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Not a doctor. First advice is to see a doctor. That being said, poppers are a solvent. And solvents are generally meant to penetrate to clean. I don't know if 30 seconds is enough to significantly penetrate the dermal layer. But I also don't know that it's not. My friendly suggestion is call poison control. They would know. And also this is not medical advice. See a doctor. Like seriously. See a doctor.

Yeah... Like I did a double take. I later compared tatts and it seems like the same guy. I'll never say 100 because you know, bias and everything. But it seemed like him. And yes sketchy. Like he had that twitch like I associate with illicit drugs and he was way more sunken in then cameras led to believe.

I'm not 100% but I think he lives by me or at least visits frequently. He comes out of a 24 hour fitness near a target I frequent, and I see him a couple of times a month. Pretty neat, but in person he looks a lot more sketchy than the videos make him out to be.

Just got my 1st dose of mpox vaccine. I hadnt had it before for two reasons 1. I wasnt really socializing too much because of covid precautions (been expanding a little and want to attend folsom, so nows the time to get it) 2. Kaiser refused to give it to me. I asked and demanded with proof of expanded coverage, and my doctor flat out said that I dont qualify. Decided to go through state department of health. They even gave me a runaround. Wanted to know if I was on prep (no, in process waiting for labs) or if I had a recent std (also no, been monogomous since covid and partner to my knowledge has been faithful to that so little critters have wormed their way into me). Said I wouldnt qualify if I didnt have those two things. I showed her the CA dph qualifications... still no. I actually asked to talk to the nurse and she finally was like "oh yeah, lets get you immunized." Just a daily reminder to fiercely advocate for yourself. No one else will.

Haha. Fair. But it seems just like the same 6-10 vids keep coming up. I think everyone has or is moving to the fans pages.

I have kaiser and getting a doctor to give me a shot has been a pain. I was finally able to schedule an appointment through ca dept of public health. They mostly have appointments only in the am when I'm working, but I managed to snag a day off for one. Doesn't look fun to get this. Please find a way to get your shots and or boosters if they are released! We all want to play as safely as possible!

Another update: Bf brought up another serious topic we needed to talk about and then segwayed into prep. (I suspect it was what he really wanted to talk about, and used that as an excuse). Anyway, he asked me to talk to my doctor about starting prep as well as helping him to navigate his insurance as well (he's got a shitty plan). I want to say that this was a like 3 hour talk. We talked about a lot, including what happens when (not if) we get an std how we handle it, and if we have a breakthrough, and how we're going to manage taking the pill every day. We also talked about the injectable, but I haven't done enough research on that, so we said we'd look into that and talk with our doctors about that. Basically, in the span of threeish months we've gone though the process of "talking about it" to actively seeking it. We're both pretty excited to explore our sexualities together.

Hi all. I really am in to anon dump and go style porn. And lately there seems to be fewer people uploading it to the normal tube sites (probably because of the crap related to the great culling last year). So there's a bit of a drought in that sense. Anyone have a good site or even jff for that style of porn? I've exhausted Xtube, and xhamster. Bareback bastards is not much better. I've tried this is, but the constant "must friend" is getting annoying. Thoughts?

I thought I would come back and update. We had a long talk about a lot of things (it's so important to communicate in a relationship) and we both realized that we have both thought about prep independently. We talked about desires and what we want and all of that. We both are piggy as heck and want to do all the things. We didn't want to make a decision right then because we wanted to really think it over and touch bases again in a couple of weeks.

So, browsing for porn I came across this wonderful gem. [think before following links] https://www.icegay.tv/movies/2765961/birthday-bukkake-for-bear I've blown like five loads to it in the last two days. Anyone know the jff page so I can see more of their stuff?

[think before following links] https://newtumbl.com/x_jOAD4BuM51SF Anyone know who this bottom and top is? I feel like I've seen them before and I'm really into both of them.

About 6.5 in. But pretty thick. I don't have a specific measurement.

Almost unbearably painful. He jammed it in me in one fel swoop. He wasn't large but he wasn't exactly small either. Thick. We were being quiet and we were trying to be sneaky in a friend's house. It was not fun. I didn't get off. I bled for a day or two after. Honestly I wish I had waited for another person. It's not a regret persay. But I do wish I had waited.

