Dominant bottom?

[Sharp-edge]

Although I  like fucking I do admit that I always had a bottom side, sucking dick and getting fucked. Most  times getting fucked doesnt feel that good. It's not that  I'm in pain but  it's not much of a pleasure  either. I do feel that other bottoms enjoy it way  way more than me. However I do repeat it. I don't expect that the next time will  feel so good but I still enjoy it. I like making a  man's dick  hard, making him horny and taking  his cum  however Ialways have me cumming  as a priority. I could imagine me riding  someones dick  until I cum  and not letting him cum/. Something like a dominant top Who doesnt  let the sub  bottom  cum but the other way round. So I'm  curious if i'm what we call  a power bottom or not./

[twuurg]

I was in my mid-late twenties and was spending the night with an older man (early sixties, I have a bit of a silver daddy fetish).  He was the more dominant type and I'm more submissive.  I got to his house and we immediately went upstairs and took our clothes off.  He was in control and had me wear a blindfold while we sucked each other's cocks.  After a bit he switched positions and focused on sucking my cock until I shot a load in his mouth.

Having just shot a very intense load I was snapped back to my refactory period and was no longer turned on by what was happening.  This is exactly what he was going for and while I was still blindfolded we started to make out so he could share my load.  I could feel the familiar texture and taste of cum in my mouth but I've never tasted it that soon after getting off.  It felt disgusting but I figured if I could handle it while being horny then I might as well go with it.

It didn't stop there.  Next he took me over to a couch and tied me to it with my ass in the air.  Again, if I were horny I'd be craving a cock in my ass, but at this point I wasn't so sure.  Either way, if he wanted to fuck me then that's what I was there for.  He fucked me until he got off and even though it was far less enjoyable for me than usual, I was still happy to  oblige.

He made me cum a few more times that evening without cumming himself.  By the time we went to bed I had completely lost interest in sex.  At some point during the night I was woken up by him sporting a rock hard erection.  He didn't have to say anything, I knew he wanted to fuck me so I got in position and let him use me to his satisfaction.  After he shot his load we both laid there naked and fell asleep.

This is what I would consider the opposite of a top not letting his bottom cum.  By having me cum it became a completely different experience where I was fully aware of being used for his pleasure while not feeling any pleasure of my own.  Even though I didn't feel pleasure at the time, I still think back on it and have an overwhelming desire to be used again.  The pleasure I've gotten from that "spank bank" memory is far more than I would've gotten had he not forced me to cum.