Whats the real psychological reason behind you being a cumdump or engaging in reckless sex?

[Terry60]

While the risk taking and just the fact things that I do are totally against my entire upbringing so it turns me on to break the rules,  in the end I think it is my low self-esteem, that tells me of course  I am a bottom and I should let men do whatever they want to me because that’s all I’m good for.

 

all I know once I get started, all I want to do is service men and take their cum or piss or whatever they want to give me. I am naturally submissive which I think goes back to low self-esteem. I think I’m like a girl with Daddy complex in many respects. By the way I have been know to cross dress as well.

 

 

[Marlin]

For me it's an obsession to be connected with the man. The physicality of actually having a penis inside you, the pleasure that both of you feel during fucking and then the orgasm for the top and the acceptance of semen, a man's fertilizer deep inside.  

[IllinoisCumdump]

It’s something I’ve wanted for as long as I’ve known it was a thing. Well before I could even consider the possibility that I was gay as a young teen, I remember having wet dreams about my junior high buddies fucking me. 
 

i started getting fucked when I went to college and although the first few times were pretty awful, i quickly got the hang of it. It’s hard to put into words how much I love being dominated by a hung top(s).  I’m assuming that there’s something in my genetic makeup that led to it. 
 

Getting bred seems pretty straightforward; I’d rather get fucked raw and I like taking loads. My perfect gangbang will have some loads bred into my ass, a few loads in my mouth, and a few loads all over my face. 

[theplayerking]

I’m not a cumdump, but I love casual group sex, especially in bathhouses or sex parties. For me it’s a male bonding and the validation of being desired and accepted by men. 

Many of us grew up being picked on and called names in school. Fucking and getting fucked at a party makes me feel part of a brotherhood that I never experience any other way.