Your wish is my command. BL's head was so warm and soft. The moment before he began to push into me, I just sighed. I don't know if he caught it, but a flash of his eyes makes me think he had. As much as my hole was worked over tonight by several good fucks, it was still no where near able to let him slip in with no resistance. I felt the stretch of my hole as he began pushing forward. I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and thought of how amazing it was going to feel having that monster inside of me. BL was gentle, but firm. He pushed forward, and pulled back. Pushed forward, pulled back. Pushed a little forward, causing my ring to vibrate with the tension of having to stretch to a size it was not used to. After about a minute of this, I was beginning to get sore, and no real progress had been made. My ring was beginning to buzz with tension and soreness instead of pleasure. “Take a deep breath” BL said, sensing that if we didnt make progress soon I would have to tap out. “And push out” he instructed me as he began pushing forward with an insistence that his dick be allowed entry this time. I did as he said. My ring was not cooperating at all, and it felt like I had hit a wall. “Push harder like you need to shit” he said. I grunted with the effort, but a little progress had been made. I felt the ridge of his head enter my hole, and at the same time I felt a little cum, at least thats what I thought it was, shoot out from my now pressurized hole. “Fuck that splattered all across my dick and pubes.” BL said. That turned him and me on even more and with some miracle I stopped pushing at the same time he pushed forward more and he slid in past the thickest part of his cock. I inhaled sharply as his impressive member filled my insides. I could feel my heartbeat in my hole, and I could feel his heartbeat in his pole. I thought, in a bit of a laugh through the sublime ecstasy of pain and pleasure, that I now knew what it would feel like to have a stick up my ass, as the saying goes. But this was more than a stick. This was a damn log. With great strain, he didnt move as I took rapid deep breaths to try and cope with my new invader. Half of me wanted to scream and pull away. Half of me wanted to scream and push down as far as I could take his pole. At this moment, I couldnt really tell which half was going to win. Seconds and minutes it seemed ticked by as I pleaded with my body to not reject the delectable meat that was given to me. To allow me to hold it in, and take it. I looked around, trying to focus on something else so I could calm my breathing and avoid hyperventilating. Everyone was watching now, some in close, most just from the side. An impromptu circle jerk had formed near me, and I wanted so bad to be under that, precum dripping all over my face. With that thought I felt my hole loosen a little more. The pain subsided just a bit, and I knew that I would be having this cock. I would be having it all. “Let me taste some of that precum.” I croaked, startled at the hoarseness of my voice. Without another word, someone stepped forward and like a hungry little bitch I latched on to the cock presented. I didnt even look or care who it was. I just lapped at it. I looked down and begged. “Fill me the fuck up sir.” BL didnt need to be told a second time. He slid in, slowly, but unceasingly. He didnt stop pushing forward until his pubes were buried up to my taint. The next cock stepped up to replace the one that just left after I lapped up the precum. The salty liquor coated my mouth and I moaned and grunted as BL began to fuck me. I never felt so full in my life and even after cumming twice the urge to reach down and jack off while I was in pig heaven was almost overwhelming. But I knew if I did, it was over for BL. If I came I would not be able to have him in me anymore. With each thrust, I became a little more loose. The pleasure was now far outweighing the pain. I would be sore. Probably painfully sore in the morning. But for now all I wanted was his load. “Fuck, look at all that cum coating my dick.” As he said it I felt just how slick his dick had become. He picked up his pace as he looked at his cock. I was in full hog heaven as I realized he was getting off on all the cum just as much as I was. I reached down and rubbed his abs. I normally wasnt into muscly guys, but with such a thick dick in me, a triumph of sexual prowess, and wallowing in the piggy heaven I was in, I was all in on the experience. The slick was now turning into a wet slapping as he began to rail me. I knew he was close, and good thing because with how he was hammering my hole I was not going to be able to hold on much longer. The uncomfortable feeling grew with every thrust as he pounded deeper than anyone had ever gone before. I hadnt ever even taken a toy this deep. Just when I was about to tap out, he buried his cock as deep as he could reach, sighed as sweat rolled down his face, and unloaded into me. Spurt after spurt, I could feel his twitching cock in places that I had never felt that twitch before. I knew I was getting cum where few other people would ever get. It turned me on so much knowing I was going to have to seek out cocks like this to itch a scratch I never knew I had before this. He withdrew carefully, and for the first time ever I gaped. It let some of the cum out. But I am ok with that. I was a fuck toy for another 3 hours. All in all, I got 10 different guys to load me that night, most went twice. Most were decent, but none matched Axl or BL. When all was said and done I felt drunk with cum and dick. I hope they invite me again, as that was an experience I will never forget. A few days later, SB and I chatted about it. “The only problem I have now is I am hungry for more experiences down my fantasy.” SB smiled and kissed me.

