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4 hours ago, Curiousnsurfin said:

I am new to the gay scene and I had no idea that there was such a thing as seeking the "gift" until I had a guy mention it to me. He said he was seeking out HIV. I am completely confused and just utterly saddened by this. What makes people seek out or want to become POZ. I passed and still do not pass judgement but what I want is to understand the logic behind this. If you want to become POZ, can you explain to me the purpose or logic of your decision? Just really trying to understand

Right there with you, with this day in age of PrEP. I don't understand why guys seekout to become poz, before PrEP was available I can understand the "just get it over with so I dont have to fear it anymore" I view seeking out HIV or purposely self destructively going unmedicated like I view a sucidal alcoholic drinking themselves to death, very very sad, and something upstairs is very wrong. 

I view people who are poz and not on meds so they can specifically poz other people, esp people who are obvious to their status/the lie. that is incredibly malicious and IMO guys who do that are complete scumbags, borderline serial killer mentality. 

When I read about people on here wanting to contract a Trudava resistant strain so they can specifically poz us guys who are on PrEP, Im literally sick to my stomach. What in the actual fuck? Why ? Incredibly selfish and homicidal like behaviour.  

Brock Pierce in the first kid, I was 11 and was infatuated with him 

When I lost my virginity to a girl at 14, under a park pavilion. 

Gay public encounter- mall bathroom with a guy who hit me up on Grindr when I was shopping. Just traded oral. 

On 9/25/2018 at 5:26 PM, PozTemptation said:

It would have to be my cousin's best friend. We would hang out together, and sometimes smoke grass, on the surface, we all came across as being str8. When we finally got high, Mike (cousins friend) would make all these off the wall comments about me; at the risk of bragging, he said I had the perfect body, not too muscular, trim, and smooth. He would also keep attesting that he was not gay or Bi. Yet the more grass we smoked the more bizarre his comments got. Like he claimed their was this ratio of having sex with women to men, that meantif you followed it, you could still get away with messing around with guys, and continue to still claim you are str8. 

I had already been having sex with other men, on the down-low, for 5 years, and beginning to wrap my head around being Bisexual. I secretly thought mike was good looking myself ( uncanny resemblance to Mark Walberg) Although I thought he was rather essentric, I admired his intellect, and liked his good conversations. I made an excuse to swing by his house, to look for my cousins laptop, we started talking, and he offered me some grass. After awhile the conversation turned back to a homosexual nature, I confided to him that I was Bi, and that he could not say anything about this to my cousin or other family members. I he put his hand in my lap, then proceeded to unbutton my 501 jeans, noticed I had on some skimpy KC briefs. To my surprise, we started to kiss; must have been great weed and being very turned, because I was not unto kissing then. To make a long story short, we ended up getting more stoned, naked, then ended up in a 69er in his room, we slept naked together, and I left early the next morning, kind of freaked, that I revealed my secret, so close to home.

Grass lol, 

Crazy how marijuana slang has developed over the years. These days us kids call it : nugget, trees, weed, glar, herb, doja, bud etc etc. Never heard someone refer to it as grass. lol

Yep, mostly sub bottom checking in, The way I see it, with hookups/ongoing FBs Im their fuck toy. I view it the same way on the rare occasion I top other twinks. 

Im vers/bottom I used them most the time/not all the time until I got on PrEP, If the top guy is really hot and insists on them Ill give in. If Im topping, which is rare, its a make or break deal. If Im topping, that boy is getting bred. 

"you should look into modeling or maybe doing porn" 

Boy Butter

On 9/12/2018 at 1:28 PM, BottomsUp said:

I wasn’t planning for anything the first time I got fucked by a guy I met at the gym. He came up to me in the locker room and said he liked my jockstrap and said he loved the outline under my shorts when he saw me doing dead lifts. (It was laundry day and I wasn’t thinking about the jock). He asked if I wanted a private workout sometime and now he’s a regular fb.

