time.  But when we walked in....when I say COMPLETE black out I mean I literally kicked over a barstool because you couldnt see shit!!  You couldn't even see a shape of a body until they touched you...and even then it was like playing the Helen Keller game!  The tvs that usually play porn was off, the light from the bathroom was it and it wasn't much.  I kinda freaked the the fuck out.  I know thats the point.  Total and complete sensory depravation and you just have complete anonymous interactions.  The first guy to rub my crotch lent in to kiss me and his breath smelled literally like rotting meat and I almost tossed it...then I realized who he was, just somebody I've seen around, someone who is completely the opposite of what I find hot.  My partner hooked up and got a few loads, had no problem, and was having a great time.  Me on the other hand, I jumped if someone touched me.  Has anyone else out had somewhat the same experience where fucking around in a dark room is a-okay, but a totaly black out is not.  I want/need to have some semblance of what I'm tangling  with.    As much of a slut as I think I am, there is still about 10% of people I want nothing to do with period.  My partner was great about it, I stuck it out as long as I could because he was loving it- but he eventually said lets get you out of here and somewhere else and we did go to another bar and it was fine.  But I really wanted to enjoy it so much and had been looking forward to it AND I ended up a neurotic mess out of nowhere simply because I couldn't see a fucking thing.  Does this mean I'm really a prude or simply I'll just never play the lead role in "The Miracle Worker"?!?

WAS just introduced to Zoom by a friend.  Its crazy fun and totally voyeuristic, but I need some "room" numbers.  My friend only has two or three and when they are full, you can't get in.  Anybody out there have zoom room numbers?  Surely Shirley somebody does?  Zoom is an online thingy that was made for virtual meeting or conference calls, then some horny queens turned it into an online sex party.  Its nuts.  Give me some numbers please....

Be thankful you have a bathhouse, I live in New Orleans, one of the most perverted cities in the world and we no longer have a bathhouse....its insane.  Hope you enjoyed it!

The last load i took was a bbrt hookup and he came twice.   Earlier this evening I was doing homework, PolySci to be exact and mu bf looked up from his iphone and asked "Do you wanna have a three way?".  Between studying our US Congress and my firm belief that nothing ever happens in the moment online I quickly answered "sure" thinking it hypothetical or at best he was setting something up for this weekend.  Since our relationship "opening" (I'l get to my opening in a minute...) two months ago we've only had one mutual outside experience.  It took place in the backroom of a seedy New Orleans leather bar and it was fucking hot.  Really hot. It was the first time we had ever seen each other in that environment and most definitely our first seeing each other get fucked multiple times, once by the same cute guy.  So the eventuality of a more intimate situation was inevitable.  We had even discussed it.  But tonight when I agreed and said yes, and again nothing ever happens for me in the moment online, I certainly didn't think he meant it for tonight.  Well, what he meant was in thirty minutes!  So off we go.  On the drive, I realize that this is a guy I almost hooked up with a week prior and a guy by bf had already hooked up with two weeks prior.  New Orleans is a very small village.   Side note, never wear lace up Dr. Martens to a hookup.  It wastes way to much time getting them off.  We arrive and things begin immediately, and once I got my boots off I joined in.  We start fucking around, and everybody is sucking and groping something.  I had no expectations about who was gonna do what to whom but my bf did.  He already had a plan.  He wanted to watch me get fucked and take this guy's load.  One minute I'm sucking this beautiful man's beautiful cock and the next thing I know this beautiful man is tongue fucking my ass.  And he knows what he is doing.  I didn't see my bf urge the guy's tongue toward my hole.  I wasn't questioning anything in the moment.  I was just enjoying getting tongue fucked..a lot.  Nor did I know it when my bf began to encourage the guy to fuck me.  I just knew the familiar feeling of a rock hard cock resting on the edge of my fuck hole.  Just that warm feeling alone is a turn on.  When I say this guy's cock was hard, it isn't enough.  He could cut glass with this thing.  It was harder than marble which made it seem bigger than it already was.  I was already lubed up from the tongue fucking so he pushed in with ease and I could tell he was trying to be gentle.  So when I pushed back in a doggy style position all the way down to his balls, he screamed "Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck".  I wanted and needed him to know that there was no need to be gentle with me.  You can fuck me like the pig I am.  And he did.  Meanwhile, my bf  shoved his cock, with the PA, down my throat and whispers in that familiar voice "Thats fucking hot!"  I just thought he simply was enjoying what he saw.  I didn't know it had all been orchestrated from the start.  Meanwhile, back at my asshole, the guy found a steady pace and was giving it to me.  Once in a while he would pull all the way out and before he could slam back into me I beat him to it by slamming back on his cock while clinching my ass muscles.  The last time I did it I squeezed extra tight the poor guy immediately blew his wad deep inside my guts and totally lost his shit moaning a lot and loudly.  If he had neighbors, they knew.  He seemed like he couldn't move so I began to slowly move my hole rhythmically up and down his still rock hard cock.  All the way down and all the way up.  I heard my bf whisper "keep going, keep riding his cock" and thats when I felt his dick spasm four or five more times.  He was unloading again.  Now some people were born with a  beautiful ass. I am not one of those.  On the outside it is not shaped like a  bubble nor is it even a juicy booty, its actually flat as fuck...but I've been told that for what I lack on the outside I make up for it on the inside as the inside of my ass feels like warm velvet.  That has not been my experience, I'm just repeating what I was told.  I pull his dick all the way out and I felt the cum drip everywhere.  He seemed kinda stunned and I know that feeling so my bf and I said our good byes, got dressed and left.  The ride home is when I found out my bf had engineered my pounding just to see me take a load and to see the look on the guys face as he came.  He got what he wanted.  I got what I needed and I think its safe to say the guy got more than what he expected.  In the end my bf loaded me up twice with someone else's wad.   It doesn't really get hotter than that.

