I learned last year that I was HIV positive, initially I was like almost all who become positive and that is panic and depression.  After many doctors’ visits and having the many options explained I was overwhelmed and ready to give up.  Then a friend of mine, who is also HIV positive, reminded me how I had made the decision to go BB and play raw in bathhouses, glory holes, cursing spots and on line for the past several years.  He reminded that I had been playing raw for almost 8 years.  He was shocked that after 8 years of playing with no telling how many guys raw it took as long as it did before I became HIV positive.  In fact, he shook his head and called me a true bug chaser.  I didn’t see it that way at first but now I realize I was.  I have now embraced being positive and have decided to be the true Poz Pig that I have always been.  I have chosen to go unmedicated and embrace my future.  Is this wrong, thoughts anyone I am curious what others who have the same background sexually think.