Fantastic advice. I will do and I'll update the thread!

Yeah... That's exactly what I was thinking when I read his comment. No shame on his own kinks. But it was exactly the opposite of my own and my request with the thread.

This is a good point, especially the last paragraph. Thank you! I am comfortable enough with him and secure enough to have this discussion. I just tend to be awkward and blurt out things at the exact wrong time. And I want to be sensitive to his feelings too, so hence I was asking for others experiences to prep for any stumbling blocks. Thanks for the comments!

I have always been absolutely INFATUATED with cum. From my teens all I could think about while jerking it was getting filled up with cum. Eating it. Getting fucked with a cummy hole .. etc. However, I also don't want to get HIV. In fact I'm quite scared of it. So, enter prep. Or at least hopefully enter prep. Anyone have any advice for talking to your partner about possibly going on prep to open up the possibility of bareback outside of the relationship? Been with the same wonderful dude for four years. And we've been open and closed. We've shared fantasies. He knows my kink and how piggy I am. I've asked him if he would watch(and participate) in a gang bang with me getting filled up. He said yes. But unsure if it was a just in the horny moment sort of answer. If there's anyone who has had this Convo Ave has tips let me know!

SB and IZ helped me out of the swing and up to my feet. I have to admit, I staggered a little. “A little more than you were prepared for?” SB chuckled. SB knew how vivid of a fantasy imagination I had, including lots of gangbangs in a sling, bathhouses, etc. “No, just... Wow.” I panted a little, but gained my feet. “Can I please have some water?” I didnt want to get cramps, but I needed some hydration. I looked around while I was moving my legs and getting blood flowing in places other than my dick. There were the normal guys hanging around talking and drinking like they always do. The smell of pozole simmering away. I had no concept of time, and it did start to feel a little chill outside. The boys had decided as they saw me start to shiver, as all I had was my very wet cummy jock on now, to bring out the propane heaters. As SB came back with the water, Tio, Ray, and BL, that hunger in their eyes telling me they were waiting for me to choke back the water so they could get their own thirst... hunger... sated. SB knew I was an anxious guy. I always have been. Thats one of the reasons I have never really acted on my fantasies, I get too anxious. As much as I wanted to be a completely sexually free person, my anxiety and fear kept me from fully embracing my sexual side. And approaching me with a shark-like grin on his face was Tio. How could I go through with this? I mean.. It was SB's uncle. Suddenly, this all felt strange. An unreality washed over me, and I thought I might be in a dream. Or a hallucination. Or... something. “Back at it, and enjoy.” SB said, with no hesitation. But I had the hesitation. How could I look SB in the eye after what was going to happen right now? Tio put his hands on my shoulders, and without words he turned me around. He was not exactly gentle, but he was also not exactly rough. Firm is what I would say. With one decisive motion, slid his entire cock up my hole. It took my breath away. He was not massive. But... it just felt good. And I suddenly slipped into that moment a bottom knows well, a creature of pure sensation and lust. The burning heat of Tios cock insisted that it was going to get its way, as I relaxed my hole to let him get exactly what he wanted. He pinned me up against the fence and began thrusting, hips pushing his manhood deep in where it hit all the right spots. He moaned slightly as he began insisting on a faster pace. My muscles relaxed. My vision blurred as I lost focus of anything else but the lust I was feeling, the cock head hammering on my prostate and the feeling of his cock and all the glorious friction it was causing. The warm cum began flowing from my hole, and started coating his cock more and more as he thrust, removing some of the friction but giving a wonderful squelching sound that made me shake. I felt like such a slut, and I loved it. I felt nothing but the in and out of a hot, thick, insistent cock. I couldnt help but moan like a little bitch, and that seemed to end it for him. Tio buried his cock into me as deep as he could push. I cold feel his balls on my taint as his cock let out its load. Pulse after pulse, the warmth and wetness of my hole just increased. Tio pulled out and walked away as I felt and heard a slight plop of cum on the floor. I was left panting. Ray came up next. He had a lovely long cock and the most delicous extra long foreskin. It bunched up right at the tip, even when he was fully hard. “Hey hey, whats up man?” he said as he slid his slightly slender cock up my ass. “Wait, I want you in the sling.” he said with a smile. So I got up into the sling, my now very used hole exposed to the world. My hole was absolutely wet with cum, a thought that made me get hard again. “There we go.” he said, sliding up into me. I was so relaxed, and he had a nice slender cock, so he slid right up in with no resistance. “Damn you are nice and loaded. I fucking love playing in all that cum.” His smile was ear to ear as he slowly slid in and out. He was slender, but I could tell just how much I was turning him on. “Look at all that!” as the cum coated his cock. “Fuck yeah, Im not going to take very long.” he said, with honesty, as he was watching himself slide in and out. He was right, it didnt take him long. He was pounding my hole in no time, bottoming out with almost every thrust. It was driving me wild, but bordering on uncomfortable painful. Just as I was about to tap out, he froze, almost all the way out, and I felt him pulse into my hole. I thought it strange he was not buried deep in me, but a load is a load, eh? I could see BL pushing his way to the now ravenous circle I hadnt noticed formed around me. I can truly say that I finally felt like I was in a gangbang. Everyone around me watching as I was slutting myself out, and even a few newcomers who I had never seen before. My cock twitched at the thought of getting a couple of anonymous loads out of this too. If there was an adonis at this party, it was BL. He was absolutely chiseled, chest, 8 pack (almost 10-12 pack!) and a jawline for days. He almost looked like a stereotypical roman statue... in hispanic form. Dark brown eyes, buzzed head, just the hint of stubble. And for the first time, as I looked down, shit..... There was no other way to describe it... He had a donkey dick. 8.5 to 9 inches minimum. Maybe even 9.5 or 10. And thick. I was going to feel every inch of this. He had to be 6-6.5 inches around, and I wondered if I could even wrap my fingers around him and touch! The smile on his face as he saw I was staring at what was about to invade me looked devilish. “You like what you see?” he asked. “Honestly, I just don't want to dissapoint you.” I said. Then grimaced. “Spoken like a true sub little bitch.” he laughed. He placed the tip of his prodigious meat at my hole. The head covered my entire hole. I didnt know how the hell it was going to go in without ripping me apart. “Breathe,” he said. And he began to push.

