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My role change and descent into perversion


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I always suspected that I liked cock from a young age, but I did everything to push it out of my mind.  Still a virgin at age of 18 went off to do my military training.  I always waited until all the other guys in my platoon had finished showering and then would go shower. sometimes while showering a guy from another platoon would come shower, and I found my cock would start to get stiff especially when i would take the odd glance and see the guys cock hanging.  It was not until my last 6 months in the military did I realise I wanted cock so bad.  One event is forever etched in my memory.  My platoon had just returned from survival training, and of course everyone rushed to the showers. I waited as usual, and then when I thought everyone was done went to shower. As I took off my clothes and was stepping into the shower, one of my buddies from my platoon entered. He undressed and came to shower next to me, initially unaware of the impact he was having on me.  Fuck, he was gorgeous, muscular body, uncut cock, not too huge, but i could see veins protruding on the shaft, and for some reason this turned me on.  My breathing became more shallow and rapid and i was doing everything I could to keep my cock down.  Then it happened he leaned over to borrow some shampoo, and our cocks touched, and our arms.  Oh shit it was electrifying, he could feel the electrical energy and seemed stunned.  I quickly jumped out the shower, grabbed my towel and made a hasty retreat for the tent.  I got there , fuck my cock was so stiff. Everyone had gone for supper.  I started to dress, feeling shocked and confused.

I had my back turned to the tent entrance, and my lilly white bubble butt was exposed. I heard rustling, and turned slightly around, and it was my buddy.  oh fuck, I thought he is going to rat me out as a queer.  I ignored him and carried on dressing, I just managed to get my underwear on with my uncut bulge protruding very obviously, and then i felt from behind his arms around me, and he was whispering something in my ear which i couldnt make out. His breath was warm and titillating in my ear.  But my attention was on something hard pushing in my butt cheeks. Fuck its his cock I realised, so hot and hard. I tried to turn around to see, but he was much stronger than me.  His arms had gripped my arms so tightly from behind.  He whispered now more loudly in my ear, you know we both want it, it doesnt make us queers.  I stammered   er want what, what are u doing?  And now with his arms and powerful legs he was forcing me to the bed. I flopped onto it on my stomach, lying there feeling so many things at the same time.  Then I felt his muscular body on top of me, and I could now feel his cock so hard and his mushroom cock head  pulsating as it search for my hole.

Oh shit, he found it. I could feel that thick cock head pressing against my virgin hole.  He now had his arms under my chin, his legs were forcing my legs open and he whispered to me, i have wanted your ass ever since i saw it, and now I am going to breed you and fill your hole with my cum.

 

Then he started kissing me, while simultaneously that cock head of his was pushing.  Things were racing through my mind, what if we get caught, what if he hurts me, fuck it was getting sore.

Then he got off me instructing me not to move, I just lay there. All I could feel at the moment was my stiff cock and precum oozing out.  Shit i was horny, but also terrified what he was going to do with me.  I felt the weight of his body on me again, I could now clearly feel his low hangers lying in my crack and the spongy cock head.  Then his hands back around my neck, he put a little bottle in front of my nose and held one nostril closed and said breathe.  I sniffed the vapour and then again from the other nostril. Oh shit i suddenly had this warm feeling all over me and i could feel my hole opening and closing. I felt myself making involuntary movements of my ass and thinking I want you to fuck me.  He then held the small bottle to my nostrils, and he said take it deep.  I sniffed deeply and as I did this, I felt his cock head slip into my hole. Oh shit, the pain, I was feeling confused it was so sore, but i wanted it.  As I clung to that little bottle and got wasted, I could feel his thick shaft going in.  He was breathing weirdly, and i realised that it would not be lomg before he shot his cum.  so he worked my hole slow deep moveents becoming longer each time, now he was thrusting his cock in and out my hole.

 

I could feel his balls banging against my ass, and i was saying to myself, fuck me give me your seed.  His point of cumming happened very easily, next minute he pulled his fat cock out and I could feel his body shaking as cum was shooting on outside of my hole.  he then grabbed his cock and fucked his cum into me. i could hear splishy sounds and I realised that he had filled me with his seed.

 

I could feel him removing his cock from my hole, some cum was oozing out, he quickly scooped it up and put it into his own mouth, and then started kissing me, sharing his cum with me.  He then told me to lie on my back, and then he came to  straddle over me, his balls in my face, and said clean my cock.  I cleaned every bit of cum off his cock. He now replaced the butt plug in my hole and lay down next to me, looking absolutely spent.  I was still coming to terms with what just happened and oh yes I wanted it to happen again.

 

For the remaining time that we were in the military he serviced me every single night, quite often more than once.  He would often spoon me, his cock deep inside me.  I loved that boy so much now.  Every week he would introduce me to new things happening.  It was from him I learned the thrill of being fucked anonymously. He taught me the pure ecastacy associated with the feel of another mans cock on your cock.   He taught me how to dock and the difference between wet and dry docking.   One of my favorite memories is when he came home from work, he had a metal rod (flat )sound and greased the entire rod.  He then, started to push the rod down his cock,  He got me to mount the other side of the rod so we fucked that rod till our cocks touched.. i just love the feel and when our cock heads touch.

 

After I left the military, I never saw him again, and i managed to convince myself that it was a once off thing and would not do it again.  But as we all know that yearning aching for another man does not go away.  One day while teaching at a tertiary institute,  a black student came up to me after my lesson to ask me something. I just happened to look down and i got a quick glance of his package, it must have been huge, i could see full outline of one massive thick cock.  This was my trigger,  I needed a cock and cum straiight away.

 

I searched through the personals in the newspaper of men seeking men, and came upon a guy who does massages with happy endings.  What he also did was some light cock and ball torture.

I still remember driving like a lunatic to get to him, my zip undone and my cock put in the car.

He was a tall slim man but had a massive cock.   I lay naked on his massage table and i got my first intro to cbt. He tied up my balls, and then started to lift me off the massage table by my balls. fuck it was amazing. I was on tip toe with my balls and sac pulled up holding me, and then he put his cock into me and pounded me like that. he came deep in me and then fed me some. It was sweet having mixed with all my juices.

 

This session seemed to satisfy me for a while, but of course cravings came back.  This time however i wanted to have my cock in a guys hole.  i found easiest place was at a sex club, and so 3 times a week i would visit a club and breed whoever through the glory hole. I love it anonymous and something exciting about fucking someone you do not know.  I developed a real love for assess and specifically assess on young men, men who often had a daddy fixation.  I found every opportunity to fuck a hole and breed.

 

Now as I have got older the desire to be a bottom is almost overwhelming.  My fantasy is to be pinned down on a bed and then fucked by huge cocks and filled with their cum.  Tomorrow im off to see a young guy who has an amazing curved veiny cock, and he is going to pump me full of chem cum. Can hardly wait.  My new adventures as a bottom begins. I fucked this ass so many times and filled it with my cumF2.jpg.1e8b228838b201bff98a6478dbfd043a.jpg

 

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