First time posting.... Only when I was married did I start to go wild with guys. While I was in the Army I would stop by an older chub friends house on the way home in my uniform and he would fuck me bare for a half hour, feeding me poppers, doing dad-son rp. There was just something satisfying about being filled by a guy that you can't get from a woman.... similar to eating and drinking, they both satisfy different needs. I started going to bath houses while I was married too and just the raw inhibition and open sex, there is nothing like it in the straight world..... it's so much easier to fulfill fantasies and fetishes. Eventually I started to experiment with chem enhancement and that was a whole new level of intensity.