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  1. JakeTurner
    Just had an awesome hookup with a fuckbud of mine. Usually we swap loads or he just bottoms for me. Today it was mostly about me bottoming for him. While he was getting naked I started sucking on his dick. He REALLY seemed to like that and soon he was grabbing my ass and fingering my hole. When he was hard I got up on the bed on all fours and lubed up my ass and his dick. He's got a BIG thick black cock and it always hurts going in, but he took it pretty easy.
    The first load came pretty quick -with me on my belly. Then he pulled out and fingered my cummy ass and that got him going again, so he went back to fucking me. He wanted to fuck me on my back, so I flipped over for him. It really hurt when he slammed in deep, but I just grunted and put up with it 'cause I wanted the load. He pulled out a bit and jacked his dick and when he was close again he shoved back in did a few strokes and gave me load #2.
    I thought that was going to be it - he pulled out and laid on the bed and jacked his dick slowly. I started sucking on his nipples and that got him going again. I told him not to waste the next load, so when he was close to cumming the third time he jumped up and went back to fucking me. Amazingly he came a third time.
    The whole thing only took maybe 20 minutes. I need to find more tops like him.
    I then tried to fuck him. I gave him a decent fuck, but my head wasn't really in topping, so I couldn't cum. Then he got on all fours with my dick in his ass and jacked off AGAIN. But it was just a little moisture - not a complete load...
    I think he and I might whore around at the sex parties this weekend. He's really turned on by the fact that I'm neg and love taking poz loads... Should be fun...
  2. JakeTurner
    So I went to a bear sex party the other day. Started out really well. For maybe 20-30 minutes it felt like I was the center of attention and everyone wanted to fuck me. This one guy fucked me - it felt pretty good, then I fucked him (but not for long - since that wasn't was I was there for), then he fucked me some more, but he didn't cum.
    Then this daddy fucked me with a big THICK cock. It took a while to get used to it - and it sorta hurt, but he fucked me good. I kept telling him to cum in my ass, and even though it was early in the party he did indeed blow his load up my hole. And from what I could tell it was a HUGE load. My ass was totally cummy after that. (Thank you daddy).
    There was stocky Latino with a nice uncut dick who fucked me, but he didn't cum either. I think he was more of a bottom.
    Then things got a bit more competitive and I wasn't the center of attention. And too many of the guys wanted to fuck with rubbers. Some I just refused. I did let a few guys fuck me with a rubber. The problem was tops last longer with rubbers and often don't cum. I wasn't there to get fucked. I was there to take loads. A top fucking forever and not cumming is the worst scenario for me.
    One top who fucked me with a rubber I did manage to convince to cum. He looked a little puzzled when I wanted the rubber after he pulled out. But then I dumped the load from the rubber into my ass.
    Another hairy daddy wanted to fuck with a rubber but he was enjoying the blowjob I was giving him, so I suggested he could blow the load in my mouth - which he did. I then spit the load into a condom and used the condom to push it up my ass.
    Someone else did cum in my ass after fucking me raw. Funny part is I don't remember who it was. But I was keeping count. By the end of the night 6 guys fucked me raw, 3 fucked me with a condom. I got 2 loads from the 6 raw fuckers, one from one of the three condom tops, and then the oral->anal load.
    4 loads up my ass wasn't bad, but I really wish I didn't have to deal with all the guys wanting condoms.
  3. JakeTurner
    It's taken me a long time to get to this point, but I think I'm finally there... For the longest time I just couldn't get into the mindset of being a bottom. A little over two years ago now there was one hookup at MAL where a guy fucked me - I wasn't into him and afterwards I was like "why am I doing this?" After that I didn't get fucked for a year and a half. Then the end of last summer I let one of my fuck buddies fuck me. Then I waited another 5 months and let him fuck me again, but I still wasn't really enjoying it. I mean I felt like I needed it, but one of the problems is that my fuck buddy is like 9 1/2 or 10 inches and thick - it hurt like hell and just wasn't enjoyable since I almost never get fucked and I'm tight.
    I think it was also psychological. In the past, while part of me wanted to be poz, another part of me wanted to stay neg. Now it's hard to find the part of me that wants to stay neg - I'm all in - I just want to be poz. These days my arguments for staying neg are things like "I'm going on a trip in a few weeks - it would be really suck if I had fuck flu and couldn't go".
    Even when I went to IML this year - going into it I wanted to get back into bottoming and taking loads, but something held me back and I didn't. Finally I decided to just jump back into it and decided this weekend would be the weekend I'd do it. I researched all the sex parties, bathhouses, etc. and came up with a plan. Friday came and I did a deep cleaning and created some new profiles on the hookup sites. Almost immediately one of the guys in the neighborhood who's fucked me before and hit me up (TonyRedux on here).
