So apparently it's true, sort of...

[Lorenzo]

Hey all,

Well, it's all going so-so.

Obviously someone, and all her friends, suddenly realised I'm gay (or bi, whatever), and this apparently changes me.

Ofcourse I know it more like 'you lied to us'-anger, than 'you're a fag'-anger but still.

And my ex isn't exactly keeping quiet about is.

This aside, I find that being single rather increased my opportunity to have cock in every which way.

I visited my 'daddy' a couple of times after I decided that what happened happened, and I just love his big cock (ok, that, and I was bloody horny at the time).

We go bare every time, and he dropped a couple of loads in me and on me.

But I'm thinking I need to broaden my perspective, and need to get me some other cock as well.

[Mariner1000]

I think it may be true as I had a similar experience with a guy I met online. He was a few years older than me, about 55 and in good shape. I had met him several times at my flat and this usually resulted in us being naked and me sucking his cock before him fucking me with protection but every time I wondered how it would feel to have him bareback me and wondered if I would feel him shooting his load into me. The time it finally happened I was sucking his cock as he lay back on the bed and When he was wet and slippery I moved forward and straddled him taking his cock in my hand and positioning the head at my hole. I just looked down at him and he nodded and I relaxed and let the head in and then rode him until he shot it me..it didn't physically feel much different but it was a much more erotic experience paritcularly as all the time I was riding him I was so turned on by the thought of his cum spraying into me...so sometimes your mind just says do it...you want it and nothing is going to stop you...

[Lorenzo]

Well, I don't know if I post this here, but... I got tested.

And I'm neg. Which is kind of suprising given the 6 or so bare cocks that blew multiple loads in me.

But somehow it was a huge relief... which probably means I'm not ready to get pozzed. Then again, instant hard-on when thinking about bare cock (but of course, loving BB, does not mean you're chasing... on a little... somehow).

[rawTOP]

Well, I don't know if I post this here, but... I got tested.

And I'm neg. Which is kind of suprising given the 6 or so bare cocks that blew multiple loads in me.

Back in the day before ARVs (when none of the poz guys were undetectable) it took 100 unprotected fucks on average (with a variety of poz and neg guys) before someone became poz. So it's really not all that surprising. These days most poz guys are undetectable, so the number of guys who are capable of infecting you is pretty low. It's a bit like Russian Roulette - chances are you won't convert, but when you hit the chamber with the bullet you do convert.

[Lorenzo]

Well, reading that post just made me text one of my buddies....

In about 20 minutes I'll be getting another raw cock!

Thanks for the support!

[Guest JizzDumpWI]

Lorenzo, which country are you living in?

[CreamDream]

I have the same problem, honey!

[Lorenzo]

Lorenzo, which country are you living in?

I added in my location

[Guest JizzDumpWI]

Thanks Lorenzo. I was unable to determine whether Belgium has a program or approval of Pre Exposure Prophylaxis (PrEP). Here in the US, the medication Truvada is approved for PrEP and its use if finally taking off. Perhaps you could have a conversation with your physician, find out of Truvada is approved for HIV prevention in Belgium. If it is, consider starting daily use of that as a preventative of HIV. In the modalities in the US; one had regular STI testing while taking Truvada, and it is important to test kidney/liver function every six months.

[Guest beezee]

Thanks Lorenzo. I was unable to determine whether Belgium has a program or approval of Pre Exposure Prophylaxis (PrEP).

The only availability of PrEP in Europe is in clinical trials in France and England. The alternative is the black market for €1200/month. It needs to be shown to be cost effective in a European context first.

[Breedmymancvnt]

Mate, I first got fucked when I was in my mid-20s by an escort and his boyfriend. Bare. After that, most of my experiences were bareback. My first long term fuck was a guy in his 60s; most times I said "can we start using condoms?" He said "bare or no fucking" so I opted for his cum loads. My first real gay boyfriend picked me up at a gay party. We fucked bare that night, and without lube, almost every night for over 12 months. After we broke up, I didn't fuck bare for almost 15 years until I started a relationship with my neighbours' 18 yo son. After begging him to fuck me bare, it turned out he'd probably had more experience than me, though not BB. Long story short, Alex saw how much I loved being fucked bareback and begged me to reciprocate. After refusing until we were both tested, we fucked several nights a week for over a year. When he moved, I decided I enjoyed being barebacked too much to give it up again and would accept that, one day, I'd test positive. In the three years since, I have taken many loads, including many from high viral load poz guys; I love looking into their eyes as they're about to deliver their toxic load into me and seeing the mix of excitement and harmful lens as they prepare to ejaculate.

They know I won't permit them to pull out; I want their load deep inside me.

but I get tested every quarter and am still negative!

[Lorenzo]

Hey all,

I just noticed I’ve been on thuis site for 7 years.

And I’m still neg, so the comments above appear to be true.

Although it mighs have something to do with not fucking bare as often as my hormones and hornyness would like.

Sometimes I hate my Brain. I really do.

[cyberdolphnow]

Lorenzo, 

Thank you for your long-term update. 

Are you still living in your truth as a gay or heavy bisexual man? Let us know how your life is...

 

 

[Lorenzo]

Heavy bisexual with a focus on cock oriented fantasies.