First load ever

[Erinbot]

This happened 2 years ago but i really want to share it because i cant keep my mind off it.

 

Ever since i can remember i have been playing with my hole, many household items, toys and fingers have passed through but never a real cock. I tried multiple times by going to cruising zones and parks but everytime someone would aproach me a gigantic feeling of anxiety would come over me and i would bail on it.

The night in question was no different, i already spend 2 hours driving around to various area's. Getting out of my car only dressed in a jockstrap hiding my chastity cage and a t-shirt. But everytime someone would react to me i would just bolt out of there and drive away.

Getting annoyed with myself i decided to go to one of the best known cruising spots next to the highway, normally there is like 10 people there at anytime. But by now it was 4AM so there were only 2 cars there. I figured this is it, i would walk into the woods, wait a minute or 2 and if noone shows up i was gonna go home.

I get out of the car and walk into the woods with a tiny blanket, put it on the ground just in the treeline but right next to a path and got down doggystyle with my ass pointing towards the path.

First nothing happened, my heart was racing, but i was counting down in my mind, keeping myself there till i got to 2 minutes. In the last 15 seconds i hear footsteps behind me. My heart drops, but i use everything in my might to just stay put, wiggle my ass around a bit and seconds later i feel a hand on me...

No words said, he unzips and puts his bare cock in my hole, my entire mind is screaming at me to get out of there, but my body just pushes backwards taking him in completely. About half a minute of being fucked later i can feel him fill me up, and he gets up and leaves. About half a minute after him i get up and run back to my car and speed away.

 

Ever since then i have not been able to get myself to go through with it again, my anxiety is still through the roof, but i cant stop thinking about being used and filled up by him.

 

[norefusal]

sounds 🔥

if i were you i'd be back there every night 😜 

 

[Guest Juul]

Wow so cool! Where was it in the Netherlands? Then I will go there as well 😁

[verstop]

So hot 🔥 

Hmu if you're close to Amsterdam some time, would love to use you good and give you load #2

[hntnhole]

20 hours ago, Erinbot said:

but i cant stop thinking about being used and filled up

First, CONGRATS on achieving the wherewithal to actually do it.  That's 90% of the battle your sexual needs have been waging with your fear.  

 "I figured this is it, i would walk into the woods ...".  And, nothing happened to you as you walked into the woods, did it?  The sky didn't come crashing down, the earth kept turning on it's axis, and everything remained completely normal, right?  Thus, you learned a lesson that every guy possessed of certain sexual urges learns;  you have to want cock enough to actually go get it.  Cocks don't come with wings, they can't just fly in through your windows.  You did go "get it" once, because you know that you simply must.  

Actually, going to cruise raw cocks when the cruising spot is a bit busier (earlier?) would probably prove the most profitable.  Don't be shy, be pleased that you've come this far in your quest for sexual fulfillment.  You're thiiiis close to finding all the courage you need to become what you simply must become.  Be the man you need to be, and with boldness.  

You deserve as many loads up your hole as the next guy.  

[FUCKMYFAGHOLE]

I BET YOU J/O AT LEAST 100 TIMES SO FAR RE-PLAYING THAT NIGHT IN YOUR HEAD.

HAVE YOU THOUGHT OF MAYBE GETTING YOURSELF 1 OR SEVERAL FUCK BUDDIES TO FUCK & BREED THAT HOLE WHENEVER ONE OF THEM GETS HORNY...BUT DONT EXCLUDE ANY PRESUMED OR CLAIMING TO BE STRAIGHT GUYS...A LITTLE BOOZE WEED OR SOME KIND OF DRUGS, LOTS OF SEX TALK  AND POPPERS (NOT ALOT OF STRAIGHT DUDES HAVE NO CLUE WHAT POPPERS ARE...ITS PRIMARILY A GAY THING BY USING THOSE VARIES "TOOLS" TO SHORT CIRCUIT & SHUT OFF THE STRAIGHT DUDES INHIBITIONS THEN ITS REALLY EASY TO GET HIM NAKED AND GET ON HIS DICK OR GET YOUR DICK INSIDE OF HIM

[versasslover]

Thats the way to do it! Similar to my first time in the Vondelpark