You say he can't move in with you and your partner because he has a huge truck payment and no experience.... Why does that stop him from moving in with you? If it's financially, because you have a paying roomie right now, I get it. If it's lease restrictions I get it. But if it's because he won't be able to pay rent AND you two don't really need it.... That's a little messed up. You may not want to commit to taking care of him, financially forever, but it sounds like you were in a toxic situation before and know what that looks and feels like, and the damage that can cause. Intervene if you can because if you don't he will remember it. Set some guidelines. Treat him like an adult, but an adult that needs to learn respect and responsibility. Guide him and help him find a way out of the toxic family business. And help him eventually find an apartment he will be able to afford on his own. Even if that means letting the truck go to find something more affordable. (That is a part of life after all). And if he doesn't want the help, then you tried. And he will remember that too.

I think it would be a mistake to put it off for to long. Besides, you seen to think that life is getting in the way of you sexually exploring. While they can sometimes be true in the case of new babies, illness in the family requiring you to care for them, or other major life events, if it's just work, dude with will always be there. What you do in the bedroom has nothing to do with you managing people. Find some time to have that Convo. And I would also push back on the idea that you are a different man. Well maybe you are. But clearly your desires are similar or the same.

First off, human sexuality is a spectrum and it evolves and changes as we age and go through different life circumstances. That's normal natural and proven by research. It seems like you are overly concerned with labels and butting yourself into one type of box or another. If you absolutely must have a label I would call you a heteroromantic bisexual. That is you have romantic feelings for women and want to enjoy the pleasures of the flesh from both. That's totally fine and normal. Also understand you are searching for material that is close enough to what you are missing in your own sex lives. It may be that you are just starving for that kind of stimulation, that you know a hard throbbing cock would give you, and that's as far as that goes. Advice - have a frank Convo with your wife. Tell her you miss that type of adventurous play. See if she does as well, and if there is anything you can do to facilitate her desire again - extra dishes a couple of nights a week, or a spa day before hand, or just time away from the kids. Go rent a room! Get in the jacuzzi. Massage her and see if that helps. If she truly says she is done with that kind of play, you should ask her if she would be into pleasuring you once or twice a month to get that satisfaction. A la a handjob with toys or something that she can do for you or to you without her having to engage explicitly herself. If she is not into that, then there are fairly limited options after that - space for you to do it by yourself in the house a couple of times a month, a hall pass to go outside of your (assuming) monogamous relationship, or cheating. Because if you've reached this part of the internet the urge is strong enough that you will eventually need that scratch to be itched. This is, in my opinion, bordering on sexual incompatibility if you don't sort it out and it will ruin your relationship if you don't.

