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[DangerousUrge]

I’m an older man, Gen X, and I still haven’t sucked my first cock yet. I talk to a lot of guys on Grindr but have yet to meet anyone. I am talking to two guys the most. One says he’s negative and one says he’s positive, undetectable and on doxy prep. The negative guy is very short in his responses and only talks when I initiate conversation. The positive guy said he wants to be my first, keeps up a conversation and seems the nicer of the two. I guess my question is, would anyone see a a problem with a “straight” guy getting with an hiv positive guy to give his first blow job? The way I see it, the positive guy is honest and the negative guy could be lying. I don’t know…I probably sound really stupid even bringing this up. 

[theplayerking]

On 8/16/2025 at 9:44 PM, DangerousUrge said:

I’m an older man, Gen X, and I still haven’t sucked my first cock yet. I talk to a lot of guys on Grindr but have yet to meet anyone. I am talking to two guys the most. One says he’s negative and one says he’s positive, undetectable and on doxy prep. The negative guy is very short in his responses and only talks when I initiate conversation. The positive guy said he wants to be my first, keeps up a conversation and seems the nicer of the two. I guess my question is, would anyone see a a problem with a “straight” guy getting with an hiv positive guy to give his first blow job? The way I see it, the positive guy is honest and the negative guy could be lying. I don’t know…I probably sound really stupid even bringing this up. 

Men lie. Protect yourself and get your own prescriptions. Pick a guy you connect with and have fun. 

[CumdumpAmsterdam]

On 8/17/2025 at 3:44 AM, DangerousUrge said:

I’m an older man, Gen X, and I still haven’t sucked my first cock yet. I talk to a lot of guys on Grindr but have yet to meet anyone. I am talking to two guys the most. One says he’s negative and one says he’s positive, undetectable and on doxy prep. The negative guy is very short in his responses and only talks when I initiate conversation. The positive guy said he wants to be my first, keeps up a conversation and seems the nicer of the two. I guess my question is, would anyone see a a problem with a “straight” guy getting with an hiv positive guy to give his first blow job? The way I see it, the positive guy is honest and the negative guy could be lying. I don’t know…I probably sound really stupid even bringing this up. 

You do not sound stupid bringing this up. Hope you don't mind me saying but, are you sure you got the term 'faggot' right? See my opinion about it in the post below.

 

[DangerousUrge]

Update, I met up with the undetectable guy. He was just so approachable, caring and down to earth. We met at his place and in my head I was only going over there to suck my first cock and hopefully swallow. He met me at the door with a hug and we went in and sat on the couch. I was NERVOUS to the point of shaking because not only was this about to be my first sexual experience but the guy I was with was poz/undetectable. The voice in my head was screaming at me to end this and leave. He knew I was nervous so he moved right next to me and assured me that I was in control and we wouldn’t do anything I wasn’t comfortable with. That put me at ease tremendously. He asked if I wanted a drink to which I said yes because I knew it would calm my nerves. He poured it in front of me and we had a few drinks over the next hour while we continued getting to know one another. The whole time we are talking he is touching me in a playful way, putting his hand on my leg, hand on shoulder etc. Now he asks me if I want to get undressed and maybe just jerk off a little to ease into things. I’m hard as a rock so I agree. Now I’m sitting on a couch, butt naked next to another naked man and my nerves are gone…I’m just excited at this point and I’ve got a good buzz going. So we begin jerking off slowly and he’s talking about how hot I look and what a great cock and I’m feeling very great even though it’s still awkward that I’m with a guy. So finally he reaches his arm around me and gently moves me towards his cock. I don’t put up any resistance. Now I’m inches from his cock…he smells amazing. My lips part and I put his head in my mouth. I can’t describe the euphoric feeling of finally doing something you’ve fantasized about for YEARS. I was so happy to finally be licking and sucking on my first cock!! I admit I wasn’t great. I did scrape him with my teeth once or twice. I gagged a little and struggled getting it very deep but he assured me I was doing amazing for a rookie! After 10 or 15 minutes of me sucking him, he wanted to give me head. WOW…what a fucking feeling!! He was absolutely incredible and I can finally confirm that gay men suck cock better than women! I had to keep telling him to slow down or stop because I was going to cum! I was in absolute Heaven!  This went on for awhile and then he asked if I’d ever had my ass ate. I said no and he asked if he could. I told him I’m ok with it, but that I just washed down there but didn’t clean myself out or anything. He asked me if I’d be comfortable douching myself out in his bathroom. I said it would be embarrassing but if he really wanted me to I would. He had several of these one time use douche packets. He explained how to use it and how much to squirt etc. He told me to use one and then depending on what came out to use another. Then do a finger check and follow up with a shower. My head was spinning!! It was so surreal what was happening. He closed the bathroom door and told me not to rush and to take my time. I wasn’t very concerned with having too much inside me because I hadn’t eaten a lot in 2 days because of my nerves of meeting him. ANYWAY…I know this is all TMI but I’m in a typing mood! 😀