NEW ORLEANS ROLL CALL!!  Where all my yats at?  Up by ya mama's house or ya stay down in the quarter?

No need to answer if you don't want too, but do you work in the medical profession because all the articles that you've shown me are all published peer reviewed journal entries...and most people don't even have access to that.  Well thats not entirely true, but you know what I mean...most people don't read that stuff.  Just sayin'....thanks for pointing me in a better direction.  I wish more people would come forward so I wouldn't feel like such a freak!!

Wow thank you both...thats a lot to chew on.  I've studied only the basics on immunology and I do now remember my professor talking about this same thing but at that time it flew right by me.  My father was mostly native American, but my mom's side was of Euro descent ...German or Irish.....they don't really know.  But one the one thing i did learn in class and working in vet clinics is that anything 'medically' is possible.  Thanks for the ideas... 

Immunity: Fact or Myth.  Allow me to cut to the chase by saying...and I know how crazy this sounds but I truly believe that I'm immune to the virus.  I have to be.  There is no other answer.  I've been thinking a lot lately...not the usual stuff, you know dicks, boys, cum, speed, etc...and I've never thought about it much, if at all, before.  But this week I realized that in my 30 years of sexual activity that I've NEVER used a condom.  And I once slutted my way through almost an entire dorm of college boys when I was 16!  I still find boys dorms hot to this day!   I've had one condom on my entire life but I wasn't even having sex, I was just a stupid kid who had found a condom.  Thank dog it had already been used or it that would have been really gross.  I just fucking hate condoms.  Almost as much as I hate the term necessary evil.  The condom made my dick look abnormal... it didn't even look like my dick anymore not did it feel like my dick.  Hell, it didn't look like any dick I had seen before.  And I've most certainly never had one up my ass- not even once.  I've never in all my sexual adventures and/or misadventures had someone demand that we use a condom, which is strange because I grew up in the 80's, but this was rural Louisiana and places like New York and LA might as well have been on another planet.   But as of four months ago I was HIV neg.  How can that be?  I've slept with multiple people who knew they were positive.   Considering all the cocks I've had in my ass it makes no logical sense.  If I were a girl, I'd have more babies than a feral cat!   I'm not necessarily a **** either, again I just hate condoms and what happens is what happens....its just not normal.  "Luck" is one thing, but this defies all logic.  Is there anyone out there who feels that they should without any doubt be positive by now?   I know through the years, I've spoken to a few other men who have said the same thing.  They feel somehow that they too are also immune.  But I was wondering if anyone on this forum had any thoughts on the subject, maybe even data or just share the same experience.  

Hi, I hate to keep bothering you with this, i can see you have to deal with this a lot and I apologize...but I can still see my album and all pics...is that normal?

I'm trying to "report" certain pics and it says page not available...can you please just delete them all and I'll start from scratch...I'll love you long time XXX