How do you feel when a top leaves without saying anything when done with you?

[Cumjunky215]

When I was younger there was a cruisy secluded park with nighttime activity.  I would lean over a low tree branch jeans lowered, lubed asshole peeking out. A number of guys just walked up and fucked me, usually never said anything during or after.  Sometimes they offered me their dick to suck but often they just felt my cheeks and hole then slid in and used me.  A couple times they'd say they were closer and I'd ask them to breed me.  Loved not knowing who used me.