Thank you (not openly gay or at least am trying)am more relaxed now than before no sex for almost 13 months but now back fuck buddies and apps, but still not self confident and that exited top I think herpes made my penis weaker am going to do it but for sure not now about talking to someone I saw a profile on a dating app that afford support and all std testing and prep and advices all for free that’s the good side of this country free medical services like a dream, when I started reading here in 2018 I got more courage to hit it raw because the bottoms insisted to get bred both of them said they are on prep but both gave me un std shit I am mentally un balanced now still fucking itching I know the reason smoking and less food,
off topic I swear boys in Paris are fucking raw like there is no tomorrow it’s un believable now a condom is a choice lifestyle in Europe not like the United States here this horny prep kids are fucking 24/7 lol