Apologies. COVID got me down. Enjoy the next part! Axl led me over to the sling, where subtle lighting highlighted the platform. I was getting the feeling that this was a bigger production, and probably happened more than they let on. Axl was someone I always thought was cute. He had a swimmers physique - every muscle was visible, and yet was not ripped. His smile revealed the braces he had worn for the last year, and his dark hair and eyes gave him the "tall dark and handsome" look. Yet he was on the younger side. And he was almost hairless, just a small treasure trail and a well clipped bush. He was also incredibly nice, nearing quiet and shy. As I got up into the sling, Axl dropped his shorts, revealing a lovely velvety foreskin that was so large that even through his 8 inch fully erect penis, it easily covered his head. He was already dripping precum. His veiny cock seemed to pulse with anticipation as I looked into his eyes and smiled. I had always secretly had a crush on him. He looked back and smiled. He got closer and leaned in to kiss me. It was slow and passionate, and his lips were so smooth and kissable. I was rock hard. He kissed really well. I felt his dick pushing up against my ass. I wanted to taste it so bad, but he was looking to get inside of me. Axl leaned back, exposing his ripped abs. He smeared his precum all over my already wet hole, and we both sighed, eyes rolling back in our heads. He was 8 and thick. Not so thick it would be hard to take, but thick enough that I knew I was going to feel it. I laughed as he made the stupid lip biting expression, and then he smiled back and laughed a little. As he did he pushed forward to my hole a little. My hole, having been fucked, gave way almost at once, with only a little hesitation. I was in heat, and I wanted him inside of me. Axl went slow, savoring every minute of his first slide in my used hole. I felt every inch as it slid into me, a fantasy I had secretly had since I had met him. I felt as his head pushed, making its way into its intended destination. As he slid in inch by inch, I felt the fullness slid further and further back into the warm, slick prize he had come to claim. I felt the girth, the veins and, the length. All of it. I was in heaven as everything else fell away. It had been a long time since I had taken a full 8, so when he neared balls deep, I had a little trouble and had to breathe. But determined to make him feel as good as I could, I let him all the way in. He paused when he was balls deep, looking at SB giving him a big smile and a wink that made my heart melt, and my dick explode with the first orgasm of the night. I would always love SB with all my heart, but I couldnt deny the full on heart pounding crush I had for the man inside of me now. Axl began sliding in and out, and I could feel his copious foreskin sliding back and forth over his whole shaft. It felt wonderful as I also felt the wetness of the load I already had in my hole. Axl continued sliding in and out, going slow, touching my whole body. As a bear, I have always been very self conscious of my body. Only SB had ever made me feel really sexy, but Axl was doing the same. He gently caressed my nipples, and it made my skin light on fire, and my hole twitch. He sighed in pleasure feeling the gentle tugs my ring gave him as I enjoyed the pleasure he was giving me. “Are you making love to him, or fucking him? Theres a line over here now!” Ray had yelled. I had been pulled back to reality out of the pleasure bubble I had been in for who knows how long now, realizing we now had an audience. Ray, EZ, and Iz were now all watching closely, and the others were getting a little impatient. Axl turned to me. “Can I nut in you?” he asked with a shy smile. For a moment, with him balls deep in me, slick with Iz’s first load, I was struck with the absolute comedy of the question. But then I realized he wanted me to ask for it. “I’ve been waiting for you to ask that forever. Can I have your nut inside me, as deep as you can plant it?” I asked, simply. I could swear I felt his dick grow bigger inside of me. “Hold on.” He said, in his quiet voice. Even in my wildest carnal dreams, I could not have imagined the pounding he gave me. Immediately, he began thrusting with a speed and intensity that had me utterly speechless. The assault on my insides was at once a bit painful – he was hitting the deepest spots of my hole that I barely ever played with, and yet the ecstasy of feeling every inch slide past and rub up against my prostate had me dripping despite having just cum. I also began to feel what every cumdump dreams of – the drip of the previous load down my crack. The slap of his balls against my ass. The slap of his pelvis against my ass. The feeling of his copious dick assaulting my insides. I finally knew what it meant to “have my guts rearranged.” And I loved every second of it. Finally the moment came and he buried himself in me, pulling the sling straps to get as deep as he could in me. “Feel that nut in you? Fucking take it.” I almost blacked out as I felt every pulse of his dick empty his balls into me. Once, twice, five, six. He pulled away after catching his breath and I having lost count, a splatter of cum all over his abs and pubes. I didn’t say anything. I locked eyes with him, and smiled what I hoped was a thank you, as I was breathless as well. He came over to me and leaned in to whisper in my ear, “Ive wanted you for a while, but SB was saying I couldn’t make a move. But you are fair game now. More of this later.” I nodded. It was all I could do. He slipped away, and I had both excitement and sadness – the experience happened, and that it was now over. I could make a meal out of him, and I made a mental note to do just that, as EZ slid into me. It would be wrong probably to compare anyone to Axl’s masterclass in fucking. EZ was the shortest of them all, but he was stocky. We didn’t have to lower the sling only because… he had a stepstool. I realized as he was pumping my hole at the same time laughing off the jibes from the other guys, “haha, cant even get into a hole without a stepstool.” But he soon gained speed. I didn’t really get a look at his cock, but from the feel of it it was probably tapered, thick at the base thinner at the head. My hole was nice and open so I couldn’t really tell cut or uncut. But he was a smooth fucker, and it didn’t take him long to nut and make way for Iz again. “Hell yeah, I get a fucking cummy sloppy hole.” Iz said, which surprised me. I really had thought he was a ladies man. “Im gonna fuck this shit up” as he started pounding me. I realized how nice and open I felt. It was so nice to have a cock sliding in and out, well lubed. My hole was usually quite tight and required some work to open up, and sometimes that made fucking uncomfortable for me. But having endured Axl’s onslaught, I was nice and open. Supple. My ass lips were tingling, and I felt the slickness of the cum inside of me. That is what sent me into the second orgasm of the night, though the cocky bastard Iz will say it was him. It was really the realization that I had three men’s cum up inside of me and I was savoring the slick of it all. And the smell of the cum, of the sex, as a breeze wafted past my nose. For the first time I genuinely felt like a slut. I looked for and at SB, giving him a smile. As Iz unloaded, I flagged for a stand up break and a drink of water. Tio, Ray, and BL were now stripping, looking eager to slide into me. Axl had left, I think, or at least I didn’t see where he was. I think he was going to wait for another go when he could have me a little more to himself.

