Cumming before the SEXXXY STUD TOP I notice I'm immediately overwhelmed by an immense feeling of guilt and shame and trauma like oh my what the Fuck am I doing here?!?!?I just want to Disappear Forever and Hide in a cave(I'm still struggling Psychologically affecting my mental acuity)...immensely Racked with guilty feelings of my sexuality I haven't come out yet..not sure I will?I'm maybe truly bi?...I just want to go away completely...but then after a min or two realising What I'm meant to be there for...it's Paramount what I'm meant to be there For Exclusively...To 200% Pleasure a HOT SEXXXY STUD to Serve,Suck,Get Bred By WORSHIP WHOLLY A HOT SEXXXY STUD TOP...Such a Myriad of High and Low Emotions but deep down I know what I am and am meant to be in life... my destiny