descartes70817

My friend Mark started it after inviting me to sleep over after we'd been to a Rolling Stones cover band in the Students' Union and I missed the last bus home. He told me his bedroom was on the top floor of a detached garage in his parents' back garden, so we didn't have to worry about waking anyone up.

His bedroom was en-suite and decorated like only a child of hippies could, with a king size bed and his own music system, so we sat on his bed chilling out to 60s/70s music until I said I needed to sleep and my friend Mark said he was going to sleep too after he used the bathroom. He was gone for longer than I expected but when he came to bed he said he always slept naked and invited me to do so too, so I took my briefs off and threw them on the chair with the rest of my clothes.

Anyhow naked me fell asleep for I don't know how long before I woke up with that feeling you get just before you cum, only to open my eyes to Mark with my cock in his mouth while I was too close to cumming to stop him. It felt so good that I just let him finish, which he did like a pro - swallowing every drop of my cum as I unloaded in his mouth. After he finished he said that I had a boner and rolled on my back, and he couldn't resist the temptation to suck it.

Afterwards he asked me to spoon him until we fell asleep, except that with my naked chest against his naked back meant my dick was between his ass cheeks and before long he started rubbing my dick with his ass, making it rock hard again. He suggested that I could rub my dick between his legs if I wanted so it wouldn't be gay that way.

Anyway I pushed my now precum covered dick between his legs and he reached between his legs to push my dick against his balls, so I was happily humping away when he guided my thrusts directly into his boi hole and I was in heaven. I sort of convinced myself that if I didn't move I wasn't being gay (yeah, stupid, I know) and let Mark ride my dick until I shot my load in his raw hole and I couldn't pretend I didn't like it any more.

Mark told me he wanted me to keep my dick inside him as he fell asleep in my arms, so it wasn't surprising that I kept waking up with my dick hard and buried in his ass while matching his thrusts with my own until I came again - seven times in all that night

I'm addicted to taking risks but fucking and breeding a complete stranger through a glory hole in an ABS unleashed the pig in me and after that it was bareback only all the time.

I was 14 the first time I shot a load in another boy's mouth and 15 when I first fucked him, and after that I found out there were more boys who liked being fucked,, and I never said no to any of them.

I 18 when I took my first load from a really hot black guy before we spent the rest of the night taking turns fucking each other until well after the sun was up.

My life experience has informed me that I'm usually the one turning heads, but the bottoms turning my head are shorter, slimmer, has little or no body hair but not effeminate, while the tops who turn my head are in good shape, athletics or muscular build, masculine acting and have larger than average sized dicks.

I think my fantasies are pretty weak, although many guys might think I was living a fantasy life for one brief time in the past. I was groomed and led to believe that I would be meeting men who would sponsor me for a year. I think I let myself to believe it would be someone in Britain.

Dumb, right, of course it was a slave auction and apparently the "big money guys" had landed and were expect tp arrive any time, after which I was groped and poked and pinched while other men forced my mouth open to inspect my teeth.

When I asked my groomer he made in clear that I would be a total slave and do whatever i was told to do for a full year, in return for which he believed I could bring in the equivalent in today's dollars of $1M, but having no control of my own life wasn't something I could accept at any price. I had this idea I couldn't shake that I would end up in a Turkish gay brothel earning my keep by making more for him than my owner spent on me. At least I did find out what someone thought I was worth.

I went to a private military school in England and the school had gym and swimming pool using the same showers - an open space with multiple shower heads. Some boys wore their swimming trunks or regular briefs to shower so nothing was on show and some showered naked. I preferred to shower naked and didn't care if anyone was watching or not, but there was no obvious staring.

All my experiences with other school age boys took place during school holidays.

1 hour ago, curiouslooker said:

My absolute favorite position, also to make eye contact as you unload in me

I love looking into a bottom's eyes when he feels me begin to unload deep inside him, knowing perfectly well that he's enjoying it just as much if not more, but there's nothing going to stop me from finishing once I start.

I was a full year behind all the other boys in my year. My first pubes appeared so slowly I would count them all every day looking for for new growth when I was 13 and nothing was full grown for another year, and 14-1/2 when I shot my first load.

Not with a Catholic priest but I have been propositioned by an Anglican bishop and I fucked a senior member of a local branch of the Southern Baptist church several times.

Everything I have ever done with a woman was done better by gay men. Men know what buttons to push, especially when they suck cock.

On 10/26/2024 at 12:51 PM, Alexpdx said:

I recently had a round of non-specific prostatitis - ran a panel, no STIs.  My doctor assured me that bottoming does not injure the prostate in any way, but I do seem to experience some difficulties peeing after bottoming. Anyone else experience this? Is my doctor mistaken?  This particular round took a couple of weeks of meloxicam and tamulosin to get me back to “normal” (man, aging sucks!)

