faggotsub Posted 7 hours ago Report Posted 7 hours ago 4 minutes ago, cman54 said: I totally know right where you are coming from. I thought a guy might have pozzed me last summer. Got fucked good at the bathhouse by a guy. Lots of cum in my ass. I toothbrushed it some after the fuck and put the butt plug in my ass for a while too. Afew weeks after that I got sick with flu like symptoms. Lasted about 3 weeks and went away. A while after that I tested and only one line. I was nervous about i my have gotten pozzed but at the same time I was disappointed with the results that showed I was still negative. I just said to myself better keep trying. not like it's no fun trying to get there Quote
LKMike Posted 7 hours ago Author Report Posted 7 hours ago 5 minutes ago, faggotsub said: not like it's no fun trying to get there Writing my thoughts this morning made me think in detail about the hook-up. The material of his shorts, how totally hungry I was to get his cock in my mouth, the first feel of his precum in the back of my throat. He called me a hungry fag lol. And again I am hard and dripping precum. You are correct, it is fun 😊 Quote
norefusal Posted 7 hours ago Report Posted 7 hours ago slightly off topic but i don't know how coincidental getting sick after a hook up is. i know i often feel mild or vague "i think im coming down w something" illness particularly after a busy weekend w multiple partners. logically, sex is dirty and especially since most of the guys i do it with are as slutty as i am, it's no surprise some germs got swapped. i'm not talking sti or hiv but stick 6 random piss sticks in your mouth at the eagle and it's not rocket science that some bacteria may have made a home in your throat. 1 Quote
XTF2020 Posted 2 hours ago Report Posted 2 hours ago 5 hours ago, LKMike said: So now I am pretty confident I did not get pozzed by this guy. I am somewhat confused by my feelings. When I first realised I might have been exposed to hiv i was panicked! What a stupid thing to have done! Then I started to think about the actual event, I remembered lots of little details and thought it pretty hot. I jerked off a lot thinking about it and then playing with and looking at my cum, just thinking it might actually have HIV in it! I ate some off my fingers every time. I tried several times to contact the guy, but he just ignored me, and that freaked me out. That's when I started feeling I was most likely pozzed. It wasn't a horrible feeling. Just resignation. I started looking up how it would affect my job. I started looking at medications , reading about people who decided to delay meds. I think when I took the test I was equally excited to find out I was actually poz as I was to be relieved it would be negative. That 20 minutes was definitely my Schrödinger moment. lol, I checked the test a dozen times before the timer rang. At one point it looked like there were 2 lines, and my heart raced and I got an erection! I didn't do anything with it, and just watched that line disappear . Although I think I am definitely relieved, I have to admit to a feeling of what I can only say is disappointment. we've all been there and can relate to all your feelings Quote
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