If I didn't already reply, my first time was raw. I was about 10 or 11. My cousin who was 2 years older fucked me. We had fooled around from the time I was about 5, but he wanted to fuck me like a girl. After a bit, he came. After a while of this, I got to where I craved cock in my hole. I remember him being on top of me with me face down and reaching down to touch my hole so I could feel his cock sliding in and out. It drove me wild. Eventually, I came to love being on top and riding his cock, as that got me deeper penetration. I could orgasm in that position without ever touching my cock. There isn't a much better feeling than an orgasm induced by a cock sliding in and out of my pussy. Yes, it came to my attention over the years that I am only worthwhile as a cocksucking bottom with a pussy for cocks to fuck. Most of the fucks I've had have been raw. When I do top from time to time, I always fuck raw. The one time I fucked an ass with a condom, I couldn't cum. Besides, if you're not getting or giving a load, what's the point of fucking?