From safe sex to taking loads

[partying.hard]

I only have worn a rubber three times (in high school because I was afraid of getting the girls pregnant). And I’ve only had a condom up my ass three times, because the top insisted. But I don’t like the way it feels and it tugs on the hair around my asshole. I think I was 18 or 19 the last time that happened.

Edited yesterday at 03:08 AM by partying.hard

[polyglutton]

7 hours ago, Bottomsub8989 said:

But why is so addictive. I just crave to be totally submissive to males. And still baffles me. 

We evolved for this. Sexuality is a much larger part of human need than our culture or conditioning allows for. 

[bbslutdanny]

That's usually the case...

when I first to get fucked, I insisted the top wear condoms, but I found that some tops wouldn't stay hard with the condom which was always awkward. Then I started to get fucked raw by guys I knew as well and found that I preferred to be bred. It wasn't until I was gangbanged by sleazy men at a local rest stop that I discovered my true addiction for raw cock. I remember getting an anon message from a guy telling me that 2 of the dudes that were fucking me raw were POZ and that they had just gifted me. Instead of being disgusted and scared, I was so turned on that I feel like a whole new side of me opened up.

[UnsureAboutThis]

Do you seek out poz guys now?

[shinelover]

Sounds like a natural progression to me. I went from safe only -many years ago- to taking my first load. Which led to me wanting more loads. And eventually taking all loads. Then wanting/needing Poz loads. 

[UnsureAboutThis]

I am beginning to recognize that I'm on the journey now myself. It scares me because I feel like I'm losing control because the bug is in my brain now and visiting this site only seems to make it stronger. 

[Norcalfukkr]

Once you scratch the itch to take raw cock and get bred the itch grows stronger and stronger. At some point you just abandon condoms and fuck raw and take loads without question of status. I don’t even think about asking if the top is “clean.” I actually want them dirty just like me and fuck my pussy good. 

[Nude]

Super simple, was BBing very young with my buddy.  Did the safe thing, rubber hurts inside.  Went back to BB.  The only way for true pleasure!    🤪

[NicNorth]

Started off bb (admittedly before HIV was known about) - loved the feeling of getting a load in me.  Went on to condoms and kept to them until I started PREP now love the feeling of getting loaded and feeling the cum around my hole after being fucked.

[christine]

On 5/8/2025 at 12:14 AM, Splitcock said:

Sure, not a bad idea, I'm bottom (but who knows what could transpire) but at the bare minimum we have similar interests.

Are you on telegram?
I'm   t.me/cock mod

Where abouts are you,

 

4 hours ago, UnsureAboutThis said:

I am beginning to recognize that I'm on the journey now myself. It scares me because I feel like I'm losing control because the bug is in my brain now and visiting this site only seems to make it stronger. 

yes i have that urge,. i am very late in getting into it and have been on the edge viewing my options , the right man or woman to give myself to, its such a draw i know it is someone on this sitewho will take me.

[RawSlutAms]

I insisted on condoms until about 15 years ago when a regular fucktop started to breed me. It was only him for a while but since starting Prep I am a 'no load refused' guy - prefer in the ass but will swallow loads if the top prefers it. 

[AusBareBack]

Being married i have always reached to use condoms. But recently I have let guys cum in me without any protection. The risk is very arousing and to the point of craving poz cum.  I have tried to deny the urge but it keeps growing stronger. I feel like it's self destructive but it only grows stronger the more I try to fight it.