This part ended up a lot longer than I intended, so I cut it for now. More tomorrow! "So... Like, what do I say? When I walk in? This is... Awkward. I didn't think that I would feel this awkward around your family. This is starting to mess me up." I was telling him in the car. It had been three weeks since he had asked me to do this party. I had a lot of processing to do, and he let me do it. He didn't bring it up, but he did answer questions whenever I had them - namely, yes, he had been to one of these parties before. He had participated when he was back in the league, not just watching it. It was a semi-regular thing (a couple of times a year) that their wives/gf/whatevers allowed them to participate in. And a suprising number of the players were actually into it. More than half. "Just walk in, grab a beer, and say hi to everyone like you always do. There is only one rule... well two I guess... no filming, and no telling anyone about this. The ladies of the house are away on some retreat, and you know this lovely house. Its all going to be in the backyard, and there is a state of the art security system that will tell anyone if someone unexpected is coming so we can deal with it. So far, everyone has stayed to the agreement. And besides, I told you the team loved you. I just didn't tell you that they found you incredibly sexy as well." SB said, straight faced. I sighed. I hadnt eaten all day so I could be ready for this event, and a beer was going to hit me hard. As big of a bear as I was, I was a complete lightweight. I worked up the courage and pushed on the door to open it. "Ok, here goes." I said. "Don't worry, I will be there for anything you need. And if you feel uncomfortable or out of place or anything, just signal me and I will end it." SB said, as we walked through the front door. Tio was standing there. "Hey Hey!" he said, giving a big hug to both SB and I. "We are all out back. Help yourself to anything there. We are still waiting for a few people, so I will wait out here." As we walked through a gorgeous mansion, we heard the music outside as always. The neighbors were far enough away and didn't care what they did, because there was some sort of party here 2-3 times a month. This would just be one more party. The backyard was stunning, with a handpaved brick patio, leading out to a lovely lawn and a gazebo. The only thing out of the ordinary tonight was missing tables (there were chairs), and the big ol sling in the space under the gazebo. The fence was a very tall slat fence, hand built by tio, with a thick hedge outside of the fence, trimmed quite tall. Someone would have to try really hard with a ladder to actually see inside. "Here we go" I thought, shaking slightly, as we entered the beautiful yard. The guys were all standing around with beers in hand, chatting, bragging, laughing. Typical. But they were all shirtless and barefoot with only shorts on. I guessed they were probably commando. My cock stirred at that thought. "There's the man of the hour!" Ray said. I couldn't help but blush, as he came up and greeted SB and I. Ray was a tall, slender, just barely starting to get muscular, dude. He was the oldest of the group. Pretty face, and long hair that he usually kept neat. "Hello." I said, not trying to be awkward, but also not knowing what else to say. He laughed. "Dude, its alright. Chill. Thats what we are all about to do. Let loose, let your hair down, have some fun." Most of the team was very outgoing, but Ray was the most. From the first day SB had brought me home, he was the first of his cousins to greet me enthusiastically. It went like that for a while, me going around greeting everyone, which was traditional in SB's family and friends. There were 9 guys in total, and after greeting, I went and grabbed a beer. "This is wierd" I said to SB. "Oh come on, I know that some of them are very very your type. Especially Anthony and Mike. You have to be twitching at the thought of getting railed by them." SB laughed. "Just relax, and enjoy it, alright?" I sat and had small talk with SB and a few others. I was too nervous, and I think they sensed it. My eyes darted around until I saw Iz, who just walked in after having been buzzed in. Everyone cheered, and he took off his shirt like everyone else, going over to grab a beer. "Dude, your brother is hot." I said, finally breaking through the awkwardness with SB. "I am allowed to say that now that... well, this." "I guess you are." SB laughed. And just on