Cheating: Subconscious Craving

[mrstuffums]

I find myself in a dilemma. My husband and I promised to always be honest with each other, but I have taken it upon myself to say that honesty isn’t the best policy in order to stay married.

The other day after work I was so horny and I found myself driving to an adult book store like I did in my single days. I told myself that I wouldn’t hook up with anyone I just needed to get my rocks off in this seedy establishment (more exciting than just jerking it at home). I get inside and go straight into a room and lock the door. I am watching whatever is playing on the screen; however at this certain place they have a two way glass window between rooms. You can control if you want it on or off so the person next to you can’t see you. I left it on as I was getting hard and then a person entered the room next to mine and was watching me stroke. I turned off the window because I was thinking I shouldn’t be doing this.

But I was getting harder thinking about the guy watching me and I turned the glass back on so he could see me. He was watching with anticipation and signaled to me that he wanted to come over. And I accepted.

He came into my room and immediately dropped to his knees and began to worship my dick. He wanted me to fuck him but I didn’t have a condom. He said, “it’s okay, I’m married.” (As if that means anything especially these days) But I really wanted him. He sucked me up so good and he had an ass that looked like it has been sculpted by Michelangelo himself. So I fucked and bred him. Afterwards he wanted to know if we could meet again I told him maybe next week but I knew I wasn’t coming back.

Why did I come here I thought risking it all, my marriage, a possible STI, Covid for some random ass when I told myself I was just going to jerk off? But deep down I had to know that this afternoon was going to end this way and that’s what I truly wanted.

I don’t have the desire to go back there but I still think about that sex and I just know I will be back there or somewhere else again.

[Guest letsbreed]

You will be. 
You should be. 
You already know what you most desire. 
You already know what you want to become. 

[Guest]

you will be back when you get horny enough again.  especially if you get away with it.  you have a profile here, a bbrt profile and one of your posts mentions cumunion.  You need more ass (and maybe cock based on your header pic 🙂).  I don't think guys are made for monagamy.  The question is if you should come clean with your husband and admit what you NEED.  He might be into it too.  You don't necessarily have to start out telling what you've already done.  Mention opening it up and see how it goes.

[atlfukbud]

I have to agree with @letsbreed and @justsexnowatl it's just the beginning whether you come clean with hubby or not... a secret is captivating and commands our attention, and our need for risk, uncertainty, variety or whatever we want to call it is at least equal to the human desire for connection and love. I've been down that road myself and it worked out fine. (I hope it does for you, too!) --25 years and we still love sport sex together and separately as much as ever -- its so hot to watch each other enjoying sex with others or hearing about it afterward. Of course a little secret here and there can be especially hot, and spice things up too -- 😈