Feeling of strength?

[MalestoneFF]

I'm so happy I can finally post to this forum after reading it for ages for inspiration.

After a very long dry spell my throat was used last night by my very special and dear, spiritual brother. I had Him use my throat to His pleasure. This opportunity to meet with Him is very rare and I treasure and seize every situation like a miraculous event. I was mercilessly facefucked, my head seized by his forcefull hands and pressed against a wall, a bed. It was very intense and my breathing hole was completely overtaken by him and my permission to breathe was completely up to Him. His thrusts would not end until He would push His thick, voluminous semen down my throat for me to swallow. Such extreme bliss!

Now, the following day I'm overcome with a feeling of strength, coming from "surviving" a (consensual) forceful facefuck. I feel so powerful! Is this common after submissive play?

Also, I would not describe myself a faggot, even though I crave to be used like one. I feel more like a subject to His King, or Kings, rather than a slave. 

I would love to hear your ideas.

[MalestoneFF]

This mental picture doesn't seem to resonate here...?

[CumdumpAmsterdam]

Very much so for me! I’m very happy for you! I don’t have the opportunity to respond at the moment but certainly will ask you alot of questions next week 🤣😉

[CumdumpAmsterdam]

 

On 9/17/2024 at 4:30 PM, MalestoneFF said:

I feel so powerful! Is this common after submissive play?

In my opinion you are experiencing great personal growth, it makes you feel strong and confident after achieving something. You are proud of yourself. And you should be!

I only know of something different, almost the opposite: a 'subdown' as to referring having some sort of feeling after use. Not an expert on this, but it is some sort of aftermath of a session between a slave and his master. Just a harmless, short kind of depression that slaves and other submissives experience. After a 'high' comes a 'low'. 

On 9/17/2024 at 4:30 PM, MalestoneFF said:

I was mercilessly facefucked, my head seized by his forcefull hands and pressed against a wall, a bed. It was very intense and my breathing hole was completely overtaken by him and my permission to breathe was completely up to Him. His thrusts would not end until He would push His thick, voluminous semen down my throat for me to swallow. Such extreme bliss!

W' tha fuck... this is poetry to me... I only know the quick dumps behind the bouches, but you are talking about a spiritual brother. Can you tell us more about that?