NLbear Posted June 11, 2013 Report Share Posted June 11, 2013 Just read on a facebook page dedicated to Edu Boxer that Arpad Miklos committed suicide in his New York apartment. When I googled I saw this already happened in February. So sad. He was one of my favorite porn actors. Always had a fantasy to be fucked by this gorgeous hunk of a man. Seems also he was very active in the gay community and donated lots of money to charity. A great loss for the adult industry is my feeling. Only 45 years old. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HungLatinDom Posted June 11, 2013 Report Share Posted June 11, 2013 This year and the last one has been specially bad. Not only Miklos, but Wilfried Knight, Adam Faust (a fantasy of mine), Erik Rhodes a guy whose name I don't remember in NYC and Josh Weston have died/committed suicide (and I am not sure if failing to take your HIV drugs is not a form of suicide). And I am concerned about Pete Finland also, he dropped from all social media, and I tried to call him to his number, but it was disconnected. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NLbear Posted June 11, 2013 Author Report Share Posted June 11, 2013 HLD, I didn't know about Wilfried Knight and Adam Faust either. There must be a reason that drives these guys to to this. Awfully sad. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bearbandit Posted June 11, 2013 Report Share Posted June 11, 2013 (and I am not sure if failing to take your HIV drugs is not a form of suicide). Poor adherence to HIV drugs is definitely a form of suicide. The social work team I was with twenty-odd years ago certainly saw it as such... There might have been only one or two drugs (AZT and ddI) then, but you could always do what an ex of mine did and stop taking antibiotics for an aids-related condition, or simply refuse treatment as my partner did... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NLbear Posted June 11, 2013 Author Report Share Posted June 11, 2013 Poor adherence to HIV drugs is definitely a form of suicide. The social work team I was with twenty-odd years ago certainly saw it as such... There might have been only one or two drugs (AZT and ddI) then, but you could always do what an ex of mine did and stop taking antibiotics for an aids-related condition, or simply refuse treatment as my partner did... Don't know the cause he committted suicide, it is just a shame that so many guys working in the industry take there own life. Something seems to be wrong there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
losttop Posted June 11, 2013 Report Share Posted June 11, 2013 Don't know the cause he committted suicide, it is just a shame that so many guys working in the industry take there own life. Something seems to be wrong there. Don't think it's surprising....there is lots of drugs going on and loneliness.... It's all fine when u r at ur peak.... But after that u r yesterday's meet... No decent guy wants relationship with u as u have done porn....so yeah.... I can understand that it gets lonely... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HungLatinDom Posted June 11, 2013 Report Share Posted June 11, 2013 Don't think it's surprising....there is lots of drugs going on and loneliness.... It's all fine when u r at ur peak.... But after that u r yesterday's meet... No decent guy wants relationship with u as u have done porn....so yeah.... I can understand that it gets lonely... I guess I am not a decent guy. I would have nothing serious with a decent guy, either. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
neg4poz Posted June 12, 2013 Report Share Posted June 12, 2013 Don't think it's surprising....there is lots of drugs going on and loneliness.... It's all fine when u r at ur peak.... But after that u r yesterday's meet... No decent guy wants relationship with u as u have done porn....so yeah.... I can understand that it gets lonely... I disagree - I havent really done porn (appeared in a few Drummer issues and Daddy spread) but I did do a stint of escorting - although I have to agree that many do get caught up in drugs I dont think thats the rule - and I certainly dont think it makes them less desireable as a potential partner - maybe for jealous types - but we all have pasts - presents - and futures.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
losttop Posted June 12, 2013 Report Share Posted June 12, 2013 I disagree - I havent really done porn (appeared in a few Drummer issues and Daddy spread) but I did do a stint of escorting - although I have to agree that many do get caught up in drugs I dont think thats the rule - and I certainly dont think it makes them less desireable as a potential partner - maybe for jealous types - but we all have pasts - presents - and futures.... Have done escorting in my late teens and twenties myself.... Started as a joke through influence of a then thop who also escorted.... He said.... U like sex so much.... Why don't u charge for it? And that's how it started.... Did it while I was still student .... And met some pretty amazing people.... Some I would not have charged if they had approach me in a bar.... Lots of so called straight married guys.... Ran into few while they were out shopping with their wife and kids...and some of my regulars became friends.... Not that I liked them sexually.... But def. liked them as a friend.... Even went on some holidays with some.... Condition would be that they would let me fuck guys I fancied.... For most it was a turn on.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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