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How Old Were You When You Took Your First Load?
tricklesdown replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
Me and another boy pulled our pants down at same time behind a building. This was a very rural farm-like setting. I had a close encounter with an older bully who tried to make me suck his cock but i pulled away. It was a bunch of us younger boys at a school bench and he was grabbing at anyone of us. It must have been on a weekend. But i wonder if that experience led to my growing increased compulsion to suck cock. Then once my mother made a long green dress and made me wear it in front of an open sliding glass window as punishment, hoping others would see me, i am sure, and add to my embarrassment. I wonder if that played a part in my increased submissive tendencies. In physical tussles i always ended up on the bottom with other boys with their crotch in my face while being pinned down. That has made me wonder if i was pre-wired. And i had a friend show my his cock that had crabs (tiny white little spiders). He was applying a burning ointment that made them un-burrow from the hair follicles and climb to the top. I was shocked he showed me. 1st time i had seen another cock up close. Not sure if i had any sexual feelings at that time. We were in my car. I took it as educational. I never had any emotional attraction to guys. Just to sucking cock. Being black, I have almost always been more attracted to whites and their cocks. Once I had scheduled a meeting but regretfully did not follow thru with a white guy whose main thing was being sucked and having his ass licked. He wanted me naked all the time and loved being very very verbally abusive all the time. Even racially. That was very appealing to me and made me weak. He was stronger and commanding. i guess i would have served him like a slave... well that manifested in my head for years and...