que, Iz walked over after having chugged one beer, and just opening another. Iz was a small dude, but lots of muscle. He was about 5'2' and was one cocky dude. But he was fast with the ball, and he played hard. His dark hair cascaded down his tight cut sides. Unlike SB, he had straight hair, and he liked it to look messy and sweat-drippy all the time, even if it was bone dry. His face was cute, with just a small chin tuft goatee. He was smooth elsewhere. And he had a cute little bubble but. "So, we going to get this party started or what?" he asked, as he approached letting out a belch. He looked straight at me and said "sup?" with an upward head bob, as he dropped the front of his shorts. He revealed a gorgeously well trimmed, yet plentiful, bush of thick dark pubes, and a cut, slightly slender, respectable 6.5" cock. "I haven't gotten laid in like two weeks since I heard we were having this party" he smiled at me "I can't hold back much longer. I want to fuck." I got down onto my knees without looking at SB, and took his lovely soft cock in my mouth. It was so damn soft and warm and smelled so good. It was musky in all the right way. I heard Iz sigh as I took it all in, and as others cheered and clapped and laughed at how he got the party started. I gave my best oral, as I saw everyone watching on. Most convos had stalled, and everyone was just kind of slack jawed. The beautiful mocha dick slid right down my throat, and he was precumming hard. I pulled off his now fully hard cock, and went to work on his balls. Using my tongue, I gave nice long strokes before taking each ball into my mouth and sucking them, giving them the care they deserved. Prepping them to drop the load they were desperately containing. Iz eyes were rolling back in his head. "Fuck, I don't want to cum without fucking you, so bend over." I had not even yet taken my clothes off, so SB helped me as I took everything off except my jock, and several of the guys had moved up to feel my body. That was the only moment I felt self conscious. Here I was surrounded by hot soccer players, most slim and built like complete jocks, and here I was a big ol hairy burly bear. The moment passed as Iz turned me around. He was going to fuck me with spit, but SB stopped him. "We have a lot of doing today, he needs to start with some lube." "Oh fuck, sorry dude. I thought you would have loaded him up before coming and he would be pre lubed. Alright." SB got behind me and lubed me up as I bent over a chair. No one had yet whipped out their cock, they were savoring the moment. Once SB had finished, he handed the bottle to Iz. Iz lubed up his raging monster, and lined up his cock to my hole. My heart skipped a beat when I felt the warm slick head lined up to the entrance to my hole. "You ready to become a slut tonight boy?" he asked? My heart pounded. I hadn't expected dirty talk like this and my cock went from soft to hard instantly. "Yes sir" is all I could croak out. "This first load will be fast, but I promise to come give you at least two more tonight, boy." Iz said, as he slid inside of me. My hole gave way to SB's brother's cock. I was shaking all over as I closed my eyes, overloaded with the senses and thoughts of it all. He slid balls deep in one quick motion, and thankfully he was on the slender side to give my hole a chance to warm up. I couldn't help but moan as he bottomed out. "Thats my little slut." Iz said. "Now I am going to get this first load out. Just relax" he said as he began pumping in and out of me. He was not there for my pleasure. He was pounding hard and fast, my hole gripping his cock by instinct as he slid in and out of me. He must have been precumming hard because even after about three pumps there seemed to be a lot more lube than was there before. I panted as he clapped my cheeks, the aching need for his load taking over. "Cum inside of me Iz. Give me that nut." I said as I clamped down a little on his cock. That was it. It wasn't even 30 seconds of fucking, he just buried into me and let out a moan as his aching balls let out a torrent of cum inside of me. Four, five, six, seven pulses and I felt every splatter of cum inside of me. Iz sighed and began panting as the last of it filled me up. "Clench so you dont loose my cum. I think Axl wants to play in it next." I did as he told, and he slid out of me with a satisfying plop. "Let's get you in the sling so you don't get tired out bending over a chair." Axl said, Iz walking away high fiving Tio and Tony.