I had the same thing in 2016 with no other STIs, and I was 99.9% top, so there was nothing to injure my prostate. I later found out that I had full blown AIDS, and that the prostatitis was one of those opportunistic infection you get when your immune system is collapsing.

One way or another it's a bottom's duty to clean that uncut cock before and after it breeds you

You look like you need a protein injection.

I don't recall any time when I really needed to be lubed up or loaded up to take the first cock, so zero loads would be where I start from.

I used Vaseline as a lube after I found out I could fuck my own ass and enjoy the pleasure of cumming in a hot ass while a hot cock cums in my ass. Great for those weekends I didn't hook up.

Met a friend at a concert and he invited me to sleep over instead of having to take the long walk home. He had a bedroom suite above his parent's detached garage so we wouldn't be disturbing them. Chilled and listenend to records for a while until I was sleepy.

Got in bed naked but not even facing each other when I fell asleep in his king size bed. I have no idea how long I was asleep but I woke up with that feeling you get when you're just about to shoot a load and opened my eyes to watch my friend sucking my cock and swallowing my load until I finished cumming. and loving every second of it.

I was diagnosed with advanced HIV infection in 2017 but I had great insurance until 2019 so I originally only paid a deductible. After going on disability my medical costs are covered by Medicare, with deductibles and all other medical costs covered by the Ryan White foundation

The only part of being poz that I didn't like was the 18 months when I had full blow AIDS and suffers a series of opportunistic infections, leading to me being hospitalized for AIDS-related double pneumonia.

Once I didn't need to even think about being poz any more it was like taking the training wheels off.

1 hour ago, descartes70817 said:

I was naked in bed with a black guy, both of us drunk out of our heads, facing away from each other but I has a raging boner that needed attention so I was trying to jerk off without being noticed. Then I realized he was jerking off too and asked if he wanted to play with each other's cocks, which I did to start off but something brew my mouth to his beautiful black cock and I just started sucking it, and he started sucking mine. I came in his mouth before hil so I told him I wanted him to fuck me. We spent most of the night swapping hot loads in each other's asses.

Forgot to add I was barely 18 before I sucked cock and got fucked but sucking cock seemed to come naturally for me. It wasn't the first time I had my cock sucked to completion and it wasn't the first time I fucked another boy - just underage.

I was naked in bed with a black guy, both of us drunk out of our heads, facing away from each other but I has a raging boner that needed attention so I was trying to jerk off without being noticed. Then I realized he was jerking off too and asked if he wanted to play with each other's cocks, which I did to start off but something brew my mouth to his beautiful black cock and I just started sucking it, and he started sucking mine. I came in his mouth before hil so I told him I wanted him to fuck me. We spent most of the night swapping hot loads in each other's asses.

The first time I went into an ABS I was hesitant about what some stranger could do to me and I had the craziest idea that someone would chop my dick off, but after I saw a man poking his tongue through a glory-hole I nervously pushed my dick through the hole and in return I got a wet sloppy blow-job that ended when the stranger swallowed my cum and sucked my cock clean.

I've had texts and messages threatening me with exposure for one thing or another. I've found the best response is to tell the caller/texter/messenger to fuck off

It felt fantastic. He took me home drunk and poured me into his double bed after removing my shoes, socks, pants, shirt and underpants before he got naked on the other side of the bed where his hot body was making my cock so hard that I had to stroke my shaft without being too obvious, only to realize that he was stroking his own cock too.

We briefly started stroking each other's cocks before I shifted attention to socking and licking his cock shaft, then to him beginning to sucking on my cock too to. He made me cum faster and I wanted to make him cum too but the words coming out of my mouth were "I want you to fuck me".

After a brief moment in the bathroom he was back in the bed behind me and pushing his cock into my ass until my cock was rock hard again, and he was pounding my ass and my hard cock hard until I felt him spasm and shoot his cum inside but as soon as he came he pulled out and so he could roll over and I could fuck him again

I have been told that my semen tastes fruity by dozens of different men.

On 1/5/2025 at 4:14 PM, hntnhole said:

To the OP, it's hardly surprising that plenty of men fall victim to cultural pressures as young men, and only later come to realize that all the locker room bravado when he was in high school was nothing more than a bunch of kids with not much of a clue.  

I wonder how many young men gave into the pressure to marry, and didn't have the courage to listen to their inner voice, (if they even knew it was there to listen to in the first place).  It's no surprise to me at all that some years later, they do what they need to do.  

In the fuckjoints, no one gives a rats ass anyway.  

I sometimes wonder how many men of my generation had some childhood experience of enjoyable sex with a close friend or family member, but denied their own pleasant memories of it and got on the marriage train to keep themselves away from temptation. I know I'm one of them but I doubt that I'm the only one.