[DangerousUrge]

So I ended up using two of the enema things. It was awkward but I was amazed how quickly they worked and the feeling of water GUSHING out of me was fun!! Nothing but water was coming out so I wiped myself, lubed my finger and checked…I was clean, felt clean and felt EMPTY. I know this is all boring, ususal stuff for most of you, but preparing myself for a guy was so exciting for me! I got in the shower and my nerves started acting up again. I began asking myself what the fuck was I doing…I’ve gone far enough….just leave…but I just continued my shower and reassured myself that I was with a great guy and he’s been nothing but a gentleman so all was good. During my shower I fingered my self again just to me sure and I was impressed how well those things worked. I got out of the shower and dried off, wrapped towel around my waist and headed back to the living room. This is where my heart sunk and I got very scared…I heard two voices coming from the living room!! I’m naked with only a towel, in a strangers house and now there’s 2 men in the other room! I heard my “friend” call out tome and ask if I was alright. I trembled and replied with a terrified “I’m good. What’s going on?” He met me in the hallway and hugged me again. He profusely apologized to me and told me that his boyfriend was home. He reassured me that he knew all about me coming over to play but he had gotten off work early and he wouldn’t bother us. He asked me if I wanted to meet him? I asked him to promise me that he knew about us and everything was cool?? He laughed and said he promised and walked me into the living room. His boyfriend approached me with his hand out and introduced himself. We shook hands and he apologized for intruding. We made small talk and he told me how his boyfriend told him I did a great job sucking my first cock and that he was impressed with my open mindedness and acceptance of their status. He told me how good I looked in a towel, gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek and excused himself to the basement. Now we were alone again. He smiled and said I was handling all of this remarkably well. I told him I must have a helluva poker face because my insides were screaming in panic! We moved back to the couch, he undid the towel around my waste and we sat down. He asked me how the enema went. I told him I had completely forgot about it because of what just happened with meeting his boyfriend…but that I liked cleaning myself out and felt good. He then asked me if I’d ever thought about kissing a guy. I said I’d never thought about it and wasn’t sure if I wanted to. He asked if we could try. I reluctantly said ok and he moved in for the kiss. It started normal with just him kissing my lips and me not reciprocating…then I kind of gave in and returned his kisses…it wasn’t horrible but I didn’t care for it. I could feel his tongue now and even though I absolutely did not want to…I opened my mouth and began kissing him. It was beyond awkward and the whole experience was alien to me…but I admit as we continued I enjoyed it a little more.

[DangerousUrge]

He broke off our kiss and I admit…I was disappointed. I wasn’t disappointed with how he kissed…I was disappointed the kiss ended! I was surprised how much I enjoyed French kissing this guy. I began telling myself that later on after we cum in each others mouths, I wanted to resume with cum kissing! That thought really got my motor going!!  So he broke off the kiss and began slowly kissing down my chest until he reached my cock. He began kissing the head and licking up and down my shaft. After a few minutes of him masterfully sucking my cock, he asked if I was ready to get my ass ate? I said I was ready as I’ll ever be. He told me to move my ass to the edge of the couch and to hold my legs up. He then gave my cock a couple more sucks, licked and sucked on my balls *I did not like my balls being messed with* then he spread my cheeks and I could feel his tongue on my hole! Oh FUCK…did I love this!! I was throwing my head back and moaning like a…like a I don’t know what…but I was loving every second. His tongue was working magic down there, darting in and out of my ass. I started thinking if I’d want to kiss him after this…but then stopped thinking so I could enjoy this!! He asked me how I was doing? I told him I was mad at myself for going all these years without doing this!! He laughed and said he was glad I was enjoying it and that I tasted great. He mentioned that the position wasn’t great and his neck was hurting. He asked if I would mind if we moved to the bedroom? I told myself to say NO and that we were fine where we were….but instead I said “Sure.Ok”.

 

Edited 2 hours ago by DangerousUrge