Hey yall. Thank you for being so supportive and amazing. I recently finished uni, so *whew* I will be able to post more frequently This post does not have any sex in it, but it does set up for the future. WARNING - this post and the next two posts (possibly 3) contain incest adjacent material - Mainly family members sharing a bottom "crossing swords" as it were, without direct contact between members. If this material offends you, please skip the next 3-4 installments. There will be plenty more! (PS this is entirely fictional... for now....) “I have an… unusual request.” SB said, as we were laying in the post fuck glow of or orgasms, panting. “Ok…” I replied, tentatively, while panting and toweling off the load I just blew all over my chest while he was pounding my hole. SB didn’t say anything for a while. I think he was at a loss for words. Or he had fallen asleep. I lifted my head and turned to see if he was awake. It looked like he was actually nervous. “Whats wrong? What is it babe?” I asked, now concerned. “Nothing is wrong. Its just. This is kind of, I don’t know.. [banned word]. Like, maybe it crosses a line?” SB said, now almost visibly shaking. “[banned word]. Well, we have always talked about everything and neither of us has ever judged each other. That is one of the things that makes our relationship strong. And if there is something wrong, we will work it out. So.. why don’t you just tell me?” I said, honestly. We did have fantastic communication, which is how I was able to tell him I was into the anon scene. I gave him a minute to think. “Ok, but if this makes you uncomfortable, or you get squigged out, tell me and we will never talk about it again.” He said, with deadly seriousness in his gaze. He rolled over to face me as I sat up, now a bit worried. I just nodded for him to go on. “Well, you know, we have explored your fantasy about anon… and I told you I had more. There is more. We will do way more.” He stopped for a moment, almost at a stutter. Wow, he was shaken up, I thought. “What I am trying to say is, I love that and want to do more of that. And we are going to soon. But there is another thing I want to try. And it might cross a line with you, I don’t know, because we have never talked about it.” “Babe, you keep talking about crossing a line. But you have to tell me first before we can even talk about it. I have to know where you want to go, I can’t read your mind. I promise I wont freak or go crazy, but you have to speak.” I said, patiently, trying to hold my composure as he started to freak me out just a little too. Was he talking like sticking a snake up my ass now or something? “Well, you know the soccer team that we go watch sometimes.. the one my Tio coaches…. The adults league that a few of my cousins and friends play on?” He asked, now making some progress. “Yes, we are going to go see them play next week right?” I said. “Yeah, well… Some of the players… Well… I mean. Some of the players in the past have gotten together and held a party.” He continued. “Don’t we do that basically anytime we win?” I asked, now really confused. “Not… That kind of party. The kind of party with a sling and lube, and…” He hesitated, and I shocked blurted out. “Oh.” I couldn’t think of what else to say. “So are you asking to go, you want us to go to one of these parties?” I asked, now recovering. I mean, I had always wanted to go to a sex party, so I was starting to ease out of the doom and gloom that he was casting over me. “Yes. And no. What I mean is that, well, I am not the only one in my family who is not straight…” He said, with a half smile. “I am also not the only one into big burly bears either.” “Ok. So, bi? Most of them present straight at least. Well, I guess there is Tony, he is def out and proud. Hes in to bears? Nice!” I said, smiling. “Whatever they are… What I am saying is… Well here goes…. They want you to be the bottom for the night. They want to put you up in the sling and have you as the one just hanging, waiting for anyone to just come up and drop a load.” You could have heard a pin drop. Hell, I could hear the dust falling and landing on the carpet. I had no conceivable frame of mind to process this. He was asking for me to be a gangbang bottom, which I am for sure interested in, but with people he knows and bits of his family? I mean… How does someone even process that? And yet… in the back of my mind… A small voice just whispered “You know you want to.”