Nervous as hell

[cumdumpbottom]

So, i'm laying here, just over 24 hours away from meeting this guy. We have been talking on gay.com, texting, and phone for a few weeks now. He wants to give me my first poz load, then go to IML with me and whore me out to other poz tops. It's all very intense to me right now, but I can't stop thining about it...48 hours from now, I will have taken the plunge.

[mikealec]

whatever you do, don't back out, and hope you get what you want

[rawTOP]

Yeah, don't back out. If you've gone this far in the planning, then you want it. You'll regret it if you back out and you'll royally piss off the top who's organizing stuff for you.

[einathens]

i'm proud of you for taking these steps. be proud of your courage. and i congratualte you in advance for all the intense sex you're about to have. enjoy it.

[barefootbob]

enjoy the ride(s)

[inside]

fuck yeah man! it's understandable you're nervous but i think you'll enjoy it too. have fun!

[evilqueerpig]

I'm sure you'll live up to your "handle".....keep us posted

[paperback]

fuck man... that's so sexy. enjoy your time at IML

[LBRaw]

Hell yeah!! Multiple loads from several poz tops is gonna be intense on its own!!! Especially if you are neg now. Have a good time, enjoy the rides and let us know how it went.

[cumdumpbottom]

thank you for the encouragement. All packed up and ready to go...just have to get through work tomorrow...which i'm sure will drag slower than ever

[breedme420]

Congrats on deciding to take the plunge! Go for it and have a great time! Take as many loads as possible! Im a little jealous of you for the fact Ive been chasing for quite a while with no luck yet! Please let us know how it goes and best wishes to you! :-)

[Slut4anyload]

You are supposed to be nervous. overcoming your fear is part of the experience. Don't back out - you will hate yourself if you do. Once the first load is in you'll be liberated.

[einathens]

fear is definitely part of the experience. it heightens the senses. know that you're stronger than it is, and let it give you energy.

[Ingulphus]

Yes. Acknowledge your fears, accept them, then stand up to them. You are in control of your life, and it's funny how finally accepting the Gift into your body can liberate you from fearing it. I would give anything to take my first poz load again...

[paperback]

i just took my first poz load last week. gonna do it again soon i hope