    The problem is Tony has a big cock and he's not gentle at all. Getting fucked by him is PAINFUL. Well, a couple hours later he came over and fucked me. He was a little gentle but it hurt like hell. I had used a butt plug before he came to try to loosen up a bit. I'm glad I did, but it wasn't enough. As he was fucking me and I was literally screaming in pain I was thinking "why in the hell did I start getting back into bottoming with him?" But I got his load...
    That night I had dinner with a friend, then came home, checked that I was still clean and decided to get fucked some more. There was this guy not far away who wanted a scene in his pitch black apartment. His pics were hot and his dick was nice, but not huge, so I figured what the hell... I thought it was a little weird that he only told me what block he lived on, not his exact address. I showed up on the block, texted him, and didn't hear back, so I left after 10 minutes. Later he got all huffy with me - saying he couldn't respond because there was a delay and he didn't get my texts for a half hour. Whatever. That's exactly why I asked for his address earlier. It's his fault he didn't give it to me. But from a safety perspective, it just didn't feel right. A pitch black apartment, and a top who wasn't completely forthcoming...
    So then I headed over to a sex club I'd heard was pretty hot. Given the neighborhood I expected it to be a mostly Latin and Asian crowd - my being bearish might not count against me with that group.
    I get there and explore a bit. There's a dark area with a bed, but 3 bottoms were already camped out there asses up. But no one was really paying attention to them. So I walked around a bit and explored some more. Unfortunately 9 out of 10 guys were more interested in my dick than in my ass. And when I did find a guy who was at least somewhat interested in my ass he didn't want to fuck raw.
    But eventually things got busier and the crowd got more uninhibited. There was this one masculine, sorta rough-neck Latino who wanted to fuck me. He had a bit of a pencil dick but I didn't care - in fact given how tight I was that seemed like a good thing. We went into a booth and I bent over and he fucked me but he didn't cum. As he was leaving I told him "I really want your load" - but I think it was too early in the evening for him to blow his load.
    I had brought a condom just in case I could get someone to give me an oral load - I figured I'd spit it into the condom and then dump the contents of the condom into my ass. So I tried sucking guys - but nothing ever came of it. There was this one hot young guy with a thick tapered dick who I sucked. His balls were drawn up so tight I don't know how he managed to not cum, but he never did. At one point I turned around and impaled myself on his cock. But as I figured out a few minutes later - he was a bottom and wanted to get fucked - so he pushed me off his cock at which point I went back to sucking his dick (my first ATM). But as I mentioned - he never did cum - no one came when I sucked them... It was sorta disappointing.
    But what did happen was that while I was sucking the hot guy all of a sudden I felt all this wetness on my back. Someone in the crowd had blown a huge load all over my back. So I scooped up as much of it as I could reach and then fingered the load into my ass. It wasn't the best way to get a load, but at least I now had cum in my ass.
    Later the rough-neck Latino was over in the dark area by the bed and wanted to fuck again. This time there were only two bottoms on the bed and he pushed me between them. I don't think they were very happy about it, but they had to respect that I wasn't just ass up waiting - I was actually getting fucked. The top fucked with a lot more intensity this time. All of a sudden he stopped and just held his dick inside me. I knew that meant I got his load. A moment later he pulled out and disappeared into the crowd. I got up and let the bottoms have their bed back. But seriously there should be a "no one on the bed unless you're fucking" policy.
    After that I walked around some more and discovered a room with booths with glory holes - really big ones that you could back your ass up to. One guy did fuck me briefly that way. I think he was Asian, but not sure. His dick wasn't all that big and kept slipping out of my ass. I had to hold my hand just under my hole to make sure when he pulled out too far that he went back in my ass. But it didn't last and I didn't get his load.
    Then another room I discovered had couches. I got on all fours and presented my ass for whoever wanted to fuck it. This one guy came up who had a big mushroom head. He was completely hard - I just lubed him up with some lube I had and he slid right in. The couch was too low, so I had to position myself in this really awkward way to get things to work for the top. He fucked for a while, but then stopped. But then later I saw him again in the same room and he fucked me some more. The position was so uncomfortable for me that I almost didn't make it to the end, but I hung in there and he did finally cum.
    One of the things that struck me the first time the guy with the mushroom head fucked me was that I'm actually pretty good at bottoming. I don't know what's changed - maybe it's just psychological. Maybe I just needed some practice and my hole stretched a bit. But it felt good to bend over and let guys fuck me. I'm finally a bottom - or rather I'm vers. I still like to top and did manage to fuck a bunch of guys that night, but that's another story... The point is, I've completely embraced being a bottom and taking loads.
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