This would be acceptable, strike up a conversation, ask for my number etc etc. Thats fine by me. Whats not is: following me into the shower, using the head right next to me even though a bunch others are open and staring at me while you nonchalantly stroke your dick. Had a fella do this a few weeks ago, it was creepy. 

I wear jockstraps, usually timoteo, pump or c2xst so its pretty obvious Im gay, but that doesnt mean its okay for you to creep on me. 

I take pure for men and eat super healthy so Im always pretty clean, but I do one buld douche just to be safe followed by a quick shower. Takes 5min 

I find it annoying when guys try to cruise me at the gym or in the locker room, Im not a huge fan of public sex that could possibly lead to legal implications. Also when I go to the gym Im not in the "I wanna get fucked" mindset, I just want to get a good workout in and go. 

There is a lot of "fake crap" out there, just because it says jungle juice etc, etc. Looks the same, same label it may not be the real deal. 

I found a legit site that sells real deal PWC stuff.

My favourites are Blue Boy, Hells fire and Amsterdam. 

I have a ping pong ball sized cumsicle Id be willing to sell. Considering needing dry ice and 2 day shipping at minimum it wont be cheap. 

Hey Im headed back home to visit family, KC metro area Aug 4-9th any tops want to host and breed a hot young sub bottom boy?

Im masculine in the streets, submissive in the sheets lol

Grindr is my primary, with PrEP these days most are very BB and undetectable friendly. 

I also use bbrt and a4a though

If a guy has a really nice cock, not like a grandpa age and isnt massively obese. He has a pretty good chance at getting to use my ass. 

80% bottom, Im not picky about my tops, but if topping mostly other young fit twinks get my cock jumping. 

Orally though, I'll feed most guys. 

I dont discriminate, but if poz I prefer undetectable. It tells me a he takes care of himself which is a turn on. Same reason I dont hookup with meth/heavy drug users. 

Poz guys deliberately not taking meds = Something is wrong upstairs. 

Heavy drug users= something is wrong upstairs

Boybutter

On 6/25/2018 at 11:06 AM, IndianaMan said:

I definitely think being molested messed with my head. I was still in grade school and he was 6 or 7 years older. It wasn’t forced, more like him teaching me to enjoy my body. It quickly turned into oral and I remember him being too big for me. I always wonder why I didn’t tell. My best friends didn’t know and my immediate family didn’t know. I’ve just kept this piece of shits secret all these years. Makes me feel like a coward or something. I think it made me shy and lack confidence. I always wonder since it was my first sexual experience if that’s why I’m always curious about being with a guy? I don’t find men attractive like I do women...but sometimes cock is all I think about. I hope my molester rots in hell or at least gets punished for his past one day. 

Totally relate with you on this, I think the majority here in this thread are full of shit when they glorify how they were molested as a kid and liked it, I call bullshit on all of them. 

American with Western Slavic (Czech) and German heritage.

Found this out about this app at pride yesterday. I take my PrEP via a weekly pill dispenser and have a reminder alarm on my phone. Found this to be pretty neat, 

There is an app for android and iOS by PrEPSquad that has a dose reminder, refill reminder etc etc. The reminder is better that the alarm on my phone because its options are " remind me in 1 hour or yes I took it" where as my alarm on my phone basically says "ok or snooze 5min" 

Just figured I share it with my fellow Truvada whores on here. 

http://www.prepsquaddc.org/prep-time-pill-reminder/

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9 minutes ago, bbchefnm said:

I finally got my nerve up about 3 years ago to visit a bathhouse while in LA.  Awesome experience.  Took 9 loads in 4 hours, face down, door open, walkin, pump and dump style.  It was a great Thursday afternoon!  Hope you give in soon!

Sounds hot, Im going to be busy with pride tonight and tomorrow but I think next week I am going to try to get a few guys to come over, one after the other, same style. ?